How do I become a man?
I'm sick of being a degenerate who gets off to small penis humiliation and cuckold porn and stories.
My penis is 8 inches long and I'm still a virgin. I have no friends. No past relationships with women.
I have depression and schizoid personality disorder.
I feel barely any emotion and some people say I don't have a soul.
How do I change my life?
>How do I become a man?
That's the same as asking 'how do I become rich'
define what being a 'man' means to you, and work towards it, accept that it doesn't happen overnight.
>>40801604
>I have depression and schizoid personality disorder.
Let me guess, you self-diagnosed? If so, start lifting and get a job/education. Limit yourself to one hour of internet a day, tops. If not, please remove yourself from the gene pool.
>>40801647
a psychologist diagnosed me with SPD
Read this book: "The Way of Men" by Jack Donovan. Stop looking at porn. Whenever you get the urge to look at porn, go to the toilet and jack off. Jack off as much as you like but drop porn completely. Get a job and a hobby. Lift for 1 hour every day, practice your hobby 1 hour every day. Make a training routine and follow it, make an eating routine and follow it.
As for acquiring friends, that's not my specialization.
The book models mark manson is a solid start for how to not be a fucking shut in neckbeared weeb, it actually got me lifting.
The simple line of "every man should lift" stuck with me, I did not lift, ergo I was not a man.
Yes its more complicated than that, yes it may take 2-3 years if you are not in good shape to begin with. No it won't be easy.
Discipline is the most important tool you will ever wield.
>>40801697
>a psychologist
Might wanna get that checked out by an actually competent person then. Psychologists are retards. Go find a psychiatrist if you truly believe you have a serious disorder.
>>40801720
>The book models mark manson
That's a great book because it's as basic as it gets, nothing that guy says is a rocket science.
Keep seeing a shrink though OP
>>40801778
That book is basically a manual on how to be a normie, not that it's necessarily a bad thing.
get 5 grand together. go hike the Pacific crest trail. worked for me