>Me
>Finally on anti anxiety medication at 27 y/o
>5'9", decent looking but on the manlet side and finally diagnosed with social anxiety
>Feels good man
>I can actually talk to people now
>Meet 10/10 blonde at gym
>She starts chatting with me because I wear a back brace to the gym, asking about it
>Tell her I broke my back in a car accident last year and have to wear it to lift weights only
>"that's so cool, you're making progress etc"
>is this real life
>Start regularly chatting with her
>Act reserved because she is probably just being nice to me
>First time a stacy is talking to me
>Make her laugh
>Lots of contact, pushing etc
>Eventually get her number, pretty cool girl, funny, and not to mention gorgeous
>Still don't make a move because this can't be real
>Fast forward to last Friday
>Go hiking
>Climb 30 foot tall rock with no gear like a dumbass
>Fall, scrap the shit out of my body, land on my legs
>Nothing broken but my fuck everything hurts
>Not a straight fall, I bounced back and forth from 2 rocks into a crevice
>Have to rest in bed while I recover
>She texts me why I haven't gone to the gym
>tell her what happened
>She wants to come see me
>sure
>Asks me if it's ok of her boyfriend comes
>Goddamn it, I fucking knew it
>Arrives at my house
>Brings an equally handsome 6 foot something mega CHAD
>They actually both look like models
>The guy is surprisingly pleasant
>Asks me if I'm made out of rubber, since I already have a broken back but only suffered scratches and bruises from a fucking 30 foot fall
>"Haha must be because you're in great shape"
>I'm actually dyel but pretty athletic since I hike so much
>Befriend him as well
>Die inside
Moral of my rant? don't expect anything from Stacies, but don't think they are all shallow bitches either. The guy was actually really nice and told me I could call him if I needed anything since I live alone.
beta
Wait, anti anxiety meds cured your social anxiety?
Please tell me more
Kek mate. Nice diary
There'll be others. Not a big problem mate. You got a couple of new fit mates too as well so who cares? It wasn't like you 'loved' her.
>>40392019
Hot chicks have hot friends. She and Chad will hook you up with an 8-9/10 girl with a charming personality.
You've got good friends, you're making it.
>>40392082
>>40392074
Yeah it kinda sucked because I was really starting to like her, but I'm sure they'll introduce me to their friends in the future. I'm glad I didn't take my old "friendzoned again mgtow" attitude.
>>40392067
Zoloft, just talk to your doctor about your problems and they'll prescribe something. It's completely worth it.
>>40392106
Where are you from?
Pretty sure its hard to get meds like that in Sweden prescribed to you the legal way
>>40392106
You've grown up then. As soon as I got out of the "I will be friendzoned by every girl I like" mindset I found a girl who is completely out of my league and loves me. The first few might not work out, but there'll always be one.
Korean as well so all the koreaboos I know are jelly as fuck whereas I couldn't give a shit. Shit is so cash.
>>40392146
Zoloft is an anti depressant that will turn you into a zombified cuckold like the rest of your countrymen, you shouldn't have a problem getting it.
You're probably thinking of benzos, which are the fun, but life ruining anti anxiety medications.
>>40392146
I just made a doctor's appointment, talked to a therapist, and they prescribed it that same day.
>>40392188
Well I feel with more energy than before when I was a depressed alcoholic fuck so I don't know, I guess it varies from person to person and circumstances.
>>40392150
Feels good man
>>40392211
>>40392146
I forgot to say I'm from the USA
>>40392082
this
op this might be the beginning of a new social circle, and a way to meet lots of new interesting people, don't be sad if she's already engaged, look at the bright side
>>40392258
This OP
Good friends lead to more good friends and good friends have friends that can be introduced to date that aren't part of the normal friend circle.
>>40392353
That's what I've been thinking, I just find it weird texting her like I used to with my old crushes, she usually texts me first too asking how I'm doing.
I just hope I don't lose too much of my dyel gains while I recover.