Went from fat to fit I hammer gym and running nearly everyday.
Confidence is still shit, until I get on the coke then I'm messaging exs, sending dick picks, flirting with 10s over stepping the mark with female friends ocassionally. I'm banging hoes but it's all fake Mr powder confidence.
How do I stop this, do I need to? Its currently a monthly thing, I still train.
Does it matter? I don't smoke hardly drink just need a little something ocassionally you know.
Was hoping for some bro support guess you're all watching election. :(
at least you get pussy.
fuck u mister chad
>>39362981
Sorry bro would help but I just have no experience with that kinda stuff. I guess you just have to learn to get in that state of mind without the help of any substances my dude good luck.
>>39362981
Chronic coke use probably isn't healthy, but you gotta ask yourself if like the person you are now. No one can tell you how you should feel about your life. (atleast objectively)
>>39362981
Live it up while you can, I'm 35 single again, all I get to do is work eat sleep. I hardly even have time to go to the gym and I moved to a cow town for work and no I dont even get to look at girls that are out of my league...
on that note keep the coke in check, once a month who cares, but that shit will end up gripping you by the balls like my brother and then lead you down a path to self destruction.
>>39362844
Define 'once a month'
I would try to do it less. I was you about a year ago but did way too much coke and stopped working out and got fat again.
Im almost fit again and just had an eight ball last a month. I think its ok if you understand the cravings and resist redosing. Also make sure youre saving at least a bit of cash.
>>39363003
Purty good advice. This sounds gay, but keep a diary or a calendar of your usage. Enjoy it while you can, but if you see yourself slipping down the road of addiction. That is seriously somewhere you don't want to go.
>>39362844
stop fapping
>sending dick pics
don't do that, moron.
real men get out and disappoint women IRL.
>>39363387
They ask for them m8.
You gots to integrate that coke personality with your sober self
>>39364656
I may have done my last g last night, on my own watching the election. How sad is that man.
I'm in bed now on a benzo trying to sleep before work.
I love the stuff but I'm leaving it behind. It seems to take over when I have some good stuff and I'll binge til it's gone.
Had a heart to heart with my current gf she was unaware of a lot things and we had a lot of problems lately communicating. Ive come clean on a lot of bad shit I've done luckily she's supportive and wants to make a go of it still and won't tell everyone I've been using coke on the regular.
I don't like to lie but I'm an asshole all the same.
>>39362844
Stop looking at/saving photos of girls like this on your computer.
Go outside and talk to actual girls.
>>39364677
That's the problem mate. I have a gf and I take coke and go out and bang 6-9s if I can get my dick hard. I use quarter 50mg viagra too on those ocassions I know it's not good for my ticker. I've been stuck in a cycle I have a gf who loves me 8 years just got boring. We still love each other but I like fucking new women and the chase/flirting. I worry it'll end badly maybe I'm insecure and need the female attention/pussy who knows. I'm 33 look about 26 and struggled with been a fat or skinny fat cunt from 8-25 yo.