> implying I haven't gave up on society or going out

>>40520278
>implying I care anymore about being included/excluded in or out of something
i know dat feel (or lack of feel)

I'm turning 30 this year and have been this way since 20 or so.

I should advise you that this line of thinking will in the end make you completely alone, unless you're really close to your parents, but when they go you'll have nobody.

If you really want to end up with a wife and kids I advise against giving up your social life altogether. Only saying this because once you reach my age (and older) it becomes harder and harder to form new relationships

>>40520377
We're going to make it bro
>>40520423
I wish i could say 'anon you're right and I'm going to try harder or whatever' but knowing how stuff usually goes down( me being deceived or dissapointed) i prefer doing other stuff or just giving up already

"He said that those who have endured some misfortune will always be set apart but that it is just that misfortune which is their gift and which is their strength and that they must make their way back into the common enterprise of man for without they do so it cannot go forward and they themselves will wither in bitterness."

that is a very dark road to go down and you may live to regret it. we're all in this together, there is no need to be alone

I feel you OP
I always have been an outcast and at this point I have grown to not care
Not like anything is going to change

Society doesn't want us but fuck it, why bother