Does anybody else sit awake at night wishing they'd die

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>>743846069
yes
no
no thanks, doesn't help much

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fucking captcha

>>743846287
I guess it's good to know I'm not alone. Everything I look up about making death look unintentional is about some insurance fraud bullshit though.

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>>743846069
> Any suggestions?
just deal with it.

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sorry to let you down, op; i'm bored

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>>743846430
>pic
iktf

>>743846069
The only reason to continue living is to pursue enlightenment. If you're not going to commit to unending intellectual and physical development then you might as well kill yourself.

The world is a pretty miserable place, and most of the stuff people try to sell you as "fun" or "enjoyable" amount to a cheap rush at best.

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>>743846409
>Everything I look up about making death look unintentional is about some insurance fraud bullshit though.
i haven't even looked it up because I worry that if i figure something out that'll give me away

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>>743846699
nice, double-dubs

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just gonna dump some bomb stuff because i'm still bored
for educational purposes only, children

or not i'm not your mom

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i'll stop if you want me to OP

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>>743846699
>>743846900
>>743846988
damn, im on fire

>>743846069

I don't have any of my images on my phone but trust me brav. It's not that easy. Those that love their life will lose it.

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>>743847164
>Those that love their life will lose it.
cryptic

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>>743847136

Bro. Why are you contributing from the violence. I much prefer it in movies and video games than in real life. What are your thoughts?

>>743846988
I mean I don't care, it doesn't bother me, but I'm assuming that if I explode it's going to be a pretty hard sell for "unintentional".
>>743846699
This looks kind of promising, I don't really care about the pain so much as it just looks like a natural cause.

>>743846069
You are not special. People write this very same shit every morning. You need to be less of a antidepressant-addicted lowlife American and go to fucking bed. It is that simple and once you wake up you are going to dildo your anus to traps happily just like every day.

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>>743847295
ricin wasn't a suggestion but take it how you will
>>743847292
>from the violence
not intended to be violent or to encourage violence but to educate
i like things that go boom
never done any of these

have a nonviolent one

>>743847295
instructions look pretty complicated though. I feel like I'd fuck it up and just end up with a bad case of some sort of less lethal or easy to detect poison that may or may not get the job done.

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>>743847295
another nonviolent one for the baby who misinterprets things

>>743847537
What is it with people thinking suicide cases think they're special? There's nothing special about your family being sad that you're dead. What'd be special is if they weren't.

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Yo me too! Fuckin new years even in Bavaria is amazing! You should go! They shoot fireworks at each other!

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>>743847705
>What'd be special is if they weren't
there are enough shitty people in the world that this isn't even special
ask any (former) social worker, probably

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think im out of bomb stuff

>>743847705
People who see life for the shitshow it is are threatening because, deep down, even Chad Thundercock can sense that there's something wrong.

That and there's the "I'm suicidal because my girlfriend left me" meme. Those people are the worst.

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I'm thinking there's a mass depression. Seems that most are depressed nowadays anon.

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>>743847955
czeched

>>743847955
When I think about suicide I get the same feeling that I got back in school when I used to commit to faking sick. Just a ton of weight off of my shoulders about all the shit I wouldn't have to deal with. The only difference is that now it's a job, bills, and home upkeep instead of homework, and social expectations.

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on to firearm stuff

No. The older I get, the more I realize how surreal life becomes, and how many moments and people I put behind me. I'm losing my grip and my touch.

By the time I'm up against the wall, I'll dive right over.

>>743846069
One of the only things that kept me from doing it was the effect it would have my Dad.

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>>743847671
just realized i linked to the wrong post here

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gonna go get some juice
lmk if im annoying anyone and i wont come back

>>743846069
Might help you to know that everyone who has ever jumped off the golden gate bridge and lived said they regretted it the moment they jumped.

>>743848153
So you're avoidant and have a low tolerance for discomfort? As long as you don't have kids, you could take steps to manage this. Find a job with less hours and scale down your consumption. Share houses of young(ish) professionals do exist, but might take some work to find. Don't buy into the slavery == success meme.

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not on topic so don't bother reading if that's what you're here for

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everything else i have gets more and more cringe
some of it is interesting
none on topic

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still feel bad about shitting up the thread
but im bored so ill keep posting until it totally feels like no one is here

gettin close

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running on fumes
love you OP
good luck if you're still here

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i have trust issues apparently

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and im done
nothing left worth posting
no more bumps
sorry again OP

try not to hurt yourselves, /b/ros
the world has enough sadness in it
love you guys
be the change you wish to see in the world

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>>743846069
I sometimes have a very bad burning persistent cough when I first wake up that lasts for 5-10 minutes. Recently it's been getting worse and blood has been rushing to my head and not leaving, building a lot of pressure and causing a fairly incredible amount of pain. Feels like there's a mohawk of knives in my skull. Last time it happened I managed to fall out of bed and was laying on the floor rolling my eyes over and over because it was the only thing that helped the pain a little.

My mother told me to go to the doctor 6 months ago and I didn't, but pretended to. I'm fairly sure it's going to give me a brain aneurysm and I'll have a stroke and die.

I don't even have a bad life or anything, just honestly tired of it. This would be a decent way to bow out without anyone feeling responsible.

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>>743850519
if only...

>>743850519
>told me to go to the doctor
>I didn't, but pretended to
>just honestly tired of it.

So you're so fed up with this that you'd kill yourself, but you absolutely won't see a doctor?
Anon, how can you be this stupid?

>>743850300
>
got any more? love this stuff

>>743852176
Not sure what's confusing you, honestly.

Dying of "natural causes" means no one could feel guilt about it. My mother comes in my room one afternoon and I'm swinging from the fucking rafters and she is not going to feel great about that.

I don't feel a deep desire to die, but if it happened I'd be ok with it. I'll take a free shot at a guiltless death for my family if it wants to present itself.

>>743846069
If I had the means to I would kill myself in a heartbeat.
I mean I guess I could hang myself.
But if you fuck that up you just end up choking to death.
And tbh I'm just not comfortable with going out like that.
Or bleeding to death and being poisoned doesnt seem appealing either.
I mean if im gonna fucking die I want this shit over with in at the max 3 seconds.
>Im a busy person.

About years ago i came home to my apartment and found my roommate sitting in the corner crying with half a noose around his neck. The other half still in the ceiling fan. We talked for hours and eventually i got him some help.
Though i don't live there anymore, we still meet every week for lunch or movies and what not. I told him one day if he ever tried again, fail or succeeds, I'll never forgive him. He has told me that that is the reason he doesn't want to try anymore.

"I used to think no one loved or even cared about me. But now I know I've got you."

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>>743846699
>repeat steps 12-24
it only goes up to 15 tho

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>>743854932
Damn dude.

I hear you OP. I wish I died as well.

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>my dick
>never get sex
>want to die so badly

I lost my family in a car crash eight years ago. The only reason i didn't die with them was because i ditched the family movie night to hangout with friends.

I always felt like it was somehow my fault and that i should take their place. I wish i could take their place. I just want to see them again. My father's laugh, my mother's singing, my brothers magic tricks, my sister's cooking. It's just all gone.

>>743856046
Who filled it with air?

>>743856084
It's not filled with air, it's just mutated.

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>>743846069
I'd suggest laying down in the snow this winter and dying while listening to music

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>>743846069
Literally me, exact same thing, every night.

>>743846406
lol

I just got a bj from my girlfriend a few minutes ago. Feeling pretty good right now.

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>>743860508
Well, I know that because of the website we're on she's either fat, ugly, male, or fabricated entirely, so whatever.