Being committed to a psychiatric hospital in two weeks.

>>11844780
great album

>>11844786
right? But any tips on my question?

it's not /fa/ to be fucked up
take care of yourself
get better in there

>>11844793
that's my plan but if I can look good doing it all the better

>>11844793
also thanks. a lot of people would rather tell me to fuck myself than wish me well.

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I know it's not /fa/ but I'd like to try to keep some tie to fashion.

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>>11844780
well it will really depend on what they let you wear in there, which I assume will be the same for everyone, so unless anyone here has already been in your situation, I don't think they'll have any tips for you.
Roll your pants or something.

my tip is just be comfy. you're in there for a reason, the reason isn't to show the other patients how much of a try hard faggot you are

Just for doubt, why are you hospitalizing yourself?

>>11844870
Paranoid schizophrenia. Triggered it by abusing LSD for a while.
>>11844862
I do plan to be comfy, I'm not trying to be a nxtlvl fashion god or anything, I just don't want to look like an idiot.

>>11844793
>we regularly have a thread of a group of anorexic people like everyday

>>11844857
I figured I'd have a small amount of people who know what they're talking about answer but I guess asking can't hurt.

>>11844872
What kind of paranoid delusions are you having

>>11844930
I often see shadows of people who aren't there and become very defensive when that happens. I get thought loops that someone or something is out to get me and when that happens I sometimes will lock myself inside for a few days.

>>11844872
how much acid were you doing?
like on a weekly basis? more?

>>11844937
At least once a week. At most 3 times a week. It was all liquid as well so I couldn't really regulate my doses very well. This went on for about 3-4 months

>>11844943
Also I realize how dumb this was. I just had constant access to it and made a bad decision

>>11844936
how much acid were you doing?
give me a timeline for a month.

>>11844957
>>11844959
ignore the second post, that was me.
how large of a tolerance did you build? did you sleep during or after the trip at all?

>>11844959
see>>11844943
But in a month I'd have done it at least half of the days

>>11844961
quite a large tolerance, so I'd dose more and more. the longest break I took was a week and a half. Id go days without sleeping and trip even when I hadn't slept.

>>11844969
any idea if it was nBOME?

>>11844979
I'm more than positive that it was LSD. Regeant testing and all that

>>11844982
alright, thanks man. you've been very helpful. more than a few times while tripping ive reached what i thought was the point of no return, but I always come back. Good luck in your treatment.

>>11844994
what does your point of no return feel or look like?

>>11844997
thought loops, hearing shit in my head, a weird swelling feeling in my lymph nodes. I understand most of that is to be expected when tripping, but this was long after the come down. I get flashbacks when I hear a specific noise these days, it sounds stupid but the noise was this very simple piano beat a friend of mine played.

>>11845006
That's odd. I usually play the piano while tripping and sometimes the notes linger in my mind for weeks. What's your average dose?

>>11845014
you hit the nail on the head right there. Even while typing this i hear it lingering in the back of my head, and its been roughly 6-7 weeks since the last time I dosed. My average dose is 450ug, my highest being 600. I'm looking to take a long break from mind altering drugs but situations present themselves where I can't help but trip with my buddies.

>>11845023
How often do you trip?

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>>11844997
Not him, but for me it is when you "comprehend" the absolute absurdity of your actions -- of which are predicated upon arbitrary mental necessities. The last time I dosed, I came to this conclusion that I always do; I started speaking gibberish (my own bastardized interpretation of Hobbe's Leviathan). The night ended with me curled in a blanket whilst hold a Springfield XDM to my chin. I always come down back to normality subsequent to the trip.

>>11844873
this, kek'd

>>11845375
Thanks for the bump but why do you have access to your firearms while tripping. I always have my friends put on a separate lock on my case. Also I forgot to mention that I still take LSD despite the diagnosis and every time I do I think I go further away from reality

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>>11845006
That is known as hallucinogen persisting perception disorder (HPPD) Anon. It is not unusual.

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>>11845389
>Implying I won't need a weapon to shoot the euphoric creatures I see on my trips
I have been diagnosed with disorganized schizophrenia, but I feel that I have been misdiagnosed; I do believe I am just eccentric.

>>11845389
Are you scared of this transcendence to absurdity? In hindsight, I feel this 'absurd' interpretation of actuality is more entertaining.

>>11845408
The absurd used to scare me. Now I've embraced it. If that makes any sense

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>>11845414
Tell me, what instigated this situation (medical diagnosis)? Or who forced you into this position?

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>>11844780
You can't

>>11845428
Now why is that so Jimmy? Perhaps you should substantiate your fucking claim before you post your digital cum on this thread.

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>>11845423
I had an episode where I locked myself in a room for 4 days and was found with self inflicted cuts. My friends forced me to go with them to a hospital and there I was diagnosed.
>>11845428
I'm very much a fan of Syd Barrett but it's such a sad story, his.

>>11845428
Shine on crazy diamond

>>11845436
Some friends... I would have taken you to get tacos

>>11845446
Haha I was refusing to eat at that point so even though i love tacos, it would've been rather pointless. I am grateful for them because i likely would've died without them.

>>11845435
Triggered?

>>11845459
>>11845435
lets keep this thread nice please - op

>>11845459
No, that is just the prose and vocabulary I use when talking to strangers on the internet. I can assure you I am emotionally neutral. Well I can't say neutral now; you are giving me a hard-on with all this aggressive dialogue... Care to fuck? Whats your snapchat?

>>11845474
That's hot

>>11844780
i've been in three mental hospitals so far. just wear regular clothing and you will receive comments withouth much effort. even my therapist said my clothing style was great and i look like shit. they expect you to sit in sweatpants all day so they are even happy if they see a patient wearing jeans.

>>11845490
Thanks. My main goal is to not be one of those drugged up zombies with a robe and slippers. What were you in for if you don't mind me asking

>>11845485
imma find you and fuck you on your kitchen table if thats okay

>>11845501
that's cool with me but can we take it to the couch? I need to prepare supper

bum p

>>11845511
No, as I will need quick access to the olive oil. I like to make my body glisten for my lover.

>>11845494
Not that dude but...

Been in one for a week when I was 16. I was testing my pain tolerance to see what I could take before pussing out and I got sorta close to the bone on my shoulder, then cauterized it and stitched it up with some thread I found in the bathroom. I started cutting my arms too, like not for a real reason, but I made like 15/20 tally marks on each forearm. Then I was thinking about killing myself because I hated my job/was heavier and some stuff. Didn't really want to kill myself but I felt different in a bad way. I was always fatigued and didn't like any of the same things I always did like video games but that specific example is when I realized it was more of an addiction than a "hobby" so it was a bit worse. So I ended up bursting all the blood vessels in my face and when I went to work on Saturday I looked fucked up and it all began there.
No belts, shoelaces, etc. can't have imagery like violence/flames/et al.

>>11845596
What kind of shoes do you wear? Also if you're comfortable doing it, could you maybe post some of your scars? I'm curious how that affects you today. What were you diagnosed with?

>>11845553
That's really nice but I need the olive oil for dinner. Can you do with canola?

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>>11845607
That's the million dollar question, I can't remember the shoes. Might've been slippers I brought with me.
Got to like 15ish before it kicked in that it's all fucking stupid.
They've gotten much better, and I don't think I did much if anything. They don't really affect me t᠎bh but I think it makes my parents feel a bit fucked up, no idea, nobody (inc. psych docs) talk about it and that's honestly how I prefer it to be, like I feel embarassed as hell.
I'm just anxious/depressed I guess. Anxiety is essentially gone but I'm always just so damn fatigued that everything hurts constantly, like a dull pain that would probably go away with exercise but I'll stick with weight loss pills. Thought it was fibromyalgia because my mother has it but a rheumatologist disagrees. Just started taking adderall to help with the energy and it hasn't besides day 1 and I've got to see the doctor on Tuesday to get a physical copy of the prescription for a refill.

I'm basically neet/not effay while I pinch pennies to pay a community college loan off (which I didn't complete or come close to due to DUDE, WEED) while I look for a passion or reason to get out of bed. I'll pull puss of like 5~7 from okcupid but I just don't feel like going through the effort. Feels bad
Best of luck

>>11845631
So you weren't diagnosed with any serious mental illness? I know the feel to have no inclination to get out of bed, when it just feels like the world has nothing to offer. You should definitely try to get some kind of exercise, even if its just a stroll down the street and back. I hope you can find something that brings vitality back to your life.

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>>11844943
ILL BE ON MY LIQUID

>>11844936
Not fashion related delete your stupid thread

>>11846327
What does this even mean?

>>11846331
The original post is more fashion related than half of the posts on /fa/ you dull cunt

why would you even take LSD 3x a week, that must be so exhausting

>>11846342
This is a /b/ thread

>>11846346
I made a bad choice.
>>11846348
Even I'm not far gone enough to ask /b/ for fashion advice

>>11846350
i suppose that you don't have a gf and/or a family to talk to

>>11846350
"I'm going to voluntarily commit myself.let's talk about meeeeee" belongs there

>>11846357
You're just detailing the thread, either answer the question or just sage it
>>11846355
Nope, I moved to a different country to get away from family

>>11846361
The whole thread is off-topic

>>11845494
autism, borderline, npd, depression, self-harm, paranoia, suicidal thoughts/behaviour and some other shit

>>11846368
Notice how you're the first person to act like this? Read the OP and answer the question or simply stop bumping it
>>11846382
damn that's a handful

>>11846382
Being a neet is tough
Wear a n3b and slim cargos

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>>11844780
brad pitt in 12 monkeys had some great psychotic fits

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>>11845023
>>11845389
As someone who pulled regular doses to yours for a very long period of time, if you feel that you're not in a good place mentally, taking psychedelics is a horrible mistake. Take some time away from drugs and just live your life for a while. Understand that while being in a psychedelic state certainly feel enlightening and different, you can only really appreciate it with a base or reality to stand on.

>>11846408
oh well as long as i am getting paid by the government for being fucked up i'm not complaining

>>11846430
I hope you eventually realize that inpatient facilities are a sham
My father is a psychologist and even he recognizes they're just avenue to bill for services regardless of patient outcome

>>11846423
It was held together by his face though.