>sunny day
>nothing to do
>will feel guilty if I say inside, like I'm wasting my youth
>feel guilty for driving about with nothing to do
>spent some time learning maths in my free time yesterday and it was fun but I feel guilty unless I work extremely hard but since I will work hard I may as well postpone it one more day, right?
I feel non-stop guilty no matter what I do. I'm missing out on something but I don't know what.
>main hobby for the past two years has been driving about, drinking coffee, browsing 4chan, feeling sad about life
>always drive through city centre
>sometimes went to library or cinema to feel less alone
>had zero social life for years
Society just feels so fradulent. As a male you are either Chad or you are seen as shit.
>driving around during a sunny day
>seeing all the qt from a nearby university
>knowing I never talked to anyone during university and they only go for Chads and are disgusted by everyone else
>find the idea of working hard in my 20s to get leftover women in my 30s a sick joke that is overoptimistic anyway
Life is suffering.
>>1845101
>Chad or you are seen as shit.
lol nah your just autistic
>tfw spent the last two years making music
>thought I could find a way to make a barebones amount of money just a enough to continue living
>realize now it's way too luck based and extremely unlikely
>have no job experience
>need to get a job by the end of the year
Fuck me, well the last couple years were fun, though not sure it was worth having to work at walmart for the rest of my life.
You need to make a schedule and autistically follow it
Give exact start and stop times
>>1845101
Just go outside for a walk you fat sperg
>>1845101
play videogames
>>1845101
Stop driving everywhere and do something active, like cycling or running or skateboarding or sailing etc.
Get a hobby = Make friends
>>1845101
A fundamental law of /biz/ says the strongest thrive. Stop being negative and start improving everything about yourself you can. Get skills that create value and either work for someone or start a business. You think Chad just sits on his ass? No, he lifts, he meets people, he suffers failures and learns from them and gets better next time.
If you want to keep living a life of unfulfilled potential, go to >>/r9k/ and whine about shit with them.
>>1846207
I have several athletic hobbies and no friends. After college it's a lot harder, sure I could find a group to go out with, but ... eh