Feels thread Op wants to die edition >steer me either way

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Bumping

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oldie but a goldie

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>>744216870
thanks, had to find my stash. I'll be dumping now

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>>744216632

Well. This died fast.

I wish I could just cease but I know the pain it would cause those few who care about me an I can't bring myself to cause someone else the pain I'm feeling now .

The whole better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all is kinda bullshit.
Losing love fucks your head up for life.

>>744219315
I remember seeing a screen cap a few days ago that, while I forgot to save it, it stuck with me.
(This isn't all of it but it's the general gist, and I added in my own experiences as well)
>People who say "Don't fear rejection" don't understand why people like us do. They grew up with friends, with a social network they supported them, and they only rarely experienced rejection. I grew up without that. I was the kid that was always rejected, always the very last person picked for P.E. games, the one who always ate alone and read at recess. I fear rejection because I have nobody to support me when I get rejected. And so, I have come to not even put myself out there anymore, because I know I'm not wanted. I don't have the positive experiences that all my peers do. I never went to a classmate's birthday party. I never went to a wild, drunken high school rave. So now, when people,say that it's easy to make friends, all you have to do it be a friend, I can't help but reply "I don't know how to be a friend".
This loneliness is slowly killing me. I'm in college now and all I do is sleep, eat, go to classes, and do class work. I have no hobbies and never have had any (my parents wouldn't allow them). I browse 4chan sometimes, but not really out of any love for this place. It's just habit. I used to enjoy working out, but it doesn't bring me any joy. I hardly taste food anymore and just eat to not be hungry. For years I've wanted, rather passively, to commit sudoku, but I have t because I know how painful that is for my family (my cousin committed suicide a few years ago).

You will never kiss her again

>>744219315

It is friend, part of the good thing about love is ( this probably wont make sense for you now ) the part that makes you feel like shit.

Only real love truly makes you feel that, think yourself of being lucky of finding someone that does that to you.
you should enjoy your sadness and depression while it lasts because it is what makes you painfully human, and alive.