>decide to look back at old progress pictures
>look at all the pics i was ESPECIALLY proud of when i took them
>all carefully named, dated and sorted
>some have little happy faces or exclamations drawn on them in MSPaint I was so happy
>they all look like complete shite
Holy fuck I cant believe I used to be proud of this garbage. Its downright embarassing. And the worst part is, I still look like crap.
How come I only suddenly realised this now?
The first day you step into the gym is the day you will forever be small.
and by that I mean you have body dysmorphia
>>39487704
It definitely isnt that lol
unless you mean i was dysmorphic before because i used to think i looked at all like someone who exercised
>>39487698
Thought I made it in just my first year with a underwear pic, smug face, and thumbs up. What a fucking fool I was.
>>39487698
man I'm exactly the same. weird stuff
>take heaps of pics
>so proud of the size I gained
>nervous to lose any
>look back 8 months later and cringe at how fat and shit I looked
The funny thing is I am less happy about my current body than I was about it 8 months ago
>>39487751
>The funny thing is I am less happy about my current body than I was about it 8 months ago
This x1000
>>39487754
>>39487751
yepp
The better I look the more dissastisified I am with my body
When I looked my worst I was totally happy with my body because you know, hey, I didn't care about my phsyique at all
/fit/ is the most pathetically insecure board somehow
If I had to bet I'd bet on /r9k/ and now I know I'd lose money
I know your pain OP...
I had this fucking DP on facebook a few years ago... oh god...
Chicks thought I was super hot... but they were just fucking normies, anyone who ACTUALLY trained hard at the gym probably laughed at me
>>39487729
One of pics, DYEL mode in reality.
>>39487751
Same, lmao. When I started putting muscle on my skeleton frame I was so goddamn hyped and excited and proud of myself, I flexed at parties all the fucking time.
A year later I feel like shit, I'm making gains but I can't help noticing that my calves are too small or that my ab insertions are shit or that my deadlift is lagging behind the other guys at the gym. I wear baggy clothes and avoid looking in mirrors.
/blunderyears/ thread?
>>39487792
bro you really need to stop skipping back day
>>39487815
>>tfw thinking about all that time you spent lifting with shitty form and how all the pros must've been judging you for it
>>39487815
My gott, this thread *sniff* all body dismorphia, and so on
>>39487815
>all the years I let myself be fat as fuck
>>39487698
>>39487725
>>39487751
>>39487754
>>39487773
>>39487815
>>39488171
All these years I let myself be Skelly as fuck
>>39489063
I'm a year in, and that basically describes where I'm at.
>>39487815
>those times i talked to HER on facebook messenger and just came off as a cringey autist
why
>>39489063
Man fuck we need a daily thread of the negatives of roiding or im going to brew my own tren
>>39489788
The daily thread is reading fraud. It's basically a group of the most fucked in the head retards whining about life.
That will be you if you roid for aesthetics. Literally no downside to roiding for strength though