hey there, Anonymous! It’s a little early in the day, but I thought we could try opening the bar for a bit. So come on inside, kick your feet up, and we’ll see what’s on tap today:
>advice
>conversation
>happy thoughts
Thank you for stopping by, have a day as pleasant as you are, and please remember that you are loved. <3
>>744609649
Aw yiss.
My favorite thread.
Haven't been seeing you much lately Jill. What's up?
>>744609649
Hello there!
>>744609775
hey there, anon! I've been taking some time to organize my life a bit. sleeping more, eating better, and taking care of some housework.
how are you though, anonymous?
>>744609822
hello darling <3
Good evening my pretties.
Evenin' everyone
>>744609934
Today went better than most, thank you. I don't really need anything tonight, just stopped by to say hi. I was a little worried.
>>744610218
nothing to worry about at all, hon. hope it's all been smooth sailing for you.
I love these threads
>>744609649
How has your day been?
>>744610444
The waves will all smooth out with time. None of my problems are permanent, and I've just recently realized that I have some very good friends.
An elusive SouthPaw appears!
-Nothing special happens
>>744610661
it's been pretty solid, honestly! what about yours?
>>744610668
well, that's a really good way to look at things. I just hope you don't need to endure the waves too much longer.
>>744610671
evening!
>>744609649
Hi jill do you have any advice for paranoia?
>>744610958
Heya Hiya, how are ya?
-SouthPaw
>>744611148
Hello anon, what kind of paranoia exactly? I experienced it for some time myself, I couldn't step out of my house without some sunglasses on, otherwise I felt people were staring at me.
>>744611148
Without anything more specific, I can say it's tied in to anxiety.
>>744611411
That kind but I also think that people can hear what I think and start to feel angry at them.
Also keeping it professional nice
>>744611536
I have that alot anon
>>744611148
I suggest seeing a professional. my usual contact I'd ask to come in is currently marked "away" right now.
>>744611235
I'm doing pretty good so far! you?
>>744611645
I have to know how to divide my public persona from the one I show in private, dear. You think about how it is irrational to think that at the same time as well or do you just think about people getting in your head?
>>744611735
How is my favourite nerd doing?
>>744609649
Hey jill, why are you such a fagget?
Can you hear the thunder?
>>744611943
That's breaking in your heart?
>>744611645
I agree with Jill. Go and get professional advice and diagnosis from a doctor. The sooner you go, the sooner your recovery begins.
>>744611918
because I love every single living thing to the best of my ability, and I don't hold back on showing it to those whose genitals just happen to match my own.
>>744611943
clear skies here! what's up with you?
>>744610958
Just popping in to say Hi and nice to see your thread E>
>>744611148
>>744611645
First I'd say medication should be considered, but also a dose of reality testing could be helpful. A good therapist can teach you more about this, but it involves using logic & past experience to help direct how you feel about the paranoia and overcome it in the moment. Prevention is also better than remediation, a therapist can also help you determine when symptoms are oncoming before they get too bad to manage and how to reverse this.
>>744612015
I can see through the scars inside you.
>>744612223
Hello Velvet, been a while since I've seen you, is life treating you a little better?
>>744612150
there's my favorite mental health professional <3 thanks for picking this up for me, I didn't want to bother you if you were busy.
>>744611735
That's fine I don't need there help for now because I had problems before but never got helped out completely
>>744611877
What have you done to the real neptuna?
Also I know its crazy but I feel like they can when the get close to me
>>744612150
Sorry but when I was little my mom told me to not tell the therapist everything and that stuck to me since
Might as well make my appearance among this crowd of other innocent bystanders.
>>744612443
if you weren't comfortable telling them everything, that's probably why they weren't able to help all that well.
>>744612509
evening, hon.
>>744612316
Skowly losing both my will to live and my interest in everything around me, so the usual.
How about yourself?
>>744612223
A candle casting a faint glow...
>>744612443
You should consider therapy, dear.
>>744612631
I've been doing ok I guess.
>>744609649
Moonblast!
>>744612662
You and I see eye to eye.
>>744612782
What do you mean 'I guess'?
>>744612856
we don't serve drinks here, only love and advice and love advice.
>>744609649
yeah, u could say 3:45 is "early morning"
>>744612602
They didn't help that much but im better off than before
>>744612782
Don't call me dear please because its sounds like your pitying me. I don't have enough courage to do so but I will keep that in mind
>>744612879
Now there is nothing between us
>>744613020
different timezones, sorry about that <3 how are you?
>>744613068
little improvements are still worthwhile.
>>744613150
evening, spiderman. how are you tonight?
>>744612998
But I can't get moonblast on the moon!
>>744612879
I know your soul is not tainted
>744613207
>>744613114
I must know who you are.
>>744612879
I am never well, but I haven't been entirely bad lately.
>>744613068
Sure thing, Ayumu.
Not seen this thread before, what the fuck is this
>>744613415
It's Home.
>>744613290
No, it's "From now our merge is eternal"
I had to look it up to make sure
>>744613415
I'm just here to give advice to people, anon.
you need anything?
>>744613207
terrible.
im looking into the future, so i dont have to look into my past and pity myself.
>>744613207
They are I used to have a spitting habit when I was nine but they help me out with that problem.
>>744613370
Okay neppy ill be waiting for you better hope I don't flip out
>>744613494
Don't give me that faggy answer, when'd this shit start, and is it suppose to make people feel better about life? As nice of a sentiment that is for this fucking cesspit, it's also really goddamn sad
>>744611735
Eh, fine. Thanks.
>>744613517
Yes, i know, but theres probably only two people who hang around here who know Ghost. I dont know who you are, but i like you alot.
Why is this so lole?
>>744613577
Sure, I'll bite.
I recently moved into uni and I'm stressing bout how I'm going to keep up, everyone's buying expensive laptop's and note taking shit and I barely have money for food, what do?
>>744613653
If you must know.
It's me. The faggot. I love you Velvet. You're a cool guy, and I wish the world would treat you better.
>>744613619
Fuck off newfag. Nobody gives a fuck what you think
>>744613790
I guessed as much.
Thank you Fenn.
>>744613582
that's fair enough, but it's worth remembering the past so we can try to learn from it sometimes. what's got you avoiding it?
>>744613599
so, you think they could help with the others?
>>744613619
I've been doing threads since March, a few others have been doing them for years.
>>744613622
just fine?
>>744613720
what?
>>744613757
buy beans, buy rice. both in bulk. cheap meals, but it'll get a little repetitive.
otherwise, just make sure you focus on your school. if you feel like you need more time to study, set it aside.
>>744613867
>newfag
Everyone's a newfag, this is the first thread I've posted in, in two years, I'm still a new fag, old fags left when shit like this, as well as all the porn and cancer started taking over
>>744613867
Don't fight, anon. Not the place for that.
My therapist keeps stifling laughter whenever I tell him about my life
>>744613990
I don't want them to put me in a mental hospital so no ill stay here and keep this stuff for myself
>>744613999
Two years? You've barely seen anything, and you barely know anything. Shut the fuck up and lurk more or you'll always be new.
>>744614092
Why don't you share a bit about your life with us, anon?
>>744613941
We'll do it again sometime.
>>744613990
Ok, time for me to go to work. Nice to see your thread again! Have a good night.
>>744613990
others being mean to me
id rather no1 knew my past. Id rather not have the past, than the future
i try to look forwards and i cant see anything and yet i feel social pressures on me
>>744613262
Even though you've been told so.
>>744613370
Not being worse is good though, right?
>>744614210
We will.
>>744614128
I probably haven't and probably don't. So inform me, faggot. Stop being so touchy and edgy and tell me what I don't know
>>744613999
/b/ was always cancer. threads remotely similar to this have been happening for eight or nine years. Alice has been doing them for six.
>>744614092
so call them out on it, or ask why they're doing it.
>>744614125
if you're suffering from paranoia and anxiety, that's not something you'd end up in a mental hospital for. a lot of people have anxiety.
>>744614223
have a nice shift, darling.
>>744614237
I'm... sorry. that's understandable to want to put things like that behind you. what are you doing to change?
>>744612509 >>744612602
I might as well redefine my services.
To anons:
1. I can find available information to an extent..
2. I can offer advice - if you would trust a "ghost" like me with a spooky skeleton inside him...
To clarify a limitation on the first option, There is plenty of information I could access that I can not afford to share. As such I may decline some requests.
I would like to help others if I can, and am willing to do so with or without the ability to post images. so long as it is fine with the op...
>>744614402
But what will happen if I do tell them because I don't want to be monitored?
>>744614402
Musta always missed the threads because of timezones, this is the first one I've seen
>>744609649
I feel like a failure but I'm only 19. I feel stuck and I don't have the will to do anything. What do?
You lot sure are strange, but do look like youre enjoying yourselves.
I shall partake
I'll have a Scotch on the rocks, 'tender
>>744614594
Oh God I crindge
>>744614165
Well, I ate a whole pizza from Polito's the other day
I wasn't even that hungry
>>744614691
That takes skill, be proud you fat faggot
>>744614279
These threads have been around for the better half of a decade. Ever heard of the Alice's?
>FYI:
the last exodus was because the new owner allows funded spam shitposts and doesn't care about the children that started posting here.
>>744614594
Unfortunately, she's only got happy thoughts on tap
>>744614402
im trying to get a fuckin job. I wanna do sth stimulating and lucrative, but fuck, if any1 will give me that.
Im hoping to finish college now. My father told me "once u have education, money will come on its own". I wanna try working in my field. But before that theres the whole chore
>>744614594
You don't know the half of it
I can be really strange sometimes
>>744614092
Ask em why
>>744614434
I'm just here to do advice. if you want to do anything else, please feel free to do your own thing in your own threads.
>>744614531
therapists keep patient notes, but it's not like they send out people to spy on you. what are you afraid of, exactly?
>>744614538
must've.
>>744614589
what are you planning to do with your life? have you found meaning?
>>744614594
see >>744612998
please don't turn my thread into a roleplay thread.
>>744614820
so... focus on school.
>>744614402
I already did, they think it's a bit funny. He's actually trying to help, but my theory is he watched Dr. Katz a lot and that's how he sees his job
Fuck, it, this some feel good thread, imma post some feel good images
>>744614906
so ask to see a different therapist? if there's more than one in the office area, you should be able to just switch.
>>744614264
It is.
>>744614434
Lmao, dude what are you on about?
>>744614589
What are your options?
>>744614691
Wow... a whole pizza?
Also, I just broke one of my glasses and I am fucking pissed.
>>744613619
Can you just not be bitter for one fucking thread douchebag
>>744614897
i want a job. I want some money. My financial situation is getting worse. Schools gonna take more time, than the time ive got. I have to delay it with some money. And then i have to somehow get the job in the field
>>744614978
I'm not bitter, friend. I'm doing what makes me happy, you wouldn't want to go against that, would you?
>>744614897
Well, I want to be an artist. And I've been learning what I can about marketing art, as well as painting some. I guess my problem is that I want what'll come in 20 years, right now. And because of that I feel stuck, as well as a fear of being successful.
>>744614955
I'm fine with him, to be honest.
>>744615054
if you can, get a part-time and debate cutting back on a class or two so you can balance the time out a bit better.
>>744615115
being an artist is a really hard choice to make. 99% of people who try either fail, or fall back on it being a hobby. the best I can offer is to leave your options open, be prepared for the possibility of it falling through, but continuing to pursue your craft.
>>744615218
so... call him out on it, and keep seeing him.
>>744614897
That people can hear what I thinking and they just stare at me all the time when im out and I thought that they call the police when its something bad
>>744615461
They call the police if you admit to a crime, if you're suicidal or something all the police are going to do is give you to a therapist so no real point in calling them
>>744614974
A whole pizza is normal for me, this was a POLITO'S pizza.
Here's a picture of a slice for reference.
>>744609649
> Hi there, I just noticed this brilliant thread and thought I'd stop in.
> I'll have a scotch, neat, and change for a buck please, thanks.
> Neal Young - Heart of Gold starts playing from the jukebox in the corner
>>744615596
Fucking kek
>>744615343
ive got enough time to work full time. But i want that full time to be filled with sth i wanna do.
And then i have to keep the job, nstead of being fired for sociopathy
>>744615461
I mean... that falls under paranoia, yeah. but they're there to help you. unless you do something that would put you in danger, they won't do anything like that. and unless that's the case, everything is completely voluntary.
>>744615596
see >>744612998 (You)
please don't turn my thread into a roleplay thread.
>>744615654
so... what? quit and do something you want to do. that work for you?
Okay I'm done for now, going to go back to lurking. Enjoy your sad evening together pals
>>744615565
Oh that good information so lets say that if I have thought of killing somebody what will they do then?
>>744615800
That good im not that stupid to do something that will put me in jail
>>744615800
+2 years experience required
i dont have a job to quit now
>>744615946
I'd say they'd inform the police, depending on how serious they thought you were, if you was premeditating it and shit they'd probably have you arrested, but I think it's normal to have casual thoughts of murder, especially if anger issues are involved
>>744616083
>>744615946
Mind you, I know absolutely fuck all, these are just my educated assumptions
>>744616020
I don't know what you want me to say. you can't do the jobs you want to do, and you don't want to do the jobs you can. either you go get the experience, or you just do the jobs you have available to you.
>>744616083
Its isn't that I want to do it there just thoughts after all and I get them when I'm around a huge crowd
>>744616163
There on point anon
>>744615800
Sorry, I just got off a long day fighting ogres in the copper mine so I'm -10 on my observation and - 20 on my charisma... I'll sit out for the next few turns and just listen.
>>744616175
u wanted to talk, so im talking. I dont need advice, i need some1 on my side.
THE SAME FUCKIN CAPTCHA AGAIN 'SELECT THE CARS" ON THE SAME PICTURE 10TH TIME
JUST LIKE THE OTHER TIME, WHEN U HAD TO SELECT ROAD SIGNS AND IT WAS THE SAME PICTURE OVER AND OVER
>>744614974
I don't know
Inb4 I die to a hurricane
>>744616384
I have similar thoughts, i reckon, just idle scenarios of killing people, I don't think it means much, just the brain entertaining itself
>>744616557
not evacuating? please stay safe. I'll keep you in my thoughts.
>>744616558
But my parents judged me alot when I used to tell them this they thought I was psycho but I guess I should think like you do
>>744616557
dont have a wood and cardboard house
if u expect flooding, get things out of the basement
live in an elevated area
dunno. U asked for this. Gj electing trump. His penthouse is air-tight - using hair spray doesnt affect ozone layer
family in a different state? Country?
>>744616963
u told your parents u have manslaughter thoughts?
Hi
>>744616963
If you want to think like I do, find ways to laugh and smile at everything, even fake smile, it still worked for me, now I find myself generally happy and smiling at the most rediculous or boring things
>>744616743
I'm in central so probably not.
Thanks though. How's your weekend looking?
>>744617029
I'll be fine. Also this sort of weather cycle is normal, but I personally believe in manmade climate change so you can go sit on your thumb.
>>744614897
>I'm just here to do advice. if you want to do anything else, please feel free to do your own thing in your own threads.
>your own threads
I was only offering what little I could. (not that that will matter, not that it ever has before)
I suppose I'll do nothing for anyone and be (as usual) bored with it.
>>744614974
>Lmao, dude what are you on about?
If you knew would it matter?
I'm bored, my mind is restless and needs to wander a bit.
I guess I'll evaporate again.
>>744616557
What's wrong with death?
It is simply the first of many steps from vitality into obscurity.
>>744617411
I never said there was anything wrong with it. Death is inescapable.. I simply want to expend my energy before i fizzle out.
>>744617114
Kinda but I left the gory parts out
>>744617247
I hate smiling its so unnatural for me
>>744617160
need something?
>>744617377
well, I hope you stay at least a little safe.
groceries, housework, and a run on sunday. anything on your side, other than trying to not drown?
>>744617510
didnt it occur to u those thoughts r private?
>>744617510
>it's so unnatural
It is when you don't do it much, just try giving a little smile now, it doesn't need to be toothy or anything, just smile. I usually find myself laughing at how stupid I feel but it's a genuine laugh that makes me feel good
>>744615567
>8 slices of that
YOU FUCKING MONSTER
>>744617649
hey, i hate smiling too
and i didnt give it a try
>>744617695
Yeah, I hate myself
>>744617592
Well I'll be hanging out with my extended family during the hurricane, and beyond that I'll be having a Skype video call with some friends until the signal goes out. I'm not too worried about drowning where I live. Roof damage more so.
What's the weather like where you live?
>>744609649
>>744617642
I want to share my thoughts with someone so I can be remember for something at least before I die
>>744617649
It hurting right now
>>744616557
Hope you don't.
Wouldn't want that experience again, and you already have plans.
>>744617592
No, just stopping by. Anything wrong with that?
>>744617803
cold, clear skies. I'll keep you in my thoughts in the coming days.
>>744617887
thanks.
>>744617927
just asking if I can help, or if you needed anything.
>>744617887
>Sideways
Attention whore
>>744617916
If it hurts there's not much I can do, we're just different people.
I'm going to sleep now, anon, it's 4am for me and I need to be up, if you wanna talk or shit my kik's arabidsalmon
G'night and goodluck with everything
>>744617927
Boy do I. I'm hoping to be planning a trip out of the country before the end of the year.
Sorry to remind you of past loss. How are you tonight, Rem?
>>744618030
Thank you, Jill. You a good human bean.
I can't wait until its colder and drier here. I want to go hiking.
>>744618073
I use discord though and we are very different.
I'm leaving now jill my mind is tired from talking about me later
>>744618208
Discord is probably the same, it's my name for everything it can be
>>744618030
Nothing you can help with.
Maybe I need a drink.
>>744618131
Yes, so you've told me before.
Eh, loss is just a thing I can't avoid. I might as well just deal with it
I'm bored and have a long night ahead of me, I don't think I need to ask you what's up.
>>744617496
>Death is inescapable..
Death isn't something to run from in fear.
Death is tranquility.
Death knows no pain, no worry, no nepotism. It extends it's embrace to all who are ready and frees us from this "life" we live encaged like common animals.
To be fairly honest though the hurricane is not what should concern you, the aftermath will probably be worse.
yo! what's up, peepz?
>>744618572
attention whore
>>744618208
rest well, darling.
>>744618458
I'd suggest against drinking, really, but I guess you could. what makes you need a drink?
>>744618572
didn't you already post in here?
>>744618674
nope, I have not.
>>744618757
so... there's two of you.
>>744618572
Welcome back
>>744617916
u shouldve shared them with friends as a joke
>>744618797
I've scrolled up, and yeah... apparently
>>744618983
huh
how did that happen?
Guys why is Jill such a faggot? s;
>>744619168
Cause she got a feminine penis :)
>>744619168
why are you such a faggot?
>>744619168
I already answered this here, hon. >>744612054
>>744619239
Idk );
>>744619268
Will you ever tell gtfo?
>>744619279
Faggot.
>>744619268
your p cool, you know that?