Why do I get so close to sucking cock, but back out last second?

>>744217712
Are you a guy?

>>744217712
I've done this, one time I went to a guys house when I was drunk but backed out, another time I was gonna get in his car then just turned away.

I think I like the idea of it but as soon as I see the dude I'm like what the fuck no this is gross

>>744217712
who dis bitch? anyone got sauce?

>>744217962


I found a dude that I find the attractive if I'm seeing from a submissive perspective...

The whole thing makes me thing I have multiple personalities...

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>>744218058
Nickey huntsman

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I need to indulge or let go... Why am I on the fence???

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>>744218199
>Nickey huntsman
thank you kind sir

just do it already. u know you want to.

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>>744218688


I'd like advice on how to fight through the backing out.....

I don't get it...

If I wanted to, why haven't I??

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These fantasies make me feel like a freak

>>744219613
Sauce, anon?

>>744217712

You're intrigued by the idea of it alone but not the act. It's pretty common with fetishes.

Nigga you straight, maybe.

>>744218149
>>744219613
I know these feelings OP and its probably because you spend so much time on this site where no ones happy and no one wants other people to be happy. get off the internet dude suck a fat cock and skate off

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>>744220138
How do I know?

How can I let go of the thoughts if I'm straight

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>>744220339
Have you sucked one?

>>744220138
>Nigga you straight, maybe.

He thinks about sucking cock, I wouldn't say he is straight.

OP you should just get over with it, push yourself to do it, maybe smoke some weed just before to get rid of the nerves

>>744220495


I don't want it to change my confidence/will/self esteem forever...

I wanna be able to be a strong, disciplined person.

I do Marshall arts, I don't want to melt every time an instructor looks in my eyes

Get a fucking grip OP.

First of all everyone is bi. Guys are by default like 10% bi and girls are often around 50% bi. You're attracted to the girl you see sucking the dick not the fucking dick retard your mind just doens't know what to calculate is attractive. There is nothing sexy about dicks, just be happy that girls were made iwth a chemical imbalance in their brains that make them think it's hot

>>744220379
Look when I wanted to get with this guy from Highschool, I backed out so much to the point he almost stopped talking to me.
So I finally grabbed my balls and man'd up and met up with him, got in his car and sucked dick. I wanted to back away so bad and just say "Fuck it, he can leave" but once I got in the car and he whipped out his dick and I grabbed it... I immediately lost almost all control. I got the hardest boner I've ever had in my life. I slowly and hesitantly put his dick in my mouth and mt first thought was "This isn't as bad as I thought."
Look Anon, you're gonna always have that feeling until you finally suck your first cock, but after your first time... The anxiety and nervousness go away and it become a whole lot easier after that. You just have to grab your balls (not literally) and go for it. I did and now I can give a mean blowjob.

>>744221183
Same anon here....
Also I was at that point you'd consider someone fat at that time and that was 2 years ago.

>>744217712
>tits or GTFO

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>>744221183
After doing this, do you feel weird around manly men... Like in a martial arts scenario?

I work at a martial arts school. I teach the basics... I'm being trained to teach more.

I don't want to be ashamed or awkward there.

I know it sounds dumb, but I don't want to be all psyched out when I start to teach regularly...

I don't want my confidence or self worth damaged....

>>744221592

You need a gay martial arts instructor support group. Fuck, I'm sure there's one somewhere.

>>744221919
:(. I'm super, super serial

Just get a little drunk lmao. That's what everyone does when they're too nervous to fuck.

>>744221592
I train and help teach Boxing and I train Jiu- Jitsu. Gay or not I can punch hard and whoop some ass. I am 22 and I am more manly than some of these guys I train with. Being gay doesn't change how you are or how you do stuff, it just changes your sexual preferences and whos dick you want to suck.

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>>744222275


Makes me feel better

>>744220379

Either suck a dick or don't. That's pretty much the only way to figure that shit out.

If you want too do it. I'm straight have no attraction to dudes at all. I have been known once or twice to let a bi guy give me head while I watch porn. The times I didn't have pussy around. Really it's not that big of deal honestly it's just a bj.

>>744224939
He's 28 minutes away... Work early, have to get up before 7...

He's trying to get me to come over...

>>744225380
If you want too go do it. If not then say no. If you lived around me I would gladly let you suck my dick. It's really honestly isn't that big of deal and there's no reason you should freak out about it. If you want to suck cock do it. Trust the dude your sucking off doesn't give a shit just wants a Bj. Calm down

>>744225380
Do it... This is Boxing anon and I say you just have to go for it... Just rush in there and suck. Afterwards yoy feel a lot better.

>>744225380
I mean the first time I let a bi do it. Was when I broke up with a girl I had been seeing for along time and had a hard time there for a bit so got on adult friend finder this guy kept writing me to suck me off so said fuck it went. Turned lights off watched porn on my phone and enjoyed head. That's probably what he's going to do he doesn't care about you heard just knows you want to suck cock.

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>>744217712
>>744217712
Fucking sameee OP. I've literally whored myself to hundreds of guys on kik dressing in tights for them but I keep backing out whenever I find a for sure thing ):

like I know I want it. wtf

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>>744217712
Have you tried decapitating yourself?

>>744217712
Have you tried jerking a guy off first?

>>744217712
I don't know, but you better figure it out or you will get labeled a prick tease. If you don't want to do it, fine. But don't offer then back out.

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>>744227673
Not yet

>>744226168
Now I'm getting cold feet and the desire slightly faded...

Why does this happen?!?

I worry about how I'll feel at work tomorrow morning and stuff like that

>>744228028
might be a good first step

>>744218827
because youre submissive and never had someone encourage you enough

>>744218827
Why don't you start by telling us why you think you want to?

Just go deep throat a cock and get it over with. Come gag on mine I would love a bj right now.

>>744228427
i do the same thing my man, same damn thing

>>744228764
It just seems so fun, blissful, sexy.

It seems easy. It's a connection. It's smithing new..

It's naughty.

I am sorta alone...

Broke up wi my girlfriend a month ago...

Haven't had much luck with ladies since.. My self esteem is a little low right now...


Sucking a cock seems easy and rewarding... I just find being subservient to a man kinda hot... It feels good to think about being a little slut. A whore. A cocksucker. Something feels good about being inferno for a moment and worshipping something powerful

You would be sucking straight cock constantly if you just let them in your mouth.

>>744229343
Why don't you try meeting up with a guy to jerk him off first. Or even a gloryhole. You don't have to see his face and can back out at a gloryhole

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>>744229367
Idk if I want that... In the moment it sounds nice tho

>>744229536
I could just jerk this guy off... I honestly think if he wasn't far away I'd do it... I worry that the half hour drive would provide too much time to think

>>744229722
Start masturbating beforehand, then call him up before you drive over and talk to him on the drive. REALLY set the mood for yourself.

>>744229590
I would say do glory hole man. I know someone who does that. They say it's because there are attracted to the cock not what it's attached too. This person will let you come over if he likes your cock pic. Been going there for awhile now.

>>744217712
Because deep down you know that the reality isn't nearly as glamorous as the fantasy