Good evening, Anon. How's things? Something got you down?

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Hello. Got distracted playing Sonic Mania to do some of my project but I'm doing it now. That and for some reason I was feeling more down then usual.

A friend of mine drowned today and I have no one to talk to about it

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>>744021484
Ooh, nice. Does it live up to the hype?

>>744021490
I'll talk to you about it, Anon. Was he a close friend?

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>>744021484
Good game.
>>744021490
I am deeply sorry for your loss, anon, would you like to talk about your friend?

Worried about school. Unsure about the current relationships I have with my friends

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>>744021694
Whatever happens at school will happen, Anon. You can't avoid it. Be ready, and that's all you can hope to do. What makes you unsure about your relationships? Are you not certain they really care about you?

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>>744021490
We are here.

>>744021557
Some of the bosses get a bit frustrating and the hitbox is huge so its easy to get crushed. Fun game though and feels like the classic games. Although the PC release got screwed over by Devenuo DRM.

>>744021694
It's good you are worried about school, shows you care about passing it. As for the friend part I found myself always being the "glue" trying to stay in contact with them.

I drank 5 shots of gin and I'm barely tipsy.

It quite frightens me. I'm slowly becoming an alcohol.

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>>744021945
Hm. Poorly sized hitbox seems like a pretty fatal flaw.

>>744021990
If you back off for a while your tolerance will slowly drop, or so I hear. >>744021626 might have some advice.

>>744021856
Don't feel like I'm giving back in the relationships. I'm not too great at conversation and usual find myself at the edge of my friend group

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>>744021694
You can vent here if you'd like.
>>744021990
Had dinner or drank water beforehand?

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>>744022221
If you want to give back more, you need to start working at it hard and now. Offer to do things for them, give them rides, buy them lunch, hang around for them when they're feeling down or lonely.

Conversational skills can sometimes improve slowly with practice. Conversation is a learned skill just like everything else.

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>>744022069
I hate off sized hitboxes also but thankfully it's not the type of "get gud" game a lot of platforms and dark RPG games are going for now a days. So with that I can manage it. Music is great.

>>744021557
>>744021626
We didn't speak for a while but I know him for many years, he also was my first kiss (I'm a girl btw). I don't know how to deal with it. Two months ago I had a car accident and after that I got depressed and disconnected with all my friends. Now I have to deal with all this by myself and it's too much sadness to handle alone. I need someone to hold me but no one cares.

why doesnt nausicca wear anthing under her jacker coat thing

>>744020529
Fenn, why are you such a fagget?

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>>744022627
The fact that we care enough to ask about it means that there is someone worrying for you, you have us here.
>>744022669
She is a slut and so is Op.

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>>744022552
Well, that's good. What's your favorite track from the OST? Can you link it?

>>744022627
Well, you won't find anyone to hold you here. But we can talk to you and listen to what you have to say. You don't need to feel alone.

>>744022669
Because anime tiddies. I dunno, maybe she'd get too hot.

Actually, in the manga she does wear a white undershirt.

>>744022746
I dunno, you tell me.

i am experiencing a bout of depression over the last few days and today. i have the tools to fight it and make it go away and i know they work but there's something disgustingly satisfying about feeling shitty and not taking care of yourself. so i do not do anything about it, even though i know it is harmful to myself and the people who care about me.

>>744022885
What can I do to make things better again? I'm so fucking sad it hurts.

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>>744023223
Sometimes you have to forgo satisfaction for something better, Anon. You need to push past that satisfying feeling of being miserable and ruining yourself and the people around you, and start making this better. It's the right thing to do. It's the strong thing to do.

It's going to be hard.

You need to do it.

>>744023352
You can't make things better again. Not yet. It takes time. It can take a long time. But for now it's just going to hurt. Cry if you need to, don't hold yourself back now. Let your emotions play themselves out.

Hold on guys, try to grab any kind of hope and fight as long as you can to keep the head above the water (or to reach the surface). I don't know if life is worth to live, but it's worth to try. Hope that one day it'll be better, at least for a time is only real option.

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>>744023223
You will get so used to this feeling you won't even remember how it was to not feel like this, you are essentially destroying your own life, I know because that's exactly what I did, anon, and it does not ends well.
>>744023352
Right now, all you can do is vent your pent up sadness, try to get to schedule a therapy session or a visit to a psychologist.

>>744020529
Naw, I'm good. Drink just got me in. I shouldn't drink really. Got me thinking about how that one left me and how that one is using me and shit, I rarely drink, know I'll turn into an alcoholic if I do it more often. I'll be better tomorrow, I'll indulge in sadness and melodrama while I drain my last two beers

>>744023352
I feel like a burden to everyone.

>>744020529
So I'm nearly 30, live with parents, unemployed, have the most psycho person who thinks they're my girlfriend and sabotages everything I try to build outside them, tried suicide several dozen times but they keep bringing me back (don't wanna have a closed coffin is why I don't fully commit since I still love my family), full time student with a mountain of debt, and slightly overweight. I've been on /b/ for a few years now and it's the only thing keeping me going really. I don't know how to get out of the rut I've been in for a while. My criminal record won't let me do anything and I can't join the military cause I'm "crazy". How do I change/end it all? I can't do anything but be a loser for the rest of my life and have always said id end it by 25. I'm going getting greedy with age. I'm 27 and don't have options but misery. What do /b/ro?

>>744023632
you're not no one is, that just you're point of view actually, cause you're not well.

>>744023553
>You will get so used to this feeling
i think the problem is that for 20 years of my life this feeling was the norm and it's only been very recently that i haven't always felt this way, and this is like going down an edgy trip down memory lane.

i mean, it's fine. it'll either pass on its own or i will pull my head out of my ass and make it go away. but right now i feel like i'm on a really shitty drug that i dont want to come off of.

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>>744023601
It is alright to allow yourself to have these little moments, but do not get used to it. Please.
>>744023673
What's your criminal record? And what are you studying? Also, what's with that person?

Its going alright, just trying to figure out how to get laid. I don't know how to speak to women, and I come off as passive. I don't know what to say to them, not even on Tinder.

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>>744022885
I like a lot but here is a couple https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-AlmkXyk1Aw&index=15&list=PLgaAXJKkYDJTPzKUKBgJfNEx6V6FoqRHQ

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QTLKpDVeiA0&list=PLgaAXJKkYDJTPzKUKBgJfNEx6V6FoqRHQ&index=8

>>744023223
We got our up's and down's. I know the feeling of just lying there not caring about anything. Try creating something like a short story or a picture. Once you get started it will help.

>>744023352
It will pass with time. Your mind will become stronger and you will become stronger as well.

>>744023673
Creating something is good for the soul, even if its small at first. With great pain comes great art.

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>>744023885
How did it feel, anon? To feel something out of the norm for a while?
>>744023984
Hire an escort yo.

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>>744023495
Thanks for the kind words, Anon.

>>744023601
If someone's using you, you've got to get away from them no matter how hard it is Anon. Drinking's going to be your enemy in that situation. But hey, what harm does a few beers now and then do?

>>744023632
You're not just a burden, you're a living breathing human with real problems. We've all got problems sometimes. Sometimes we all have to deal with other people having problems. It's natural, and it's okay. Don't drag yourself down further by telling yourself you're a burden.

>>744023673
Well, you can still get some jobs with a criminal record, right? There's still some stuff you can do. I have a friend who just does short construction contracts, you might be able to pick up something like that.

A job's going to help a lot, but there are ways to go on without one.

>>744023984
Get some practice, Anon. Throw yourself into a situation, and improvise. The first few times will be cringy, but you'll improve on them immediately.

>>744024026
I'll listen to those real soon, thanks.

>>744023899
My criminal record involves 2 dwis, weapons possessions, assault with bodily injury, and Pi's. Every single one was an unfortunate series of events I swear. Will tell each story if asked.

I'm studying philosophy, engilsh, and engineering as three separate majors.

The person ruining my life was an ex girlfriend who has someone accessed my phone contacts and I take her too and from work every day and she basically goes through my phone daily when I'm minding my own business peeing somewhere or otherwise talking to other people to make friends with them.

>>744024026
>>744023673
I create things alot. I do metallurgy and silversmithing as a pass time. I've made chain mail and jewelry in the past but nothing worth will to make a career of it.

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this guy named mimo fawzy with a city background is harassing a couple of my friends on facebook... If anyone wants to troll and fuck with him, It'd be appreciated

>>744024365
>but nothing worth will to make a career of it.
why do you think that?

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>>744024237
Look mane, you gotta get rid of this girl. She's bad news. Why do you still put up with her? Stop giving her rides, stop leaving your phone where she can get it, change your number. Avoid her.

You look pretty solidly set academically, if you can handle all that. Dunno about the criminal record, but it could be worse.

>>744024368
Well, why don't you mess with him yourself Anon?

>>744023899
>>744024127
A long time 'tll next drink, I can feel it. But I dunno, I'm weak for girls like her. I'm probably going to keep on getting used for another little while. It's how it's always been, how it always will.

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Fucking hell, I don't know what's going on with me, whiny, bitchy, kind of edgy shit inbound paired with rambling because I've had a few shots.
I'm 22 right now and over the past few years I've noticed that I've slowly become more and more of an asshole, I've always tried to be nice, smile when I should, say "thank you" and "Sorry" and all that other stuff that's expected, do favors when asked to get people to like me but honestly, the harder I try to be likable and not a socially-retarded faggot, the more pissed off I end up getting later on.
A few years ago it just started with me being annoyed a little easier than I used to be, but I could deal, then it escalated into being annoyed at others for being around me, I'd invent a reason to be upset at them "She has too many children, Her smile is too smug, she thinks she is better than me, He's probably going to mock me to his friends later" sort of shit. I've shouted at complete fucking strangers to shut up because they were talking on their phones too loudly like the proverbial autist that I am.
"Anon, why have you been so mean lately?"
I don't fucking know, I'm such a piece of shit that I can't bother to actually feel bad for what I did until a day later.

>>744024475
I'd avoid her if I could but the bitch has so much blackmail on me she could sink me with life in prison. She's a nightmare and I'm trying to get into a college she won't have access to getting to and just ghost but I can't cause I'm too poor to move man. She knows too much for me to drop her like a stone just yet. I've tried and cops got involved. It was bad.

>>744024475
I am lol just putting it out there if anyone wishes to help:)

Got fired today, and now im drunk

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>>744024237
Fucking ditch her you moron, there is no reason for you to put up with such bullshit.
>>744024365
Why not?
>>744024664
Break the cycle, anon.
>>744024903
Rip.

>>744020529
I'm a pedophile and have debated for months on whether or not I should see a therapist.... should I do it? Not joking

>>744024944
>>744024945

>>744024825
the thing is what do you want to do, i mean you can try to be again the one you were before but do you really want it ? you can always try to balance both side, and stay kinda the same in more sweety, and with more control on you and your action.

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>>744024825
Are you dealing with a lot of stress lately? You have to find an outlet of some sort to vent and express your distaste with people. It will help a lot.

Usually certain types of video games can do but I suggest staying away from multiplayer games and games that market themselves as being to difficult.

>>744025057
i am a pedophile and i strongly urge you not to. i dont want you to get your shit rekt in. they're allowed (legally required) to report you to police if they believe you are a danger to anyone, and many therapists tend to think anyone who has ever had a sexual thought about a child to be a huge danger to the world.

do you just need someone to talk to?

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>>744024825
It is alright, anon. The fact that you have realised and noticed these changes serve to show that you know there is something wrong, what would you like to happen now? Would you like to go back as to how you used to be? Or would you like to stay like this?
>>744025130
Lmao, good image swap.

>>744025057
I'm in the same boat, honestly I feel worse now that I've stopped feeling so guilty about it, I know that doesn't make sense.

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>>744024825
You're inventing reasons to hate others, and that's not good. It'll be hard Anon, but I think you need to wean yourself off this habit before it gets any worse. Try to think positive things about people, or if you can't do that, ignore them.

It'll help a lot.

>>744024829
Well, good luck with it Anon. If you can't get rid of her now, I don't know what more to say.

>>744024903
Sounds like drunk is a good place to be after having been fired. What will you do next?

>>744025057
I think you should, Anon. I'm pretty sure they're required to keep their patients' information confidential. >>744025195 Oh, or maybe not.

>>744025057
Or just go see a tree with strong branches

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>>744025057
Dunno m8, my inmediate answer would be seek help, but I am not so sure...

Every fucking day I wake up and remember how my teen years were ruined because a snobby bitch girl didn't like me rejecting her so she said I forced myself onto her and made out with her without her wanting too. Went around like wildfire and because she's a girl everyone believes her and now everyone thinks I'm a rapist and police get involved nothing happened because they looked on the cctv from the days she said I did it and saw me not even close to her but they didn't bother to tell everyone her accusations were fake didn't even punish her and because of that people still think I did it.

Don't usually say this but I think this girl would be one person that if I could get away with it kill she ruined my teens and has made me nervous and not opening upto people for years so I want to get revenge but do something really fucked up

>>744024944
See >>744024829

She's a nightmare who can sink me man.

Also>>744024365
I made things but don't have the funds to continue it as a career. Just made things for myself and I don't have enough to make things professionally since silversmithing is expensive and I don't have the 10k to start it nor am I tech-savy enough to sell online.

>>744024365
>>744024436
>no reply
let me rephrase, if you have low confidence i strongly urge you to look at the pure garbage people pass off as quality craftsmanship on etsy

>>744025303
they are not. don't ever recommend a pedo see a therapist. unless they live in a weird country like germany where they actually train therapists to deal with pedo issues. although im out of touch so i don't know if germany's facilities are good or harmful.

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>>744025363
The past is done, Anon. It's not coming back. You can't change it, you can't fix what is broken, and you can never get back what you lost. Give up on it and move on. It's hard, but you need to do it. Keep moving forward.

>>744025423
Shoot, okay. Thanks.

>>744025485
I won't deny it.

>>744025423
>>744024436
>>744024365
It's nothing worth while to make since I've made some shit things for fun really and nothing major enough to be looked at as being Etsy worthy. I've tried to make things but they aren't something to be proud of. It's just something to keep me from trying to kill myself again is all.

>>744025303
Buy pizza andd search for new jobs tomorrow

>>744020529
Ty for doing this kind of post i think a lot of person need it, answering them and trying to help them this way is just a superb thing.

>>744025520
always remember, if you tell a pedo to seek help what you are really saying is lose your job and family and get locked in a jail cell. they would literally be better off killing themselves. fortunately killing oneself and getting rekt by the unethical mental health industry are not the only two possible life trajectories for someone

>>744025195
Ive had these feelings for years now and I don't know whether or not I'll be able to control them in the future. Also, I feel as though it has gotten worse over time and I'm too scared to tell anyone I know.

>>744025179
I haven't really had that much outside stress, just the shitty attitude itself generates some stress but not enough that I think that it would cause problems, some stress is normal, right?
>>744025196
I mean, I'd like to go back, I just want people to like me, but I feel like if I went back I'd feel unfulfilled for not doing something with all these emotions.
>>744025303
I think you're right, while I want to get the emotions out, I'm kind of worried to what point it will escalate to (I would never harm someone though)

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>>744025363
Move out, move away, fresh start, new page.
>>744025384
Jesus fuck, anon, I personally do not let absolutely anyone near me for that reason.
>>744025485
True, I've seen Op take huge dicks, it was amazing.
>>744025711
Good plan.

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>>744025711
Good plan. Stick to it. Apply to as many as you can.

>>744025719
Well, I often think the opposite. Even if it were a good thing, other people do it better. But thank you, Anon. I appreciate your appreciation.

>>744025742
Isn't it a wonderful world we live in, full of freedom and helpful governmental services?

Thank you, I had no idea just how bad it was.

>>744025874
You're fueling the wrong kind of emotions. If you make a habit of thinking the best of people, and it becomes easy, you'll be generating positive feelings instead of negative ones.

You're setting yourself up for misery and violence unless you change.

>>744025897
I >>744025384 can't escape her since she will literally bury for the things she knows about me. There may or not be some bodies I never buried in my past she knows about and I'd rather avoid the legal system cause of it. I've made it this far without being caught but don't want her pointing my direction with it if I just ghost in a direction she knows of.

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>>744020529

I love these threads, I don't know if it's the same anon who starts these but I read every comment and gives me some hope.

>>744025363
Actually rape her, but be smart about it, then laugh when she suffers from "boy who cried wolf" consequences

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>>744025874
Maybe this is part of you growing up? Humans are in a constant state of change, we never stop growing when it comes to our personality, maybe you'll be different in a year, or maybe not, the thing is you should learn to accept this.
>>744026128
This story is starting to get a little fishy, I'll let Fenn handle it.
>>744026236
There are a few hosts of these threads around.

>>744025708
working with metal is a fun hobby though, and you should continue enjoying even as just a hobby. my friend started blacksmithing and makes beautiful handmade knives. i recently had the opportunity to help him forge a hammer and it was a really fun experience. he only hit my hand once while i was holding the chisel! after that i understand better why he loves doing that stuff so much.

>>744025786
what's a good way to talk online? can you make a throwaway email and shoot me a line?

>>744025998
It's not because you think other people do it better you have to avoid doing it. i find that you do it pretty well, and what if there is no other people ?
one of the advantage of 4chan is that you're anonymous, it can be more easy for some people to come talk here about their issues.
So don't under-estimate yourself and keep on doing it thanks to people like you that some guys keep hope ^^

yeah this post makes me feel better because other people have way more fucked lives than me. I'm just a privileged little shit with crap social skills, other people have actual problems

I think I show myself as some happy funny person to make people laugh but I think I only do it because I don't want people to feel as terrible and sad as I do

>>744026321
>>744026128
Look some bar fights and shit have gotten out of hand to the point you just leave when they aren't moving anymore. Sometimes those things don't make the news. I'd prefer to stay out of it as I'm not questioned by anyone but her who keeps threatening to call the cops on me for things I've done. I've been violent in the past with her as well and it's nothing I'm proud of. Thats all there is to say man. Statute of limitations is still in effect for most these things.

>>744026388

I am on the cusp of getting where I want in life, yet I get up each morning in fear of losing it all and not providing for my family.

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>>744026185
Beautiful. Everyone knows how much I love those.

>>744026236
Glad you like them, Anon.

>>744026128
Getting away from her should be top priority here. What can you do to get away? Quitting your job is not a great option. Could you apply for other jobs in a similar cash tier where she couldn't get at you?

Could you, one day, keep your phone with you the entire time and never let her have it? Then just continue that?

>>744026379
Okay. I'll keep doing it. Thank you.

>>744026388
>>744026633
Don't be comparing your problems to other people's problems, Anon. What are they? They're real and they're bad. Let's talk about 'em.

You can't control everything. If you do your best to hold on to what you've got, nobody can blame you if it burns down. Do the very best you can, but don't expect more of yourself than that.

>>744026601
You're a strong person, Anon. To put a brave and happy face on top of misery is difficult and near impossible for most people. But what's got you so sad? Is it anything specific, or just general depression?

>>744026260

Haven't thought about rape couldn't bring myself but I want to hurt her bad emotional or physical make her feel the pain I felt.

Or steal as much money from her as I can with it getting caught

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>>744020529

>>744010000
>>744011111

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>>744026601
Used to be just like you as a matter of fact.
>>744026617
Can she prove it?
>>744026633
Lets hope you can always provide for your loved ones, anon.

>>744026343
Never tried this before [email protected] but this email will last 10min

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>>744026617
What's she going to say? "Anon beat some guy half to death at a bar two years ago! Anon hit me sometimes way back when we were dating?"

Will people believe her? Do many people think she is trustworthy?

>>744026780
>>744026128
I don't have a job and with my background I can't get a job that'll transfer me out of state (let alone across the state) yet. I've tried applying for something that'll get me on the other side of the country but cause I'm getting up there in age and lack of experience they won't hire me no matter what I say. I've tried alot. If you've an option to try I'm more than willing to try. (Military is outta the option since I'm blacklisted article 8)

>>744026907
>>744026617

She has pics of things I've done to her and she was present when the "crimes" we're committed so she can prove somethings that normally wouldn't be said in testimony. (Weapons, swings, types of damage, etc.)

>>744026780

Just everythings been going wrong I have only enough money to just get by, even though I'm an adult now it's still bummed me out because my parents are splitting up and just loads of other stuff

>>744025998
>I had no idea just how bad it was.
it gets significantly worse, but i would advise you to not delve deeper as it starts to become psychologically harmful in a Lovecraftian kind of way.

>>744026996
ok i sent you a thing

>>744027096
See>>744027364

>>744027404
I didn't get anything

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>>744027237
>>744027364
Is moving an option? Could you move away to a different town?

Have you tried to negotiate with her, or is that impossible?

Obviously you need to remove her from your life without upsetting her and giving her a reason to get you in trouble. It's quite a hole you're in, but I think you'll be able to work your way out of it eventually.

>>744027377
Ah, that's terrible Anon. All of life combined can really weigh you down, eh? The money situation may improve with time, as you pay off debts or get promoted or find a better job. And sometimes, shit happens. It can't be avoided. You've just got to deal with it. Sometimes it's really hard.

>>744027404
I'll have a look sometime. I am disturbed and intrigued now.

>>744027404
I'll make a gmail real quick

I am fucked up in the head

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>>744027765
How so, Anon?

>>744027661
rip
i'm [email protected] if you want to set up an email that isn't a personal email or anything too spooky to talk about stuff on

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>>744027765
We all are, what is wrong with yours?

>>744027754
>>744027364
>>744027237
I want to move but I don't have funds to do so. I want to get far away and change who I am period. Like name and number everything. But I cant. I'm stuck for now. I need a job to move into and something like lumberjacking or something similar that'll not ask questions. I'm beta as fuck so I can't just slide in without being weird guy first. I need suggestions.

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>>744028069
Construction. Apply to a contractor. Or at a library, shelving books. Are you thinking manual labor with minimal social contact is your best bet? The money's going to be the first thing, unless you can move into somewhere with super cheap housing. You'd need to start saving big.

>>744027754
i remember some pedo self help site ran a poll of its users to try to get statistically useful information about themselves. a lot of questions related to suicide and suicidal thoughts. they had difficulties piecing together why the number of people who had suicidal thoughts/actions at 13-ish didn't jive with the number of people who reported suicidal thoughts/actions after their teen years 18/19+. they ended up settling with the theory that the 13 year olds who realized they were pedophiles and had suicidal feelings were much more likely to succeed in ending their lives and were unable to provide any answers to the quesitonairre.

>>744020529
I think I just need a hug. How to participate in these threads?

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>>744028547
Huh. That is, uh, worrying. So who does care about you? Anybody? Are you cast out from absolutely everywhere?

>>744028589
*Hugs you tightly*

If you've got something to talk about, talk about it. Let out whatever's on your mind without fear; you're anonymous. Don't expect too much, and you won't be disappointed.

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>>744028589
>
Participate how?

>>744027848
I sent you an email anon

>>744020529

Thanks for the last time

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ySiW7HZFONo

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>>744029132
What happened last time?

Oh yeah, DEP. That's some good stuff. I like this one too, but it's different: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K4yxREs-mRM

Ever since me and my friends went into an abandoned building and destroyed a ouija board we found in there I've been having horrible nightmares of me getting brutally murdered and have been feeling like I'm wing watched got so bad I refuse to get up at night for anything because I swear I see shadow people

I need a hug and someone to talk too

>>744028823
my pedophile internet friends care about me.
and some spic in south america who is at high risk of being murdered just for stepping outside his front door.

>>744029080
replied. it might have sent it twice, thunderbird likes to shit the bed on me sometimes.

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>>744028823
Strange, however, was just what I needed. *hugs back *
My best friend has been gone for almost a month. I'm alone.

>>744028859
Dunno haha. I love this kind of thread, but I don't know how I can interact, so I always leave early. I hope I'm doing it right.

>>744029324

I tripped lots of shrooms and felt like I was a ghost for seceral hours (or dead at least).

Today I need a hug because I ended up doing cocaine and speed again, I hoped the shrooms would alleviate that habit

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Oh Hi. I think those who can't drag their own weight deserve to pull at least their sack of sad shit to the nearest ditch and then die in it it.
What now?

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>>744029350
You need a priest and a bottle of holy water.

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Oh no... it is THAT guy again...

>>744020529
Are you a chick or a man roleplaying as a chick?

Test

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>>744029350
*hugs you tightly*

There's nothing to it, Anon. Don't let yourself think that it means something. It's all in your head.

We can talk about it.

>>744029352
Well, at least you've got someone. I'm sorry the world's been so shitty to you and people like you, but what can anyone do about it?

>>744029424
Well, you can talk to randos on 4chan. Where do you think you could make some new friends?

>>744029483
*hugs you close* You can kick this, Anon. You've got to keep trying, even if it's hard and sometimes you fail. Because if you stop trying, it'll never get better.

>>744029538
Neat.

>>744029691
I'm a man posting as myself, not playing as a character. I just use the Nausicaa pictures to identify myself. If you'd like to think it's roleplaying, go ahead. If you think I'm disgusting and I should fuck off and die, sure, that's fine too. What's up, Anon?

>>744029736
Looks like you're unbanned.

>>744029815

Yeah, I guess I'll find a way to kick it some day. Maybe I need to change out my friends

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>>744029815
Now you can shut the fuck up and let these faggots try to walk by themselves again. Life gives the best lessons.

>>744022885
so fenn, there any other animes you recomend ? also im the person that had asked about what anime those pictures were from and the one you gave a link to kissanime of it to... and im pretty sure i called you my daddy of the valley at some point

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>>744029815
>Well, you can talk to randos on 4chan. Where do you think you could make some new friends?

Welp, I don't know how to make friends.
Would you teach me, anon?

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>>744029963
That might help. Are they encouraging you to keep doing it?

>>744030074
Okay.

>>744030111
Yeah, you did. I remember that. Watch everything Miyazaki has directed. Start with Castle in the Sky and Spirited Away. Watch Princess Mononoke too, and Porco Rosso. They're all good.

>>744030140
I can try. Where do you see people most? Is there already someone you see regularly, at a restaurant, or the library or post office? That's often the best place to start.

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>>744030111
Boku no Pico. I'm only telling you because of your trips.

You're unhinged.

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>>744030318
I don't see the shuttin' the fuck up part being done. Wanna practice it? I'm sure I could help

>>744030371
I want to marry you

>>744030318

No they aren't encouraging me to do it, but it's always around when we hang out, and I have a lack of self control due to too much consumption.

So yeah, I think I need to stop hanging around with them for a little while

>>744029815
>If you'd like to think it's roleplaying, go ahead.

It is somewhat of a roleplay. A misleading one t b h. I'm sure a sizeable chunk of anons are assuming (possibly unconsciously) that you are female.

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>>744030415
When and where my dude?

>>744030512
I never expected this

here is some ...raw... intelligence that I have gathered, anon, and it's a long story but I can now share it with you all, the government is letting me share it in hopes that, well, for one it makes them look good, and two we have discovered that you all have this f'd up version of free will, and by reading this stuff you may "wake" up a bit...

http://slcodeworks.com/intel_service/

>>744029815
>but what can anyone do about it?
i think a lot of people could educate themselves or change their attitude. there are actually a handful of people in organizations that try to prevent CSA who it actually dawned on them that understanding and recognizing pedophilia and not scaring pedophiles out of society and encouraging them to improve their mental health will naturally lead to some decline in instances of sexual abuse of children. but ultimately nobody listens to them because people only pretend they care about protecting children to look good or push an unrelated agenda.

/pol/tards meme that the liberals want to make pedophilia acceptible, but the reality is that the witchhunts are going to start getting worse and worse

>>744030598
What does community-supported agriculture have to do with any of that?

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>>744030568
Why?

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>>744030377
Maybe.

>>744030400
Okay. Will you spam the thread to death?

Our ideas of how people should deal with problems are different. I would rather not force people to be totally alone if I could help them out and give them a little hope.

Not everybody can deal with life on their own.

>>744030448
Hm. Yeah, getting away will help. It's always easier to resist something when it's hard to get at. So make it hard for yourself.

>>744030480
I had never thought that to be the case, but I suppose it's possible. Oh well.

>>744030574
Looks like somebody's art project to me, Anon.

>>744030598
Man, that's awful. I wish you luck in this quest to make things better, I hope the situation begins to improve. But I worry that the deeply ingrained fear will be too strong.

>>744030318
ill watch spirited away tonight

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>>744030318
At Uni, but everyone there is normie.
Also, just online.

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>>744030906
That's the best out of all of them. I hope you like it.

>>744030910
Well, what's wrong with being a normie? I know some pretty good ones. Do you share multiple classes with some people? If you could study regularly with them that could lead to friendship. You need to get closer to somebody. It's easier if you're already somewhat close.

>>744030818
i have stopped trying to make things better. at least on a larger scale. the only thing i do now is try to make myself available for comrades who want someone to talk to about it. talking about it and having someone to talk to about it is the one thing that helps deal with the constant feeling of loneliness and isolation from the world, and the depression and suicidal feelings that rise up from that. which i am still not completely immune to otherwise i wouldn't have clicked this thread lol. it's the blind leading the blind.

>>744030754
sorry, thats Child Sexual Abuse, which is a pc term for what is colloquially known around these parts as kiddy diddling

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>>744031054
I have some different opinions. I've never had normie friends before, but I'm gonna try to look friendlier in the next classes tho.
There are people I know virtually, who are close, but none of them I can call as a friend. I try to look cool and relaxed so they can approach, yet I always fail.

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>>744031203
You're doing something good Anon, and I respect that. Keep doing it. Sometimes the crushing world gets to you, eh? Don't be afraid to ask for help if you need it. Dying isn't worth it, not yet. There's still good you can do in this world. You're doing it now, you're teaching me about how things really are. I'm grateful for that.

>>744031054
youll always be my daddy of the valley, talk to you next thread or something

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>>744031463
Making friends will be easier if you don't divide yourself harshly from those you see as "normal" people. They may not be as normal as you think.

Sometimes you need to approach, Anon. Don't expect people to approach you, even if you are cool and relaxed. The most cool and relaxed people approach others when they want to.

>>744031587
Alright. Have a good time, and sleep well Anon.

>>744031473
i've done enough "good", i want others to pick up the slack instead of shooting for "age of consent reform" and actively making things worse for everyone by trying to make kiddy diddling acceptible.

putting yourself out there is massively straining too. i can't count the sleepless nights or the tears shed trying to stop my now best friend from pulling the trigger. after 4 years i think it's finally over, but i don't want to jinx it. i can't imagine doing that again for someone else.

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Does anyone else love light rain at night?

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>>744031918
*hugs you gently*

People on your side who are making things worse... that's pretty bad. Don't attach yourself to someone unstable now, Anon. You can't afford to start supporting another. If he's really safe, now's your chance to rest easy for a while. Get some good restful sleep, get your mind off the more difficult and upsetting things if you can.

>>744031934
When I'm in the mood. Sometimes I find it annoying, sometimes it makes me feel good.

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>>744031934
I love hearing hit the roof tiles in the middle of the night laying in bed, when there is not a single sound other than that. Reminds me of simple things.

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>>744020529
Hey!
>>744021626
Sup