I've got an issue /fa/. I'm having this want inside

I struggle with this every day. The only answer is to get yolked and find the dainty girl you want to be and make her yours, my man.

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>>12681729
feelsbadman

20 and Still a Virgin, can't get chicks.

Maybe I should try nofap and see if that makes me more manly

You don't have to be a girl to wear feminine clothing. My gf is making me a skirt to wear while dancing, I'm pretty excited. Probably gonna wear it with a short sleeve button down, untucked, and work boots cause they're my comfiest dancing shoes

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>>12681756
KEK

Are you in one of those sissy cuck femdom relationships?

>>12681756
Where did you meet your gf? I want a relationship like this

>>12681679
What kind of porn are you watching?

>>12681776
>Where did you meet your gf? I want a relationship like this

He probably met her in one of those femdom meeting porn sites

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>>12681780
A shitload of JOI and CEI videos. They turn me on. I think they are turning me into a sissy. I like Femdom videos of mistresses with strap on too.

>>12681679
i went through this and then did something with a man and I've regretted it ever since desu

don't let your fetish take over

>>12681786
Were you (sexually) bullied when young? Called a girl/gay/pussy? Bullied/laughed at by girls? Never got attention from the females you desired?

Sounds like you are very desperate for feminine interaction. You think you are not desired and think you can not be, which is why you watch femdom porn. The only way you could see yourself getting female attention/contact is by being a worthless slave.

Wanting to dress like a female is the final stage of this subservient mindset. Your unconscious mind: "The only way I can get in contact with the feminine is by becoming feminine myself."

You have to work on your confidence and insecureties. Psychotherapy can definitely help you. Also, I recommend dropping acid. It completely changes the way you look at sexuality and can help you get rid of insecurities. Good luck

>>12681786
Get off of this kind of porn, my dude. I've seen enough anecdotal evidence to support guys deciding they are gay or trannies because this porn is like a drug. You need a stronger and stronger dose over time.
You can do it, I did. If you experience mirrors mine you will fall off the wagon many times but keep quitting it and eventually you will get to a place where you don't have to look at it anymore.

>>12681852
>Also, I recommend dropping acid. It completely changes the way you look at sexuality and can help you get rid of insecurities. Good luck

Not sissyboi but I'll bite, tell me more.

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>>12681852
Yeah I was bullied but not any more than the average kid.

And fuck anon. I don't use to believe in psychoanalysis but you got it just right this time.

>>12681852
Ironically the thing about BDSM is it's kind of "hyper-normie."
By this I mean that whatever things you need to get a girlfriend - you need those same things but to a greater degree to get a dominant woman.
It's actually easier to get a submissive woman because there are way more of those so their standards can't be as high.
You could be a weedy, ugly beta and get a submissive girl if you have high Dark Triad traits.

>>12681679
>Ribbon and Skirt
Anime melted your brain away you pedophile piece of shit
Suicide is your last sanctuary

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>>12681921
I don't watch anime you fucking idiot

Fuck off

>>12681924
According to this thread you are a mentally ill virgin
K
Y
S

>>12681938
Fuck off m8. If you don't like it you can just fuck off to another thread. No one wants your faggot ass in here so just die.

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>>12681941
Some sick internet loser can't threaten me
Always habe in mind that suicide is the best way for you :)

>>12681740
I'd highly recommend it, my man. I'm less than a week away from ninety days which is what the nofap community considers a "reboot." I can attest that it works in small ways that you can miss because you're having such a good time not worrying about getting your rocks off.

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>>12681946
Yeah, me too. Some fucking retarded faggot on 4chan that is too stupid to actually post something constructive or intelligent is the worst kind of people. I just want these faggots to fuck off my thread. Don't respond, and I also won't. Fuck off and die. Do this favor for us.

>>12681869
Not OP but that sounds like some good advice ima follow

>>12681878
not that guy but acid is just a drug same as any other HOWEVER if you think about stuff it can allow your brain to come up with very constructive conclusions that you may never have come to before

If you want to quit porn one thing is to watch your triggers. If I look at dating websites it gets me looking at chaturbate. If I'm looking at chaturbate it gets me on pornhub. If I'm looking at pornhub it used to get me looking at bad stuff.
But if I don't look at those dating websites I can go days without really feeling much like fapping. It was actually shocking to me to discover how low my sex drive is without stimulation.

>>12681952
I can shitpost as much as I want you sub human and only you have a problem with it

>>12681679
>>12681740
Maybe you're an actual tranny but it's probably just psychological issues and insecurities that manifested as wanting to crossdress

Just get a gf and get her to dress the way you want instead and hop on roids and leave your basement

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>>12681869
K m8. I'm gonna start fapping to normie porn now. Thanks for the tip. The trick must be to control yourself and do it gradually

>>12681878
I myself have struggled and still struggle with the effects of (sexual) bullying. Because of this I was very desperate towards women and was even more thirsty than a normal teenager. Constantly craving feminine contact and attention to feed my strong desire to be desired by that unreachable woman, to compensate for never being desired in my youth. This state of mind is so unhealthy because my desire could never be fullfilled. The unreachable woman does not exist.

On LSD, you start realising this. My libido was gone. Absolutely gone. I felt almost completely blind to gender. Finally I was free from burning desire. At the same time, and maybe because of this, I realised, or better, felt, all the things I beat myself up about, am insecure about etc. were essentially caused by thinking that they are the reason I could not get what I desired. With the desire fading away, the insecureties fade away with it. You realise that what you desire is a facade projected onto the world by your own mind, and upon further investigstion this facade always shatters. Even if I could get a girl I initially desired, she would not fullfill my desire because she actually wants me, so she is not unreachable anymore. It's a paradox I have created for myself.

I think that almost all insecureties, in however complicated ways, always relate to sexual desire. The end goal, especially in youth, is almost always sex.
Sex is the best way to get people's attention. Almost nobody can help looking at the tv when they hear the word "sex" coming from it. It's like a reflex, we do it without controlling it and barely being conscious of it. Our unconscious mind must be constantly monitoring for sexual stimuli.

Power enables one to fullfill sexual desire, therefore the will to power is in a way also the will to sex. And almost anything we do in life serves to increase our power in some way.

But maybe this is all just subjective speculation. LSD is so fucking weird man.

Ever since I started watching shemale porn since I was 13, I haven't been able to not watch it since. Every type of fetish in porn I have indulged in has come and gone except for shemale sissy porn. It's so addictive. I'm 20 now. I haven't enjoyed straight porn since. Only time I enjoy straight porn is when I'm watching some girl get gangbanged and I imagine myself as the girl.

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>>12682039
KEK

When I was a teen I literally looked like a girl, with blue eyes and blonde hair, and used to dress girly in my bedroom.

Around my 18th birthday I suddenly turned into a literal SS soldier, my muscles tripled, my jaw squared and I grew a dense beard. Mind blown. I was happy and devastated at the same time. I sometimes regret my good old days.

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>>12682052
So you turned from a virgin to a chad. You should be fucking grateful.

>>12682039
i dont want to feed your addiction but bruh you gotta check out chloe salpa

>>12682065
I was always good with girls though, I kinda get them

>>12682039
Here's something that might help, or maybe you'll like it. Watch Bailey Jay's JOI videos.
For me they were really fucking gross. I expected it to be good but they were nasty as fuck. He even had red sores on his hips from a recent fat injection.
Linetrap was what got me into it and it was probably him that got me out of it.

>>12682066
Seen a lot of Chloe's stuff. Vica ts is really good. Should check her out if you haven't already

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>>12682070
Just tried this anon. I got hard