>in a train station right now at 10 pm drinking coffee >pushed

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>in a train station right now at 10 pm drinking coffee
>pushed back my last day of coffee to tomorrow (it ruins my sleep and gym lifts)
>came home from work and underground station is connected to shopping centre
>walked out and immediately saw about ten 7+ girls so I had to buy chocolate and diet coke to dull the pain while postponing the first healthy day of the rest of my life by another day
>work involved braindead excel nonsense, receiving emails for multiple employee social events I'm too ugly and autistic to take part in, slight happiness by realising a qt girl I'll never talk to was actually a 6 and not a 7, and an extra long lunch break
>thankfully have such low work volume and responsibility I came in 1 hour late and left an hour early with zero worry
>went outside and saw even more attractive women than usual because it's Friday and they're all desperate to watch Chads compete for them and betas to buy them drinks
>all the le so quirky and le so qt girls and le so friendly lads that I should've just le talked to during the sunny days are out at night dressed for Darwinian quickfire genetic judgement, subhumans need not apply
>every girl considers me a disgusting non Chad subhuman
>at an impasse; going home is depressing; walking around is depressing; will just sit and stew in subhumanity while fomenting over the hundreds of normies walking past who are living the life while society gives no fucks about me and tells me to be thankful while I cultivate my nightly delusions of hope