feels thread. I'm depressed so post some sad shit (stories

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UdL5n1NYzmY

this made me happy and the pain is gone

>>743678313
niceu, i know a better emo song tho
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Mzg2zOFn_g

>>743678448
>i'm happy
how? i need to know your secret plos

>>743678463

Why is death metal a thing again

>>743678504
i stop being a pussy and fixed my life doing things i should be doing.

probs my favorite depressing song and video.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eiZPsIC3w8E

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I've been depressed for as long as I remember. I don't understand how someone can feel normal and live life feeling 'good'. Being sad and feeling bad is all I know. It triggers me how people think depression is just a phase cuz hey had a bad day and they are down for a few hours. Try being down since 7 years ago and being a 27 year old fuck up who wants to die but too much of a pussy to go through with it. I wish I would just get into a car crash

>>743678669
>have social interaction
>still hate myself
This is not true
Although the part about my bad sleeping habits is

>>743678884
Social interaction only works for that time you are interacting.
Where are they when you are alone in bed crying yourself to sleep hugging a pillow

>>743678843
same I even have a gf right now, i'm moving to a better place and my studying is going well but i still feel dead inside. been depressed for like 10 years and it's just not going away, no matter what happens ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ the only solution i know is alcohol and drugs

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>>74367866
>me
>end my life.exe

b where do go to make new friends?

I hate how our mind will fuck with us. I listen to one song and I feel like everything is gonna be ok. It takes some shitty song to feel good for those 3 mins. What kind of bullshit is that

>>743679211
this isn't a ylyl thread kek

>>743679281
i can relate, music is the only thing that gives me joy in life https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t99KH0TR-J4

>>743679301
>sad shit

My girlfriend left me right before Summer break and right before she went to the US. I have been sitting home alone for the big part of the summer. I can't wait to start university again, just so I can start doing some productive shit again.

>>743679294
This is so fucking stupid.
So if I stopped being responsible and not think about anything like bills and deadlines sure I'll be happy as long as someone else does it for me like I do with my fucking dog.
Fuck you and that pic you faggot nigger get the fuck out of here with that jpeg'd to death Facebook repost shit

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>>743679246
Anywhere, /b/ro. You can go anywhere and all you have to do is talk to people while you're there.

>>743679403
>queen
K

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>>743679534
>My girlfriend left me right before Summer break
same, bruv

>>743679691
How have you been coping, friend?

In so weak and useless I dont see why I deserve to live in the first place. I'm stupid and ugly and I just hate myself. I dont deserve to live. I have nothing to gice the world and I am only a parasite

>>743679810
I'm fine as long as i just get drunk everyday kek
I have to go to uni too but i hate everyone there so i'm not exactly happy about it

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yd3SqfMC6Vc

This message is sad

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>>743679865
woah, this /b/ro needs a drink!

>>743679556
Tetchy? Inordinate? You should talk with a psychologist about your issues.

tfw you'll never have a cute gf who loves you for who your really are

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>>743680175
forgot to post the pic

>>743679534
My GF left one day before our first anniversary... Man I miss her so much...

>>743680039
No drinking will only make me worse

>>743680137
>talking to someone about issues
KEK

>>743680382
Bottling up your feelings can really affect a man.

>>743680231
What went wrong?

>>743680382
And what's my issue? Tell me, pls.

>>743680442
Bottling is the way to go.
Let that shit chill for a while and then have a massive break down and cry for a few hours and reset.
Rinse and repeat

>>743680610
No fuck ass. Your suggestion about talking to someone about issues.
Fucking retard, that's your issue I guess not know how green text works

>>743680632
crying with sad music in the background and alcohol are the best solution

>>743680800
No music no booze. Complete solitude and crying. After it's over you listen to music and have a drink and start the countdown for the next breakdown

>>743680732
No. 743680382 makes only sense, when you assume, that I had issues. So what issues do I have?

That you have got serious issues, you are showing obviously.

>>743680912
ay that works as well. I know another tactic too:
>get a prostitute
>boogie
>catch std
>wait to die slowly

>>743680442
She said that she couldn't be with me anymore, almost every day we had fights because nonsenses.
However, I really tried to be with her. I have schizophrenia but even with it I love her more than anything.

She said to me that I always leave her alone... Truth is that she is my whole life and I spent every good piece of me to make her happy....

>>743681190
Have you told her that, even if she doesn't respond well to this information, you will be at peace with yourself that she knows that.

>>743680968
So let's fight. Loser sucks winners dick

>>743681190
>almost every day we had fights because nonsenses.
I had a relationship like that, it's ok, it just means you didn't get along and weren't meant for each other. move on, it might take a long time but just think about something else. for example, you can talk to other girls to forget about her

>>743681190
>she is my whole life and I spent every good piece of me to make her happy....

There's your problem.
Read up on the truth about women to stop being a cuck.

>>743681389
This is not a fight, you live in an odd world. First I just want to have an answer to >>743680968

>>743681313
I don't know if she wants to talk with me, the last thing she said was
"I don't care where you go, I don't want to be with you anymore"

>>743681449
Maybe is because I'm still in love with her but I don't think that I will gonna do that.
I'm very introvert because of the medication, I only have 1 "friend" (my roomie) and I don't really talk with him. I'm a little bit scared of the people around me.

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im so done

>>743681737
People say shit that they won't really say otherwise when they are pissed off. Tell her what you think, without trying to get with her again. It won't work out.

>>743681937
same, used like a condom

>>743678065
I feel like shit. And I'd post my pathetic story but you guys would just rightfully call me an asshole prick dumbass.

So

>>743682001
lmao where do you think you are? this is /b/, nobody judges your fucked up stories

>>743678065
>be me
>35
>struggling to make end meet
>injure foot
>dont go to doctor because broke
>hurts like fuck
>2 weeks later foot is purple
>go to hospital
>get foot off because infection in the bones
>still hurts like fuck


maybe i can haz a robot foot, chicks dig that right?

>>743681952
Thank you man.... Probably I will do that.
I hope she realize my effort.

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>>743682279
chicks pity disabled guys so ye you might get some pussy if you have a good personality kek
jk, feels bad man

>>743681389
Still there, Sir?

>>743682319
at least we're not bronies or furries

>>743682319
whats stem? google is no fucking help

>>743682405
thanks /b/ro

>>743679238
Sauce?

>>743682556
a manga called Jagaaaaaan

>>743682519
Its an acronym for:

S cience
T echnology
E ngineering
M athematics

I just got a bj from my girlfriend a few minutes ago. Feeling pretty good right now.

>>743682707
>see a group of starving people
>go up to them
>"I just had awesome lunch"
That is you. You douche

>>743682707
lucky. I could never convince mine to do it, and when she did it fucking hurt because she kept using her teeth. ouch

>>743682795
Then get off your ass and stop starving.

>>743681389
No fight? You are French, I guess?

Here goes my rant.

I was this seemingly detached shy kid who paid no care to the trivialities of the world. Until yesterday that is. When I talked to this former crush of mine from when I wasn't this way. She talked me about how she fell in love with this one guy and how much pain she went through and how for the sake of his happiness, she let him be with this girlfriend. She was talking to me about how if she had the choice between my life and hers, she would choose to live her way. In love and in pain. And since that talk, I'm feeling something I've never felt before. There's this openness in my heart. I can always feel my heart at any point of the day and it's just vulnerable I think. About to explode.
What is happening to me /b/? What do? Please help

>>743683863
you want to fuck her.

>>743682863
Can't go hunting if your legs are broken

>>743683992
No, I don't think it's that. How did you get that if you don't mind me asking?

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>>743678313
>song starts
>REEEEEEEEEEEEE
top fucking kek made me spill my coffee

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>>743678065

>>743684168
on a serious note tho, i have no idea why you feel that way.
>There's this openness in my heart. I can always feel my heart at any point of the day and it's just vulnerable I think. About to explode.
I only know i felt that way when my ex left me and i lost my job the day after.

>>743684883
>I only know i felt that way when my ex left me and i lost my job the day after.
Did you want to fuck her at that moment?

>>743685061
of course. even after the break up i still fapped thinking about her a lot. i'm a pervert, i always think about sex so can't help it

>>743685259
Did you have feelings for her? Like love and shit?

>>743685317
of course, loved her to death. problem is she didn't and got tired of me for being too clingy and obsessed.

>>743685517
I'm sorry it worked out so anon. Are you over her now?

>>743685944
yeah i have another gf now but it's not going that well either becuase i'm just a socially awkward 4chan user who doesn't know how to act around real people kek

>>743686047
That we all are anon. At least you're doing a lot better than me in life right now. I hope things go well for you anon. Thank you for sparing the time to talk to me

>743686256
N..no you

>>743686256
>Now I have a son
wow there's a dad with a lot of free time
also, if your life is that good then why are you wasting it by going on 4chan all day

>>743679865
I know the words of an internet stranger may not mean much, but I'm so sorry. Feeling that way fucking sucks and I hope something brings you happiness soon. Hold on anon <3

>>743682001
Post your story, /b/ro. It might be good to let it out.

>>743682279
Femanon here, a guy with a prosthetic foot would definitely not be an automatic turnoff for me. It would actually be kinda cool. Good luck anon, I hope you feel better soon <3

I got a sad one about a girl I hooked up with from steam... should I post?

>>743687265
>It would actually be kinda cool

especially if he makes $150k/year

>>743688108
>a girl i hooked up with from steam
oh boy this oughta be good, go ahead /b/ro

>meet girl online
>seems nice enough
>says shes an artist, we chat a bit
>find out shes in an abusive friendship
>has depression issues, was raped
>still chat with her because shes very nice, and shows me her tits when she gets drunk at night.
>asks me for help with installing a video card.
>her friends don't want to help her, but give her shit for having a potato pc.
>the drive is three hours.
>she begs and I give in.
>drive to a carls jr.
>there she is, she buys lunch.
>very unfortunately fat mexican girl.
>blotchy freckles on her nose.
>follow her to her place.
>install the video card, not that big of a deal.
>it works fine.
>she thanks me, asks how I can repay her.
>shrug and say "Its all cool."
>She leans in a bit with half lidded eyes, tracing a finger down my chest, she says in the sexiest voice she can muster "are you sure there isn't anything."
>Remember how horrible her life is... shit just looking at her house and bedroom, it reaks of sadness.
>next thing I know, I am on her bed, pumping into her fat, sloppy pussy.
>she was heavy but had sort of, medium sized, floppy tits with big areolas... her fat legs had sparse hair and cellulite.
>hating myself for every minute.
>nut, then sit on the edge of her bed.
>wraps her arms around me and draws me in close, I am feeling disgusted.
>She says"I'll message you anytime I have computer trouble."
>still have her on steam.
>still messages me

I feel so sorry for this girl... suicide attempts, drinking, she mixes painkillers and alcohol, has no self esteem at all and I fucked her, and basically ignore her... I feel like such an asshole

>>743689146
you're not an asshole, it's not like you said you love her. you just did what she wanted to do, fuck, and that's it. there was nothing serious there. you can keep being friends if you still feel bad for her

This'll make you not depressed

https://dothethingneedsdoing.com/start-doing

I had the hottest girl ever and I threw her away because it went to my head and I started being a dick
Now I'm alone, with nobody, and completely ready to get the fuck out of life

>>743689686
we fucked for a long time, I did kiss her a lot, and suck on her neck... I was honestly pretty passionate about it.
She has gotten drunk and asked me to come fuck her again, that she needs my dick