Is girl from rape thread still here? Felt like I related

>>743833810
Just want someone to talk to if you want to anon...I don't know is probably a dumb thought

Yeah, man. She was great. I'm a fucked up person who can only truly relate to other fucked up persons, though.

>>743834069
There's no such thing as a fucked up person anon. There is only conforming or not conforming to the cognitive expectations society places on you.

>>743833810
>>743834069
>>743833879
You just want more nudes and ask pretentious questions, please, you dont fool anybody except yourselves
also, I would like honestly to see her a little more naked

>>743834356
While there's some true to it, social expectations are not purely arbitrary. There's such thing as healthiness.

>>743833810
Girl from rape thread as in shes into rape? Count me in

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well im here. i'll leave soon because i'm getting tired

>>743834900
>not posting tits
>not getting the fuck out

pick one

>>743834900
can we watch a little of your vagina pleas?

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>>743834979

>>743834900
yeah vagina will do us all good!

>>743834900

i have fapped like crazy thinking on how you were being penetrated by your rapist, how does that makes you feel?

>>743834900
Ever been real raped, or just play raped

>>743834900
If you're still considering killing your self before 30, pick a random date so I can follow suit.

I'm 23 and have never been able to see my self living that long. Actually make it in December.

>>743834979
She did already to be fair.

>>743834705
>You just want more nudes
Yeah, of course, but we don't want just nudes but nudes specifically from her, as beta as that may sound.

>>743835080
Somebody wasn't in the last thread

>>743835069
i like your tits.

handful sized is enough for grabbing during doggy or prone bone.


can you write happy birthday on your ass cheek and spread for me please?

chec em

>>743835069
Is there a reason why you cover your left nipple?

>>743835230
No I wasn't, but now I wish I would have. Caps?

>>743834785
Only in the sense, I think, that if you can't perceive reality in a generally cohesive manner, or you have improper emotional responses to stimuli, you're obviously not healthy. Other than that, I don't really think there's any cognitive way of being that's "unhealthy."

>>743835263
This nigger thinks this is a whore-wathever-thread

new here bamp

This thread isn't coming out as great as the last one. In the last thread there was a sense of intimacy that made the tits more erotic.

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>>743835076
i know it's weird but even if i have this fetish, thinking about the actual thing that happened makes me feel very sick
it's fucking weird i know
i always imagine someone else, and also not being 11

>>743835107
i was thinking the night of christmas. if my life goes downhill, christmas might be the hardest and saddest day of the year for me. that's probably when i'll do it.

>>743835069
Shorts.
Off.

I would love a pic of you on all fours from behind with your tits hanging

>>743835517
>>743834900

Directed at you both. The intimacy was because the conversation was more open and blunt than could be had by talking to a therapist.

Who doesn't have a million questions for a girl who got raped. If I can learn and jerk off at the same time then that's just bonus points.

>>743835597
Hey, when I fantasize about raping and torturing women, it's not women I know. It's not even "real" women, it's more of a faceless unwilling victim. I'm far more turned on by the theoretical concept of rape than the actual, real life execution of it, or the consequences for all people involved. That's pretty normal.

>>743835517
>there was a sense of intimacy that made the tits more erotic

>>743835597
What are your fetishes anyway, other than rape fantasizes?

>>743835517
Femanon what would you like your name to be?

She is beautiful and had a awful think happen to her. The last thread she opened up to us. She shared herself and I felt moved to share it that.

>>743835897
>fantasies* (I guess, english not first language)

>>743835597
Have you have nightmares or flashback about being raped or forced to do something intimate?
Weird questio: was your hair short by the time you got penetrated by that man, how was your look back then?

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>>743835597
Christmas would be the edgiest time to an hero so great choice. Don't leave me hanging when the time comes.

>>743835597
Do you think you have a chance to find true happiness?

>>743835396
This nigger thinks any thread where a camwhore is posting tits isn't a whore-whatever-thread

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can anyone give me a rundown of what happened to this girl?

>>743836456
she was raped obviously and is too autistic to move on and get over it

>>743833810
>743833810
Fuck, I always miss out on the good threads.

>>743836456
https://thebarchive.com/b/thread/743797542/#743817002

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>>743835838
it's always a faceless guy for me too. and i think i'm the same as you. gosh why am i even trying to understand it.

>>743835897
well... rape as a starter
bdsm, age play, choking, pet play, spanking
it's pretty soft for 4chan, i know. but i already feel terrible for having these thoughts after everything

>>743836173
oh yes. i used to get nightmares at least once a week. i have a lot more nightmares than the people i know in general, even if it's not directly related to it
and i probably had "short" hair, maybe shoulder-length, my mom insisted it on keeping it at least that short.

>>743836213
heh, no worries. i have no idea what year i'll do it exactly. as soon as my parents die, i guess

>>743836790
faggot

>>743835597
For real though:
I have a gf of 4 years now, she moved away for work less than a year in so we do it long-distance, once or twice a month.
I'm saying this because our relationship format might be of interest to you: she's almost as much of a sub as I am a dom and at this point (after much conversation and fantasy roleplay and careful discussion about actual boundaries), I have "permission" to rape her on my whim. Sometimes that means just forcing her head down on my dick while I drive, sometimes it means waking her up in the middle of the night with a hand on her mouth and my cock in her cunt, and sometimes (once so far) it means showing up at her apartment three hours away before she gets home from work, hiding in her closet, and then ambushing her, overpowering her, forcing a bag over her head, and raping her for hours.
There are people who do this and I personally think (no shit) that it's perfectly normal and OK. So does she, for what it's worth. It's not as extreme as actual, literal rape, but that's not really what turns you on, is it? It's the concept of rape, which we both get to explore without consequence once or twice a month.
I know everyone's gonna call me a lying faggot and that's OK with me. I just wanted you to be aware that it's a big fucking world out there and there are people for everybody. As far as fetishes go, your rape kink is pretty fucking normal. If you're careful and honest about what you do and do not like, you can find yourself in a fun, healthy relationship... and still get raped on the regular.

Good luck, femanon.

>>743836790
>rape as a starter
>bdsm, age play, choking, pet play, spanking
I've dated several rape victims and that's pretty standard

next question: somebody fucking you while they make you recount the story of what happened to you, hot or traumatising?

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>>743836790
>Pet Play
Do you own a leash or any collars? This is my MAIN fetish.

> when my parents die
That's just an unreliable metric

>>743836790
>as soon as my parents die, i guess

that's gay, by then you won't want to anymore. Do it while the getting's good

>>743836790
wow I'm such a fucking faggot but I'm sorry you feel the way you do. But life can get better. Good luck

>>743836790
In the next answer post could we have another view of your breasts please femanon?

>>743836790
>i already feel terrible for having these thoughts after everything
I understand why you feel this way, but I think you're too tough with yourselve.

Do you feel the rape in some way corrupted you and now there's no going back from that?

>>743836398
i am 100% sure that i stand the chance, but i am also 99.8% sure that i won't find it.
everything is just so pointless and sad

>>743836514
pretty much
except i got over the rape
but my retarded ass developed unhealthy coping mechanisms that i thought worked but just made everything worse
and now i'm depressed and it doesn't even have to do anything with what happened anymore

>>743836790
Age play? You would be a cute loli if your tits weren't so big. Sorry if this triggers your body stuff.

>>743836790
Im not from an anglo country and I am "average" for my countrys male standars, I just have a complex with my height, Im 1.71 m. do you think girls have in mind manlet standards, what do you think about body complexes?

>>743837252
Oh so it's just a general depression and not about the rape specifically? That's much easier, it'll go away with enough time, even though you'll think that's a retarded thing for me to tell you now (but it's true)

>>743837052
ok but did you date rape victims or 'rape victims'

damis? :(

I have nothing to add to this thread
relation ships and sound like too much work
u can get the same affect from your hand and some lotion

you most likely have a good chance of finding some retard who would treat you really well for almost nothing in return. Use that to your advantage.

>>743837252
>I got over it
>but I'm depressed
k

>>743837546
Damis

>>743837458
(Not OP)
I don't know, man. My problem with depression is not the depression in itself but all the things I lost because of it. I know I could get better if I tried, but I don't want to because I can't get over what I've lost. I think maybe OP feels the same way.

>>743837495
the former. when you're into the fun kinks you tend to get girls with fucked up childhood experiences.

some once-off rape, regular molestation, etc. I think the mildest was just ongoing physical abuse.

>>743837587
Im willing to bet that she would prefer someone who'd treat her like shit so it doesn't disturb her world view of life sucking.

>>743837788

>all the things I *hypothetically* lost

fixed it for you.
things don't usually follow into the best possible outcome, even in the best of circumstances.

>>743837788
Hey I hear you, and it's a slow upward curve, but once a single thing goes right again, you'll feel like you can win more and more of it back

>>743837984
right she probably would constantly feel it a fallacy and eventually break that relationship.

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>>743837002
honestly, i don't think that having a rape fetish is weird. i don't think that any fetish is weird. sure, i like some more than others but who am i to judge? and your relationship sounds great, anon.
i just find it strange that i still fantasize about it when i know how horrible it is

>>743837052
traumatising. i hate this memory
i understand it's weird but... i mean if they force me to do it it could be hot since they're forcing me to. but just remembering it, without context, makes me feel not very good and not very aroused
i have no idea why rape in general is okay but that particular memory is nope.exe when i fantasize about much much worse

>>743837154
>>743837107
>Do you own a leash or any collars?
i don't, sadly. i'd love to.

>That's just an unreliable metric
>that's gay, by then you won't want to anymore.
kek i know, but i don't think i could do it if they're still alive. i love them too much.

>>743837187
thanks. it makes me feel better

>>743837228
i don't know about taking other pics, i know they are shit

>>743837250
that's what i tell myself... but still, it's no excuse. a lot of people get raped. they don't end up like me

>>743838338
What a pretty little cunt. Keep it shaved for me ;)

>>743838338
>i have no idea why rape in general is okay but that particular memory is nope.exe when i fantasize about much much worse
nope, thats not surprising. most girls who were raped don't like to relive their own experience however kinky they are, some have managed to sexualise the event though. I just find it really hot to make them.

It's fin

>>743838338
damis

>>743838338
Show ur belly button close

>>743837052
>I've dated several rape victims and that's pretty standard
Where/how did you find your dates?

>>743838338
Maybe its because you are ashamed of your own baggage? I don't know why you feel so bad about it, but I do hope one day you can make your peace with it and grow. And it would be a waste to bury a body as good as yours to suicide

>>743838338
You're a lovely girl and I'm really sorry for what happened to you, but right now I would love to take you from the hair and fuck your brains out.

>>743838338
Youve got a nice body OP, Im sure you make me feel excited but also inspirated, I don't know if it helps to hear it from a nobody through the internet but you still have value, maybe a meaning, Im sure you have potential to do wathever you want to do, thanks in a weird way Femanon c:
Spasiba

>>743838338
I love how fucking little you are. I want to be dominated by a girl like you. It's my fantasy.

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>>743838338
Now if I can just see what I'm assuming is a right little ass, my night might be marginally better.


>They don't end up like me
A lot of people get raped then murdered, pregnant, or given diseases. Your depressing life could easily have been more depressing. Then again you might be in to that.

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>>743837378
i already hate my boobs so no worries. i have to lose more weight but i don't want to go to rehab again so i have to be careful, it drives me nuts

>>743837443
1m71 is already very tall for me. don't sweat it. i know height is frustrating because you can't change it, but keep in mind that on average girls are shorter than that

>>743837458
>>743837788 kind of this... and it's more of an existential depression, too. i just can't see the point. i know it's gay but nobody is going to remember me and i'm not 10 anymore, i can't dream, i'll never be anyone. all i can do is distract myself and it's getting old

>>743837631
i got over the rape. depression is another thing. i know it's probably related but when i can't get up in the morning it's not because of what some old guy did to me 8 years ago

>>743836790
Question raped femanon: there's a study out there saying that nearly half of all raped females felt aroused and/or orgasm during rape. Did yours felt arousing too, or had an orgasm?

>>743838338
The guy who hurt you was the most prime example of the worst scum of the earth.

You're a beautiful and worthwhile human being, and your problems stemming from your rape are absolutely 100% not your fault, no matter how guilty or down you feel at any given time about it. Other people dealing with their rapes differently has no bearing whatsoever on you with yours. That's them, they're you. You can't control how you are wired, or how trauma affected you when you were still just a child, in her formative years.

I hope you learn to love and forgive yourself, and I hope you can move past and heal from feeling suicidal.

You deserve better. Good luck.

>>743839205
>they're you
They're *not* you, I meant.

>>743839160
That's fair, point conceded.

Spread your legs.

>>743839160
Show navel

What's your favorite film?

>>743839160
That's a normal sort of depression I think, and it's human nature to have to confront it. You shouldn't worry that it will hold you back forever. I don't want to make it sound like this is the be all end all, but have you tried therapy?

>>743839160
You hate your boobs? Why?

>>743838338
>>743835069
>>743834900
Where you from!?

>>743835597

can I rape you? would you like it?

would you like to be in a gangbang while tied up?

>>743839205
This isn't tumblr fuckwad, we are having a regular and therefore hopefully productive discussion about this, not sucking up to her wholeheartedly

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>>743838543
i can see your point... and i guess i sexualized the idea of the event. hentai didn't help that's for sure

>>743838939
heh, thanks, i hope too

>>743839078
holy shit that's nice

>>743839119
>Your depressing life could easily have been more depressing
that's the worst thing. i am so aware of that. i could have been born in a country at war, without enough food to survive or something. i'm such a whiny bitch for the little i went through sometimes
have a booty pic for what it's worth
sorry it's so shitty

>>743839613
>>can i rape you
>> CAN I
???

>>743838930
I don't really have a technique? I go for girls who seem likely to be into ageplay/bdsm/etc, and it turns out most of them have some trauma in their background. there are exceptions.

>>743839860
>sucking up to her
Sucking up implies that I expect to get something in return.

I don't, i'm just being honest about what I think. It does give me pleasure that I also got to make you mad about it, though, so thanks for that.

>>743839872
Any chance of a full body pic? Or face? I bet your face is cute as fuck.

>>743839905
>I go for girls who seem likely to be into ageplay/bdsm/etc, and it turns out most of them have some trauma in their background. there are exceptions.
How do you find them? Online platforms? IRL?

>>743839872
Location!?

its a guy who cut his dick up, and tucked it in

>>743839872
It's never productive to think if other people have it better or worse than you. You have your problems and they are real problems, who gives a shit how they compare

>>743839160
>i just can't see the point. i know it's gay but nobody is going to remember me and i'm not 10 anymore, i can't dream, i'll never be anyone. all i can do is distract myself and it's getting old
I know this feeling very well, and I know I'm wrong for obsessing over the wrong things, yet I can't help it. If only I could focus in the future everything would be fine.
>>743839872
Great ass.

>>743839872
Show your belly button

>>743839872
Your booty is pert and cute, please don't die.

Please take a shot like the last pussy one but with your legs spread... I'm gonna cum any second now.

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>>743839193
no, i was 11 and a virgin it hurt like absolute hell
if i was raped now it would be another story but all i now is that it was awful

>>743839205
that's so sweet, what the hell

>>743839420
wow hum, i have too many to choose
i really liked the godfather, boyhood, taxi driver, old boy, clockwork orange, mommy
idk i have buttloads

>>743839473
yes, i've been seeing someone since i was 13 for eating disorder-related shit
it's kind of useful but i never feel fully comfortable

>>743839529
1)too big 2) ugly nipples

>>743839872
>Such a whiny bitch
Probably, I don't know you after all. But at the end of the day you were still raped so you get to Bitch more than others do I suppose.

But you're also still alive so theres a limit to the whining before you have to get over it. Unless of course you actually kill yourself on Christmas with me.

Also, I lied. I'm not satisfied, I need a better shot of your pussy. Nowish.

>>743840609
What age do you have when you gave a first blowjob if you have done one?
Is there any physical touch that excites you more?

hmm

u guy mind if I dump a ton of racist jokes here?

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>>743840192
not everything on /b/ is a trap

>>743840280
that's a very healthy way of putting it

>>743840348
feelsbad.
what's your poison? video games? alcohol? drugs? and i bet we would be more eager to focus on the future if the future looked less shitty

>>743840499
here?

>>743839875

i'm a gentleman, i ask for permission before raping.

>>743840609

answer this you useless raped scum

>>743840609
Too...too big? You know that no guy will ever think this right? And I disagree completely about the nipples.

Anyway, I'm glad the therapy is kind of useful. I'd say do whatever you can to distract yourself if you start thinking of something negative related to the incident, kind of like when you break up with someone and have to do whatever you can not to talk to them

>>743840096
>How do you find them? Online platforms? IRL
both. online lets you get to kink preferences much more quickly, and I'm kind of a big obvious-daddy-figure in real life.

>>743841059
Navel Closer please

>>743840609
I have seen many ugly nipples and those do not approach the threshold. You're a sexy girl who's smart enough to now how fucked up you are. You're basically my fetish. I'd rape you for days and feed you eggs.

>>743841059
Post more pics of your vagina.

>>743841114
>You know that no guy will ever think this right?
Right? I'm a guy who strictly prefers A-cups and smaller, myself, and even I wouldn't call her tits "too big". They're not my best preference, but they're still beautiful. Fantastic nipples, too.

>>743841059
Time 4 that pussy

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>>743840891
i'm really sensitive in the neck/ear area

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>>743841059
This thread is a trap senpai

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>>743833810
You arent fooling me. I will not fall for traps. Just show us ur dick already.

>>743841320
you know rereading this it grammatically incorrect and the triggers me

>>743841059
Videogames, alcohol, weed, and rough sex are my vices.

Spread your legs.

>>743841059
Belly button more close

>>743841059
Do you think Hitler was right?

>>743839872
that's actually a pretty good ass picture

>>743841059
>what's your poison? video games? alcohol? drugs?
I've gotten to the point where I don't enjoy anything, really. Or more precisely the hope that comes from enjoying something is, in a way, more painful than just feeling depressed. I used to love literature and films when I was a teenager but I haven't read a book in like a year and I don't remember the last time I saw a film. Now I just listen to music. What about you?

>>743841059
Have you ever been close with someone that had suffer the same as you in any way?
Was there any moment where angery really take over you?
Let´s see your mouth or your pooper please

>>743841118
>IRL
>both. online lets you get to kink preferences much more quickly, and I'm kind of a big obvious-daddy-figure in real life
What's your age-bracket you're going for?

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>>743841092
that's a very gentleman move from you, sir. more people should be like you.
and please don't

>>743841114
for me they are way too big
i used to have them way smaller, but i had to gain weight and now they're just reminding me of the blob that i am
and the distraction thing is very good advice. i can feel kind of happy when i'm in a fictional world, like everybody else on the earth

>>743841220
but they're so big and puffy it's disgusting ..well, i guess you know better them me so i will stfu, i'm not the nipple master here
and give me all the eggs
i won't leave the house until i eat the whole bowl, i promise

>>743841829
>What's your age-bracket you're going for?
I don't have a particular bracket. I've had girls from 18 to 35, its the attitude that matters.

>>743841059
Trying to cum.. post pics of your pussy or dick or whatever.

>>743841944
>I don't have a particular bracket. I've had girls from 18 to 35, its the attitude that matters
How old are you?

>>743841869
Awww you're fucking adorable
And you're skinny that's why I'm making you eat them in the first place

>>743841869
I don't know how old these pictures are but if you think you are a blob you have a warped view of reality

>>743842025
30.

I wish you'd leave simply because I feel so bad about this situation its only depressing me more, keep your body to the ones you truly love, we cant change your decisions and some people aren't helping but hey as long as you get some self esteem out of it. just still that seeing people posting their bodies like that just makes me hear someone calling for some sort of help.

>>743841869

did you came during the rape?

>>743842152
I expect posts this retarded from /b/ but I also expect /b/ to have the sense to know which faggots to harass and which to chat normally with

>>743842152
>did you came during the rape?
No she didn't, she was 11 y/o

>>743840609
Tits are perfect size and you have nice nipples...

>>743841869
puffy nipples are the best

>>743842222
checked

>>743841869
FWIW
http://www.popsci.com/science/article/2013-05/science-arousal-during-rape

>>743841869
Your body is perfect. Don't ruin it, please, for the sake of humanity.

>>743842239
Not that guy, but do you seriously think that 11's can't cum?

Are you stupid?

>>743842380
Im also going to ask that
Are you stupid nigger? Autocontrol your mental issues

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>>743841869
Here's a thought; instead of being tempted to fall back into reading eating disorder territory, save up for a breast reduction instead if you think they're too big.

t.Not a Faggot

>>743841869
Your nipples are fine. Your tits are just to big for your perfect little loli body.

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>>743841751
it's scary how much i relate. i find less and less pleasure in what i used to enjoy a lot. i also feel like i have to "increase the dose" like marathon movies and watch gorier/more "entretaning" (aka stuff with a higher shock value) things to not feel sad.
no offense, but i'm scared i'll end up like you. again, no offense.

>>743841828
>Have you ever been close with someone that had suffer the same as you in any way?
no, no one irl
>Was there any moment where angery really take over you?
fucking yes. i punch myself and the walls and break everything i can find, i scream and cry like a possessed bitch until im too tired and i fall asleep, wake up in my trashed room and feel like the biggest idiot in the world. it's scary

>>743842031
i dont see myself as skinny at all, but thank you very much it makes me feel kinda better

>>743842084
i took them just now
and i know im technically not, some days i feel fine, but most of the time i just feel like a monster and squishy and disgusting
i know it's not true, i lived with it and i can deal with it, but it's kind of tiring to feel like that 6 days out of 7
plus honestly, i'm kind of on the fat side of "skinny"

>>743842152
>>743842222
checked wow, also this
and this >>743842239

>>743842291
>>743842253
well thanks, i'm kind of surprised some people think that, i thought very small nipples were the best (i personally think they are but hey)

>>743842346
thanks anon
it needs some work but i'll try

>>743842348
okay i laughed

For a couple of you in the thread:I lost a good friend when I was 12. Imagined dying /killing myself every day for like 8 years. Now I'm 24 and though some days still suck, I can actually imagine being 30.

>>743842380
Learn to read, the entire thread you shit for brains imbecile:
>>743840609

>>743842910
When are you going to show your butthole?

>>743842910
100% trap

>>743842910
grip that bed sheet hard

>>743842910
If the things you used to enjoy aren't giving you as much pleasure anymore, go off the beaten path and try a bunch of new things and see if any of them can excite you.

And you are definitely not on the fat side of skinny. Like not even close. Wanting to lose weight anyway is one thing, but you gotta realize that.

Age? I like your petite body.

>>743842910
>boo hoo I have a body most people would kill to have and I can pretty much fuck whomever I want to but I'm saaaad

fuck off dumb cunt

Idk if the girl is still here, but just wanted to say that as someone who has dealt with a similar trauma as you, and who knows a lot of people that too have suffered from it. You're not that fucked up for how you feel/think. Shit sucks, I know. It's something that will never really leave you, but there healing from all of it, and it won't be easy, but it's possible. The insecurities, body shaming, self hatred, all of that, but it's something that you can't really do alone. Whether it's getting actual help from professionals or just having a friend to confide. I saw in your earlier post that you did go to psychiatrist. Hope you still are, or at least have someone to talk to. This is coming from someone has had insecurities and everything for at least 15-17 years from it. No matter how deep rooted it is.

Also you have a banging body. Don't think otherwise.

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>>743842563
good, healthy advice, what the fuck
this thread is full of it
how
(thanks anyway, i'll keep it in mind. i'm scared of the scars it may leave, tho)

>>743842822
i know, it's annoying as fuck.

>>743842910
Everybody has their own preferences, I personally don't like small nipples at all.

Lets have another peak to your ass femanon, pleaseeee, I am under your will

>>743842910
Op a good way to tell if you are fat is if you can still see your toes. If your belly hides them then you are fat as fuck

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>>743842910
If by, on the fat side of skinny, you mean you don't have six pack abs then sure. Honestly, you have an amazing body and gorgeous feet.

I can relate to feeling like the stuff you enjoy is bringing less and less pleasure. I got through that by picking up learning an instrument. Give it a try. Worst case scenario you pick something up and learn something most people don't.

>>743842910
>no offense, but i'm scared i'll end up like you. again, no offense.
It's kind of offensive, but it's all right. I don't want people to feel like this.

Also, It's clear you don't see your body for what it is. It's quite close to perfection. Starving yourself to look better would be like sculpting a statue in the darkness. The result won't be what you're looking for.

Did u date someone?
Do you wanna have some good and lovely relationship? Without rape fetish.
Do you consider yourself a needy person?

I don't wanna be rude, it's because some time ago I was going out with a girl who was raped. She was very needy and she likes me because I just treat her well, give attention, hugs and don't talk about sex.

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>>743843454
Something about broken clocks I heard

>>743835597
Try to surround yourself with positive vibes. I know it's not much coming from some jag-off on the internet but you gotta love yourself. Depression will never let go if you don't fight it. Try to find a creative outlet ala movies, art, writing. etc.

ps. Hope you find happiness in the long-run

>>743843454 Seriously though, I love petite little girls like you. Can you give us a full body shot maybe?

Is there any hobby that still survives until this day and you keep on?
Do you masturbate nowadays regularly or do you hate any contact stimulation from yourself?
Can you take a photo of your feet please?

>>743835277
That implies she has a full left nipple.
Maybe she's covering the absence.

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But don't let any of my advice distract from the fact that I haven't gotten enough of your body.

What's the sexist pose you can think of?

>>743843454
could you post some more pics? I'm really enjoying the ones so far.

>>743842910
(there are people out there who find your body type and especially your nipples to be absolutely perfect)
(like me)

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>>743843283
bitch it doesn't work like that
some days i see myself in the mirror and i'm like "okay it's good"
but some days i feel like literal shit
i have no idea how to explain it to you, it's like wanting to take a pair of scissor and cut it all off
some days i just can't get out
some days all i do is eat and puke
my teeth are so weak
i have heart problems
my throat is always sore
my hair is falling
it's not all glamorous and saying that i'm fat to get compliments when i see myself as a perfect bimbo bitch
it's literally feeling like absolute crap because you gained 0.1 lbs
i can't explain it better, sorry, just know it's not like that

>>743843236
19

>>743843322
thanks, man. i'm still seeing the psychiatrist. it's helpful but i know i should make more efforts to be more open and honest with her

>>743843196
thanks dude. i really have to try new things, i know. probably will change drastically my life, i don't know. go for a trip. something.
i have to try everything before i go

>>743844065
You say this like it's a special thing but I think way more people would agree with you than wouldnt

I missed the first thread. Anymore good nudes out there?

Hey rapey gal, I've appreciated what you've posted, both pics and information. Thanks.

Any chance you'd be willing to post full body nude with face? I need it. For fapping reasons.

rapeanon, why are you on 4chan giving people images of your naked body?

If you got over the whole rape thing, what perhaps may have caused the lack of self respect? Is it just a part of you you've always had?

>>743844127
re: the psychiatrist, yes you really really should do that. They can only do so much. Their role in therapy is to guide you to improvement, but it's really all on you to solidify those changes and you can't get there together if you keep anything from her. I'm a psychologist myself, so I have seen this get in the way of a lot of people's progress

>>743842910
you sound like someone I talk 2 on imgur

>>743837002
Have you tought about getting her raped by someone else ?

>>743844127
Just remember. When you aren't being open with them. They can't help you, and you can't get help. I literally went 12 years before I told anyone and got help. I get it, but don't be like fucking idiot like me. As lame as it sounds, I was bawling the first time I told someone, cause it was so hard to talk about it. All your psychiatrist wants to do is help you, don't think that anything you're about to say to them is something they haven't heard. Trust me they've heard it before. Good luck with the future. I truly hope you get the healing and future that you actually deserve, and not what you think you deserve.

Have you ever gone to work put at the gym or gone running OP?
Also what hobbise do you currently have/like to do

>>743844127
We know you aren't making up feeling fat. We are just telling you that you are wrong. If enough people say it, maybe you will see it too

>>743844305
Newsflash, sharing nudes and showing off a little isn't only caused by a lack of self respect.

We each get to define what self respect means to us. You don't get to force your standards on anyone esle.

Some people just like the compliments and attention, and see absolutely no harm or negativity from doing so, and that's alright, for them.

>>743842910
This thread is a pretty good example of the fact that you require honest intimate interpersonal interaction to feel better. It's a long fucking slog of a road to get out of depression, but you had the courage to start on it, which is a good sign.
It doesn't feel like it and I'm just some fucker on the internet but trust me, life does get better. You have value. You're intelligent, articulate, and attractive, and you're asking questions that many people wouldn't think of in your situation. Also a good sign.
You need to surround yourself with good people. People you can talk to and trust. And you need to (eventually) get proper fucked. A lot. By someone you love and trust as a friend. It's a lot easier to learn to love yourself when you have the undeniable evidence that someone whose opinion you respect thinks you're worthy of love. That was the biggest thing that worked for me. It finally kinda "clicked". But there's still some self-improvement to work through first on the rage front, or you're going to end up hurting them and just feeling shittier about yourself. Don't let that scare you into not working at it. You deserve to get chained to a bed and fucked black and blue, and I personally will be very disappointed in you if you don't. BDSM will also give you a great outlet to channel your rage. You can impotently scream and thrash and flail at your laughing master while he uses you.
Finally:
I know it's not comforting and it's probably tough to believe, but body dysmorphia is a textbook symptom of rape survivors. You look good (rapably good); the thoughts you feel when you see yourself and think "I'm fat" are mostly a rejection of and a disgust for the body that was assaulted. They are not founded in reality. I know that's basically useless, but it's true. Even on /b/, the least nice place on the internet, nobody so much as thought to call you fat. These nerds (myself included) are happily jacking it to your tight little body.

>>743844553
faggiest post in this thread

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>>743833810
can someone fill me in here.. some girl got raped and is depressed and wants to kill self because of it? and she posted nudes?

no judgment here i'm 25 m and seriously considering suicide myself

>>743844621
What's got you down?

>>743844621
>25 M
>I see what you did there

>>743844591
>being your own person and not spreading pointless negativity is faggy
Ironclad logic.

>>743844384
Fuck no, she's mine.
Most I might ever do is gangbang her, but bringing others into it when we're long-distance is an emotional minefield that neither of us wants to get into. I'm marrying this cunt.

>>743844682
He's just trying to get his dick wet just like the rest of us.

Rapeannon, ever thought about getting gangraped? We could arrange that

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>>743843514
it's good to know. sometimes i'm so stuck up my own preferences i forget people might have different tastes

>>743843638
i can tell i'm not fat right now, and generally i know i'm not but some days you won't make me change my mind. i'm not blind i can see it's not that bad but then i know i can be much much thinner and i know i was, but i made a promise and i'm seeing a nutritionist that weights me weekly and if my weight changes too much, she'll put me on this meal plan again and i just can't
plus i made a promise to my parents (i know it's queer as fuck)

>>743843652
the instrument is a very good idea. i used to play the piano. i have to get back to it

>>743843681
sorry, didn't mean it in the "you are horrible and i don't want to be like you" way but more in the "i know it's fucking coming" way. sorry, i said that when i know it's difficult enough. and thank you. really.

>>743843734
>Do you consider yourself a needy person?
not really. putting up with my shit is hard enough.
>Do you wanna have some good and lovely relationship? Without rape fetish.
everybody would want that. i am not sure i am made for it. weirdly, it's not what i'm really... searching, but i can't say it would not be good. i don't know, argh, i never really experienced it
i'm not going to play it all edgy and say i only live for suffering and twisted relationships
honestly i don't know

>>743844714
Not the guy you're replying to, but you've gotta be incredibly naive. Exposing yourself in that way does certainly imply low confidence, low selfrespect etc

A friend of mine just confided in me that she was suicidal due to a rape from years ago. We've been hanging out a lot more and she's been coming to me whenever she has a depressive episode. I saw you were seeing a therapist which is great, but maybe you should also try talking to a close friend about it (if you haven't already, I haven't read every post.) My friend is also seeing a therapist but said that talking to me has made her feel a lot better.

And enough anons have already said it but I feel like I have to too, you have a very attractive body. That ass is spectacular!

>>743844682
have had bad social anxiety since i was 15 and my girlfriend recently broke up with me
>>743844689
haha nah i duno why i did that tbh
>>743844806
my dick aint likely gonna get wet here but i always appreciate some OC nudes

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>>743844806
haha just imagine the cancer that's in this thread all hoovering over this girl disgusting man fucking each others cum holes, gl arranging ur gang rape virgin faggot

>>743844621
You okay, friend?

>>743844863
You
Can
Still
Have
A
Good
And
Loving
Relationship
And
Have
A
Rape
Fetish

Absorb that!

>>743844863
Do you agree with Hitler?

>>743844863
Heres a tip primarily used on smokers 'attempting' to quit.

You shouldn't 'try'. You have to sit down, and take the time to revise the image you have of yourself to be different than it currently is. This personal problem could be solved way more easily if you don't think of yourself as "a smoker trying to quit" or "a <eating disorder or whatever> seeking help", rather than just someone who <<used>> to be that thing, but then transitioned into what you are more. a non-smoker/neurotypical or whatever.

>>743844987
>Implying you wouldnt want to contribute in further breaking an already broken girl.

>>743845004
Can, but she's a moron stuck in a self destruct loop

>>743844863
The piano is a great idea. Some simple bach or chopin tunes would work wonders on anyone's quality of life

show pussy

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>>743845099
nah I'm good, there is no joy in doing that shit only depravity and it only feeds into your own fucked up shit

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>>743843840
i agree. i don't try hard enough. i already draw and write, but i have to get out more an shit like that. now i keep saying it but i actually have to take my ovaries in hand and do it

>>743843851
sorry it's horrible and i'm bloated af

>>743843869
>Is there any hobby that still survives until this day and you keep on?
movies, tv shows, music, 4chan, video games and art basically. also my family
>Do you masturbate nowadays regularly or do you hate any contact stimulation from yourself?
from time to times. it's mostly light stuff tho, i almost never actually put something in

>>743845365
LUL pancake titties.

>>743845319
You sound like a sane person, tf are you doing in /b/?

>>743845365
Cute as fuck. Can we get a face shot?

Goes for OP; goes for anyone, if you're feeling down and need a chat, I'll be here on discord: Aken#1505.

I've been down the well myself, and while I'm not fully out, I can see the light. Nothing's worse than feeling alone, helpless or just downright sad.

But you are your strongest and fiercest when you're all the down. Beaten to the last hope, cornered with no exits.

Or if you wanna just shoot the shit, I gotta fucking do this report for work so I can get off early tomorrow.

>>743845365
That is a perfect body, all around. As I suspected it would be.

>>743845525
saggy tits my dude shes only 19

>>743845365
I'd collar you.

>>743845365
You shouldn't get any skinnier. You could get a bit fitter, if you want, but you have a fucking great body. Both beautiful and sexy.

>>743845581
??? They look fine to me. The tips are perky, and tons of women have boobs that don't connect at the immediate bottom like that. Nothing wrong with it.

>>743845365
Hey femanon, your web companion has been one of the best and really relatable and exciting, but could we see any draw or art that you have done plus your butthole? wel, the last is optional

>>743845365
Hey OP, is the attention that you're getting making you feel like you're worth something? How does it feel knowing that soon you'll fade from our minds as if you were never there, thus becoming worthless again? Serious question btw

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>>743845365
legit top body

>>743845365
You have a pretty hot body -- no joke.

>>743845496
I just experienced more life and with the years this thing just faded, even my own story and shit its just in the past you can't let it define you as a person because it will just make you miserable but 9 years of /b/ has desensitized me to pretty much anything and now I just go here to see something interesting I guess

>>743845581
>not knowing the difference between saggy and large

>>743844589
this is one of the most helpful things i've read on /b/, congratulations
thank you anon

>>743845649
i'll try. i already """"""""""work out""""""""" but i have to step up my game, haha

>>743845791
>>743845723

they arent big just saggy. keep talking to her though she has no self confidence youre in.

>>743845808
:)

OP do you go to college or some sort of post secondary if not would you ever plan on going?

>>743845790
That's some wisdom right there oldfag. Thanks for sharing I guess

>>743845365
Do you have friends?

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>>743845761
i mean, i know that. it really won't make me feel anything. it's not making me feel like i'm worth something, sure, it's helpful self-esteem wise, but it's also very therapeutic.
the amazing advice that some anons give like >>743845075, >>743844589 or >>743844434
is going to stay with me for a long time, and that's already more than i'd hope for
and honestly im not here to be remembered

>>743845764
thanks, man

>>743846122

Femanon I like to draw as a hobby and I hope you dont mind if I took you as a muse or reference for further draws, thanks for your body

>>743846122
Good answer. Take care OP I have a feeling you'll do fine

>>743845365
That body is just fucking sexy. and regardless, this is a hot fetish, there is nothing sexier than feeling her squirm, pinned underneath, legs wriggling and wrists pinned as you sink inside

>>743846122
OP no one is here to be remembered. Thats why we must make due with what we have and make the best of it or find ways to cope with what we cant

>>743846122
Love ya. Get some sleep before the rest of this shithole wakes up and pops the miraculous bubble that is this beautiful thread.

Can anyone make a copy of this thread? There's a lot of meaningful thoughts that I want to review and reflect on later.

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>>743846107
One good friend and it's already more than i deserve. i have a few "friends" too, but generally, my relationships aren't the most durable ever

>>743845790
wow. that sucks balls. unrelated stupid question: i'm kind of a "newfag" on a large scale because i've only been browsing /b/ regularly for only 2 years now and i have a question: is b really that different? was it less cancerous before?

>>743846541
Love her why? I've met way too many girls like OP. Very sweet on the surface, especially considering what they've been through, but once you get deeper, it gets darker and crazier. Don't let sympathy fool ya, you don't know her

Feetpls ty

>>743846733
could you please give a quick summary of your story for those of us that weren't in the previous thread

>>743846733
Not the guy you're replying, but can contribute. /b/ has never really been good, but there was much more variety, more oc and less policing

>>743846750
I'm not that poster, but I think "love ya" was more congenial than conveying actual emotion. Seemed to be more of a keep ya head up kinda thing, don't think he was proposing any sort of relationship or intimacy

>>743846733
>is b really that different? was it less cancerous before?

it's always been cancer. it's just less vigorous cancer now.

I used to like it more, but in 2007 I was a 19 year old with shitty taste who thought forum raids were funny

>>743846733
not less cancerous but more people, and not the same fucking threads every fucking day, it would be like imgur kinda is now every 1 min u refresh all new threads but /b/ has always been cancerous, I rly gotta go to work now though I'm up and out

>>743846910
b-but raid were funny doe....

>>743846733
Do you consider yourself a lonely person?

>>743847021
sure, I loved them. but I was a silly faggot.

nice work as op, providing with good pics

i hope someday i could fuck a girl with that body to be honest

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>>743846312
poor puppy
it's scary to think that 6 years ago i would have cried or something
now i'm just like "aw."

>>743846335
i'd be honored, anon

>>743846352
glad i passed the teh, heh
take care too and i hope you are right

>>743846541
i should. it's 8 am here and i haven't slept yet. what the fuck am i doing

>>743846824
somebody posted a link to the archived old thread somewhere at the beginning

>>743846880
>>743846910
>>743846952
thanks for replying. i always wondered if i missed something great.


well, im going to go. thanks everyone, really. see you all

>>743847253
Take good care of yourself. You're going to make it. I'm rooting for you.

>>743847253
A last nude Queen of /b/?

>>743847253
>always wondered if i missed something great.
if you want to know what it felt like, go on /pol/. now try to imagine the hectic insane feel of /pol/ with the pissjug-grade content of /b/

thats pretty much what it was like.

>>743847253
Take care femanon, tonight was a good night and a good thread, you will get gud before 30's you have potential

The advertisement at the bottom of my screen is a black woman giving a black man some good brain. It's arousing.

>>743847253
>>743846733

OP, you're suffering from some pretty severe body dysmorphia. I've always done well for myself in terms of looks, and those I've been able to appreciate, however I bounce back and forth between thinking I'm excessively fat and way too skinny. I look in the mirror most days and feel fat as hell, even though I know I'm probably not. Other days I wake up and think I look jacked. Other days I wake up and think I have chicken arms.

What's awful is hearing compliments from other people, being appreciative they've said it, and then looking in a mirror and suddenly feeling anxious because in your mind they've said it only to patronize you.

I know what you're dealing with in that regard, and while I'm well aware it won't mean much, I just wanted to add to the "you're not fat" train. You're not even skinny-fat. You're just skinny. You've got a great stomach, great legs, and a pleasant body shape.

Sucks you got raped, neat you fantasize about it. When my ex used to drink too much or have a cold and take NyQuil I'd sometimes bang one out while she was out cold. She'd wake up and ask me if I did the next day, and I'd tell her. Sometimes she'd deliriously try to push me away (I was never aggressive about it) and I'd just wait until she went back to sleep again.

I don't know why but that's the only kind of rape I'm into.

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>>743846910
^
Ten years later the word "nigger" doesn't make me burst out laughing anymore. IDK what's wrong with me.
It was fun and exciting to know that I was on some secret website that provided the foundation for my entire generation's sense of humor. It was a thrill to see the "cool kids" "discover" and share a meme that I knew /b/ had grown tired of two years prior. I felt like I had my thumb on the pulse. Rules 1 and 2 were strictly followed, less out of fear of punishment and more out of fear of ridicule; normies wouldn't believe you if you told them so what was the point.
Now 4chan is on the news once a week, and instead of raiding shitty browser games and rigging TIME magazine polls, cringe kids are wearing homemade 4chan flags and yelling in public about a white ethnostate. Even grandma knows what a "meme" is, and the job of creating everyone's jokes has been outsourced to facebook and fucking tumblr.
Still here though, fuck me I guess.

>>743847389
Boxxy would like a word with you imbecile

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Did anyone save her set, and if so link

it's time to show those feet

>>743847794
Cheer up anon, growing up isn't that bad, at least we get laid now

>>743845365
Jesus wtf is wrong with your nipples?

>>743847893
https://thebarchive.com/b/thread/743797542/#743817002 old posts

She just wanted attention fags. Y'all got baited hard

>>743848315

Hi, virgin. :)

>>743848530
How is it b8 she did all our requests

>>743848777
She acted like she was some unique edgy depressed teen and everyone ate it up. She's just mentally weak and should grow the fuck up. People go through much worse than her, or the same and don't kill themselves. If you always talk that bullshit 90% of people don't give a fuck. You're not special, you're not fucked up, you're perfectly normal but you wish you were unique so you make up this depressed shut to get attention from fags like us.

>>743848777
Most of them. No pussy, asshole, or face.

>>743849116
>>743849142
I didn't suggest shit who cares about her problems. She was chill and I saw enough of her body to fap

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>>743845808
>this is one of the most helpful things i've read on /b/, congratulations
>thank you anon
Wait, what? *post?* *post?* *post...ah* >>743844589
Faggot!

>>743846122
Hey girl, I really feel for you, and yes I do believe you are hot as hell, I would do you in a heartbeat. But in my experience, and I say it without trying to offend you, but i think you will never find true happiness, I really hope I am wrong, but your partner will have to take a shitload of problems that will eventually mess him up. You will really never be ok with yourself and you will be by yourself a lot. If it helps I do believe you will find a shit ton of relief as maturity kicks in ( probably at around 27) but I don't think you will truly fix yourself. I wish you best lucks Anon, make the best of the rest of your life!

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>>743846719
>Can anyone make a copy of this thread? There's a lot of meaningful thoughts that I want to review and reflect on later.
Absolutely! Here, I've put together everything so far and I'll add to it unil 404. I've uploaded it to /r/eddit, so you should go there and stay there you fucking nigger dick's genital wart.

so is this a trap

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>>743850583
No. You don't even need to read the thread to find out. Just look at the pictures. You dumb, blind autist.

>>743848330
>>743836669
(the story)

some people are going to find this hot so why not post it
...you degenerates

>be me
>possess the vagina
>be 11
>i was very close to my grandma
>mom gets call
>grandma has breast cancer
>grandma's gonna die
>yay
>i live very close to my best friend, like 10 minutes away walking
>run away from my house sobbing to go and tell her
>i tell her, she comforts me a bit and we chat a bit
>start walking back, sadness hits me again
>crying like a dumbass in the street
>i lived in a small town, very quiet, mostly old people
>some random old guy in his 50's that i used to see walking his dog comes to me and asks me whats wrong
>i can barely answer, crying too much
>he walks side-by-side with me, and i tell him
>he tells me i can come to his house if i want
>politelydeclines.jpg
>"are you sure? you can give me a kiss if you want"
>i don't even answer
>he takes me by the arm with a surprising strength for an old man
>at this point i'm starting to get scared
>"sorry but it's fine, i'm fine, i just gotta go back to my house"
>he doesn't listen to me and pulls me towards a nearby house
>at this point i'm trashing
>i was so shocked that i didn't even scream
>really it's a sickening feeling
>like i was really aware of this stuff and i'll admit, really mature sexually-wise, a bit of a pervert for my age
>but goddam i almost pissed my pants
>he throws me in his house
>i stumble and fall on the floor
>i remember very clearly him standing in front of the open front door and me just thinking "get out now or you're just going to die"
>i tried to fucking crawl past him in total despair
>he pushes me away with his feet and closes the door
>fuck.avi
>i stumble backward and get on all fours to get up
>he's coming my way and i'm crawling in the entrance like in a goddam horror movie
>i swear i've never been so scared in my life

cont? sorry for the mistakes it's not really easy to write about it

>>743851031
>>743848330
>>743836669
(the story)

>so he grabs me by the leg
>at this point i just started pleading and asking him to leave me alone
>he doesn't give a fuck and just flips me over like i'm some pancake
>he grabs my knees and pull them appart, kneels on the floor and puts himslef between my legs
>after some struggling he decides that it's not good enough
>he gets up and yanks me by the arm
>"now shut up and stop struggling little bitch and i won't hurt you too much"
>he takes me to his room
>throws me on the bed
>he begins to take my shoes off and then he moves on to my pants
>obviously he doesn't care if he bruises me
>he's fucking drooling
>well you guess what happened i won't get into details
>it hurt like hell and he struggled like a motherfucker to put it
>the fucker used spit as lube
>like really it was probably the worst pain i've ever felt (and i've broken quite a few bones in my life)
>he finishes quickly, in maybe 2 minutes
>i'm just exhausted and almost passed out anyway
>he pulls my pants up and he just says "i know where you live, if you tell anybody i will come to your house and kill your mom and dad"
>i believed him like
>i wouldn't have known how to tell my parents anyway
>traumatized
>can't go outside alone
>drastic personality change, nobody understands anything
>i don't blame them, i shoud have spoken
>never see the fucker again

>3 years later
>in therapy for eating disorder
>fucking break down, tell it all to my psychiatrist
>she tries to convince me to tell it to my parents
>i refuse because i feel like i don't have any proof and nobody will believe me
>mfw the fucker moved anyway

grandma died 4 months after he assaulted me
why did she have to die but this guy is probably alive and well

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>>743851100

>>743851193
show pussy

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>>743851474
Just an anon posting select shit from the archive.

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>>743851193
>>743851563

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>>743851474

>>743851100
Ty for a great wank.