> diet for a year
> go to nearby super market to get some peanuts and Monsterâ„¢
> pass by candy isle and see pic related
> "eh, why not? I'll have a cheat meal"
> pay for it and leave
> five minutes later, feel absolutely disgusted with myself
> didn't even open it, throw it out immediately, hoping no one saw
Wtf /fit/. I can't even enjoy snacks now. I just looked at it and felt like throwing up
>>38803348
those are delicious tho. You don't have to eat the whole damn pack you know.
kids are starving in uzbekistan and you just threw out a fucking unopened pack of pecan sandies
Pretty sure I asked for Pecan sandies...
>>38803348
I made a tulpa of Zyzz to follow me around and stick to my diet. Every time I am about to eat something unhealthy he tells me, 'You're never gonna make it like that, brah. You wanna be a sickkunt don't ya?"
>peanuts
>monster
>diet
Not gonna make it
every fortnight i have a day where i just eat whatever i want for the day, i'm running 3k for maintenance so it's usually a good day.
Even then that usually just means i have a chocolate bar and a really nice curry for dinner.
Going from 150KG to 80KG has made me completely reject food that isn't part of my regular scheduled eating now.
>>38803587
I just couldn't bare to even open it. It felt so guilty
>>38803630
Tupla? I wanted to try it, but I'm worried on it being permanent. How is it?
>>38803348
>used to sometimes buy shit like this and eat the whole thing within a week because no self control
>macros are shit so stop buying them ever
>after cutting for a year, consider buying one, realise that all the mass-produced cookies are disgusting anyway
>go back to sometimes buying single good ones from a local bakery as a cheat
I guess I'm making it
>>38803607
>>38803348
>go to shit job I hate
>stop at walmart every morning for breakfast/lunch
>like 4AM
>walking through aisles alone
>girlfriend hasn't touched me in months
>get box of little debbies
>eat entire box of nutty bars in car
>wash down with coke
>work with the one that got away
>and her boyfriend
>her perfume lingers in places she has been
>have three more cokes throughout the day
>wendys and coke for dinner
>wonder why I'm just not dead yet