help me /fit/
I have been an alcoholic since I was 17, now I'm 25. I stopped drinking a week ago and I'm feeling fine. My gains and grades increase a lot.
Today I only ate 6 hard boiled eggs, a sandwich with cheese, an apple, and 5 cups of coffe. I have avoided carbs and feel very "uppy, or untired" to say the least.
It's 2.37 AM here and I'm not going to bed before tomorrows classes.
I feel this huge surge of test trough me, my libido is up and my aggression. Wew, lad.
I have such aggressive intrusive thoughts, almost like a bloodthirst. I have gone full-blown acne on my upper body and my entire body is tingling.
I've heard alcohol inhibits test, but god damn this is what I imaging what juicing is like.
I feel so goddamn motivated to kick someones ass right now. My body temperature is elevated.
Have anybody felt this same way or have any similar stories? I have fapped close to 50 times today and fucked my gf twice. Will I turn more normal if I start eating carbs again?
>>40463313
Stopping drinking can make people manic and you sound seriously manic.
Get help anon. Being an alcoholic is a actual disorder. And indeed you sound like a bi polar going through manic phase
>alcoholic for 7 years
>going dry on the spot and not weening
it's like you want to die. Probably get actual help.
>>40463313
>I have fapped close to 50 times today
Wtf.
>>40463355
Yeah I feel you. It seems right. I got no anxiety though.
>>40463440
Is it dangerous? What is weening?
>>40463626
>Is it dangerous? What is weening?
You were an alcoholic for 7 years and ask that?
Good luck mang.
>>40463648
I feel fine apart from my OP
>>40463731
How much were you drinking?
It's the 5 cups of coffee
Don't overthink it and stop looking for attention
>>40463313
>I have fapped close to 50 times today
Masturbation (and especially porn) releases dopamine. You get dopamine hits whenever you take drugs. Basically it makes you feel good. You're going through withdrawal and your body is desperately trying to get another hit. I've seen people on /pol/ say they had extreme masturbation urges after stopping alcohol.
>>40463743
At my worst about 1.4 liters of 40% liquor a day.
Sometimes I got by 3-4 days without a drink.
When I had few classes I cruised on drinks from I woke up to I got to bed.
>>40464067
Go to the fucking doctor dude. That's a huge amount of alcohol. Your body most likely has been damaged in some way like this. Also, you may have a seizure soon.
>>40464093
I feel fine. No else ex-alcoholics here? :(