>going to my retailcuck wagie job
>work part time for 6 hours 3 days a week but my week consists of days ruined by work or days dreading the upcoming work days
>do a job that some silicon valley 19 year old should've automated by now (they're too busy with the college fuckfest)
>sometimes get seen by people I went to school with and yhey probably laugh at me
>was laughed at by girls younger than me who knew my name ("Hey look it's Anon") and I didn't even know who they were
>manager realised I've been taking 40 minute breaks instead of 15 and subtly told me to cut it out
>did a degree and I'm smart but lazy
>had lots of graduate interviews but after a lifetime of doing well in academia I can't pass interviews because I'm not a normie
>tonnes of chad and Stacey couples at my workplace, many of them younger than me
>never ever had attention from a girl ever, have had zero social life for years
What's my stake in society? I lift weights but can't motivate myself to stop binge eating or work hard in my free time (on programming stuff). I go to the library and cinema to feel less alone but it never works and I go home feeling conned and sad after seeing hot girls I'll never talk to and people enjoying their youths.
If I got a graduate job then at least I wouldn't be a low status cuck but it would be mind numbing and soul destroying.
Life is unfair. Some posh person who goes to a private school is taught to act in an ubernormie way and skates through a zero work arts degree at university. This is the type of person interviewing me when I go to graduate job interviews in London.
This is humiliating and depressing. Who was the con artist that said that work gives any pride ever?
And pop songs played as muzak, which are the anthems of normies. Images of models and celebrities are shown everywhere. These are the people who post Instagram selfies gloating about "Puttin in da #work" when they had everything handed over to them due to their looks.
Didn't read lol
>>1711984
Why don't you stop pitying yourself anon.
If you want hobbies, friends, networking, and maybe meet women, go to meetup.com, and pick things that interest you. I use it anytime I'm in a new city or traveling and its been invaluable. If you live in even a remotely populated city, there will be programming groups, and recruiters often show up to those meetups too.
Keep lifting, and keep working. Stop comparing your life to others and just work on doing better by yourself. Even if you met a girl, how could you ever impress her or make a move if you act like a self-loathing bitch.
>>1712011
Also diet, diet has a huuuuuuuuuuuuuuge effect on testosterone levels which will effect mood and motivation.
Don't do drugs
Maintain your personal appearance (haircut, clothing, fitness)
Do your fucking job properly (no 40min breaks)
You can make it buddy, just got to try.
>>1712011
The OP story is a bit like mine but I have a mindset more along your thinking. Thanks for the post.
>>1711984
NIGGA, you posted this months ago exactly the same
Screenshot was my reply