HOW DO I DO IT? HOW DO I GET OVER HER?
NO MATTER HOW MANY SQUATS OR DEADLIFTS I DO, I'M STILL A MISERABLE WRECK OF A HUMAN BEING.
FUCK
how many woman have you fucked since she left you, anon?
do you love your own life, anon?
>>38439425
You don't. She fades with time. Only time can kill your pain.
Go to a gay bar.
Not kidding, you'll feel better.
*Not op*
I had the most wonderful dream about her the other night.
Right to the moment I woke up and realised at what moment in that story I am.
I kinda accept it and do my best to get better and get comfortable enough with my body, life and psyche to get together with someone else.
>>38439457
6 or 7 maybe?
I suppose I love my life.
>>38439425
I got you OP
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TY3rT2N1Ecs
>>38439425
DEADLIFT EVEN HEAVIER BRAH FUARRRRRRRRRRRRK
>>38439503
> I'M STILL A MISERABLE WRECK OF A HUMAN BEING.
>why you always lying?
>>38439516
that's a fucking great clip, anon
not op, but this was a great contribution
>>38439425
>tfw I texted her a few days ago
>she didn't reply
>>38439425
You know what op? It's not that my life has become a wreck... It's that I lost that deep enthusiasm and wonder about life. It's been 3 years, I got fitter, I graduated, I made some money.. It doesn't matter. Somehow I lost the appetite, the hope, the fire within. Feeling alive.
Feeling like I deeply want something, rather than a grey despair and "keep going". I've lost the hope that something great is going to happen in my life.
At first, that delusion and anger and sadness transformed in a way to better myself, and face life with renewed energy. But then, as time passed, I find myself not looking forward to anything anymore. I simply Keep going. that happiness I felt, it's all gone. And I'm just 23