>be me
>autistic spaghetti lord
>18, have made one friend in my life
>he's my best and only friend but I'm maybe third or fourth on his list
>mutually enjoy spending time with another
>whether or not he realizes it, our time together meant a whole fucking lot to me
>friends for about four years
About two weeks ago he ghosted me, won't respond to calls, texts, or messages in vidya. The cortisol from stress and sleep deprivations is killing my gains... pls help
tl;dr: My one and only friend left me, losing sleep and gains
t-thanks /fit/
I think in this case. God would forgive you for killing yourself.
Be blessed... F@ggot!!
>>39392626
know where I can stream it?
>>39392582
>whether or not he realizes it, our time together meant a whole fucking lot to me
why don't you just text him that
>>39392731
I did. I sent four lengthy, shameful texts in which I essentially confessed my non-homo love for him. Still ghosted :(
>>39392764
yeesh. post em
i cant believe i spend my time posting on this shitty board full of annoying gay low self esteem hyper sensitive teenagers.. i fucking failed in life
>>39392866
No can do, I'd like to retain what little dignity I think I have left
>>39392890
Then stop being a fucking loser and do something with your life, faggot
>>39392899
Pls post them, we dont give a shit about u we are just curious
>>39392899
thanks you are right..people like you really depress me sometimes and make me realize what this board is
>>39392922
He occasionally browses /fit/, I can't take the risk of him knowing how far I've fallen
>>39392928
I'm glad, now fuck off my depressing thread
>>39392972
Why u care? He ghosted u, and if he lurks then he knows u made this thread. Literally no reason not to post ur texts.
>>39393000
I suppose. Give me a minute.
>>39393000
God reading this makes me cringe. This is the first part to the first message, probs not gonna upload the rest unless further coaxed
>>39393000
Trips demand pics
>>39392899
>I'd like to retain my dignity on an anonymous message board
Yeah nah fuck that post em
Have you considered him losings his phone or someshit?
>>39393055
You go from gay to bro to gay again, get your shit straight
>>39393055
dawww anon you are so sweet, extremely gay, but sweet!
I will hang out with you if you are from NM or West Texas
>>39393055
You could have written cringier things man, trust me. I had a similar experience except my situation differed from yours in that i professed my homo love to my best friend.
Just know that i feel you. It's tough losing that someone that you allow to take up so much space in your life and then being left with a giant void in your heart.
>>39393559
Thanks anon, feels better to know that someone can sympathize. Shit sucks.
>>39393224
no
>>39393250
t-thanks
Why are you freaking out so bad after 2 weeks? I have autistic sperglords who consider me their best friend and we go months without talking
if you're that lonely then you probably shouldn't drop it all on one person, people can't always be there 24/7 for you m8
>>39393055
That's not too bad. Does it get worse? Why would this guy have done this to you?
>>39393648
I mentioned that he was my only friend, it's not hard to deduce that I'm a lonely person. There's also more to it than lack of communication; for a while he's been disinterested in our conversation and, in general, aloof.
>>39393658
I'm hard to be friends with, guess he finally got tired of it.