>wake up at 10 am, delete all notices on phone without looking

>wake up at 4am hoping it would be at least 6am
>why do my genes have the work ethic of a protestant peasant
>take a piss and notice my face is a little bit puffy
>shouldn't drink beer
>make six cups of coffee, eat a pastry, some yoghurt with oats
>shit twice, I usually read Russell in the toilet because type theory belongs in the shit bin
>notice that the name Meinong is close to 'meinung' meaning 'opinion' and laugh
>read football transfer gossip and shitpost a bit
>go for a jog, it's extremely dark and I'm slipping on snow dodging commuter traffic
>feel pretty damn good after it
>visit my mother because she asked me to
>eat pasta with broccoli and meatballs and politely answer to her obscure religious comments, this pleases her and I'm happy
>get back home and work on duolingo spanish
>get a little bit worried that my darknet orders might get seized by customs
>friend tells me he broke up, no idea what to say about that really
>just tell him not to do anything stupid if he decides to get drunk
>decide to do incline bench and front squats tomorrow, also rows, not sure which yet but a horizontal pull anyhow because i often neglect them
>gonna go to bed at around 10pm
>already had a lot of carbs today so dunno what to cook, an omelette maybe
>worry about insomnia

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>wake up at 12am
>contemplate whether today is the day or not
>scroll through notifications on phone
>browse 4chan for 2 hours
>watch anime for another 3
>work out until 7
>go to work
>get off work, go to school
>come home at 7pm
>eat and go to sleep
>wake up at 12am
>contemplate whether today is the day or not
Been doing this for 2 years now, can't wait to either find a reason to live or blow a hole through my skull

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>>40120737
>wake up at 9:00am
>cheeky sausages and milky bar combo
>sleep for a few hours
>wake up at 6pm
>sit at my computer until 5am
>midnight sausages and milky bar combo
>rinse repeat

>>40120737
Nice blog senpai.

>>40120737
>woke up quick, at about noon
> just thought that i had to be in compton soon
> i gotta get drunk before the day begins

>meet a stranger
>suck his dick
>contemplate life

>gets notices on phone
Get out fuckin normie scum

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>Wake up at 6am to alarm
>Close eyes for a couple minutes
>"Anon! It's 7:30!"
>Wake up and leap out of bed, ready myself in a dazed frenzy
>Grab car keys and brief case
>Start driving to employment training
>Disc 1, track 13. TOOL - Aenima
>Depending how depressed I'm feeling buy a pack of cigarettes on the way
>Walk into training, sign attendance, sit down
>Drink a sip on my break
>Finish training at 5pm, drive home
>Disc 6, track 13. TOOL. - Parabola
>Park car
>Walk in home
>"They find you a job yet?"
>"I'm trying"
>Walk in my room and sit on my bed, stare at myself in the mirror in disgust
>Talk to girl I like but I'm too pussy to tell cause she's got a bf, Even though we hit it off
>Unintentionally fall asleep thinking about the life I might have one day
>Wake up at 12am, go to gym
>Come home, shower, eat a kilo of chicken
>Lay in bed wide awake browsing the Internet until 3am
>Fall asleep
>Wake up at 6am to my alarm

>wake up in the morning feeling like p diddy
>grab my glasses
>i'm out the door
>i'm gonna hit the city
>before I leave, brush my teeth with a bottle of Jack
>'cause when I leave for the night, I ain't coming back

>wake up at 6am, smoke a cig while shitting
>morning routine
>get to work 1h30m late
>get off work 7 hours later
>quick nap, go swimming
>have dinner
>mfw 3200 bulk to 2500 kcal cut
>fuck gf
>go to bed at 21:30

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>>40120737
>wake up at 5:20 AM
>get to work at 6;00 AM after eating homemade protein bar and coffee
>use gym at work to lift until 7 AM
>start working until 11:00AM
>eat chicken salad
>get home at 3:30PM
>make dinner (usually rice fish and veggies with protien and water)
>shit post and play vidya with friends until 10:30PM
>repeat

A good little cycle

>>40121645
Kek

>>40121567
before my mother starts bitching about my friends

>>40120737

I wake up at 07:00.

The alarm comes in the middle of a vivid dream, so I don't feel that heavy and immediate tiredness that you feel sometimes when you wake up, since when you're in REM you're sleeping very lightly. I don't remember what I dreamt about, as usual. I do remember that I had last looked at the bedside clock at 02:34 however. Christ. That's barely even four hours of sleep. And the tiredness suddenly comes over me. I think to myself that I should just skip the first lecture of the day, which starts at 08:15, and attend the 10:15 lecture instead. But then I realize that I only have four lectures this week, two on Monday, and two on Tuesday. What kind of child would I be if I skipped 25% of my lectures this week? I'm a Master's student, god dammit.

So I get out of bed, wearily, and turn on my desktop PC. I go to the kitchen and chug half a liter of water. I always do that. Upon finishing the water, I mix my porridge and put on some coffee. I go to the bathroom and take a piss while the coffee is brewing, and the microwave is humming away, heating my lovely oats. When I come back, I get my porridge and my coffee, and I sit down at my desk to read some news while eating. I mostly peruse 4chan however. By the time I'm done, it's 07:46. So I put the dishes away in the sink, and get in the shower. But first, I brush my teeth. The shower feels good. Hot, on a cold winter's day. I know that's bad for my skin and all that, but I don't care. I've had four hours of sleep. So I linger. It's 08:05 as I step out of the shower. Shit, I'm going to be late. I dry myself off with my towel, and apply some roll-on deodorant. I prefer those to sprays. I get dressed, wearing some chinos, a crisp dress shirt, and a pullover. I put some stuff in my hair. It's now 08:16. It takes about 10 minutes to walk to the lecture hall from my place. The embarrassment of arriving late makes me consider staying home until the 10:15 lecture once more. But I head out the door.

>Wake up at 6pm
>Go to work for 12 hour night shift
>Hate everything about the place, my career and my coworkers
>flirt with girls at work
>Never do anything with them after I went on a few dates with one and she just slid over to someone else on the sly
>Get home
>Mom wants to talk to me, can't tell her I hate her too
>I'm the only earner and she's disabled so I can't leave
>Lie in bed wondering when life will end
>I'm only just barely content enough not to suicide
>Only because I tell myself one day it will get better