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I was going to give up junk food and coffee today but even though I see coffee as wagie fuel that ruins my sleep and ruins my gym strength, I can't really bear to do it. It energises me in the middle of a demoralising work day where I am the ugy loser beta (also on the street, but not with the same people constantly). I have been socialised to associate it with getting stuff done, even though I procrastinate endlessly. I haven't yet convinced myself to skip boring old "classic" books so why bother being non conformist and giving up coffee when I refuse to be non conformist and claim Jane Austen and Dostoevsky are boring as fuck.
I'm sick of always trying to look for philosophies of living and heuristics and etc. The only worthwhile advice that can be remembered all the time is to always be honest with yourself. But being honest gets the crowd piling up on you. Even lit cares about the crowd, no matter how much you talk about objective quality of books. If a book isn't endorsed by the academia-media-publishing industrial complex you don't give a fuck about it.
But another reason I won't give up coffee is that it brings up the issue of whether optimising my life like some dehumanised being is worthwhile. In notes from the underground one of the most memorable parts was when the narrator talked about acting in a perverse way to feel human.
Oh yeah, and it's hot and the many attractive women outside are demoralising to see. They see me as disgusting non Chad scum. Yesterday a woman asked me for directions and I pretended not to know, out of bitterness. She I would've laughed in my faceif I had asked out the 22 year old her.
Today is typical. Hopelessness and laziness building up to an epiphany in the evening where I realise the key to succeeding in every aspect of life at once is to focus on few things / focus on many things / do only things I find fun / do only things society deems important / forget about the question and just live life etc.
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have you cleaned your room yet anon?
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>>2442952
>forget about the question and just live life
yeah, you got one thing right...
Also, women are nicer then you think. They are just cautious cuz of all the trumpist pussygrabbing. If you talk liek a human being, you'll get finer than fine.
Most important for u, scientist showed that enough sleep makes you more attractive. So, if you don't sleep enough, you are less attractive...
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I hope this becomes a daily thing.
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dostoevsky rules you cunt
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>>2443196
>women are nicer then you think
for you
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Gotta be honest famasaurus rex
I read notes from underground a few years back and found way too much to identify with, it was scary. We discussed excerpts in an English course and all the normies were getting visibly upset when talking about how awful the main character was and how much they hated him
Looking back, I got a weird enjoyment out if plumbing those depths, but it didn't help shit. I don't have anything helpful to say other than reading shit like that didnt help me personally, even though i thought it would at the time
also this has nothing to do with crypto wtf
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You sound like a bit of a cunt mate. How are you not gonna read Dostoevsky when you are basically Raskolnikov? Be sure not to murder anybody in your caffeine haze of delusion.
Pro tip: sort yourself the fuck out
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>>2442952
>The only worthwhile advice that can be remembered all the time is to always be honest with yourself.
At least you got something out of it
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>>2443386
now, that's not true, anon :/ have my own issues. But imagine you get too much attention, you would be blocking all day too. If you meet women while doing something other, or just casually, it's a different situation. Do something you really enjoy, and be free from the inner stress we experience, it'll be fine.
Women don't want to get hit on, they have interests and hobbies too u know? And sometimes even that doesn't matter, sometimes one wants to enjoy simple life, not worry and have friends.
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if posts on /biz/ return to non-crypto, you know it's going to crash LOL
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