I am in need of your help /fit/. Please hear me out guys.
>So, I am a 25yo male.
>Overweight.
>During the last three years I've been trying to get in shape on and off.
>Like six months ago I started dieting seriously for the first time in my life.
>I got diagnosed with binge eating disorder and got put on meds which have helped me a lot.
>The medication reduced the huge compelling need I had to eat and eat and eat.
>Fast forward four months, I lost nearly 15kg, more than ever before.
>My girlfriend of 5 years suddenly dies.
>Lose almost 5kg in a week.
>Somehow start working out to cope with the loss.
>Working out like never before in my life 6-7 days a week.
>SL5x5 one day, battling ropes intervals next day.
>Repeat ad nauseam.
>Two months pass, brings us to the present.
>Looking better, feeling kinda less shitty.
>Still working out every day. Feel bad if I don't.
>Keep taking my meds normally.
>I feel hungrier.
>Don't know if my meds aren't working anymore.
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>>39744546
Thing is, I've failed so many times before I am quite used to it, kinda like expecting it. But now I have the memory of my late gf. Maybe sounds autistic but I don't wanna dissapoint her. I am afraid to eat more because I feel I get fatter with every single bite I take.
So I therefore ask for your advice.
>Also motivation thread? IDFK.
guys?
>>39744546
How overweight boss? Is it possible youre reaching skelly mode and ur gains need fuel?
>>39744559
Fuck your girlfriend, fuck future girlfriends, do it for yourself. train because it's what you want from yourself. make yourself the person that you want to be.
>>39744727
Very. I was obese, recently downgraded to overweight. I am around 95kg and 180cm or 209lbs and 5'11". At my worst I was at 113kg.
>>39744738
I want to be the best I can be. Don't get me wrong brother. But also it's a way to honor the time I had with her and a kind of therapy for me. I was planning to make her my wife for god's sake, that's not easy to forget.