>got really skinny
>guys joked that I look like a twink
>gain weight again after being depressed
>don't look much manlier, just fatter
I don't even know what to do anymore.
>obtain muscules
You know exactly what to do.
Your mind is giving in and wanting you to give up, rest, skip that workout, and be lazy...... you have to repress these thoughts, take charge, and get control over your life bruh.
>>39515742
I had decent muscles before I went full skinny mode. It actually gave me decent results with girls but I lacked confidence because I still felt like I was fat.
>>39515759
>I had decent muscles before I went full skinny mode. It actually gave me decent results with girls but I lacked confidence because I still felt like I was fat.
>I had decent muscles before I went full skinny mode.
You are delusional, and most likely weren't remotely close to having what you thought were "decent muscles" like every other skinny fat anon before you, and the rest that will come after
Work out more and eat better
>>39515771
I was definitely on the right path. My bench max was 225. That's nothing to write home about but it's decent among untrained people.