>skinnyfat manlet in high school
>too shy and withdrawn to go to nightclubs or parties, complete recluse outside of school, mainly due to an abusive upbringing that nobody knows or cares to know about
>slept 4 hours a night, ate less than 1000 calories a day, jacked it 3 times a day to fucked up porn, typical /r9k/ self pitying sad fag
>start therapy at 15, spent most of my teenage years on antidepressants
>do well in school, even get awards for my results in math and physics but don't show up to awards ceremony due to anxiety
>finally hit puberty at fucking 17 years old, grow to 6'3, lose baby fat, turns out I'm an 8/9 out of 10
>have women staring at me whenever i decide to leave the house
>start college, electrical engineering
>a total of 2 (unattractive) women in my classes
>complete autist, don't understand intimacy at all, no idea of how to interact with women who show interest in me everyday due to being 6'3, /fa/ and /fit/
>I'm completely dead inside and I don't have any feelings,I just want to get an apartment on my own, away from everyone who has ever known me
How common is this among /fit/izens?
>>40018551
Fuck this is like me, want to be my roomie?
>>40018628
w-where are you from anon
>>40018644
B E R L I N
>>40018665
>you will never go to legal brothels with your fellow /fit/ but dead inside roommate Hans and have empty sex with whores to try fill the void
why live?
>>40018551
become batman
>>40018551
not /fit/ related fuck off
>>40018551
You are obviously ugly, I was an autist and I am two inches shorter than you and still fucked here and there when I was Skinnyfat, I didn't even need to talk to them sometimes.
99% of you ugly fags think you are some Male models while you are average to incel.
SAGE
>>40018810
I should probably have mentioned that it was an all-boys catholic school, I didn't have a conversation with a girl my own age until I was 19
>>40018892
Watch videos of how Indians creep out white women, and then videos of smooth guys picking up women.
Observe the positive and negative and draw your own conclusions.
Also, because you're FACE, FRAME, HEIGHT and an objective 9/10 your actions will be interpreted in a more positive manner. This will make practicing easier.
Also, As >>40018743 said. I tell myself that if my wife passes from her sickness I will use all of my free time for vigilante justice.