So angry that I'm drinking again All I can think is about

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Still think drinking is fun?

Turn to Jesus. He died on the cross for our sins. Ask him to deliver you from your iniquity. I know what you are going through. Jesus loves you man. So much. Just give him your heart

Yeah, I still think drinking is fun

>>744974009
yeah yeah, jesus turnes everything okey fuck off.
turn yourself in to a rehabilitation center and get professional help or start smoking pot.

>>744974009
no thanks, i have enough imaginary friends that do nothing for me

>>744974009
Thank you.

Not sure how
Never knew how
So hard, not sure how

Where do I start
I wouldn't even know my part
Somehow I really want to do my part

Can you help me start?

Look dude... Im giving you the best advice i can. Jesus is the way the truth and the life. Let your self destroy your liver heart and kidneys. Im offering you real advice here. If you wont accept Jesus into your heart then you are making a big mistake. Let me pray for you . What is your name?

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1bRRupLoijM

>>744975113
aa has a 5% chance of keeping you sober for one year, these are the same odds as just using willpower
jesus doesn't help

>>744974009
Sucks that I'm there for the kids physically
Sucks that I'm not there for them mentally
Sucks that I'm not there for the emotionally

Can anyone relate me?

Like is said before
I don't want this anymore
I hope this can't happen anymore

I don't like the they way they look at me at work
I hate it that I don't work
I hope to God I don't get demoted to a desk ckerk

I'm getting the shakes again
Really feeling like getting a drink again
I can't cuz I have to get me boy from school again

I didn't eat anything today
So much stuff I should have done today
I checked out again

I hate myself for drinking again

I already know the outcome
I wished this was not what I become
I will get some rum

>>744973252
Don't quit your day job faggot, also you can't rhyme "again" with "again" you fucking autist

Do I get in the car
I feel like going to the bar
Don't do anything stay where you are

My head feels like all the veins are popping
Can't I just get a drink so my heart isn't throbbing
I'm trying to stop sobbing

Three more hours until I have to get my boy
Do I risk the drive for just a joy
If I drive I don't think I could by so coy

So angry that I can't even abstain
I can't even think this is crossing my brain
The thought of driving is insane

I don't even know where to start my story
Three kids married maybe that's boring

She worked with me
Blue eyes blond hair she knew my story

She took me for drinks after work
I made her laugh and didn't act like a jerk
Ok, maybe my fault for doing this like an artwork

Took me she did in the bar
She took me at the bar
She had me after the bar
She was on top of me in my car

She broke my heart
She tore it all apart

Now I drink and that's my part

I can't stop :(

I can't blame it on her that's not my part
All I know is that I don't know were to start

The week before she said that I was the best she ever had
The week after it was the worst I ever had
The weeks now are the most ever bad

The drinks I have is because of her
The drinks I don't is because of her
The times I had with her were a blur

I need a drink again
To forget the things she did to my brain

Her blue eyes I will never forget
Her soft lips I will never feel again I bet

She's not in my life
I have three kids and a wife

This was three years ago
Not even a cell number to show