; I am a very sexually charged male with a lot of testosterone

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; I am a very sexually charged male with a lot of testosterone and energy. When I'm having sex I like being in the dominant position very much and the very thought of dominating a female that I find attractive can completely take over my mind. But I am also a very sensual person. I care a lot about people especially females. I have a lot of empathy for people and get very hurt when I see people in pain or misery. Growing up my sexual side and sensual side were very much at odds with each other for psychological/philosophical reasons. For some reason dominating a female was bad and dirty and sleazy, and loving a person under a tree in the meadow was good wholesome and romantic, these ideas propogated by religion and Hollywood movies. Growing up has meant learning more and realizing that these are not opposing sides but complementary. You can fuck and feel holy, you can get blown and look into the eyes of your lover and feel like pure again. I know this now Yet there remain fragments of old guilt and worn out ideas that crop up in my mind from time to time regarding these things. I guess I was just looking for consolation or something by means of hearing other people's stories and if they had gone through the same thing