Hey /fit/, I just want to remind you t-that... well that I love

>>39079273
Are those supposed to be waffle sandwiches?

>>39079273
fuck off with your positivity

"were all gonna le make it bros xDD BROS :DDD"

FUCK OFF DYEL IDIOT CUNT SHIT

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>>39079295
I guess, why? You gotta eat big to get big

>>39079310
I-I-I still love you...

>>39079310
Someones frustrated


>fatty

>>39079313

what a shitty "update"

Don't ever post this version again

>>39079310
Someone please take care of this hothead. I heard he isn't even a big guy.

>>39079273
T-t-thanks, y-you too.

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>>39079392
Im really sorry I just want to be appreciated for who I am...

>>39079310
Whoa whoa someone is just about to kill himself.
Do it faggot

>>39079401
>I heard he isn't even a big guy.
Not for you

>>39079313
what's with the weasel on his desk?

>>39079313
god help me if I ever become that pleb

is that suppose to be relatable?

>>39079792
No idea

>>39079797
What makes him pleb?
Idk I kinda relate

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>>39079401

>>39079273
Can someone dump all the feels pics?

>>39079313
>the sheiko templaltes

ayyy fucking lmao

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>>39079273
Y-you too. Go'n up without me lads...I'll catch up in a bit. Just gonna rest here a while.

>>39079273
>tfw there's a bunch of guys who you will never meet or know their names
>tfw they love you and want you to make it
>tfw literally no one except my family ever loved me so much

Thank you brehs

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>>39080039
Literally me in the middle

>>39079792
Nod to isley from plg

>>39081498
the ride never ends, im not ready for these feels breh.

>>39079273

More often than not, you're gonna feel alone.
It's a long fall from the top. Can you stand it?
Gave it all that I've got everywhere I roamed.
I can't do this alone, can you help me?

this just happened

>raining hard as shit
>walk up to girl holding umbrella
>get under, easy enough
>spill my spaghetti

does anyone else get the feeling like you want to kill yourself but at the same time you dont? like i am happy that i tried but hate that i blew my chance, thats the best i can describe it.

>>39081580
You and me brother

haha lmfao at that fucking picture

>>39079310
Don't be tasty now

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>>39080039
Here's another

>>39081498
Bros until the end m8

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>hung out with old oneitis's dad today
>never told her how I felt
>missed my chance to go to the gym
>have my crappy job tomorrow

Does it ever end? also did any of you anons find the hoodie online?

>>39079273
Love you too Anon

>>39083920
We came close, but couldnt find the exact one. I think its probably discontinued.

If you want to look for it its a Under Armour Storm waterproof hoodie. We found some that were close, but not the exact one and I plan to look more for it.

Unfortunately my autism prevents me from buying one unless its exactly the same one. If you do look and find it post a link though

>>39084103
How did it even become a meme?

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This one is literally me, same furniture placement, same table, hoodie, everything

>>39084373
Why you eating that ice cream then boy?? don't you know youre killing them gains?

>>39084373
>hoodie
Post p-pics

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>tfw you know you'll never make it

>>39084401
Why not anon?

>>39079792
>2016
>not having a desk weasel (Even though that is actually and ermine/stoat)
pick one

>>39084401

kek, I just noticed Spurdo at the very top

>>39084426
an*

>>39084412
I have been "trying" for years without any form succes.

My last chance at a mediocre life was completely ruined last week. I'm ending in about a month.

>>39084438
Details?

I should start making these again. It's good catharsis and always nice to know I'm not the only one who has darker moments. Just haven't really had the time recently.

>>39084469
Most people on this site have dark moments i'd say. Most of us, contrary to your belief, will never make it.

Every single day i waste the best year of my life way. Im 23 and in the last 5 years my biggest achievement was getting my license other than that i've done literally nothing. I spend about 16 hours in front of my laptop

>>39084448
Last year I had to take leave from university because I got very sick. I just returned this summer but I'm unable to keep a job alongside. The university decided to cut me from my only financial support. In addition to that, I'm also going to lose my residence as a consequence.

I will basically be without any sort of income and house in a month. And no chance of ever completing my degree.

>>39084438
Why don't you go fight ISIS instead m8?

>>39084490
I have seen enough people fail, on this board and in real life, to know that the chances are never in anyone's favour. But the few times I've beaten the odds or watched others beat the odds forces me to keep thinking "They can do this". I think it's important to hope.

>>39084516
Dude, that's rough as fuck, but people have pulled through your exact situation and come out the other end. Taking the easy way out is just cowardly; it's easy to say over the internet, but it isn't the brick wall you think it is.

What was your sickness? Can you apply for any kind of support if worst comes to worst?

>>39084516
sorry, but you gotta go back

>>39084571
I know it's cowardly but life is not worth it anymore. This was my last chance to complete my degree.

>>39084560
Well, hope is one thing. I too hope i make it. It's a different aspect when you actually have to work until you make it. Im just so fucking lazy. I literally might have skipped a year of university because i didnt feel to walk to the uni and register my name in a class.

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One day I will get a gf like her, right?

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you're gonna make it if in the last 24h you did one of
>squats
>deadlifts
>oly lifts
>at least 5k running

>>39080107
>the jameison multivitas

>>39083920
>>39084103
https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B019YJIDMY/ref=pd_day0_200_2?ie=UTF8&pd_rd_i=B019YJIDMY&pd_rd_r=PRY8F21ES8TCD1PW1MT3&pd_rd_w=1xGwG&pd_rd_wg=skWA9&psc=1&refRID=PRY8F21ES8TCD1PW1MT3

kids tho

>>39084356
I guess the whoever made these feels images has one. I hope it gets continued sometime soon.

>>39084731
>manlet
Am I in luck?

Thanks dude. I'm down to 218 pounds from 255 in just over a month. High volume, medium intensity. Had my first cheat day after a 44 hour fast. Ate seafood chimichangas for lunch and steak, potatoes, and brocolli for dinner with my best bro, my fiance, and my mom. NOw we're settling in to smoke weed and watch One PUnch Man. We've all already made it, bros.

>>39084516
Join the army faggot!!!FACT!!!

>>39084731
would X large work?

>>39083920
Found it!

http://www.underarmouroutletclearance.com/under-armour-mens-fleece-big-logo-hoodie-hooded-sweatshirt-grey-with-limegreen-logo-p-84.html

>>39084763
>>39084743

XL Chest: 32-35"

Thanks, OP.

I had to miss the gym yesterday to drive to a meeting/tech demo from a similar facility like the one I want to build several states away.

But the good news is I learned how to reduce capital equipment costs by about $20,000 and energy use by 70% to be more green.

They also want to assist me in building my facility and walking me through my first few batches of product.

I am of excite.

(Hey, M***. My meeting went very well.)

>>39084779
Fuck...
Im retarded. No i didnt.

My feels just got feelier

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>>39084779
>"120% Safe Site!!!"

>>39084607
Fuck your degree man. College/uni is worthless anyway.

There's nothing I can really tell you to convince you that life is worth living, because really in a lot of ways it isn't. But what I will say is this.

It's easy to keep on living when things are easy and going according to your expectation of "how things should be". But the real test comes when your expectations get crushed and you have to face up to the fact that life itself isn't going to convince you that it's worth it. It just comes down to you.

This might be kinda abstract but hear me out, and SERIOUSLY consider what I have to say, alright?

It's a completely individual choice whether you opt out or look your situation squarely in the face and affirm it. People here talk about alpha-beta, mostly that's bullshit, but it is true that there are two kinds of people.

Some people are allergic to life, and those are the people who choose to opt out, because they were never really living in the first place.

And then there are those who have what Nietzsche called "Amor Fati", one who wants nothing in life to be anything except what is there,right in front of them, good or bad. They indulge no sickly fantasies of how things should be or could be in a prefect world, because the ugly world which throws suffering and misery at them is, to them, perfect and beautiful, because it is a mirror for the resilience which is perfect and beautiful in them.

Sure in normal, mediocre times we can pretend that there is a spectrum, that people do not fit into these categories, but in a situation like yours, there are only these two types.

Luckily, under which of these categories you fall is not, contrary to the belief of some, assigned at birth. It's a matter of CHOICE. Maybe until now, you've been shirking, flitting, scared of life, the first type, who wants to opt out. But to be this second type requires nothing more than an act of will. And you CAN be this second type anon, no matter what you think just now.

>>39083739
Yeah, it sucks. You try and talk, and nothing but spaghetti comes out. Good on you for trying though. Proud of you anon.

>>39084785
Congrats anon. That sounds great.

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buying this sweatshirt helped me make it

>>39084785
I remember you. Keep us updated, this is your personal blog (no sarcasm). What exactly is your business going to be?

>>39084791
Its a real site, but slightly wrong hoodie

>>39084835

>helped me make it

I sure hope that's a before pic

>>39084853
im wearing a damn hoodie what do you expect to see?

>>39084860
>your hair
It's fine, right?

>>39084828
Thanks, anon.

I'm building a Kickstarter and Indiegogo campaign in hopes of raising some capital to get started.

The idea is great, VERY new and won't make me rich for years, but it's environmentally friendly, sustainable, biosecure and will have a much smaller carbon footprint per item than others.

They great thing is, demand will be so high a competitor with twice the capacity could move in across the street and we'd both still do well.

>>39084860

muscle mass

pecs

more than 3" wide arms

>>39084843
It's a very new and unique form of agriculture that provides a top quality item that normally comes from heavily polluted areas and destroys a lot of life to produce.

Ours will be clean sustainable.

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>>39084885
>>39084873
>>39084853
now lets see you

>>39084885
>>39085016
deff 3'' arms

>>39085016
stand corrected

>>39084879
Wow, that's incredible. I'm happy to hear that it will be environmentally friendly. I wish you all the best your endeavor.

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I'm so hopelessly in love with my ex boyfriend. Literally cry every fucking night thinking about him. Haven't spoken in like a month, but whenever I see him around campus, it's like he's picking off whatever little bit of scab has formed. Don't think I'm gonna make it, guys.

>>39084401
fuck this gif is so comfy

>>39085144
Thanks man.

The environmental impact is the biggest selling point along with knowing it's not contaminated with heavy metals (a serious concern for its conterparts overseas). Plus, we're lessening the destruction of fragile habitat.

>>39084885
>>39084853
guys? i wanna see your big muscles :(

>>39085016
>has to flex to show gains
>doesn't specify height/weight

into the thrash it goes

>>39085477
5'11 195
now lets see you

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>>39081498
>Mfw anons care about you more than your friends and family

>>39085964
You have no idea.

On many days my mom forgets my name. She sometimes get confused to the point where she thinks I'm a burglar.

The respite I get with Anons on /fit/ is on many days is my only interaction with "sane" people.

Some Anons here have literally helped me out beyond what even my own sister has offered (and she's very well off and not cleaning up our parents piss like I do).

>>39079273
Thanks op hang in there as well

>>39085163
lolfag

>>39084794
why nobody responds to these well written replies? really makes you annoyed

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>>39084373
mfw I also just realized I have this exact table.

>>39085477
>>39085064
>>39084853
>>39084885
keep your cancer out of this thread

>>39081498
I love you, be swole

>>39084682

I see a lot of girls who are impossibly cute posted on 4chan but after looking at the picture for a few seconds I always see that they are truely impossibly cute

so Ive been looking at femal faces for a couple years now and one thing that consistenlty makes women and girls cute it two things: 1) big eyes 2) and small face/chin

Every single one of the uber cute girls posted around are always somehow hiding or minimizing their chin and neck to make their face look smaller. They often have scarves, hair, or their hands up by their face to make their faces look just a little bit smaller. Also with the eyes, beyond the obvious like make up the girls often wear contacts which subtley (or not) make their eyes appear a lot bigger and sometimes theyll have little accuturements by their eyes like stick on jeweks or bandages or anything at all that can be placed around the eyes to draw attention to them and subtle make the eyes appear even larger.

We men must be truly week creatures if we can be put under a spell just by some sloot putting her hands up to frame her face and sticking some dollar store bedazzle jewels around her slooty eye make up. Women are not even noble creatures, we put way too much effort into them.

>>39084800
I spent 30mins building up courage to talk to this qt doing hw in cafeteria, i couldnt do it, I have another chance right?

>>39084794
Great post. Thanks bro.

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>>39084794
solid post man have a cool picture.

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>>39084731
>>39084779
I-its not exactly the s-same though

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>>39084794
t-thanks anon

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>>39084794
>Some people are allergic to life, and those are the people who choose to opt out, because they were never really living in the first place.

I see this shit every single day. People that refuse to work hard and then complain about where they are. 10/10 post anon

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>>39084794
those are some wise words

>>39084373
Cheat meal but shake because can't lose any protons. I can relate more than I'd like to

>>39079752
Was giving compliments part of your plan?

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>>39079310
No bro, come'ere shhhhh...
It's ok...

>>39079273
Thanks famanon, you take care as well, as long as we true /fit/ lads stay together, we'll make it.

>>39084387
Nigga, he is aiding his gains

>>39084571
>Taking the easy way out is just cowardly
There is nothing cowardly about committing suicide - It takes a great deal of courage to do so. I don't know where people get this ridiculous notion

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>>39084794
How does this relates to biology and conscient human beings? Like I choose to choose the reality but my thoughts are nowhere near where I am when looking at my life map. Also emotions, they seem to be even harder to steer and convince than thoughts.

>>39084516
Fuck it... I'll fall for the sentiment...

Anon, you still have a future ahead of you...

In my journey of getting fit this past year... I have had an inflamed intestine, a strained foot, a heartbreak; and only recently, I had to self deport myself from the United States after somebody who didn't like me claimed that I was a Muslim terrorist because I owned a rifle and had it in my trunk... After my school expelled me for it, the DHS threw me in prison for a little over a month while they investigated shit about me... I was released last month and yet still told to leave the country even after they couldn't find any wrong doing on my part...

Life is just full of bullshit anon, and yes a lot can happen within a short timespan... But it's not about how many times life fucks you over... it's about waiting and and being patient while getting back up every time life trips you... I might have my life uprooted from me, and maybe I will be unable to come to America ever again... But at least I have my family, and health, and my now 135kg dead lift, and honestly things are starting to look up in my life... You'd think after all that I would've an hero'd already but yet here I am...

Shit WILL get better anon... Once you've hit rock bottom the only way now is up...

>>39081580
Is this pre or post workout though

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>>39089068
pls respond

>>39089669
Every hour not at the gym.

>>39089068
The problem is part of the historical moment we were born into: there's a kind of schizophrenia that's just part of life in the 21st century. You think this is biological reality, but I can tell you it's not. We feel the need to complicate things by "splitting" ourselves into all these separate parts.

You "choose" the reality, yet "your thoughts" drive against that. This seems to be your problem, correct me if I'm wrong. Yet the actual case is simple. YOU, the single entity, not this subvision of desire and thought and emotion, you choose one thing. Then voices, "thoughts and emotions" prevent you from reaching what you want. The trick is this, waking up to the reality that not ll thoughts and emotions deserve to be recognized as yours.

Things come into your head all the time. These thoughts you describe, you should recognise that they don't ned to be recognised as YOUR thoughts, because chances are they're not. Some mis-firing in your brain doesn't deserve to be assimilated into what you are, any more than you should start mistaking what others tell you as your own words. Emotions are a little more difficult, because, though they should be treated as equally distinct from the raw free will that constitutes what YOU are, they bring with them their own force. Accept that some emotions bring a force that you can't overcome yet do your best to fight against them anyway, just as you would accept that to fight against a strong wind is pointless to resist, yet you resist anyway, to minimize its influence over you.

These are ideals of strength and stoicism don't feel bad if you can't quite live up to them. The problem with much of the self-improvement you see on 4chan is that people internalize this guilt complex about living up to ideals. This is pointless. These are meant to guide you, but an ideal that you can well and truly live up to is a poor ideal.

Sorry if this doesn't make much sense. I'm in a hurry and had to type fast.

>>39081580
>>39083909
>>39083920
>>39084373
>>39079273
>>39079313
WHERE can I get that hoodie I cant find it on the UA site!!!

>>39081580
fuark i actually dress like that too (minus the hoodie)

My dog died today /fit/.

She was the sweetest thing you ever had seen. She never barked on whined once in her life. She trusted and loved everyone. She never took anything for granted and even petting her once she would thank you with kisses for hours.

She died peacefully in her sleep. She was still young too. Was going to turn 11 in two months.

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>>39084700
>mfw did 3/4

>>39086147
but I'm a girl

>>39092704
RIP doggo
that shit hurts

>>39079420
>>>/tumblr/

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>>39084794
>>39092362
this all makes sense. most of it is stuff I belive but said in a better way than I can.
That being said, I'm another guy, and I think I am at my lowest right now. If it wasnt for lifting I would have offd myself already.
I quit uni because I wasted a year after already having wasted a year picking the wrong course, decided to stop with my parents, and I fear it's a terrible idea and my father pushed me to it, but I also agree with it, because it's self EVIDENT I didnt give a fuck about studying, apart from my romanticized fantasies of making it in the compsci field and knowing cool shit, because I never studied when I had the chance.
I havent told one friend of mine I quit, they're all getting graduated now and I always was the smartest.
I am looking for a job but unless my father finds something through his old contacts I dont see a future in that.
he arranged a meeting for a job as at a restaurant whose owner he knows on monday so I might do that for a while, and that depresses the fuck out of me.
I still need to accept that I will never get to do the job of my dreams and be the person I wanted and have the expertise I wanted.
The WORST part is that I cant, for the life of me, figure out what I want out of life in this moment....my only passion is lifting but I suck, I have no social life and even if Im trying to go out with "more social" people and change my circle of friends, I am still a 22yo kissless virgin autist, that wont change anytime soon.
In a job interview the guy asked me where I saw myself in 10 years and I couldnt come up with an answer, the naive dreams I assigned myself in the past are clearly not an option anymore so now I am faced with the reality: I have NO aspirations.
Srsly the only thing I hope from the future is to find a steady stress-free job (possibly manual and non thinking) and earn enough to live alone-
so that I can lift, eat, sleep, stay at my pc and do nothing.
And that scares me. Time I grow up I think

>>39079310
Children cover your ears

Why do you guys have such a boner for that ugly looking hoodie?

>>39083739
>get under, easy enough
when will they learn?

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>>39079273

>at a red light earlier today
>notice the van next to me has someone moving around alot, but dont look over
>"YOURE CUTE!"
>look over and its full of about 6 giggling teenage girls
>the one in the passenger rolled down her window and is telling me Im precious
>suddenly, the back sliding door opens and another one is blowing kisses at me and telling me she loves me while the rest of them giggle
>mfw

>>39092704
>She died peacefully in her sleep. She was still young too.

just be thankful for all the good time you had together and realize she had a good life and went out peacefully which is the best a pupper can get

>>39084794

is this copy pasta

>>39094672
Yeah I keep thinking that at least she didn't suffer at all. She wasn't even sick, just a little tired before going to bed. Just that morning she was running around and having fun.

>>39086099
For me, anons are the little voice that I hear in my head right when I need advice or words of courage.
Thank you brehs.

>>39092929
>I can't, for the life of me, figure out what I want out of life
Anon, I know in this thread I've been trying to solve people's problems, and I know that can be grating after a while, but I honestly think this statement is the root of your problems

I think that because it's a lesson I've had to teach myself. There is nothing to figure out; seeing it this way is misleading. It makes the assumption that you can look inside yourself and figure out what you want, but true desires, rather than base immediate desires, do not work this way.

This is why I've talked so much about free will throughout this thread. You are free to choose your desires. If what you truly want was something already there inside you waiting to be figured out, then it would just be another thing that enslaves us, like thoughts and emotions. True will is something we make for ourselves.

I can't tell you how many hours I've spent lying on my bed, trying to figure out what I wanted out of life, disturbed that there was nothing, feeling empty because of it. We spend so much time trying to decode ourselves, trying to listen to some internal voice that will tell us what to want, what to love, without realising that we should be the ones talking, not listening.

This is a basic existential knowledge that's been said much better by far more talented writers, but this is how it appeared to me, using a stupid metaphor: It was like I'd been waiting outside my own house for years, ringing the bell, waiting for someone to answer, without realising that I had the keys in my own pocket the whole time.

What I have to tell you basically, is to stop trying to figure out what you want in life, because it's not for life to tell you what you want. You have to MAKE your own purpose. If lifting is that purpose, then that is perfectly adequate, but if you decide that's what you want, don't question whether you're good enough, or whether you'd be better off doing something else. Just do it, as best you can.

>>39079273
i just noticed thats a fucking waffle sandwich

Thanks bro.

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>>39084700
> no ohp

>>39084794
Frank Yang?

>>39084794
this made my shitty day better, thank you.
Ill copy this and read it every time I start feeling suicidal. hopefully I will fix myself one day

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>tfw gym shut down yesterday
>tfw went to a new gym today, the only one close to me
>tfw hate it

>>39079273
i have no idea why but this is motivating me to go to the gym

>>39084794
This is why I go to /fit/

>>39094672
>best a pupper can get
>pupper
not sure why but this just broke me

>>39084794
mirin'

>>39084794
really makes you think...

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i don't come here for advice, i come here for support

>>39079310
Who hurt you anon?

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>>39079295
>found the European

>>39079310
why are you so mad bro?

>>39079273
not getting a chance to show her is even worse than not knowing if we will ever get back in touch

but thanks OP

>>39095234
I get what you say and I agree with the rationale of not being a slave of your thoughts processes and emotions but instead trying to direct them. basically MYSELF=/=MY THOUGHTS
problem is, I forgot to say, I cannot even decide something I WANT to do.
My days are now just me trying to find ways to kill time.
I used to play golf as a kid and teenager, up to 18yo, worked my way up to almost being national amateur team level but I couldnt figure out my mental problems on the course and technical problems with my swing (and the 2 were probably interlaced) and quit.
I love movies and shows, but recently I just lost complete interest.
Loved technology and comp sci but the moment I started studying it I totally lost interest.
I really love lifting but it's not something I wanna make a career out of, because I just wouldnt really like that, dont have the genetics for it and other circumstances.
Social life is just a pit of nothingness so nothing to say there, even if I DECIDED to become more social, years of being an autist, bad charisma and conversation skills and looks would stop me.

I just hope I can find a job, even being a warehouse worker would be ok, I think I will figure out something more then. Not having time to think and just having to bust my ass could help get some clarity on my priorities.
I still think I am really immature in my desires and life planning.
And while I wait for my father or luck to get me a job, I will hopefully get a job at a restaurant (again a connection my father has), it seems to be pretty sure, and the pay would be around 1k a month.
I think I want my new purpose to be to become financially independent and live alone, that is the one thing I've been longing for for years now.
Working 9to5, getting home, eating, lifting, watching movies and chilling doesnt sound that bad to say the least

>>39084794
Thanks anon

>>39084401
Don't talk like that anon. We all have the potential to make it. And fuck all the negative nancys who say you won't make it. There are plenty of good people on here who want to see you succeed. Keep going anon, you're gonna be just fine

>>39094579
Reminds me of the time I got hit on by two random Army girls at a red light. They were in uniform and everything.........we don't even have a base here or anything. Friggin random events man

It's very serious that I buy the hoodie. Where can I get it from anons? Help a brother out

>>39079313
this looks eerily similar to my dorm room...

>>39084794
>Amor Fati
I don't like it at all. It basically says, don't strive to change your current station, no matter how shit it is because its perfect and beautiful. Pure bullshit. It sounds like the immoral doctrine of Christianity that says, "Take therefore no thought for the morrow: for the morrow shall take thought for the things of itself." Basically don't plan ahead, don't save for a rainy day, just be stupid and let everything be up to chance.

>>39096925
>ohp
>not The Press™

not gonna make it