Good evening, Anon. How are things? Feeling down? Need a

>Page 7.
Nope.

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>>745370619
Motivate me right now to finish up my applications

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>>745371172
Hey, if nobody wants it, it shouldn't be here.

My internet is really slow again anyway.

>>745370619
I don't know why I did it. Maybe I hate myself. Maybe I think I deserve to die. But I watched 13 reasons why. I wanted to cry. I havent cried in so long. But I knew it would trigger my PTSD. I still did it. I was mostly okay until tape 11. "Why didn't you say this to me when I was still alive?"

https://youtu.be/m7LSOrqXsNI

>>745371256

It's always nice to see you. I don't have much to say, but thank you for being here for us when most aren't.

>>745370619
How are you doing tonight, OP?

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>>745371245
Do it now! When they're done, you'll be able to move on to something fun. You'll also feel good about having completed something important. So leave 4chan now, and don't come back until all your applications are finished.

>>745371307
Is it a documentary, or a movie? I've heard of it a few times, and most of what I heard was not positive. Wasn't it about a girl who killed herself in order to make a bunch of other people feel bad?

>>745371345
Sometimes I try. Don't compare me to anyone else. I'm glad you appreciate it, Anon.

>>745371367
Pretty good. Very tired. I had a lot to do today, and I did it all.

>>745371519
Yeah, I know the pain of busting ass all day. Least you can kick back and relax though

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>>745371519
thanks nausicaa anon. Closing tab now

>>745371256
Don't think in terms of nobody wanting it. People probably just missed it which will only get worse once it travels down the catalog. And considering people are starting to trickle in, that's probably it. Anyways, how are you doing tonight, friendo? How did all those meet ups go?

Just got friendzoned by a chick that previously told me she loved me

>>745371519
She killed herself but as a note she left 13 tapes. Each tape was a person/reason she killed herself. There's one part where the main character is looking bake to the time where his tape happened. Originally they were love and about to have sex. At some point, because of all the shit the girl went through, she freaked out and told him to go away. He did. In the present he was able to use this instance to make the claim that all the deaths and bad things that happened since then could have been prevented if he just stayed. So he has another flashback but this time its more like a day dream. The same thing happens but this time he refuses to leave. He tells he loves her and that he'll never hurt her. Then she looks at him and says "Why didn't you say this to me when I was still alive?" 1/3rd of my nightmares are almost exactly this scene. I watched this a few days ago and I'm still fucked up about it.

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>>745371699
Finally. It feels good.

>>745371715
Good luck. Enjoy yourself when you're done. I might still be around, if you want to talk afterwards.

>>745371792
I guess that could be it, yeah.

Two of them didn't work out; people got sick. But I got everything else done, and scored some parts for a later project. It was hard. But tying up loose ends was worth it.

>>745371944
Shit happens, Anon. Nothing you can do but move on from her. Do you feel bad about it?

>>745371965
Huh.

Man, that's bad. Did you never resolve your guilt and regret for that past experience? Does it still weigh heavily on you?

>>745372098
I feel fucking horrible about it, I just finished fighting depression and now I have to deal with this shit. sucks.

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>>745372192
Look, other people are going to make decisions that you can't affect. It's hard, but you need to stop letting the things other people do drag you down and make you miserable. It's not your fault, and you shouldn't feel that way about it.

Things just aren't going to work with her.

>>745371965

I advise most people to stay away from that series. It's emotionally powerful in the worst possible way. It promotes that suicide should be used as a form of retaliation for wrongdoings. Teenage years are turbulent for everyone, and I mean everyone, but some need psychological treatment to cope if their world is falling apart around them. They should be promoting the good of psychiatric care instead of a revenge story.

Suicide is almost never an option. The only exception is religious or moral martyrdom, and even then, it should only be limited to your life alone.

>>745370619
Hey fenn, how are you?

>>745370619
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>>745372384
Excellent taste my friend.

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if you haven't read pic related you are missing out on some patrician content

I've been been depressed since I was 13. There was not much bad about my life. Nothing obvious. Im 18 now. I often think about suicide. I slowly lost most of my friends through that time. I just stopped hanging out with people in general. I still have friends but I only hang out with them online. My existencial crysis is completely destroying me since I was a small kid. I was a very smart kid too which did not help. Sometimes the feelings of melancholy are too strong.

>>745372098
Well that sucks. I guess a silver lining is that you were able to dedicate more time to the friends that were left. And what do you mean by scored some parts?

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>>745372615
Yeah, that aligns with what I've heard of it.

Hm. People trying to guilt other people into acting on something.

>>745372759
I'm doing pretty well tonight. How are you, Anon?

>>745372871
Thank you, Anon. Are you a Ghibli/Miyazaki fan?

>>745372941
What's the manga called, Anon?

>>745372960
It sounds to me like you're losing hope due to lethargy and lack of drive. Do you feel like you have a purpose to strive towards and fulfill? Not having that can be a pretty big factor in emotional instability.

>>745373050
Yes, that went well. I picked up a transformer and a big capacitor. One of my friends gave them to me as I left.

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>>745372098
How could I resolve that guilt? She texted me. She wanted me to save her. I didn't get in my car fast enough. I didn't leave fast enough. I didn't drive fast enough. If I went as soon as I got the text my girlfriend would still be alive. Her bestfriend would still be happy. Her bestfriend wouldn't have lost her boyfriend. All her friends wouldn't have lost the best friend anyone can ask for.

I've been depressed a long time. I've never seen a future for myself. I just made people happy and attempted suicide every so often. But when I met her I could see a future. As corny as it sounds, I knew she was the woman I wanted to spend the rest of my life wife. I wanted to.

>>745370619
You're jewish we get it.

>>745372615
But it is an option. Just because you say it isn't doesn't mean it isn't. It's always an option.

>>745373253
Thats fucking hard man, feels bad.

>>745373179
Well there are things that I'd like to do and achieve but it always comes down to all being meaningless. The more I understand about existance and the universe the more depressed I get.

>>745373179
Ah. So I take it you're either working or studying electrical engineering or something similar?

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>>745373304

You really don't know what an opinion is, do you?

>>745370619
Just recovered from being sick, throat hurt nonstop to the point where I couldn't breathe without it hurting, so that's not fun.

I'd love a hug

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>>745373253
It's not your fault. There's no guarantee you could have saved her if you hadn't gotten there, and the situation was stacked against you.

There was no way to win.

You need to look for a new future, Anon. A new way forward. You need to move past her. Don't forget, don't try to leave her behind completely. But stop letting her memory hold you back. She wouldn't want that.

>>745373262
Okay.

>>745373304
True. But is it a good option?

Maybe it is.

>>745373499
Who gives a fuck about existence and the universe? What's happening tomorrow? Who will you meet, what do you have to do? That's what matters.

Plan around yourself and the things around you. Don't bother with bullshit about "the universe" and "the vastness of existence" and "the ultimate meaninglessness of every action". None of that matters.

>>745373647
Not really. It's more of a hobby.

>>745373758
I think he does, and he voiced a different one.

>>745373859
Damn, that's miserable Anon. *hugs you tightly*

I hate being sick. Glad it's over for you now.

This is really silly and not really serious I know but I just really want suggestions on how to deal with this in a healthy way since "Just stop" isn't really going to help.
I don't know what it is but lately I've been extremely interested and thrilled by the idea of taking things that don't strictly belong to me, of course, ever since I was a young lad I'd always thought the idea of just digging through someone's belongings is interesting but now I'm actually looking for chances to take things and I don't know why. I'm certainly not a klep or anything, but I've spent the last few nights after work digging through dumpsters for anything interesting (Found an unopened pack of AA batteries!) Tonight I ended up going to a public park and looked at all the clothes left there, I found a nice looking shirt in my size and brought it home with me, it is currently in the wash.

>>745370619
Nausicaa is amazing

>>745370619
should i get mazda 3 or honda civic :)

>>745373467
Yea, so, I'm gonna kill myself on the same day she did. The same way. If there is an afterlife, I'll be with her again. If there isn't, well at least I don't have to feel this anymore.

>>745373933
There is a guarantee. She had been dead for 30 minutes. If i went as soon as I got the text I would have been there on time. It feels like everything that was me has been stolen from me. I just kind of exist now. But I can't do it anymore. If she doesn't want that then maybe she shouldn't have killed herself. Maybe she shouldn't have had me doing cpr on a cold body that I thought said my name.

I have to have psychological testing done sometime in the next two weeks and I'm not looking forward to it. It's supposed to be five hours long, and they're testing everything from ADHD to my IQ. I'm not looking forward to it at all, but my insurance requires that I have these tests done to be grandfathered in on my father's private insurance. I've been formally diagnosed with bipolar disorder and I have to have accommodations at my university, but even with that paperwork I'll still need to have the testing done.

I'm not looking forward to it, but it has to be done if I want to keep the health insurance I have.

>>745373933
Even so, I can already tell you're a smarter and braver man than I am. Just the thought of fiddling with something as fast and potentially dangerous as electricity scares the shit out of me. Even if it's on the smaller scale. I'd rather live in the dark than DIYing my own electricity.

>>745374296
>>745373933
I'm not even allowed the privilege to know where she's buried because her entire family blames me too.

>>745374507
Why do they blame you?

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After not having a case or screen protector on my phone for a while (because it wasn't necessary at the time) I fucking broke the screen because the pockets on my fucking shorts were too small that whenever I sit it falls out. so yeah. also no insurance on it. Feels bad man...

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>>745374036
Hah, you're doing the right things in my book, Anon. I picked up a microwave from a trash can a few weeks ago and stripped it for parts. At potlucks if there's unclaimed food at the end I take it home.

I don't see anything wrong with it; in everyone else's eyes it's just trash. If you can get some use out of it, that's great. Who cares? Keep taking stuff.

>>745374205
Debatable, but I agree.

>>745374214
Dunno Anon, what are the key differences between them? What are you looking for in a car?

>>745374296
How could she know that you would react this way, and never get over her? Did she care for anyone but herself? You're centering everything around her, and that's not a good thing to do to anyone.

>>745374330
Oh boy. Good luck, Anon. I hope it isn't too torturous.

>>745374438
Hah, it scares the shit out of me too. Sometimes I know what I'm doing.

You can't hurt anything with a 9 volt battery though. Mess around with one of those, and a breadboard and/or Arduino. If you've got a good tutorial to work with, you can learn a lot of useful stuff, and get past that fear.

>>745374507
This situation is stacked against you, Anon. You can't win. You couldn't have won. It's a lose-lose for everyone.

They blame you, but you shouldn't blame yourself. Nobody should be taking the blame for this.

>>745374649
Damn. I hope it still works... I think you can replace the glass on those, can't you? You might need to take it to a shop for that though.

>>745374649
Could be worse.

>>745370619
Never stop doing these man, a lot of people just need to get things off their chest

>>745374563
Because it was my fault. If heaven is real, do you think they let her in? Do you think they'll let me in?

>>745374728
I promised her that she went, I would go to. I need to keep that promise.

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>>745370619
Good evening!

>>745374816
>>745374728
Sorry if my respones are a little confusing. I'm currently drinking and smoking away the pain.

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>>745374793
I don't think I can do them forever, Anon. And lately my internet has gotten really slow, so it's been much more difficult these past few days.

>>745374816
Okay then. You won't regret not moving on and having a new life? Is it best to stay here and end it without progress or satisfaction?

I guess that's not so bad. Go ahead man, if that's what's right.

>>745374897
Hey Mantis. Thanks for coming again. I'm sorry, I forgot to send you a link this time.

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>>745374940
It's okay man. At least those small things can give you some slight relief.

>>745374728
You ever hear of that guy Electroboom? I'm fairly certain he's done more to reinforce my fears over electricity than any other person alive today. Even though the majority of the times he shorts or blows something up are intentional, even a single oversight by someone less experienced than him can fuck you up big time. I'll just pay you next time I need something done.

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>>745374214
Neither.
You need to have a 1959 Eldorado.

>>745374816
>Because it was my fault.

In what way? And don't go over that bullshit about being too late again. Give me an actual reason if you're going to be blaming yourself like that.

>>745374944
Ive wanted to die all my life. There's no future to regret. I just wanted to tell someone.

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>>745375094
Electroboom is the only youtube channel I watch. I'm just like him, but I don't electrocute myself.

>>745375148
My thinking was that you would try to create a new future instead of accepting this as a set course, but okay. I can't change your mind. Sorry man.

>>745370619
Life still sucks and the world is a shithole and people really suck but we can get drunk and party and make it suck less and have a gay ole time it's ok everything will be ok and have an answer and solution and resolution and outlet.......

>>745375148
All you life? Why?

>>745375148
Is there anyone who cares about or relies on you?

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>>745375384
The thing is, beer and bitches seem like the key to succeeding in shithole earth. But they aren't. Seek satisfaction in the bubble you live in. Strive towards something that will leave you feeling fulfilled.

Some people really don't suck. But they're hard to find.

Thanks for these threads Fenn. We really appreciate it. I can always count on your threads to make me feel better.

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>>745375715
Okay.

>>745374728
>what are the key differences between them >What are you looking for in a car?
mazda 3 has better handling (more fun to drive)
honda civic has a little more space. i am looking for a good car and i heard they are both reliable and safe :) they both get around 35 MPG

>>745375134
:)

>>745375270
I'll believe you're just like him when you DIY your very own taser out of a drill battery, ignition coil and nails, a vacuum chamber out of a literal vacuum cleaner, and a scaled down rail and coil gun. Unless you already have in which case I look like a jackass.

>>745375144
Shortly into our relationship I left her for someone else. I don't know why I did it. Maybe I was scared. Maybe I didn't feel like I deserved her. I gave her hope that a stranger found her worthwhile and then took it away. She tried to kill herself two days before it and I stopped her. Instead of telling anybody, calling anyone, taking her knife, taking her alcohol. staying with her, I did nothing. I did nothing. The next couple days she was elated. I knew this something that happened to people before they killed themselves but I still did nothing. Two days later she texts me that she wants to die and for 30 minutes I do nothing. I didn't want to believe she was capable. I didn't want to believe that I was responsible but she was capable and I failed to save her. I had so many chances and I did nothing every time. She trusted me, she loved me and I did absolutely fucking nothing.

>>745375389
I was never a happy kid. By the time I got to middle school I was pretty apathetic. In the 7th grade I found a best friend. He killed himself. I then wen't on to abusive relationships, drugs, alcohol, seeking attention from my absent parents, and trying to get validation from my peers. Nothing worked. I attempted a couple times but they were mostly gestures and not actual attempts. Death was to scary. But I'm not scared anymore.

Downed 4 Screwdrivers, I'm in bed while my family is laughing and having fun, and I just generally feel like hanging myself from a house beam right around now

>>745375937
Have you ever gone to therapy for any of this?

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>>745375807
Flip a coin if it's that close. I'd get the Mazda, if you can find one reasonably priced and in good condition.

>>745375876
Working on a rail gun (slowly), current project is an arc furnace. Did the tazer with a UPS transformer and some bits of carbon.

Haven't made a vacuum chamber, but I've never had any interest in that. Electricity is where it's at.

>>745375955
Are you miserable because you aren't participating, Anon? Get some rest, and have a good time with your family tomorrow night. Don't hold tonight against yourself.

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>>745370619
Dad died
I'm being evicted from my home because of a shitty reason

yes I need a hug

also just want life to stop kicking me while I'm down.

>>745375955
Chek'd
No wonder. Alcohol is a depressant, after all. Sleep it off, you'll feel better tomorrow.

>>745376161
I've been in therapy for five years. It's the same cycle. I'm real sad. I attempt suicide. I go to therapy. I make progress. I'm real sad. I attempt suicide. etc.

>>745375937
>Shortly into our relationship I left her for someone else.

You're clearly not thinking straight and have deified her after her death. She was a real person who was responsible for her own actions. It was not your responsibility to be in control of her. And you clearly weren't this in love with her before she killed herself.

Before you do anything that can't be taken back, you should take a step back and think over things again. Keep your emotions out of it and think about things logically.

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>>745376288
*hugs you tightly*

Life will never stop kicking you. Damn near broke my neck once.

You just have to deal with the black eyes life gives you sometimes, Anon. It's hard, it's miserable. It won't change. I'm sorry.

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>>745376288
I'm sorry for the loss of your father.
Why are they trying to evict you?

>>745376226
If I try to participate, I just can't because I have no common ground and the shit they talk about gets me depressed
>>745376325
It's been like this for a week, only drank today
Thank you, though

>>745370619
we need you /b/.

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>>745376546
thanks OP, I just want life to give me a tiny OUNCE of a breather.

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CanceloGGG boxing match is soon, going to get my drink on

>>745376564
Long story short my room mate was dating my sister and now he wants me out cause they broke up and he owns the place so I can't fight it.

>>745376330
I see. Have they ever tried any medications with you? After all, this might be a simple chemical imbalance.

>>745376795
Fuck. That really sucks. Do you have another place lined up? Do you have friends, family you can stay with for a while?

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>>745376578
What topics might you introduce that could steer the conversations in a more positive direction? It'll never get better if you don't try.

>>745376625
nypa

It won't work. That's been done so much it has become a meme, even to normies.

>>745376709
You'll have to force out a space, Anon. You can never expect to be given one.

>>745376718
Pumped?

>>745376990
no recently since my dad passed he was the only family I could call on and I was only given 30 days to move out so I have bene having trouble finding a place on such short notice I have 13 days left or else I'm going to be on the street I think.

>>745376226
>Google arc furnace.
>Using electricity to heat stuff to half the temperature of the surface of the sun.
Nope. Fuck everything about that. I draw the line at lava. Have you done any other projects like that that deviate from things he's done?

>>745377090
Not many.
Most of my interests are just in music, older stuff at that, and my sister is the one who travels and lives at college and has a whole lot of experience in life.
I just feel like a fucking straggler who nobody really wants around but at least puts up with because something could come of it one day.
I don't know, my mind is weird

>>745370619
Sorry babe, I fell asleep in the middle of our first date last night. You were for our second date? I got something special for you. We're going to see how veal is made!

>>745377444
You cant say no to trips, can you baby?

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>>745377279
I mess around with Arduino sometimes, but I've never done anything serious with it. I want to build a working Raspberry Pi machine. About a year ago I made a pretty decent looking steampunk gun for halloween. It had moving parts, and lit up, and all that. Fun to make.

Transformers, those are fun. Lots of fun.

>>745377283
If you don't have much to talk about, make other people talk. Ask them about things you know are important to them, and act interested. Keep them talking about what they love. Ask your sister about what she's doing in college.

>>745377444
Well, I can't say no to trips. How is veal made?

>>745377205
That really sucks too. Are there any boarding houses in your area? I once found a place by looking up "Single Rooms to Rent"
It certainly wasn't the best place ever, but I had a roof..

hello hello <3 <3 <3

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>>745370619
listen OP, i used to love the movie gremlins. its still ok but not the best movie I've ever seen. anyway. i met this girl who also loves the movie gremlins. she said that it reminds her of her childhood. and for some reason the mogwai really turn her on. i ask how thats possible. the mogwai have absolutely no sexual features. no rounded ass, no raised breasts, no genetalia of any type. could it possibly be the fact that they transform into those slimy green gremlins? what is it? she refused tell me. i spent many nights afterwards watching gremlins and hoping maybe to get turned on a little bit. one night i got half a chub but I've since realized that was most likely just the air conditioner. eventually i couldnt take the mystery anymore. i MUST know what turns her on about the movie gremlins, if for no other reason than i want to be able to fuck a mogwai in the comfort of my own home. why should she be able to get so turned on by gremlins but I'm not even allowed to experience it? i corner her. she backs up. scared. my slow approach has her shaking and asking, "logan, whats gotten into u?" i tell her this is the end of the line. she must tell me why gremlins makes her pussy drip. here and now is the time or she will die by my average sized cock. I can tell that she's finally about to tell me, she's finally about to break. she takes a deep breath and dramatic music begins to play from the lunch room loud speakers across from mrs. shabotski's 5th grade class ( this was the song:http://youtu.be/dPiEVyd3-4k ) above the dulcid tones she tells me the thing i swore never to repeat. but i will tell it to you hear bros. i will tell it to you from my death bed. i will tell you the sexiest thing I've ever heard. that girl lets the real life gizmo live in her pussy. shit gets wild after midnight.

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>>745378392
Hello. How are you tonight?

>>745378437
Okay.

>>745378528
I'm doing my best! how are you, mister Fenn?

>>745377919
Thanks for the advice
Most of the time, her, her boyfriend, and my Dad will just get drunk and start playing music and I just get a headache after a while, so there's not much there
Plus, my sister just has this really annoying, pretentious attitude which is just awful
Mix that with a moody, bitchy 19 year old spilling his guts on 4chan because nobody else gives a shit unless I shell out hundreds of dollars for a therapist or something, and you've got not too fun of a night for me

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>>745377919
Its pretty neat. They take baby calves, lock them to the ground for 5 months so they dont get any exercise and then butcher them so you have the most tender meat. Sound like fun?

>>745377919
You know, you could probably make some pretty decent pocket change on the side if you used your electrical wizardry skills and sold personalized trinkets like your steampunk gun. I'm sure you could find plenty of people who would be more than happy to pay for some personalized gadget. I guess it would all depend on the price of parts vs what you'd end up selling it for, though.

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>>745378576
I'm trying. Pretty tired, but still alive. Today was a long day.

>>745378601
That does sound pretty miserable... therapy can get pretty cheap if your insurance covers it, you know.

Do you have friends you can hang out with, or people who might become your friends if you spent more time with them?

>>745378620
Sounds like a lot of fun. How big are the facilities? Do they pack them close together, or would that put them at too high a risk for disease?

>>745378706
It didn't look anywhere near good enough to sell. If I move past spray painted nerf guns with motors and leds, I'll consider trying to make money off it. It would certainly be cheap; the materials were all just junk I had lying around from things I had taken apart.

>>745378959
Bump it to death. Go on.

>>745379025
that's good! please keep living <3 why was it a long day, friend?

>>745379025
The more feces the better. That's how I like my tender calves. They know their consumer base very well.

>>745379025
Not really
I have 1 real friend, and 2 that are just friends through me knowing him.
And even then, he doesn't usually want to talk about anything like that, and hanging out has been less and less recently.
Besides that, I've got nobody besides one friend online that's usually out

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>>745379100
I'll keep living as long as I have a reason to.

It was a long day because I had a lot of things to do. Got up early, worked hard all day. Met with some friends in the afternoon. Played basketball.

It was a good day.

>>745379132
Okay. This is a really good date. We should do this again sometime.

>>745379301
that sounds like fun! I'm glad. I was worried that "long" was a bad thing, but it sure doesn't sound like it!

>>745379301
No. We're through.

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>>745379299
Better than nothing. Work the connections you have to make more, or if that doesn't work, strike out on your own to find new people. This world is a lot easier to bear if you have help, Anon.

>>745379401
Yeah, it really wasn't so bad.

>>745379410
Will you pay the bill, or shall I?

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>>745378392
Hi! How are you?

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>>745377090
Oh yeah! this will be good

>>745379520
I've been trying to expand those connections, but so far it hasn't given me anything.
My town is a fucking shithole in the middle of nowhere so I've got little to no abilities to meet new people or find anybody that isn't a drunk or a smack addict
I've been having this problem for over a year and every step I take to fix it doesn't yield anything

>>745379520
good good <3
>>745379640
I'm doing the best I can, mister Mantis! how are you tonight?

>>745379025
I don't know. I'm sure some cosplayers will dish out money for anything that will give their super totally original please do not steal steampunk character something to hold and look cool holding. Trust me, they're out there. Well, I'm gonna head off for the night. I thought I could brave this headache I'm having, but even looking at my screen right now is starting to make me feel ill. Have a good night, friendo. Nice to talk again.

>>745379520
I'm already fuggin gone, hoe. By the way, I'm pregnant and its yours.

>>745379794
I'm doing okay! I'm off work tonight and tomorrow night. My allergies are beating me up pretty good. But other than that, I'm downright comfy in here!

>>745380171
good good <3 did you take any medication at all? that tends to help!

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>>745379676
Gooood. I hope it is. Who are you betting on?

>>745379792
Hm. Well, you're trying hard, and that's good. Online friendships will never be as good as the real thing, but they can still be worthwhile. What are your prospects on moving away looking like? Not anytime soon?

>>745379794
It is good. Glad to hear you're doing your best. Anything interesting going on?

>>745379932
Take care, Anon. Sleep well, and I hope you feel better soon.

>>745379962
Oh. Well, this presents something of a problem, doesn't it? Do you want the top half or the bottom half of the child?

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>>745380360
It's a REALLY tough one but I think I'ma go with Canelo

Hey Fenn, I'm going through a pretty difficult time right now. Everything seems pretty bleak at the moment, can I have a hug please.

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>>745380477
For you.

>>745380289
Yes, I took a generic Claritin about an hour ago. I can feel it starting to work now....

>>745380360
Moving out doesn't seem possible in even past the foreseeable future.
I've got no job, still in college, and little to no clue on what to do with myself.
I feel like I'm just missing something but I've already fucked it up and can't get it, it's weird

>>745380360
nope nope! just popped in to say hello to everyone <3
>>745380809
that's good! I hope it's effective enough tonight. the warm front must have brought the allergens out for you?

>>745380360
Ill take the torso and you can take the limbs. I needed somewhere to pit my flowers

>>745380891
You're right about the warm front. There's a lot of mold in the air. Plus, the last of the summer plants are pollinating.

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>>745380451
Oh boy. Why? I don't know anything about either of them.

>>745380477
*hugs you close* It can seem bleak at times, Anon. I hope it gets better soon.

>>745380868
That is weird... I wasn't joking earlier when I said insurance might cover therapy. Look into that. They'll be able to help you a lot more than I can.

>>745380891
Ah, okay. Thank you.

>>745381159
I think I'll use them to replace the wipers on my car. Thanks.

>>745381558
I've been trying to set up something with therapy, hopefully it'll work out soon
Thank you for listening

>>745381558
Why do you have to be that way baby? Cant we just stop fighting and make love?

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>>745381755
Good luck, Anon. I hope it does. Your situation sounds strange and confusing, and I wish I could help you with it.

Take care of yourself, okay?

>>745381965
Not tonight. Tonight we fight. Maybe tomorrow, or Monday, we can be romantic. Now get your ass downstairs, or I'll beat you again.

>>745382076
I'll try to. I've been trying all sorts of things but nothing is working.
I've got about one more year before I give up hope for the most part, to be honest.
But hey, life goes on, things can change, and all that.

>>745381558
Thanks for the hug, it seems bleak but I'm still fighting like hell. I'm gonna go lay down, I got some shit to think over, have a good night

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>>745382317
You've got a good attitude, Anon. I like that. You keep thinking that way, and it'll help you a lot down the road.

>>745382419
Alright, I hope you sleep well Anon. Nothing will have changed after you've rested, but you'll be more ready to take it all on.

>>745382076
Only if you whip and spit on me. Promise to step on my nuts and I'm in.

>>745382545
I try to keep a good attitude
My life's not that bad, it's just my brain and lack of life experience and such that just always gets me down.

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>>745370619
>Just made a huge fucking mistake
>open 4chan to make a thread about it
>see this
is it meant to be?

>>745381965
>>745381558
https://vocaroo.com/i/s05hnWtXfsWh

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>>745382760
>Part 2
why the fuck is this still happening to me, i wanna wake up now....

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>>745382557
I'm down to beat you with whatever will hurt the most, but I won't step on your nuts. That would give you too much pleasure.

>>745382646
You're doing a good job of it. Your brain... can be changed in some ways, but not all. Some of it will come naturally, some won't. Life experience just has to be gained. You may need to force yourself into situations where you will gain more.

>>745382760
>>745383047
I don't know, Anon... it doesn't look like you've made any big mistakes there to me. What was your huge mistake?

>>745383033
My internet is too slow for me to stream audio. What do you want?

>>745382760
Yes

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>>745383033
I ain't click in that shit nigga

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>>745383186
To goof around.

>>745383186
I want to push myself into situations but I either don't have the situations available to me, or something goes wrong
I was on here last night talking about joining a club or two, and both turned out to fall through and not be around anymore
I just feel like I've wasted so much time and now that I'm almost halfway through college and almost 20, I just have nothing going for me

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>>745383501
There is still time. What do you like to do? Are there groups or clubs that do it too?

>>745383186
I'm going to bust either way, baby.

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>>745383401
Have fun.

>>745383501
Is there nobody at college who can help you out? Do you have a professor you can talk to about this? They might have some good advice.

You've got good things about you Anon, but you haven't learned how to use them to the fullest extent.

>>745383730
Okay. Well, have fun.

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>>745383730

>>745383047
What is it that you think the mistake is?

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>>745383852
Thx bb

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>>745383852
Nausicaa is not for lewd.
But thanks for the bump.

>>745384047
>Nausicaa is not for lewd.

Everything is for lewd. If you can't see that then you need to expand your horizons.

>>745383658
I like playing music/guitar. I signed up for a musician's club st school but it doesn't run anymore, and any other music groups are things like marching bands
>>745383813
Since I don't live in campus and most people are antisocial, I dont have any friends in college
Most professors I've not really talked to besides a sentence or two in passing, so I don't feel that talking with the most about things like this would end well

>>745384343
How about the local music scene in town?

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>>745383852
Well hellooooooo. Open chest bb

>>745383186
ive been talking with this girl for like a week and a half and we saw it yesterday but idk if she wants to go out with me you know? so when i saw her ask if i was single i think i kinda gave myself away, also i sound like a damned pansy

>>745384462
Nonexistent unless I drive like 40 minutes away to a bar town with just cover bands and usually won't hire you for the night if you're under 21

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>>745384343
Ah, that does make things pretty hard. Well, where else could your horizons be expanded to? It seems like you've covered everything already, unless you want to try to get more aggressive about meeting other students.

>>745384632
You don't sound like too much of a pansy. Don't talk too much. Trying to talk about the nervousness was a mistake, but a small one.

Tomorrow, ask her if she'll go out with you.

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>>745384679
How bout putting a note up somewhere that says: Guitar player looking for other musicians/songwriters/singers to play some music and have some fun.
There must be a bulletin board someplace..

>>745384857
I'm honestly just at my wit's end trying to figure that out.
There are very few social opportunities around me that aren't just bars, and my interests are pretty specific.
I just don't know what to do and I just feel useless. It sucks because I know that somebody else in my shoes could do just fine
>>745385150
Only problem with that is the fact that the one friend I have is also the person I'm in a 2 person band with, and I'm barely keeping up with that stuff with my college morning classes and general stresses like this

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>>745385387
With the resources you have available to you now? Anyone in that situation would be pulling their hair out. It's not your fault. You're just a little stuck. Don't give up hope, Anon. Keep moving, keep trying. Something will change eventually.

>>745385584
I'm hoping and praying for that change to be in the future, man. I really am.
I mean, I got bullied every day back in elementary school and I still didn't feel as low as I have this past year

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I made a sundae.

>Purin

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>>745385724
If I were you, I'd likely have given up already. You're doing good, and you're making me proud. Therapy will help with this, if you can get it. It may not improve the situation, but it'll make you better able to deal with it.

>>745385813
It looks pretty wonderful. Was it?

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>>745385813
Ohhh, that looks wonderful!
How are you today, Purin?

>>745385924
Thank you so much, man.
I'm going to be looking into getting that therapy set up this week, and I want you to know that you helped me a lot and just having someone to talk to means the world to me.

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>>745386220
You are welcome. I'm trying, Anon. I'm glad I helped you, and I hope the therapy helps you more. Good luck, and thank you.

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>>745385924
I haven't eaten it yet.

>>745386182
I'm... Not well. How are you?

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>>745386630
Oh. I'm certain you will enjoy it. Soon?

Why aren't you well? What's wrong?

>>745386630
What's wrong, Purin?

>>745371307
live in vtown still havent seen the show

>>745386370
Heading to bed now, but hopefully we both feel better in the morning.
If I make it through this like I want to, I'll buy you a drink sometime

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>>745387556
Sleep well, Anon. We'll both feel a lot better after having gotten some rest.

Don't feel any obligation to me; seeing you succeed is enough. I just want you to do well.

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>>745386812
When it fully freezes again.

>>745386812
>>745386920
Recent divorce with parents. Since I was still under the custody of my parents, had to choose if I wanted to leave or stay. Was a hard choice for me, but it led to more and more and more hurt. Now we're here where there is blackmail and stuff.

>>745372384
great advice anon. im struggling with a similar situation.
>gf of 5 years
>had argument before a trip
>her dad told me over facebook we where over
>havent talked to her in 2 mo now
the worst part is i invested so heavy in her she was a great friend and someone i really enjoyed hanging with, i feel so empty now

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I dont need advice
Just dropping by to say I'm glad you exist, Fenn. Thanks for doing these threads.

>>745387701
Oh man, I'm sorry.
Divorce can be a Mean and Ugly thing. And now there is blackmail??

I'm starting to feel very depressed and I feel like killing myself, how can I help myself calm down. I'm hurting so bad please help.

>>all
it'll never get better unless you want it to

I don't know why, but I'm feeling really blank and monotone today. I'm not really talking a whole lot and only give short responses to anyone concerned.

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>>745387938
there well be a day that will come that will make you glad you didnt. hold out

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>>745387701
Damn. That is the worst. Do you want to talk about this in private, or here and now?

>>745387788
You're empty because where the space was filled there is nothing. You need to fill up that space again if you don't want to feel empty anymore. Optimally, it would be with another girl.

>>745387806
Sometimes, I'm glad I exist too. Thanks for stopping by, Anon. You made me smile.

>>745387938
It's not so bad. I mean it, whatever is wrong, it's not as bad as you're telling yourself it is. But it'll be easier to deal with if you have help. Have you been seeing a therapist for your depression, Anon? If you haven't, now is the time to start.

Why do you want to die?

>>745388073
Maybe you're just not feeling it today. Have you not gotten your blood moving yet? Sprinting as fast as you can for a short time will help with that.

>>745388073
i do this alot. makes me feel like freeman or chief lol. sometimes you dont need to say anything. and silence can be a tool

>>745388205
I have been seeing a therapist. I want to die because I can't deal with life. My eternal hell has made even the slightest actions feel so heavy. I can't make myself happy no matter how hard I try. I have absolutely nothing to live for and the world will be better off without me.

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>>745388205
thanks anon. that really simplifies it. just been working alot and keeping my self busy making stuff. i just dont know who to share my days with and storys with anymore.

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>>745388427
Is your therapist unable to help you deal with these things? I must admit, I'm out of my depth here. I'm sorry Anon, but I don't know that I'll be much help.

>>745388552
Well, at least you're not idle. I'll be around here fairly often (almost every night) if you want to share your stories here. But that may not be enough.

>>745384857
see the thing is... im not used to hiding things from people, especially people i like and when she asked about the nervousness (earlier we talked about anxiety so i thought she was calling back to that) i wanted to give an honest answer...

>>745388798
It's okay, no one likes to talk about it. My therapist is fucked and my life is fucked. I think it's time to leave this hellhole once and for all.

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>>745388833
You jumped ahead a little too much. Hold back some, and don't be too quick to assume or reveal everything you can.

I do it too, don't worry. You're not alone. But it's something that should be avoided.

>>745388961
Maybe it is. Who am I to say?

I wish I could help you here Anon, but I don't think I can.

>>745389047
Not your fault, I think I need to make this decision for myself anyways. I think it's time I do that one last time

>>745370619
well my dick has a rug burn like injury cause some girl got a little aggressive when rubbing it through my underwear and with her hand so now I got fucking bandaids covering the scrapes hurts like a bitch and probably gonna see same girl tomorrow and she'll probably end up blowing me

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I just wanna kill myself, pretty simple

My mom molested and beat me up as a child. I turned into a big sissy slut. I cannot grow close to woman it makes me fear my mother. How do i break out of myzself.

Hentai

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>>745389210
Alright. Well, choose wisely, Anon. Will this be the last decision you make?

>>745389351
Maybe her tongue will make it feel better. That does sound pretty awful though. You could also try getting some really soft underwear.

>>745389369
Why?

>>745389373
I don't know, Anon. Practice? Talk to women casually, as you pass them, and slowly grow closer to one or two.

>>745389495
No.

>>745389630
It probably won't be. I'll probably fuck it up and wake up like last time

Im Quite a big failure

>>745389630
Existence is pain

>>745389630
>>>745389351 (You)
>Maybe her tongue will make it feel better. That does sound pretty awful though. You could also try getting some really soft underwear.

maybe but the open wound attracts to the underwear and hurts like a bitch she was rubbing it so hard I went numb and only felt the warmth of her breath on it got bandaids on but those are gonna hurt so fucking bad when I take them off

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>>745389772
Are you not totally committed?

>>745389820
How so, Anon? Why are you a failure?

>>745389887
Can you change that?

>>745389892
Oh man, that'll be awful, yeah. You should talk to her about this. Make sure she doesn't do it again.

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I'll have you know and I'm here to tell you guys that you basically don't know shit from dirt. Which basically and esscintly kinda meynes that you don't know shit. "Unlike I who knows ever thing, for the part most." Obama is and was the Messiah and the fact none realises that the American agenda for the world and war is all Christian good heaven sent. He is Jesus! We must follow the Democratic and ellect Donald J Trump the new dictator

>>745389630
That is such shallow advice why even offer to help people.

>>745390006
Im too lazy to do anything other then masturbate and play video games

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>>745390081
Okay.

>>745390135
Where you expecting something deep or meaningful?

>>745390200
If you want to do other things, you need to force yourself to, Anon. But you've got to really want them. What do you really want?

>>745390006
>>>745389892 (You)
>Oh man, that'll be awful, yeah. You should talk to her about this. Make sure she doesn't do it again.

if she asks I'll play it off nicely and say someone got a little aggressive but lesson learned, if you finger a girl while she has your dick bound to get a firm hold and rub like no tomorrow anything that may make it heal fast?

>>745370619
I need a hug. I can't get her out of my head. She fucked me up. I was so innocent before her and now every night I get fucked in the head about what could have been. I hate her, but miss her too. I hate it, I want to go back to playing games with buddies. It's been almost a year I just want it to stop. I wish I never met her.

>>745390278
I would like to get a girlfriend just dont know how to dig myself out of the pit of irrelevance

>>745390006
Guess so, with my shitty luck everything goes wrong. I don't know why I'm even doing this, I'll never fucking succeed so what is the fucking point?

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>>745387876
Yeah. My dad's trying to get my mom back.

>>745388205
Whatever is most conveinient to you.

>>745390462
you just bitch slapped my face with the harsh reality I've became blind to since I'm with a girl and what I'd be like if it ended thanks man I needed this the only way to move on though is to essentially overright those memories with someone else

>>745390484
its very hypocritical of me to say this but just try to think positively

>>745390634
I wish I could, I really do :(

>>745390634
i dont even know what your talking about since im too lazy to read but yeah be positive

>>745390613
Once you find one person that loves and accepts you like no one else does, then they leave you for someone else it hurts. Don't let that happen anon. Keep her and love her and pray she does the same. She left me out of the blue and I did nothing that would warrant that, she even said it. Be happy.

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>>745390327
Sorry, I don't know of anything. Hope it heals well enough on its own.

>>745390462
*Hugs you tightly*

Some way or another you need to get past her, Anon. You need to stop letting her consume your mind. I wish I knew how.

>>745390482
Make yourself relevant. Start doing a sport, start hanging out with girls and making yourself known to them.

Get in the game.

>>745390484
But you do succeed. You just don't want to see it. You get things right. Not every time, but you do. Don't tell yourself you'll never succeed. If you do that, you never will. You need to have hope, or nothing will ever work.

>>745390538
I'll email you later. Or you email me. I'm having trouble keeping my eyes open.

Yeah, I need to go to bed. I'm sorry for the short notice everyone, but I am exhausted and I need to get some sleep. Goodnight.

And good luck you all of you. I hope you all feel better in the morning.

>>745390278
Is this where you tell people who call your advice terrible that they are too broken to understand?

Ohh yess why yes. Maybe i just want to start a roast fest in here after reading your half assed support.

Everyone is 22 sometime anons grow the fuck up and share some porn.

>>745390974
i will attempt this thank you anon

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>>745390974
Goodnight, Fenn!
See you soon!

>>745390959
had a similar situation she blew me off for another guy so I left and it fucking hurt man I didn't get as close as you did to her but goddamn if I wasn't attached and now I've made the grave mistake of attaching myself to the girl I'm talking to, it was either be a cold ass or kinda awkward and lose her and be lonely or get close and enjoy life while it last, I picked #2 and I fear the inevitable will come

>>745370619
theres this girl I like im not sure if she likes me back how do I ask her out

>>745391494
Just walk up to her, and say hello. Start there.

>>745391589
were already best friends

>>745391660
Ok. Then you should tell her you want to be more than friends.

>>745391869
what should my phrasing be
im really awkward

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It should be sincere. It should come from the gut. There is no Absolute Right Thing to Say.
But the clock is always running. I guarantee you this: If you wait too long to make the move, somebody else will..

>>745392118
this hit me somewhat hard
i finally have more motivation
thank you anon

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>>745392210
Good. Do not fuck around. Do not waste time. Do not overthink this.

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Can i get aids If a mosquito bites me?

>>745392410
You can definitely get Malaria.

>>745392410

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/10554479

>>745391222
I went through stages. At first it was crippling, started skipping lectures and was crying a ton and trying to message her and getting nothing or "I'm sorry" in response. Then I kinda winded down but continued to check her facebook and stuff and see these pictures of him and her and it was brutal as fuck. Then I started playing Overwatch competitive non stop on my off time because when I was playing that I wasn't thinking about her. She came back in march for awhile and It was nice to talk to her again but it was always eating away at me that it was wrong to talk to her again. And now I told her to leave a month or so ago and it doesn't hurt as bad, I have moments on occasion but it's still bad when it happens. I feel I'm finally getting over it but after a year of shit it's ridiculous.

>>745393605
Well, it seems the worst is over, right?

>>745393765
I guess you're right. I also am like 100sr away from masters too so I guess something good came of it :b

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I have a nice gf who loves me but I don't love her back, it's pretty boring to be with her, I don't want to break up with her but I also don't want to be un happy forever, I'm not really sure if I love her or not, it makes me feel fucking awful. I'm afraid of being alone but I'm also afraid of ending up in an eternal boring, fake, loveless relationship

>>745393936
There you go! Best of luck getting the masters!

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>>745394105
What I can tell you is, don't take her for granted. Sometimes we don't appreciate what we have till it's gone.

>>745388798
lol sure man

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First time at this kind of thread so...
My family is in sort of a crisis situation, my dad was fired a couple of years ago and he has been struggling to get a stable job
My mom and I had to get jobs to try and keep things going nice, but it isn't quite doing it
We had to sell our home and now we live in a house that isn't even a half of what the old one used to be, and we have no Internet at all (I'm using data)

>>745394105
If spending time with her doesn't make you happy it's the fucking worst to her to pretend it does. The best relationships are based in complete honesty. Can you describe what's between you and her more?

>>745395202
At least you have data. Things won't always be this difficult. For example, I was evicted from my apt.,, and had to live in my car for a while. It sacked, but I made it work. I kept working, and saving money here and there. Eventually., a buddy had a spare room. And I stayed with him for a while. Them, I found a small apt. Eventually, I found a better job. And today I got a nice, comfy place.

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I'm not here to burden you folks with my troubles. It's still nice to conversate sometimes.

>>745370619
Dont need a hug. Cant send those thru immage board.
Can haz nudes tho?
That would help most.

>>745395202
Find a rich man and marry him.

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>>745395926
You are no burden here. You are welcome to speak your mind, just like anyone else.

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>>745371307
I couldn't finish it.

It became too real for me. I almost had a box of tapes myself. Life intervened and got bright kinda quick, so I burned them.

Fast forward 5 years and see someone following in my footsteps but they actually follow through? I can't.

>PTSD sufferer here. 2nd case of it. I do hope you are okay.

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>>745396085
I'm a male
Tho, a coworker who is also male keeps flirting at me
And in school, there is another guy...
Did I mentioned that my self-steem is not the best?
Plus, most of the people I know say that I'm really femenine
Fuck my life

>>745396084
Newfag detected

ok story cause idek it was a weird situation.
>on hwy
>romping the piss outa my car
>fucking brokes on me
>shitbox.html
>go out to pop the hood
>not a second later as im facing my car and on comming traffic
>big ass newer truck hits the hwy gaurd rail
>doabarrelroll.gif
>holy fuck
>realize eveyone is distracted and i have large parts in my car that i wanted to toss
>start hucking manifolds and steal pipe onto the grass off the highway
>oh fuck that right this dude just flipped his truck 16 times i should help
>run over with tools to extract this poor fuck
>me and big black dude get the bastard out of the wreck and a off duty nurse help shows up.
>cops show up
>realize theyre gonna ask first responders
>rwalize the drivers insurance is gonna fuck him for this
>make up bull shit
>tell other first responders
>"yeah he mumbled something about having a sezier"
>seizure story becomes the narative among the people there
>cops ask questions
>everyone mentiones he had a seizure
>lol it worked
>effectively helped save a guys life but kinda took advantage of the situation for petty dumping purposes. dude lived and i think my bull shiting saved his insurance calim

>>745396705
>I'm a male

Given your financial situation, are you really going to let that hold you back?

Rich women don't tend to give their money away but it's well known that rich men will pay top dollar for companionship.

>>745396901
An example of The Law of Unintended Consequences in full effect. Nice job, saving the dudes life, anon!

>>745396954
Not saying that it's wrong, I'm bisexual after all, but... tbh even if my financial situation is shit, I wouldn't marry someone just to steal their money
I just want to marry someone I rly love, but not now, in some years later maybe...
>oldfashioned af
>realise that what I just said is girly af

>>745395202
gotta stack your odds bro. cant have shit if you dont make shit. i know tahts easier said than done. gotta find work that pays for living. get that green any way you can. keep your head in the game. learn and keep a nose on that cash

>>745397193
lol thanks i feel sleazy but hey the universe presented an opportunity.

>>745397256
I mean, if you want to watch your parents die, that's your business.

And nobody said you have to steal his money, you can just be a faithful househusband. The love will come in time.

Nobody needs to know you're doing it for the money.

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>>745396108
My eternal thanks

>>745398428
No problem!
So what's new with you?

hey
currently in a clinic because of depression. things sometimes dont feel like theres any progress, im losing hope especially when it comes to my future. dont know what i should do, feeling like id rather give up because i cant do it anyway. i dontreally havethe will to carry on now and then... whats it worth for?

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>>745399147
So, I recently lost my job for reasons out of my control. Now i'm waiting for proper medical help. How about you?

>>745399656
Ok, you are under a doctor's care, and that's great. Keep in mind that it can take time for treatment to work. Medications can take weeks to kick in. Give this thing time to work.

>>745399851
That is rough. What happened on the Job? What medical help do you need?

>>745399947
I've had a disfigured spine my whole life. Over the past 2 years of working, my back pain has gotten worse and worse. I put it down to working a blue collar job, until I started waking up at 5 AM, then 4, then 3, in excrutiating pain.

Got an xray, my back is fucked. I'll be in a wheelchair by the time i'm 45, maybe.

I told work. Asked for lighter duties. Until they gave me paperwork to take to the doctor, demanding I lift up to 45kg frequently.

My doctor refused to allow it.

They forced me to resign, and my brain collapsed. I have PTSD (again) and Generalised Anxiety Disorder. I need therapy and CBT.

>>745399873
yeh, thats true. it just kills me inside to think about my future and stuff like that...i dont see a good thing happening to me even though im young and stillhave all the chances to do stuff i like i guess
itjust doesnt seem to be worth carrying on for...
id rather not be than fail again and again until im not able to carry on anymore..

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I have no friends in real life and today I somehow managed to lose every internet friend. somehow I can't even whore myself for attention. The rest of my life is complete garbage leading nowhere. what do now?

>>745400461
get out more make real friends

>>745400801
you don't understand how hard that is lmao

>>745400277
Is this in the USA? If so you have good grounds for a civil lawsuit. It won't ease your pain, but the settlement would certainly help with expenses.

>>745401561
Australia, actually.

I'm boned.

>>745400387
That is the disease of depression making you think this way. As a bipolar patient I can tell you this. Once they found a medication that worked, it was a world of difference in my thinking.
But again, I stress that it took a few attempts before the doctor tried a med that worked. I had to be willing to wait until he did.

>>745370619
there are nights where i seemingly cry about the smallest things. frustration at a video game. bedsheets aren’t comfy enough. room too hot. i feel so pathetic about it but i can’t stop the tears from spilling. i’m not ok OP but i’m scared to do anything about it in fear that my current lifestyle will change. i’m comfortable as i am now but i’m scared of what might happen if i deviate from the current boring monotone life i’m living now

but how are you?

>>745401640
No you are not.

http://www.humanrights.gov.au/employers/good-practice-good-business-factsheets/workplace-discrimination-harassment-and-bullying

>>745401927
Not op here, but I'm doing well.
Are you eating right? Getting enough sleep? Both of these things can contribute to having mood swings like you describe

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>>745400461
I'll be your friend, anon.
>>745401927
let's say there were no limitations, you could so absolutely anything to make a positive impact on your life right now. what changes would you make?

>>745402386
i’d like to think i eat healthy but no matter now much/what I eat, i’ve been wafer thin all my life so i don’t know what a “proper” diet for me truly is. as for sleep, my usual routine is 3am to 9-10am unless i have class/work and that’s at 8am so i come home in the afternoon to vidya then repeat. and i’m so glad you’re doing well

>>745402215
If I sue, I'll never get a job again

>>745402827
probably move out of this city since it’s so boring and dull, despite the large population of this city, i’d move somewhere exciting and full of life. there’s nothing here but dirt.

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>>745403078
and what keeps you from making this change? I realize it's a tall ask, just moving away suddenly, finding new jobs, places to live, places to shop and eat.... but what specifically keeps you from doing it? or visiting other places?

>>745403246
Jill

I'm nothing. I'm a fucking loser with no job or girls. Im shiet. Drunk

>>745403246
all the reasons you listed. finding jobs/real estate is tough for a 25 y/o that does nothing but vidya all day and barely pulls their weight in school/work. not to mention i work paycheck to paycheck, so having any kind of money to throw around is pretty impossible right now

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>>745403426
anon
>>745403488
consider cutting back on the alcohol, it's a self-destructive habit. I'll admit to being a hypocrite here, though.
>>745403691
that's understandable. can you think of any way to ease your discomfort over the situation? some way to keep your mind off of the situation? I like meditating.

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>>745403246
Hey! Nice to see you here!
>>745402939
So you get 6-7 hours of sleep. That's good, but it may not be sufficient. When was the last time you had a complete physical?

>>745404015
>:D

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>>745402827
well then. thanks for being my friend anon. what do we do now?

>>745403066
I admit I don't know how life works in Australia. But there has to be a way you can address your grievances. We just haven't found it yet.

>>745403488
You'll be fine. Go to bed. Sleep it off. You'll feel better tomorrow.

>>745404015
aside from vidya, not much. this time last year, i used to be more active with the gym and generally going out more and being social but i’m not sure what happened in the last year to cause the drastic change in mood. i tried meditation years ago and kept with it for a while but again, something happened in my head where i just feel a general disdain for everything. it’s all a cycle and i want to figure out how to break it

>>745404017
last year, I should be due for another one in november.

i need a reason to ask this person out, i have no motivation to actually do it

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>>745404017
evening, hon. I won't be around for long, just keeping a friend company until they're ready to doze. how are you?
>>745404051
yes....?
>>745404052
dunno. I'm not used to friends.
>>745404298
I'd suggest a therapist to help you break the cycle, honestly.
>>745404408
what's the worst they can say in response, no? once you realize that's the worst outcome and embrace that fact, it's a little less scary.

i feel absolutely retarded for being afraid of nuclear war. regardless, i can't shake the fear.

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>>745404298
OK. Good. Schedule one then. Meanwhile, try getting 8 hours of sleep and see how you feel.
>>745404408
Do it. If you wait too long to make a move, somebody else will..

>>745374214
I rented a brand new mazda 3 and liked it a lot. I have no complaints about that car. Compared to a honda the interior has a better layout, I find it comfortable.

It's not really that small either, I think the size difference won't matter in practice.

In my opinion though it's probably not worth getting a brand new car, just save money and get a used one.

>>745404718
Does this interfere with your daily life?

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>>745404718
to be fair, it's a rational thing to be afraid of. better than stuff like a fear of needles.

>>745404583
Yes what? I'm just happy to see you that's all, you vapid alcohol dispenser

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>>745404583
I'm good! I'm off work tonight, thinking about making pancakes..

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>>745405000
gotcha, sorry. I usually read that in plaintext rather than greentext, so it looks like it has angry eyebrows.
>>745405085
this feels like the third time I've heard you mention pancakes in the past week or two.

>>745404909
no, i've even been more active than normal.

>>745370619
Granddad just passed away, 3k in debt, working shitty $9 per hour retail slave job. Kinda shitty anon.

>>745405203
I'm sorry for the loss of your grandfather, we're you and he close?
>>745405184
I do enjoy pancakes!

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>>745405203
sympathy won't do well at healing wounds, but please accept mine. I know how hard loss is to deal with. please remember that while grieving sometimes feels like a selfish emotion in individualistic societies, it's a healthy emotion. take your time healing.

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I just don't want to write it again

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>>745405910

>>745405426
Yeah, most of my good childhood memories come from him. I find comfort in the fact that the last words we exchanged were "love ya papaw" and he said "love ya too honey".

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>>745405910
>>745405944
you can't make someone love you, anon. it's really painful, but sometimes you need to let go. I'm sorry.

>>745406008
Wow! That is special, indeed. Not everybody has that. Not everybody gets to say I love you one more time like that. Now keep all the memories you have of him forever. Nobody can take that away. Nobody can mess with it at all. I'm sure you were anot awesome grandchild.

>>745405184
Jill

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>>745406260
anon

>>745406051
Its hard to find someone else, I just can't find someone like she was

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well, that's bump limit. thanks for seeing this to the end with me, anonymous. Fenn will be glad to see that his thread went on even after bedtime.
if anyone needs to get in touch, emails go straight through to my wrist at [email protected]

>>745406299
Wait

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>>745406446
Goodnight Jill! Thanks for coming tonight!

Goodnight Anonymous! Get some good sleep, and we will see you tomorrow!

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I'm perverted. My main fetish is rubbing my penis on a woman's penis. the clitoris. and the clitoris feels much more pleasure than a penis, say the bad tongues, and giving more pleasure than receiving is incredibly exciting. woman has clitoris pussy vagina urethra asshole small lips big lips hood of the clitoris, the complete package. and I do not have a woman for me, sex with me is rare. I wank too much instead of sex. I'm a man. it is so wrong, woman having penis, the clitoris in the case, and I wanting to rub my penis on a delicious clitoris, I feel gay. and I can not let a woman stick her clitoris in my asshole, as some men have already let, there is even videos. I do not know what to do. I'm dying of horny......

Impending doom is what I feel all the time. There's nothing to be done for it honestly, but it's nice that you're trying to comfort and advise people. So thanks for helping others, anon.

>>745406051
I can't understand why him
He left school
He is ugly in too much ways
He is dumb
He is lazy af
Why would she choose him?

>>745406872
Are you Indian or Middle Eastern, anon?

>>745406980
compared to you, who just sounds like a judgmental asshole.