/b/, The loneliness simply doesn't end. I recently turned

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Some people are as uninteresting, and often I don't seem to interest people.

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I still feel awkward around people.
I can't seem to make friends.
Friends are this thing that, in later adulthood, seems to be grandfathered in from high school years. It feels like if you don't have friends, you won't be making them.

I have long distance friends, they're the dearest to me but they can't be around all the time. And it's a pair of them. I hate being so alone.

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It's time I stop looking to blame some milestone I'm missing. Turn 18, turn 21, lose weight.

The milestone has passed.
I am where I am.

It's the Jizzety Jews

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>>744357582
It's the mizzity misery of knowing I'm doomed.

Same spot, just 10 years older. Would like to comfort you that the awkwardness around people and inability to make new connections do get better.
But they don't. Quite the opposite, actually.
On the plus side, the mind does addapt to the situation in order for one to stay alive, so after a while it becomes a natural state.
And then you die (not soon enough tho).

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>>744357618
people have told me I'm wrong in the past.

I must be arrogant because I just don't see how I am.

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maybe if i put a bunch of melatonin in my mouth i can sleep

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>>744357936
xcvsvsdf

>>744357248
Learn to distill alcohol.
Have a bunch of people over for a cocktail party.
Ta-da
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