Am I too picky, are my standards too high/unrealistic? I'm

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Am I too picky, are my standards too high/unrealistic?

I'm not in any way interested in a relationship with a female unless she is
1. Petite
2. Pretty
3. Kinky
4. Single

> Not interested in just getting laid, only interested in something longterm


Little bit about myself:

> Aspbergergers, Schizophrenic and Schizoid personality
> 24
> Run mouth and say extremely inappropriate things without even realizing it
> Raised in a very abusive fundamentalist doomsday cult
> Wasn't really allowed to have friends, and especially not ever allowed to have a girlfriend growing up :,/
> Been through every type of abuse
> Severely emotionally disturbed but balanced with being extremely high functioning
> Would probably be more suicidal if didn't view the act as such a chore

Complete detailed life experience with women.
> have touched two girls hands

> feel lonely and jealous all the time