>tfw you're slowly losing your grip on sanity but your lifts are going up so it's okay
Does anyone else know this feel?
>life is totally in shambles
>People say I'm looking disheveled and acting erratic
>I'm constantly paranoid and I say weird shit-non stop
>Can't even string a coHerent sentence together anymore when I talk
>Can't remember the last time I had a shower
>Lifts steadily getting better every workout
sounds like schizophrenia my man
>>39079587
lol are you me? seriously im fucking up at everything but lifting is the only consistent thing i do
>>39079587
You're just leaving humanity behind
>>39079741
this
whatever it takes OP, which is to say everything
>Ex has a new bf
>lolnojob
>broke
>this is all combining to give me crazy moodswings
>fuels my lifts
>literally only interested in working out
I don't like this feel
>>39079587
try to keep calm. slow down your mind
dont drink coffe, meditate bro
gonna make it
>>39079587
>tfw maniac and anxious
Auto-diagnosed tho, never went to a psychiatrist. I did went to a psychologist for a while last year but he was friendly and I acted too normal with him, so he probably thought I was ok.
You can't stop saying weird, incoherent shit and once you're aware of it you avoid interacting with everyone, this is the reason why these illnesses make you end isolated
>>39079587
Do you hear the voices too?
>>39079587
Talk to a psychologist anon, sounds like textbook schizophrenia
[spoiler]unless of course this is a b8post for the (you)s[/spoiler]
>>39079609
>>39081416
isnt shizophrenia having 2 personalities ? OP just sounds like his life is shit and the only escape he has are the 2h in the gym.