>REALLY hot and sunny bank holiday day in London
>Notting hill carnival nearby
>Stacey levels off the charts; morale critically low
>another day in the life of a subhuman ugly beta nofriends loser loner autist
I was in one of the famous parks and it has lots of modern art sculptures. Seeing Chad and Stacey couples is demoralising. I am subhuman as fuck. I've missed out on all youth relationships. There is no hope.
The going outside meme is a meme. I have gone outside lots of times and nothing ever happens.
Background:
>aged 26
>no friends or social life since 18
>no female attention ever
>went through university with zero social experiences
>became the loner nobody talks to within two days of my current job
>never been to pub, club, or party
>missed out on all the 16 - 22 formative social experiences that people look back on fondly (teen crushes, school prom, school dances, university fresher's week, any sort of relationships at all)
>know that women all have 5000 tinder matches and think the average male is ugly
Is this pasta? At least try to include something about crypto
hi, notting hill carnival is honestly pretty shit.
clubbing is shit
just go get a hobby and meet people, get the ball rolling
nice just bought 1000k
stay in some hostels around europe, find ones with reviews saying they are good for solo travellers and that sort out group activities/pub crawls etc, tick off some of those formative social experiences without the pressure of having to see anyone ever again, then when you're back ride off the new confidence wave and join some hobbyist/sports groups (can find loads online)
>>3241694
>mom I posted it again
Sage
>>3241694
Use your crypto gains to buy sex