ITT; Ayahuasca/Mushroom/Peyote in the wild/rainforest/desert

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>>744950858

> find amanita mushroom
> prepare it according to a recipe i found on erowid
> try it
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> nothing happens

>>744950858
Dropped 5 grams of mush spores and saw something similar to this pic. I was also like 16 cold shots in and 3 joints deep. Could see the inside of my skull as if my eyes were at the back of it. There was lights and colours pulsating around the bones. Centipedes and spiders began to feast on the flesh. They revealed something fucked up like that picture, OP. Everything I tried to focus on ended up having 3 different things behind it.

>>744950975
Most of the properties get passed through your urine as readily available to your body after that. So drunk your piss and have results. Or eat it over the course of a couple days to let the shit compound. It gets weird

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>be me
>16
>Huge psychonaut
>Tripping all the time
>Feelsgoodman.raw
>Be at my homies place, smoking
>His dad and stepmom are into psychedelics too, among other things
>Ask him if he thinks his dad would get me some stuff
>Been on many things but not mushrooms at that point, so I was pumped
>His dad just so happens to have a small dose left
>Take them
>Trip
>Wake up, felt good
>Eat breakfast
>Go home
>Continue with rest of my life

>>744951142
Thats buzzy anon, when i did psilocybin all the hallucinations i saw were created from the materials that were already in front of me. Looking at a plain curtain was the most interesting thing ever as all the slight creases and shadows shifted to form images of roman sculptures and faces very much like the pic.

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>>744951246
well, that happened four years ago, and unfortunately like most of you i don't save my piss in labeled and dated bottles.

also, if it didn't have any effect going through the first time, what makes you think any of the active agent in the piss is going to have an effect the second time around? confess, you just like the idea of drinking piss.

> Oh, no, Captain Rum has been drinking his urine since we left port
> he says he prefers it

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>>744951246

>>744951367
I haven't personally done aminita muscaria. My close relative had. Your body acts as a filter for it so its more potent with less negative side effects from the pee. Shamanistic texts talk about this and the shamans having people of the village drink it and trip

>>744950858
Do DMT reports count for Ayahuasca in this thread?

>>744951321
I had the same experience but I was tripping and didn't have a babysitter. The cunt only dropped like .5. The ceiling tiles were rearranging and everything was wavy. The only thing that wasn't wavy was the silhouette of a man. Tried to puke it out and I bonched out spiders and centipedes. After the closed eye hallucinations I couldn't handle it. My friend would ask a question and it felt like three versions of myself were fighting for dominance. Same fag with the spider and centipede hallucinations here btw.

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> Oh, no, Captain Rum has been drinking his urine since we left port

>>744951592
Course, DMT is the active chemical in ayahuasca. I meant any psychadelic compound, not just ones stated.

Didn't weigh or dry anything, Just came upon a field of psilocybin in Texas. Started eating the caps. I ate about 6 caps, and spent all night long in my van having sexual visions and conversations with the trees. Collected shrooms the next day, and got busted with them before they could dry out- during a traffic stop, and search. Cop didn't know what the hell they were, I told him they were anchovies ;) so he just took them and let me go. Bummer.

>>744951605
Yeh the most intense part of mine was the middle couple hours. The full trip was about 6-7 hours. hallucinations started at about half an hour to 3 hrs. From about an hour to 3 hours i dropped back into some weird thought process i cant quite recall. Hallucinations stayed strong from start to middle. Then last 3 hours or so we smoked some weed as we came down.

>>744951750
What kind of dumbass gets busted with shrooms in a traffic stop

Is it that hard to not keep them in plain sight?

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>be me
>only second time smoking DMT
>first time was inside
>second time it is night, friend and I walk to a nearby hill
>hill is giant as fuck as has a good view of the skyline and the stars
>start to smoke DMT
>lay down on hill and look straight up at the stars
>thisisgettingintense.avi
>start to trip and forget about where I am exactly
>where I live there are many airplanes, even over rural areas, not uncommon to see aircraft at night
>stars start to look like lights
>not in a starlight sense, but human made lights
>it's a bird, it's a plane... oh fuck it is a plane
>hundreds of planes
>sky looks like a WW2 airforce fleet
>it doesn't appear like the aircraft is fighting or anything, just the size
>Looks like the largest movement of grouped aircraft I have ever seen
>start to come down after 15ish minutes
>realize I was just looking at the stars the entire time
>tell me friend who is next to me, he said he saw something similar

The experience kind of looked like pic related, but I was looking at it from a straight point of view upwards, as I was laying down on the hill.

>>744951750
Both "Bummer" and "Luckaaayyy". I had a deep connection with the moon. It happened to be full on a clear night and i couldnt stop staring at it.

>>744951592
Very different kind of experiences, if you mean smoked dmt compared to ayahuasca tea. Smoked only lasts like 15-30 min, when drinking would be several hours, also in smoked you pretty much fall in wakesleep not to be able to move or do much other than intense dreaming, when drinking it's more like tripping around places and hallucinating etc.

>>744952028
Yeah I know, but I doubt I will ever get my hands on true ayahuasca. I don't really do drugs of any type anymore, but given the chance I would still try ayahusca.

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>>744951859
I was saying "I'm all alone" and "what if the person inside me is worse than who I really am". It was a wild experience going through the 'ego death'. But all in all, I don't regret it. Aside from the stupid decision of having my buddy call me an ambulance. Imagine telling the EMT's that you dropped 5 grams of mush, smoked some medical, had a few beers and lost your mind.

>>744951859
I tried rolling another joint after smoking two fatties and the weed in the bowl looked like squirming maggots.

>>744952121
I think the best preparation i took for mushrooms, in relation to the "ego-death", was all day before i took em just being completely honest about things i was doing wrong or denying. Even if i couldnt do anythn about them at the time or even knew how i was going to fix em, just being aware of them helped the ego loss be so much smoother.

>>744952289
Next time I go take mush I need some Xanax with me.

>>744952265
Haha me and my buddy smoked bowls regularly throo the entire trip, more often in the coming down stages. But it was like 2 different trips at the same time. The mushroom was the fully psychadelic trip and the weed helpd bring calm and clarity to the experience. Even tho there are psychadelic elements to weed they were just thrown out the door from the shrooms.

>>744952289
Sitting in the hospital room, hearing assholes make star wars blaster noises because I was wearing my rap hoodie "Jedi Mind Tricks". ShiverMeTriggers.jpeg

>>744952331
>Raises one eyebrow in suspicion.
Altho i havnt experienced it so what the hell do i know. Will probs hear about u in the news if it goes wrong

>>744952464
Amendment - wild/rainforest/desert/hospital

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>>744952507
I mean this was in Feb. Life doesn't seem so bad after a trip like that.

>>744952602
Lmao, ty

>>744952682
Yeh i was still working the trip out for weeks after. The initial trip was so overwhelmingly intense, i couldnt grasp.But there were enlightening stages i had just after rethinking the experience. Life didnt seem so bad for me either.

>>744952602
This is also the JMT mush fag here, this may not be the requested drugs. But was on Mush the night so it kind of counts. I dropped E, Molly, Coke, and mush while I was shitfaced at some hippie drug festival. Some dude rolled up in a charmander costume and started to scoot closer to my fembro. She was also on the same shit as me. He slowly made his way up the bench until he was right beside her. He whispered "charmander" in her ear and she freaked the fuck out. Was so beautiful.

>>744952923
Some instances in life were meant to happen.

>>744953083
True say, anon.

>>744951890
you are assuming the dude had them in plain sight, and cops don't search hippies for being hippies going down the road tripping balls?

when you ASSume, you make an ASS of yourself.

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>>744953306
Also;

>>744953491

>>744952331
First time I took acid I went 300mcg, experienced ego death, my intestines were a galaxy, i was constantly dissasembling, forgot who I was and even that I was high, got in the shower at one point and looked at my dick (acid makes your dick smaller while you're tripping, something to do with constricting bloodflow, and also it fucks with your sense of proportions) and it was so small it turned out to be a whole universe so i just sat there and laughed at the realisation till i forgot why i was laughing. Didn't have a single instance of it turning into a bad trip, even though it was strong as fk
Anyway, I'm on xanax daily b/c of my BPD, and I would reccomend it for any more serious psychedelic trip. Mellows it out and allows you to let go more and not worry about it

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>>744953547
> it was so small it turned out to be a whole universe
myfuckingsides.jpg

>>744950858
> be me
> in Peru for authentic ayahuasca action
> be about 9pm, total darkness cause no power
> in traditional native structure for group tripping
> drink foul tasting liquid, about 60ml worth
> fight urge to hurl
> shaman starts singing with leaf rattle
> time passes, about and hour
> oh shit, it's happening
> arrive at a crystal temple in my minds eye
> plants everywhere in the temple
> arrive before altar
> gods tell me it's time to make an offering before the trip can begin
> la purga (aka throwing up)
> the gods seem satisfied, no longer feel sick to stomach
> the real trip begins
> see what my brain interprets as other lives
> a Bengal tiger in Tibet during the Chinese invasion
> pet of some kind or other official
> man I love my master
> Chinese attack, impaled with spear in underbelly
> this vision ends
> start asking ayahuasca questions
> she always responds as I am asking the question
> tells me to stop looking for reasons to justify why I do things
> tells me to trust myself
> much more then I can greentext here

And that's the story all about how my life got flipped, turned upside down

>>744953700
I read that the same, a comment for the ages.

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>>744953631
Rickism thread?

>>744953700
You know how people go through serious introspective ordeals on acid and realise shit about themselves
My realisation was that my dick was the universe
acid is fun, definitely dropping again in the future, but aiming for an even higher dose

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>>744953821
Does the Pope shit in the woods? Of course this is now a Rickyisms thread.

>>744953822
>my dick is the universe
Microverse in this case?

>>744953910
>>744953821
OP here - I'd do shrooms with ricky so fuk it why not. Rickyisms and spiritual experiences can coexist

>>744952098
Natural psychedelic are all very pleasant and mind opening experiences (haven't try mescaline thou), and I could recommend both dmt and ayahuasca to anyone interested in these kind of things. But still they are kinda different when comparing the effect. I bought my ayahuasca from smartshop in netherlands, mimosa(contains dmt) and harmala(the MAOI), the preparing process can take some time so no hurries with this one.

>>744953952
Well, it was small so I bent over to see it and it zoomed in and the universe filled my whole vision and the stars were fucking amazing
9/11 would do again
had sex after the peak, when I was finally able to focus, the whole time while fucking i was sure i was zeus and i was fucking gea and creating the earth and i had my eyes closed so i saw volcanoes and earth forming every time i thrusted
veeeeeeeeery weird sex

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Me in the hospital with my Jedi mind tricks hoodie spaced the fuck out

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>>744954092
This thread is everything I love. GG /b/ros.

>>744952121
What was "ego death" to you?

How would you describe that experience?

>>744954245
Take a hit, join the circle anon.

>>744954263
I was over-thinking everything wrong I have ever done in my life, and the childhood I have been through. More or less had every bad feeling that I ever felt hit me at once. Was a crushing feeling. Lots of missing my ex and my dog. But, to answer you question. I more or less just felt that part of me shatter if that makes any sense.

>>744954556
>>744954556
Kind of drunk right now, forgive my redundancies

>>744953776
Can you pass the contact so one could have a session there as well?

Man psychadelic threads are so up and down on here. One thread you're all chill like you are right now; the next one will be full of elitists who think taking trips is some kind of competition.

>>744954263
RIP that was brutal, tagged myself twice.

>>744954647
Cheers anon, i had surfacing feelings for my ex too. Strong, but unsurprising

>>744954702
The only potentially warm peaceful threads on the b/ board.

>>744954804
Sort of, yeah. But I will admit I've seen people manage to keep it civilized with a few other topics. Though it follows the same pattern I just mentioned: One thread will have all the cool people who are just there to discuss; the next one will be a shit slinging match.

>>744954556
The thing is, I've had real ego death..
.it was on my first lsd trip.

I layed down everything that wasnt me. Until I "broke away" and I realized I was pure consciousness.

>>744954857
Yep true that.

>>744954674
The hummingbird center in iquitos peru
Was about $2200 round trip for 15 days for me, flight included (circa 2012). I wanted an authentic experience.

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>>744954923
Well, I may not have taken as savage shit as you. Welcome back, anon.

>>744953776
What about the rest of it? How did it end?

>>744955094
Tripper here that ate ravioli on acid ;)

>>744954923
>pure consciousness
that's too heavy for me, anon, I don't have enough herb or psychedelic experience to begin to fathom what you even mean.

>>744955418
Dw anon, wen u stare pure consciousness in the face u realise that it is unfathomable.

>>744955418
Different anon who's been lurking
You kind of lose your sense of self
Memories, experiences and what not don't exist in your mind anymore.
Took 12 tabs of LSD and after a while I literally lost touch with reality. I had tripsitters there but the only thing I could experience was the music going and the visuals I was getting. I didn't know who I was or anything just the experiences my consumers was having at the time

Blazing to riders on the storm, top thread guys.

>>744955703
>just the experiences my consciousness was having at the time

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>>744955552
Couldn't help but think of this,

>>744955714
kek, we made it

>>744955317
I mean it was 5 trips over the course of 12 days. Let's just say by the 3rd trip the experiences started to blend together. If I remember correctly that particular session ended with me seeing my heart encased in black crystal which subsequently was shattered.

>>744955780
Precisely. When he announced the death of god he knew that god existed in plants too.

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>>744950858
So, as someone with experience with multiple hallucinogenic compounds , as far as I can tell, what is happening is actually this toxic shit is shutting down parts of your nervous system and you perceive that damage as all these various perceptive anomalies, right up to full on dream-state hallucinations where you are simply not conscious in the conventional sense because your brain can not function normally. It's like killing your brain a little to see what it's like.

I know that's not nearly as romantic as "ego death" "transcendence" or "going to the crystal palace" and whatever else, but honestly, people have visions like that from getting knocked unconscious falling down a flight of stairs or in an accident sometimes, so clearly this experience isn't isolated to psychedelic substances but is an innate aspect of your mammalian brain.

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>>744955886
Jesus fuck, I need to try this acid shit, just don't want to be momo'd out like Lee Syatt taking too many stars of death. Or get stuck in my trip and think I'm a fruit for the rest of my life.

>>744953547
I've done a 400ug dose of LSD on accident (more or less) recently that has completely changed me for the better. If you haven't tried edibles for LSD, I would highly recommend it. I started tripping/getting visuals 15 minutes in. Shit was crazy good. Couldn't see anything clearly after 1 hour, everything was a kaleidoscope. 2 hours in I could see straight, but everything looked like a 3 year old got full access to an art store and painted EVERYTHING. Not only that, but the strokes and spots of color would move and react like sand in a dune, literally blowing away and reappearing right before me. I gotta go to work but I would love to tell the whole story

>>744956034
For sure, i dont think anyone who fully studies psychadelics denies that part of the spiritual experience is inherent in us aswell. But just coz it can be observed biologically as a malfunction doesnt mean it is profound. The debate around the word "profound" is a whole 'nother rabbit hole too.

>>744956034
Sounds like CTE, kinda like my lobotomy via football, boxing and other horrible shit for my brain.

>>744956291
Doesnt mean its *not profound btw

>>744956291
> i dont think anyone who fully studies psychadelics denies that part of the spiritual experience is inherent in us aswell

I agree and further I don't doubt that most mammals are capable of a similar experience, as well.

However, I just posted that because I want people to understand what's happening with those classes of drugs. They interfere and disrupt brain function, fundamentally as their means of action, and some people have very very bad reactions that affect them permanently.

>>744956464
Yep, definitely saw it in a friend of mine. Acid just didnt agree with his body.

>Pure consciousness

Ok. i will tell you about my ego death experience.

It was my first lsd trip. I can give more details if you want but I'll try to skip to the final part.

I went into a room because I wanted to be by myself. My mind kept thinking about the girl I liked that was in the living room, and als what would they be thinking about me (not in a paranoid way, just the usual, mind chatterthat is always there thinking how you're being perceived and if it's in a cool way). I wanted to escape/be without those thoughts. Why couldn't I just be with myself? Why couldn't I just be me?

I remember I started looking at my whole life, while I was looking for whatever made me "me". And I realized that if had had another body, grown with another family. Had different experiences. all of that would've changed my idea of "me" but that there would always be something there. a constant. And that that was me.

At some point, I managed to reach perfect silence, and a voice came and told me "you've reached a new place. A place where few individuals have gone. You're now part of an elite (special) group of people. Or enlightened group of individuals". (I was thiking in spanish at the time, btw, I'm frrom Mexico.

But I didn't fell for the trap. I said "no! whyust I always attach myself to something bigger in order to feel value? I just want to be me, me me". And then I broke or broke through, that was the feeling.

I really became me.

I realized that what I really was was thepoint of consciousness that had all these experiences. Awareness itself. And that as consciousness, I couldn't be created nor destroyed nor divided. I was complete, whole and perfect.

i even had some thoughts as to explain how I felt. If someone came and cut my arm off, I wouldn't have been distressed. Not in a sick way like I didn't care about my body. But I realized that you see your arm as yourself, and that's why if someone hacked it off.. (cont.)

>>744955418
reply is below

>>744955886

Can you write more of them?

Visions or the consclusions you got out of them?

>>744955094
It was a regular hit. my friedns didn't have the same epeience. i kinda had to be guided by my inner self without even realizing what I was doing.

some people see psychedelics as drugs but I naturally have a connection with that state. Or had.

not in a religious or righteous way, just in the sense that it brought me closer to truth, and what I value most in this world is truth.

>>744957097
Hospital tripping fag, here. Thanks for the elaboration. I was thinking of something like that too just at a shit-tier.

(cont.)

So, i realized that since my arm could be taken away, and I didn't have control over it (yeah, I can move it but I can't reall, for example, prevent it from being cut) that it wasn't really me. It was something I had which could be taken away.

Also, in that state, i didn't need to go out and prove it, but i realized I could've gone to an island and live all by myself and I would't have felt distressed by the lack of other people.

When I came out of the room and rejoined the others in the living room (only another friend had taken a "cuadro", a dose) they all told me I looked different. That I had a different light about myself and that I looked very good.

I sat with them and I no longer had insecurities or desire for attention, but to e honest I did want to share my experience to them, so that they could be free'd as well.

I remember that in a piece of paper, I wrote a single dot and said "my whole experience in these comes down to this" because there was no way to explain that we are just a point of consciousness.

They all wanted my attention too, that was weird. It was as though their egos wanted me to get back on the play of seeking/wanting attention and plling it from someone else.

I ended up slipping back and going back to normal but the realization stuck with me.

The freedom.

And what surprised me, is that ancient cultures said the same, that we are all consciousness. And eckhart tolle described it perfectly in a talk (which I heard much more recently. That was years ago, circa 2011).

He said "How do I know the universe is conscious? well, I am conscious. The universe is experiencing itself for a brief moment, as an animal or a plant. But what scientists don't look at is their own consciousness, which is the universe looking at itself".

Later, while smoking weed with a friend, out of nowhere, I got the sense, the feeling, that we were all one. That even though it was him and me and all the others, there was one consciousness.

>>744957440
Hospital tripping fag?

what do you mean shit-tier?

>>744957844
Righteous

(cont.)

So, i think it is possible that consciousness really doesn't originate in the brain. Though i can't prove it.

But perhaps, what has existed forever and will continue existing forever is pure awareness.

And it can have the experience of being human. The Mind being just one of the filters of its experience. and perhaps there are universes in which it only exists to experience smell, or what-have-you.

A human beng is justone of the experiences that consciousness can have for itself.

And I have taken to call it The Creator, because it is what creates everything in experience.

Even if there's an "outside world" happening, you will only ever know your own perception of it. Even if the brain is made to perceive the color "red", the experience of the color red comes from you. Just like if you could taste it. The experience itself is born out of you. That is the great mystery.

>>744957888
Just couldn't put the pieces of the puzzle together. I was losing my mind after pondering deep shit like that. I should have been in a better frame of mind before dropping those mushrooms I think. Had to focus on not crying with all my will-power. Had no more time to ponder consciousness or to assemble the things that came to me.

>>744957888
I mean it's shit tier to me because I can't articulate like pure consciousness fag.

And lastly, perhaps that consciousness does survive death and that is the soul.

I find it very interesting that people like Eckhart Toll have had the same experience and talk about it in a way only one who has experienced it could know what they mean.

I also realize why there would be MYstery Schools that focused on studying and developing consciousness.

Also, The Law of One Material, given by Ra, channeled by l/l research. It states "...you are every being. every emotion. Every event. Every situation. you are Unity. you are Infinity. You are Love/light Light/Love. You Are, This is the Law of One".

So, perhaps they're on to something. No people would fully grasp the truthfullness of those words if they hadn't experienced themselves as Pure Consciousness.

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>>744958311
>Unity
This I was I was thinking about throughout your story, consciousness fag. But thanks for sharing. Totally appreciate the perspective and shit.

>>744958250

Yeah. Well, I've had that experience where you can see so much that you just want to explai, explain, explain, but you make your mind race like a mouse on a wheel and then it's just racing by itself, lol.

This experience was more like... breaking through the mind. I guess that's why it's called "Ego death". you realize you're not the mind and its chatter, but that you Are.

It goes beyond concepts, it's an experience itself.

I can talk about it like someone would talk about the flavor of strawberry ice-cream. But to experience it is to know it.

>>744958311
The soul is something that no one individual possesses yet we share it collectively. Anger and love seem to exist in all of us without our consent, so we call those things eternal as they exist no matter what. Consciousness as the soul must be eternal as we dont voluntarily activate it yet we possess it, but as we all possess it, we are eternally bound together as one by it.....something like that?

>>744958483

I'm glad I could finally share it with someone who sees the importance of this.

It really drives you crzy that you cannot explain it to a regular human being, or that they wouldn't even be interested on it.

Consciousness is the ultimate mystery. Consciousness=Existence.

And nobody is talking about it and the regular person just doesn't know and he doesn't care.

>>744958535

Literally, behind your eyes, the one looking through them is me. Behind these ayes is you.

Like Pink Floyd said in their song "Stranges passing in the street, by chance two separate glances meet. And I am you, and what I see is me."

There are multiple experiences, but only one experiencer.

You are right now being the trees outside your window, and the birds. You are all the people that live, literally.

The Golden Rule? "Treat your brother as you would treat yourself (or like to be treated)" Why? Because he IS you.

There is literally only one of us here.

There is no-one else that exists.

The one having the experience of being you, and the one having the experience of being me, is one and the same.

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>>744958594
GG, consciousness fag, hospital fag shall be lurking.

>>744958760
>The one having the experience of being you, and the one having the experience of being me, is one and the same.
That's all well and good, but that doesn't diminish the fact that this one organism is eating itself, and I'd rather be on the eating end than the eaten, while I can help it.

I'm all for the trees and bugs and other people and their souls, collective or otherwise, but we're still going to fight, compete and when you see it as one organism you see there is nothing wrong with competition because ultimately, only the best survive to enact the will of that great consciousness, or what have you.

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>>744958760
Enjoying ur responses consciousness fag. Bonus props for citing pink floyd to the thread. - OP

>>744950858
Ive tripped over 200 times on shrooms. Ama

>>744957097
>>744957844
>>744958119
The soul at last pays a most bitter price for all its ecstasies

>>744959031
Do your parents know they raised a cuck?

>>744954923
Yea that's real ego death. No more sense of self

>>744958916
The idea of the individual definitely exists. I think consciousness is "one-ness" and then ego is the idea of the individual. Egos fights against others. Asking where ego comes from might be just as complex a question as the origin of consciousness. This isnt consciousnessfag btw

>>744959179
>>744959031
Keep the peace u two.

>>744959337
I had to, there was too much positivity. Had to call someone a cuck. Been in this thread for too long to not call someone a cuck.

>>744959438
I can understand that.

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does anyone have some nice psychedelic images? when you try to look for them the only things that appear are optical illusion bullshit

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>>744959504
>Mfw there was no negative fuckery
Hospital fag had to for the sake of /b/'s integrity.

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>>744959284
I like to think of the body as a lens, one-ness shines through the lens and breaks the one-ness into parts (ie: your archetype) while the ego is the takeover of the body via "programming". Programming which will not allow one-ness to shine through.

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>>744959723
Does this count?

>>744959870
I saw an anon mention the shattering of a black crystal - maybe the breakdown of lens that stopped the light to shine throo?

I'm scared I'll get fucked up if I take psychedelics. Like I'll know that I don't matter and that'll drive me to kill myself

>>744959958

nice cyberpunk palette

I eat mushrooms every 3 weeks or so. Have to say, I've never really had any significant visuals. occasionally some wavy vision and some color changes but none of the real, hardcore "visions" that many attest to having. And I have been eating mushrooms for years. They have a much more noticable auditory effect on me. It often seems as though I can hear whispering 50 yards away, yet at the same time might be oblivious to someone speaking loudly right next to me.

>>744960073
Make sure you're in a good place mentally and physically before you drop anything, anon.

>>744960192
Strictly eat? U ever tried brewing a tea?

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Hey guys, this is sort of related, but I've been trying to grow my own shrooms for a little bit now. My only worry is that I may have over soaked the vermiculite. I believe when my friend and I tried to seal the jars, we failed to make the aluminum foil tight enough, so therefore the vermiculite seems like it's pretty wet. Not dripping wet, but wet enough that I'm worried. So far it's been about 5 days, and this is how some of the jars look. Can I get some input? I'm growing golden teacher, also.
And also no, the white looking material isn't mycellium. It looked like that upon removing it from the crockpot.

>>744960221
What might a good place mentally be anon? Content with life?
I've been looking to psychedelics as a solution to my mental problems hoping it would help answer them.

>>744958168
>had to focus on not crying

why? next time, don't stop yourself.

>>744954857
Seems the drug experiences are the threads that stay civil.
Good stuff everyone.

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This site the inside of one that I didn't inoculate, but put through the crockpot.

>>744960325
Lol... thru the crock pot? Its not a beef stew lol. Wtf are u doing? Thats not proper tecnique and ur grow will go to shit.

>>744951268
> huge psychonaut
> been on many things but not mushrooms.

Someone just heard the word psychonaut and thinks it's the coolest self given title he'll ever hold.

>>744960320
I think because I was with my friend. Also, because I thought I would have hurt myself or did something stupid if I did. That is actually a really good thing to ponder. I dropped them again and had the same result. Maybe I should just let the emotions out.

>>744958760
I'm not sure I agree. Or at least completely.

I understand what you mean and believe you when you say that you and I and everything else are essentially the same thing because we all exist. But "you" are not "me." We are all the same "something," but we still exist as individuals. That's the fun part.

>>744951268
You literally didn't even describe the trip like the point of the thread. Poser. Even smoke weed yet kiddo?

>>744960044
I am that anon, I had never thought of that but it does make sense.

The way I understand it now is that you have the body (which expresses energy), the mind (which directs energy), and the soul (which is the source of the energy). The ideal state is one in which the soul (think one-ness) which is outside of time gives the mind an insight base off the all-knowingness it possesses. The mind then directs that energy to the body to express itself physically. Most (read almost all) people function on only two of the factors, mind and body, and ignore the heart. Using only 2/3rds of the self causes the one-ness not to shine through

>>744960277
Shroom grower here... also dude thats tripped over 200 times. Ur first mistake is the crockpot. That shit doesnt look like mycelium at all. What grain did you use?

>>744960521
Heart=soul in that

>>744960304
People use them for different reasons. I'm just not a fan of having bad trips. Would rather prevent them by saying to prepare yourself. I'm no expert by all means though. But, you question is making me think about the reason to drop them again. GG.

Only did NNDMT in the park... after the breakthrough the soil beneath my feet turned into endless fractals. Freaked out a bit by vertigo and the thought I might fall through. The trees and my buddy had blue/purple auras and everything formed like a mayan circle with strange symbols spiralling towards me. I feared that it was closing in on me but then thought of it as a gesture of unity with nature.

>>744951367
Getting trolled this hard. My God you typed so much.

>>744960624
No such thing as a bad trip

>>744960304
Side-anon here - its being aware that good and bad experiences exist in every aspect of life. Part of tripping (at least my experiences on mushrooms) is being aware of everything u feel, or what some would the mushroom is teaching u, and you will naturally align urself to the trip. The experience tries to show u what life is made up of, both good and evil, and when u deny the existence of evil, especially the negative tendencies inside urself (and therefore all of us) then u "fight the trip". The trip will then only show u evil instead of good, then u have a bad trip, full of despair. Trust that u as a human is strong enough to handle the intense aspects of the experiences and u will find the good that also arises out of it. Life is despair, humans are limited creatures, enlightenment is the finding of meaning to justify the burden of being.

>>744960666
I've had a few, but I typically feel better afterwards. Or more down to earth at least.

>>744960666
There are things like bad trips anon. This dude I know killed himself while on acid.
Jumped straight out of a balcony of their 15th floor apartment.

>>744960704
>enlightenment is the finding of meaning to justify the burden of being
That's a beautiful way of expressing it anon. Thank you for your post.
I wish I could get all the answers I need without having to run the risk of fucking myself up completely in the process

>>744960774
That's why I didn't want to cry. I thought I would have lost myself more than I already did. I thought my buddy was plotting against me and shit. There was so much things racing through my brain.

>>744960277
Waaaay to wet, learn about what you're doing first. Also it doesn't matter that they're golden teachers, if it's cubensis it's cubensis. But yeah those are soaked. There shouldn't have been water getting anywhere near the top anyway....

>>744960900
I see crying as a release of everything that's been trapped in the insides of your mind anon. Perhaps it was your body's way of telling you that you needed to flush out certain emotions and feelings. It might have been a freaky trip but I usually give in to my body's needs during trips.
I've found crying is extremely therapeutic. Existentialism sets in once I've had a trip where I've cried. I consider myself an absurdist at all other times

>>744960774
He probably fell.

>>744961053
No. He kept telling others how he wanted to kill himself. They tied him up to a chair and fell asleep thinking he'd get fine by the morning.
They guy broke free in the middle of the night and just jumped straight out of the balcony. It was harrowing to listen to

Not related to rainforests or deserts however
> be me
> few friends hanging out on a Friday night
> nothing to do, bored as fuck
> call up the friendly neighbourhood drug dealer
> acquire some mushies, about half an ounce
> grind em up and pour mushroom dust equally into three glasses
> mix with fresh lemon juice

I can 100% say that mushrooms + lemon juice is a more potent, yet slightly shorter trip, easier on the stomach though.

> wait a bit
> drink the brew
> forget about the 10 tabs of e we had left over from a past (e)xcursion.
> pop 2 tabs each and buckle the fuck up
> starts out like your normal mushroom trip
> until the ecstasy begins to come into full effect

For all the non-druggo's here, ecstasy basically rapidly increases the rate at which your brain produces serotonin, mushrooms take the serotonin from your brain and change it into psilocybin. So this was like a double punch in the psychedelic head.

> shit gets out of hand fast
> feel like shit, decide to take a lay down on the couch
> things amp up even more
> on this couch
> coming in and out of consciousness
> every time I come back to ground zero I can feel my body violently vibrating
> remember reading shit about frequencies and multiple dimensions and how the correlate
> every time id fade into mushroom land I would hear my buddies talking to me
> saying things I know they'd never say in real life
> feel like I need to either stay awake or go down for a long unconscious banana
> go for the latter
> end up seeing the most beautifully interwoven depiction of what reality is behind my own eyelids
> no chaos, no aggravation
> 100% pure bliss
> you are the creator
> but so is everyone
> we are all one
> within coming to all of these realizations, which weren't really realizations because I've been to this rodeo plenty of times before
> I looked up into space and saw a massive grand piano
> was some Gaiaesque entity playing dearly beloved from kingdom hearts, shit had me in tears
Cont?

>>744960527
You're just slightly less retarded then the dude who asked for advice. He tried to do a pf cake, not grain... if you knew about growing you would know the difference. Pf is worthless though and a waste of time

>>744960894
Dont we all. Seems that life is a risk, so preparing urself for all things is vital to walking the path, good and evil and everything in between. Have to prep even for an enlightening psychadelic experience, sortve like making sure ur chute is packed before jumping out of the plane. Thanks for joining the conversation.

>>744961046
That is a very good possibility. I shall delve back into the mushroom world again. I was scared to go back into that state. I also tend to avoid crying. It's not that cathartic when I'm sober I find.

>>744961130
Fuck no wonder he actually did it..... he was tripping his ass off and got tied to a fucking chair.... what the fuck.

>>744956034
>toxic
>all mammals understand
>killing your brain

Nice research there summerchild. Stop pandering to your lightweight normie friends itt. Fucking millennials always spin out and start spewing about ego death.

It's going to take more than a hit of anything to get there, and more life experiences outside of your snowflake palace hs for you to have proper perspective.

>>744960465
Was the game any good?

>>744961205
Dude. He was literally telling people he was going to kill himself. Probably not the best cause of action I agree but apparently everyone there dropped acid and they freaked out and just tied him up.

>>744961160
Does satisfaction matter more than money?
Is love what I'm looking for right now?
How do I get the answers to these questions without psychedelics. I have no idea

>>744961206
@me, didn't even go through ego death. Just thought I did. Nice jab to the millennials. Right on the chin with that one.

ITT minimum wage faggots who think man buns and sacred geometry are anything but gay

>>744961203
It's okay to be scared anon. Sometimes, maybe a cry is not what you're looking for.
Everyday you're surrounded by people calling you a pussy for submitting to your inner desire to cry. So you associate crying with being a pussy. At least that's what I've found happened with me. I wish I could cry when I'm sober though. I've completely lost that ability. There's comfort in crying anon. And I hope you get the comfort that you seek

>>744961345
Dude its not that it wasn't the best course of action... that was the worst course of action. If someone is having a hard time on psychedelics you don't tie them to a chair.... man if I was there I would have freaked on the people tying him, that's fucked up.

>>744961514
Weed and a decent partner for the culling would be enough tbh.

>>744961514
lol you type like he's your RP buddy
Cringe

>>744961155
so obviously you know pf cakes are a waste of time. Who the fuck does brf? Either way that kid is fucked. Also, ive grown quite a bit. Im at the point where i may invest in agar to find the perfect rizomorphic structures for growth.

>>744961206
Millennials are well into their 30s. I believe you mean Gen Z.
If you insult people. Insult them proper, jeez.

>>744961345
That's a sure way to get someone to turn a rough trip into a full psychotic meltdown dude, no one did anything about the guy screaming tied to a chair ?

I will continue, then.

I prepared a final reply but it got erased before I posted it :(

What I was saying was something along these lines

That if you look at the ramifications of this, you'll understand the nature of unconditional love.

You are/were Hitler. You are the best person or the worst person you can think of. no matter what they did, they exist in you. The potential is in you.

Think of The Creator as play-doh. It can be molded into a demon or an angel. But it's the same material. A person's mind can get lost in the plays of the world. Wether by the nature of it's human host, a chemical imbalance, trauma, what have you. The person commiting the most despicable acts is still you and exists within you. (It also would mean that the highest potential stil exists within that person. That person still is. Is consciousness experiencing what they are)

Whatever anyone has done, they're still you.

And why love yourself? because it's what feels better, whatever that means.

Bashar (wether a real channeled ET or not) once said that there's positive and negative in the universe and you can choose whichever. But that you can choose, is a positive characteritic. so the Universe is slightly biased towards the positive. And that's why they say "fall in love", because all you have to do is release everything, and you'll be carried by the current of love.

But in any case, it teaches compassion, in the other parallel reality that is the person standing in fron of you, their path somehow led them to commit the acts or think the thoughts that they are doing. There's a history behind those actions. And so, the same way you don't get mad at a tree for growing bent if the sunlight or something made it grow that way (even tho there's choice) you also can't get mad at the person for growing up to be whatever it is. There's a story there. That person was also the same as you and it turn out to be that way. So.. I don't know how to describe it, but you get the feeling of it.

>>744961514
Thanks though, fag. That gives me something to think about. Maybe masturbate with my years once and a while to mix things up.

>>744960767
No bad trips. Dude probably tripped hard enough and realized the truth and couldnt live with himself anymore. Death isnt nesessairly bad. All about perception of "reality".

>>744961572
Yeah, I know. Those people freaked out too. They were all inexperienced. Which is why I advocate against psychedelics when you're not feeling up to it. There are things such as bad trips

>>744961640
tumblr fag

>>744960774
the response above this one was for u.

>>744961690
Apparently from what I've heard, he was always quite docile. He kept going for the knives in the house and shit. And he was calm as they tied him up. So they all went to sleep hoping he'd get better by the next morning.

>>744961841
Actually the 3rd response was for u

"No bad trips"

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>>744961723
Good shit, consciousness fag.

>>744961593
That'd be great
>>744961598
>RP buddy
What?
>>744961724
Good luck on your next trip

>>744961420
Money is a product of society, and even tho modern society is quite flawed, the idea of society is an idea of commune (i DO NOT attribute this to communism btw) and i think the culmination of everyone is a beautiful idea that we need to pursue, even tho we've been struggling with it for millions of years.
Love is yet another experience, it comes and goes, just like pain, so just walk the path and appreciate wen u find love, and recognise pain wen u see it, u have to observe it to be able to navigate past it, turn ur back to it and it will eat u.
U dont NEED psychadelics to be enlightened, even tho it is an incredibly potent source of enlightenment, and probably a source for a lot of our spiritual mythology and religion. Buddhist monks will tell u they found an enlightenment by years of learning, which is completely valid. They experience spirituality, and psychadelics is just another way of experiencing it. I think u might find that something like religious practice only differs from chemical-induced psychadelic experiences by the aspect of discipline, but thats not to say that plants can teach u discipline, coz they definitely can, and have shown themselves to do so, for a long long time.

>>744961830
I enjoy hitting return on my phone.
And
I'll
Do
It
Again

>>744961830
I waste enough time on here.
Nevermind trying to juggle two board websites.
I just like typing shit that's easy to organize.

>>744961723
"Hitler"....
Ur perception of this dude is due to American Indoctrination. The only comment ill
Make about this post.

>>744961962
..say that plants *can't - fuk me, u understand.

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>>744961723

It's like you realize 2+2=4 and so you stop fighting with it.

You realize the struggle that says it must be something else (different) than what it is.

We all choose, yes. But not all are given the same choices.

Not to say there isn't bravery and that some people carve different destinies for themselves that that which appeared to be the most apparent. There is free will. But, I hope you get what I'm getting at. It seems paradoxical. Whatever an idividua chooses, the potential of what they are is in you. And the one making the choices in another person, is the same being as you, and conserves the same holiness.

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>be me
>in college
>experienced tripper
>taken real lsd lots of times before
>L goes scarce
>try some 1-p for a little while
>it's shit but better than nothing as a time waster
>one night, take 1-p
>decide to look at 4chan for funny memes
>justsofuckinghappens..... that everyone decided to false flag Muslim takeover/apocalypse in the US
>lots of threads about SHTF
>sidenote: I'm an Afghanistan veteran
>part of me is like "this is all fake," other part is like "better double check because anxiety is building"
>turn on news
>caption on news channel is "ISLAMIC TERRORISM ON RISE"
>news anchors talking frantically about terrorism shit
>I'mAboutToEnterKillMode.jpeg
>power goes out briefly
>"oh fuck they got the power grid !"
>rush to room
>grab 1911 with 5 spare mags
>grab ar10
>place ar15 on bed for backup
>lots of ammo cans open on floor
To be continued...

>>744963232

>try to call friends for one last sitrep
>no one answers
>"fuck they're dead"
>hear car pull up in driveway
>I post at the end if the hall, aiming at the entry point
>someone comes to door
>opens door
>shitty doorknob piece falls off
>it hits the ground and sounds exactly like a shell casing hitting the floor
>redcon 1
>kill mode engaged
>tripping balls
>scared
>heavily , I say again, HEAVILY armed
>Hear footsteps coming up the stairs
>safety off, focusing on corner
>it was just the roommate
>literally almost shot him in the head.... literally milliseconds from killing him
>whew.jpg
>wtf is happening out there dude?
>he doesn't know
>I show him news
>even Facebook happened to have a should of terrorism posts
>world still swirling in on me
>feel like thisbis the end still
>for some reason I feel like roommate is there to kill me like he's the reaper in disguise
>almost get in standoff with him
>somehow calm down

Lost my mind that night . For those if you who don't know, 1-p is like acid, but a lot more anxiety at buildup, and less of a true trip. All I wanted was to trip a little and play star wars battlefornt when it released at 2am til you faggots ruined mt brain goes good while... never did 1-p again. Still skeptical about real L now too

Ask me anything

>>744963338
No one believes ur a vet dude - kill mode engaged? ".jpeg"? Star wars battlefront? Even taking the time to scout 4chan enough to bychance find a thread u could vent on? Convenient

>>744963957
You're an idiot

>>744963957
So a vet isn't allowed to enjoy video games? Or post a story of his bad trip 2 years later in a trip thread ? Or tell greentext stories using lingo that everyone uses for greentext stories ?

>>744965034
Theyre allowed, but they dont.

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>>744965444
Mmk...wrong again kiddo

OMg I that is his neck? looks like an arm

>>744966023
A veteran that gets butthurt at some troll on the internet? Some tough guy u are. Trolls win wen u get angry, and if u let a troll win then u defs aint a soldier. So keep feeding me, keep throwing away ur integrity, tard.