>Be me
>Have gender dysphoria
>Live in a Muslim country
>Can't order anything online.
>Can't find those strange American herbs.
>poor
>Will probably be in trouble if my ISP report this, thanks SSL and proxys
Is drinking gallons of soy milk my only option?
I am still studying will probably leave this country in 3 years and it will be too late if I do nothing.
>>744744763
This gives you grounds for asylum in many western countries
>>744744763
Pondan must die, now
Allahu Akbar
i would say to go sweden but that's like jumping out of the frying pan and into the fire
try to get a scholarship from one of the USA liberal arts colleges
with your story you could probably coerce at least one of them to pay for everything - travel expenses, vaccinations, housing, and scholarships
>>744744848
Really?
I don't really want to betrayed my family and don't want to be mediatized because of this.
>>744745037
What's wrong with Sweden ? (It's true what they say about the refugee ?)
Also be mediatized, betrayed my family, hated by everyone I know....
I prefer to finish my study's then go somewhere else and slowly disappear but without breaking their heart, i still love my family.
Sorry my English is broken not a native English speaker obviously .
Bump I guess
>>744745076
This is a cultural issue that needs to be fought when the immediate threat of death is mitigated. Be the change you want to see in the world. If they hate you for who you are, are they worth your time?
Indeed, check asylum rules for any European country.
>>744744763
>move to USA
>move to Europe
I think that it would be easier to move to the US since the lefties will gladly welcome you there.
>>744746281
I know.
But we're talking about my family those who I share with my hair my blood and even some weird disease , not all of them are even Muslim, geez some of them may even be pagan.
but there is just things that aren't acceptable, I want to be myself but I don't want to destroy a family.
I will lie yes, disappear one day or so, or just send them my greetings but I don't want it to be something mediatized something that they are gonna to talk about on TV, I don't even want it to be known.
>>744746872
Of course I will move from there, but I am also still studying
>>744744763
Once you are born with some genitals, it's your genitals and you should love yourself as you are... Other option is to kill yourself.
>>744744763
I'm not always fan of radical religion, but sometimes it's just better.
>>744747601
Don't tell someone who was raised with Islamic parents to suicide .
>>744747635
Why ?
>>744744848
We don't want any more shitskins in Britain. Try Sweden instead.
>>744748577
If he blows himself up at transgender rally he would be my hero.
>>744744763
Stop being a faggot and go kill some infidels like every other muslim.
>>744748636
Not even Arabic , you can even see my cheeks turn rosy in winter , and why would I want to go in Britain when you have this many Muslims ?
And if what they said about Sweden is true , just no I don't want to live near muslims nor refugee .
>>744748827
I am no Muslim .
>>744748885
Suicide bomb a mosque you fucking infidel.
>>744747138
That's a choice you're making then. It's down to either leave or make changes to your local culture.
>>744749114
Kek
>>744748853
>you can even see my cheeks turn rosy in winter
Still not British.
>>744748577
The fuck does that have to do with anything? We'll continue saying what we want around here
>>744749121
>change my local culture
If my family accept it they will be hated, if they don't I will be hated and stabbed.
Do you think this a fantasy world where everything is just OK people will accept you if your a honest person, and you can turn pol pot into a crying baby with your kind heart?
D-do you want me to die?
>>744749305
>invaded by Muslims and pajeets
>Doesn't want someone that actually will integrate .
OK get it
>>744749391
>do you want me to die
Yes
>>744749538
Why?
>>744744763
Repent to god. Seek mental health.
if your arm was broken and not functioning naturally, you would seek medical help. YOUR BRAIN DESERVES THE SAME. Fuck the jew sjw tumblr gender propaganda.
>>744749391
That's the tradeoff for living in a country run by medieval savages mate.
>>744744763
"strange American herbs"
kek'd
>>744749727
Allah Akbar.
>>744749730
I didn't choose it I swear.
>>744749727
Which one?
>>744749579
You have serious psychological problems and instead of fixing them or making yourself better you're just running away to leach off another country.
>>744744763
cant you castrate yourself and live as a servant in a sultans palace someplace?
>>744750038
I have this feeling since 11 year old (not joking puberty was painful for me)
Always tried to "be a man" with everyone to hide it.
It didn't work I am still here alone with this dysphoria .
>>744744763
come to canada by any means especially illegally, claim refugee, profit from justin cuckeau
>>744749876
You're continuing to choose it going forward.
>>744744763
OP, please take a look at Pueraria Mirifica + Saw Palmetto. I take 800mg of Pueraria, and 1 capsule of Saw Palmetto a day and it helps feminizing my body and preventing male characteristics. It does not work too fast (I started developing small breast buds after 3 months) and you can take breaks if your breasts start to swell up too much. Maybe this will help you maintain a more androgynous form while you can't go on full HRT.
Pueraria is full of phytoestrogens and Saw Palmetto blocks testosterone production. The first signs you'll notice is softer skin, body hair becoming lighter, hips getting fuller, body fat redistribution, and then breast buds.
Try to get Pueraria capsules straight from Thailand, it is usually sold as supplement, not as medicine, so it should be fairly easy to get through to you by mail.
I wish you good luck OP, may you blossom into a beautiful lady <3
>>744750094
Yeah just give me a time machine in exchange of my dignity .