>tfw when people who know how to deadlift without hurting

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>tfw when people who know how to deadlift without hurting their back watch you hurt your back while you deadlift.
>tfw when it was only two plates
>tfw when you're a shitskin, dyel, fuccboi
>tfw when degenerate, never gonna make it, behaviors can not coexist with the significant gains that you imagine yourself of possessing 5, no wait, better make it 10 years, into lifting.
>tfw when adding 40 lbs to your bench in an effort to be 2pl8 by next christmas today was fucking retarded and only got you like, fucking, idk, 4 or 5 good reps out of that weight. like fuck.
>kill me.
>is half a bottle of wild turkey, a pack of cigarettes, and daytime starvation holding me back?
>tfw when i know the answer.