Ask a Schizophrenic anything. I may take a while to reply sometimes,

You're that desperate for attention?

>>743653955
wanna fug?

op why is noone talking to you? also bakemonogatari when to shit real fast

Do hallucinations get worse when you don't get much sleep?
Recently I've been having wild hallucinations without enough sleep and I see shadowy figures peeking at me and then dashing behind cover in a second. Probably just sleep deprivation but I've never had anything like that

>>743653955
Does doing heavy narcotics make you feel better?

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>>743654493
>You're that desperate for attention?
No, just bored, and a little tipsy.
>>743654511
>wanna fug?
Who dis
>>743654518
>op why is noone talking to you?
Dunno
>also bakemonogatari when to shit real fast
take it back
>>743654676
>Do hallucinations get worse when you don't get much sleep?
The auditory ones do get a lot worse. The visuals get weirder? Everything looks... sideways?
>Recently I've been having wild hallucinations without enough sleep
That's a pretty common symptom of sleep deprivation.
>>743654832
>Does doing heavy narcotics make you feel better?
Makes me feel a lot more normal, for a little while at least.

Do hallucinations differ significantly over life changing events? Ex. Loss of loved one etc.

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>>743655270
>Do hallucinations differ significantly over life changing events? Ex. Loss of loved one etc.
The visuals don't seem to. But the auditory ones definitely do, it all depends on what is happening. Any sort of high-stress situations makes them worse, though.

>>743653955
how do you feel tonight, op?

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>>743655450
>how do you feel tonight, op?
Not bad. Had a few drinks, a little tired, a little sad. But, overall, not bad.
How about yourself, Anon?

>>743655647
I'm ok. Bout 2am here. On my lunchbreak from work.
Are you on meds? Should you drink alcohol, if you are?

>>743655130
>Who dis
Martine

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>>743655818
>Bout 2am here
It's 3am here, and I just got out of bed not long ago.. heh
>Are you on meds?
Nope, I try to avoid all medication if at all possible.
>Should you drink alcohol, if you are?
No, you should never drink alcohol whilst you're on medication of any kind, in my opinion.
>>743655944
>Martine
Oh, hi again, Martine.
You should know this by now, but I'm not gae.

>>743656005
How do you manage/control schizophrenia without meds?

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>>743653955
Hey buddy, good to see you again...

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>>743656291
>How do you manage/control schizophrenia without meds?
I'm honestly not entirely sure how to answer that.
I'm just used to it.
>>743656325
>Hey buddy
Heyo, friend.
>good to see you again...
How's it been?

>>743656005
Martine it's a grill's name

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>>743656601
>Martine it's a grill's name
What kind of fresh hell is this

>>743656484
Keeping busy, but routine... same ole same ole...

Do you come on here often? I haven't seen threads like this recently, then again I haven't been on /b much recently either.

Can you distinguish between hallucinations and reality easily? Is there a certain figure or idea that appears regularly?

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>>743657039
Oops

>>743656931
the 'e' at the end makes it feminine, like my benis

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>>743657039
>Keeping busy, but routine... same ole same ole...
Just keepin' up the daily grind?
Such is life.
>>743657069
>Do you come on here often?
Fairly often.
>>743657069
>I haven't seen threads like this recently
My sleeping schedule changed, so the time I was making the threads changed. I also haven't made them in the past few days.

>Can you distinguish between hallucinations and reality easily?

For the most part, I can. There are some things that still catch me up though.
>Is there a certain figure or idea that appears regularly?
The most common figure is the black shadow figure that wears a trench coat.
>idea
I tangle a lot with existential thoughts and ideas, so they pop up fairly often.
>>743657216
>the 'e' at the end makes it feminine, like my benis
>Not benise

>>743653955
Stop making these shitty threads

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>>743657429
>Stop making these shitty threads
Quit bitching and go back to your shitty trap thread.

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holy shit i feel worst than usual fucking anxiety

hello anon

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>>743657337
Grind... got that right... took a few lumps this week, but nothing I've not dealt with before... Ein says "Hi"

>>743653955
How many dicks have you sucked in the name of schizophrenia

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>>743657706
>holy shit i feel worst than usual fucking anxiety
Anxiety is the fucking worst.
>hello anon
Heyo.
>>743657807
>took a few lumps this week, but nothing I've not dealt with before...
At least you knew how to handle yourself, right?
>Ein says "Hi"
Hiya pooch

>>743653955
Nice dubs. Fellow schizo checking-in to say hello.

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>>743658061
Yep, shoulda seen the other guy... he'll be eating with a straw for quite a while...

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>>743658199
>Nice dubs.
Nice dubs yourself.
>Fellow schizo checking-in to say hello.
Hiya, Schiz/b/ro.
>>743658242
>he'll be eating with a straw for quite a while...
Jeez, anon. That's quite rough. Did he deserve it?

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>>743658061
it sucks a lot well another lonely night with anxiety atleast i can post here i guess

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>>743658441
>it sucks a lot well another lonely night with anxiety
I know that feeling.
>atleast i can post here i guess
Better than nothing, right?

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>>743657946
>>743658624
Where is my you

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>>743658368
Have a drink... I'm buyin'... and no one deserves anything, but occasionally, they need it...

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>>743658624
well better than posting in a trap thread or any other shit

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>>743658674
>Where is my you
Oh whoops.
>>743657946
>How many dicks have you sucked in the name of schizophrenia
A grand total of zero.
>>743658723
>Have a drink... I'm buyin'
I think I've had enough tonight, I'm a light drinker.
>and no one deserves anything, but occasionally, they need it.
Couldn't have said it better myself.
>>743658757
>well better than posting in a trap thread or any other shit
Achievement get (better than a trap thread).

>>743658874
Ok thx schizofren I can sleep better now

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>>743658937
>I can sleep better now
Sleep well.

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>>743658874

so anything interesting this night schizo friend?

i feel like shit to do anything more than posting

Hey dude I asked for music recommendations and you gave me your favorites playlist on youtube and I wanted to let you know I'm really enjoying it. The conference thingy about mental illness and all of the other stuff about mental illnesses are really interesting.

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>>743659338
>so anything interesting this night schizo friend?
Unfortunately, not. I've only been up a few hours, so nothing has really happened.
>>743659429
>you gave me your favorites playlist on youtube and I wanted to let you know I'm really enjoying it.
Glad to hear you're enjoying it. I'm kind of surprised, given the amount of shit that is on that playlist.

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>>743658874
It's good you know your limit... don't forget to eat something with the booze...

>>743653955
Why does she have a turd in her mouth?

>>743653955
Who are your favorite pornstars, or any notable hentai videos?

What's your opinion of borderline personality disorder?

>>743659429
The music is generally pretty good too. I've saved a bunch already.
>>743659621
yeah I just started it and kept the tab open when I can. I'm at 86 right now. This one is great https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OsnfYn_ZFdE&list=FLr69Z7rUiqOVo63SKs5NNWw&index=9
>>743658242
Ein is the cutest anime

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>>743659666
Stan's trips check'd
>It's good you know your limit...
I learned it the hard way. heh
>don't forget to eat something with the booze...
Oh, I know. I may not drink often but I always eat when I drink.
>>743659673
>Why does she have a turd in her mouth?
That's a donut.
>>743659742
>Who are your favorite pornstars
I don't watch porn, so none.
>or any notable hentai videos?
I don't watch hentai either.
>>743659762
>What's your opinion of borderline personality disorder?
I don't really have much of an opinion on it.
>>743659826
>This one is great
I love that song, I love how he bobs the camera to the song too.

>>743660175
Got any favorite food? What do u do for relaxation? Do u have any favorite movies or tv shows

>>743653955
What's it like? What sort of delusions do you experience?

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>>743660175
Hmmm... there's evil in all of us kid... denial ain't just a river in Egypt...

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>>743660374
>Got any favorite food?
Chicken Alfredo is my favorite.
>What do u do for relaxation?
Sleep.
>Do u have any favorite movies
A few of my favorites are:
Shutter Island
The Number 23
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
Mr. Nobody

That's all I can think of off hand.
>or tv shows
I don't really watch much in the way of TV, but Community is probably my favorite TV show
Dexter is also good. Rick and Morty is great too.
>>743660445
>What's it like?
An analogy I like to use is:
It's like being run over by a bus and subsequently trapped under the bus. But, you're also the driver of the bus. You know at any moment you could move the bus off yourself, but since you're trapped under the bus you can't make yourself do it.
Does that make sense?
>What sort of delusions do you experience?
Primarily, those relating to existentialism. Such as knowing the answers to the universe, etc.
>>743660495
>Hmmm... there's evil in all of us kid... denial ain't just a river in Egypt...
What're you tryin' to imply there, friend?

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>>743660748
Imply? Why nothing at all... nothing at all...

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>>743659621

sleeping is hard task fuck, i feel like shit and my body doesnt want to sleep.

any animu recomendation?

>>743660748
Nice nice, I like that food choice. Filling and tasty. Haven't tried those movies, I should give them a go. Favorite books, got any hobbies? Where would u travel if money wasn't an issue

Any non medical comforts that alleviate your condition whatsoever?
Ur doing great op, proud of you

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>>743660980
>Imply? Why nothing at all... nothing at all...
I'm onto you.
>>743661041
>sleeping is hard task fuck
Sleeping is very hard, but it's a good way to pass the time.

>any animu recomendation?
Have you seen Kabaneri of the Iron Fortress?
>>743661136
>Nice nice, I like that food choice.
It is the best food, can never go wrong.
>Haven't tried those movies, I should give them a go.
For sure you should give them a try.
>Favorite books
I don't really read.
>got any hobbies?
Mostly vidya.
>Where would u travel if money wasn't an issue
Japan.
>>743661166
>Any non medical comforts that alleviate your condition whatsoever?
Just keeping myself occupied is a decent way.
>Ur doing great op, proud of you
Thanks, anon.

This isn't really related to your condition, although I dunno, it might be: have you ever done anything that, for lack of a better phrase, you "can't take back"?

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>>743661041
Hang with us for a quiet interlude...
https://youtube.com/watch?v=VqA0W7MDh_c

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>>743661319
>it might be: have you ever done anything that, for lack of a better phrase, you "can't take back"?

Hasn't everyone? I've done plenty of things that were in bad faith.
>>743661377
>ttps://youtube.com/watch?v=VqA0W7MDh_c
Relaxing.

>>743660748
the ending of shutter island made me sad

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>>743661282
On to me huh? Well ain't that a kick... glad you picked up the groove...

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>>743661671
>the ending of shutter island made me sad
You know, this place made me wonder..
What's that, boss?

... Would it be better to live as a monster?
Or do die as a good man?
>>743661823
>On to me huh? Well ain't that a kick... glad you picked up the groove...
I've got my eye on you, don't you try anything sneaky around here.

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>>743661282

i never saw it i should

>>743661377

thanks for the comfy song, i dont like rain tho

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>>743662359
>becoming a robot without the need of sleep when

>Uploading your consciousness into a microcomputer to be shot into space at near the speed of light when?

>i never saw it i should
It's pretty good. A little lackluster here and there, but good overall.

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>>743662174
Sneaky? Ha ha ha... I prefer the term "subtle brutality", just for the bad guys tho...

becoming a total robot with the option of getting rid of human feelings and pain when

>>743662469

i will try and sleep again thanks for talking, i feel like shit haha

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>>743662578
>I prefer the term "subtle brutality", just for the bad guys tho...
Some might say I am one of those bad guys. Maybe we'll find out.
>>743662672
>i will try and sleep again thanks for talking
Good luck getting some sleep.

>>743653955
>be me
>have 2 brothers, one with paranoid schizophrenia, one with severe bipolar
>beginning to experience auditory and visual hallucinations after a few years of depression/anxiety and panic attacks
>cant help but feel im going down the same road
feelsbadman

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>>743662792
Maybe we will... maybe we will...
https://youtube.com/watch?v=ofSLCFxJ8Jo

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>>743662792
I am just here for the (you)s.
>Sengoku best animu girl to exist

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>>743662943
>feelsbadman
Let's hope it doesn't turn out that way, anon.
>>743663111
>Maybe we will... maybe we will...
You'll never find me though. wuahaha
>>743663133
>I am just here for the (you)s.
Here (you) go.
>Sengoku best animu girl to exist
She's at the bottom of the list, the very last, aka worst girl.

>>743653955
Should I get a laptop with 1060 or 1070 graphic card? The latter costs 30 percent more
Always on the move so full sized pic is not an option

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>>743663301
Which is why she is the best.

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>>743663301
Who says I'm looking? Have a good one buddy...

>>743663422
Full size computer not pic
Damn autocorrect

come to england
its nice
except the sand niggers

what do the voices tell you? you hear voices right now? also, you feel like you actually hear those voices or it's like thinking unconsciously?
sorry im very curious

Would you like to meet boy with schizophrenia?

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>>743663422
>Should I get a laptop with 1060 or 1070 graphic card? The latter costs 30 percent more
I always say go for the cheaper option, unless you absolutely need that extra power.
>>743663449
>Which is why she is the best.
>She's the best because she's the worst
mfw
>>743663458
>Who says I'm looking?
Someone is always looking for a bad guy.
>Have a good one buddy...
Catch you around, friend.
>>743663535
>come to england
Maybe if it was 10 years ago.
>its nice
>except the sand niggers

It's only going to get worse from here on in. Rip britbong.

How would you describe the effects of schizophrenia in you?

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>>743663711
Are you crazy?

>>743663711
how big is ur butt

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https://vocaroo.com/i/s0BB2MbuwYPi
-Koi

>>743663886
nadeko being a smug bitch, what a surprise.

you normally act like a normal person?

Have you done anything immoral because of your condition?

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>>743663551
>what do the voices tell you?
All kinds of stuff, mostly random shit, or narrating what I'm doing.
>you hear voices right now?
No, not the voices. Right now all I hear is a ringing in my head. (probably from the alcohol, I'm guessing.)
>also, you feel like you actually hear those voices or it's like thinking unconsciously?
It's both.
I hear them both inside my head as if they were my own "internal dialog", and from the outside as if they were someone else speaking to me. Both happen simultaneously.
>>743663699
>Would you like to meet boy with schizophrenia?
I have no interest in having sex with said boy, but, sure why not.
>>743663818
>How would you describe the effects of schizophrenia in you?
I have an analogy here that should answer that : >>743660748
If you've got a more specific question I'd be glad to answer, though.
>>743663886
>Are you crazy?
Sometimes.
>>743663904
>how big is ur butt
Kind of big, a little flabby, too.
>>743663919
>https://vocaroo.com/i/s0BB2MbuwYPi
Hello to you too, friend.
Catch you some other time.
>>743663971
>you normally act like a normal person?
For the most part, yes.

>>743653955
What's the difference between Schizophrenia, and a comprehensive internal monologue?

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As a Schizophrenic kid, do you eat ass?

Pic related: me

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>>743664008
>Have you done anything immoral because of your condition?
I've done a fair amount of what one may refer to as "immoral acts". But, I am unable to say whether or not it was because of my condition.
>>743664378
>What's the difference between Schizophrenia, and a comprehensive internal monologue?
Well, voices are only a tiny portion of what makes up Schizophrenia, and a fair portion of people with don't have voices.
So, I'm not really sure how to answer that specific question. Unless you just want a list of the symptoms.

>>743664511
jesus

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>>743664511
>As a Schizophrenic kid, do you eat ass?
I can't say I've ever eaten an ass. I'm also not gay, so I don't eat the boipussy.

>Pic related: me
I like your style.

>>743664810
>jesus
You called?

Sorry if you've already answered this question, but I'm not gonna read the whole thread to find out.

If you have auditory hallucinations, can you give me an example of the things you hear?

I get some pretty bad voices and it gets difficult separating what's real and what I hope is imaginary. I'm not trying to find someone who relates really, just curious as to what bother you, if it's even a bother.

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>>743665234
>Sorry if you've already answered this question, but I'm not gonna read the whole thread to find out.
No worries.
>If you have auditory hallucinations, can you give me an example of the things you hear?
I have a fairly wide range of things I hear. But the most common ones are stuff like music, voices, animal sounds (birds are the most common), people walking my house, doors opening.

>>743663711
I'll buy a cheaper laptop.
Love your threads, huge fan.

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>>743665763
>I'll buy a cheaper laptop.
That's probably your best bet. Can always upgrade later if you absolutely need it.
>Love your threads, huge fan.
Thanks, anon, glad you enjoy them.

>>743665501
hey schizo friend.
I read a book a while ago about a dude with schizophrenia that had ravens follow him and whenever there was conflict there was always a huge group of ravens waiting and cawing nearby. Do you experience anything like that? like, for one, hallucinations that are kind of always there but small and hard to notice. and two, do you experience much worse symptoms when you're stressed and or unstable?

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>>743663920

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>>743663920
>>743666286
Wrong file

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>>743666016
>hey schizo friend.
Hello.
>Do you experience anything like that?
Not specifically like that, but it is kind of similar. Though very, very difficult to put into meaningful words, but I'll try my best.

I get this feeling like the entire world is askew. Like everything (except for me) is just slightly tilted, and at any moment everything is just going to fall over. There is an interesting visual that goes along with it. Everything looks... off, not in its proper alignment.

>like, for one, hallucinations that are kind of always there but small and hard to notice.
A lot of my auditories are like that. Voices, a ringing in my head. Stuff like that.

>and two, do you experience much worse symptoms when you're stressed and or unstable?
Maybe not explicitly "worse symptoms", as in new symptoms that are worse. But, the symptoms I have do tend to get worse

I get hallucinations occasionally and it scares the shit out of me because my family has a long history of mental illness

>>743664518
Constant replaying of life internally through both auditory and visual, that allows me to predict outcomes, but usually too late, because psychosis is the norm, and no one listens.

As a result of this accurately remembering past events, first dismissed by those around me, only later to be conceded when someone at a distance confirms it to be true, factual.

Giving an insight to the events that have unfolded over the past thirty three years, trying to communicate what path to follow, being dismissed, then have them unfold.

And then no one wants anything to do with you.

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>>743667023
>I get hallucinations occasionally and it scares the shit out of me because my family has a long history of mental illness
If you're worried you should see someone. It's better to catch it early.
>>743667083
>And then no one wants anything to do with you.
Welcome to life as a crazy person, anon.


>Hey anon, you're doing this wrong, if you continue doing that, you will not achieve your goal and will likely do the opposite of what you want
>Fuck you, I know what I want, and how to get it
>It all goes wrong
>I tried to help..

>>743667407
Then that means crazy is only defined by popular opinion, which means most "metal health issues" are simply an aberration of modern times. So, most of the time not actually a medical condition, as we have been lead to believe.

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Not OP back up schizo
>cannibalistic voice work for you yet

>>743668347
Either his dick has a 90° dent in it or it grows out of his legs.

>>743653955
can you fuck off with this attention-whoring shit please? You've made like 3 threads now.

>>743657429
I agree. OP needs to fuck off

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>>743668040
>Then that means crazy is only defined by popular opinion, which means most "metal health issues" are simply an aberration of modern times.

Ding ding ding. Get this man a prize!
>>743668347
>Not OP back up schizo
Get outta here with that gay shit.
>>743668499
>can you fuck off with this attention-whoring shit please?
I can, but I won't. Thanks for the advice, though.
>You've made like 3 threads now.
More than that, but thanks.

>Rabbit hunter.
Oh no, let's us continue.

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>>743668677
>Oh no, let's us continue.
wat

Please post a picture of your dick

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>>743668916
>Please post a picture of your dick
N-no

>>743669101
Please OP, preferably on top of a picture of Shinbou. I will give you 10 (yous) every new thread you make.

>>743668832
Well, we are talking about the inanity of the idea of what is "mental illness" in modern times. The faux belief that has been programmed, which shows that those who believe such things are actually mentally ill themselves.

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>>743669323
>Please OP, preferably on top of a picture of Shinbou.
How can you even ask something so lewd anon?!

>>743669439
I can't help my tastes anon, you could really help by rubbing it on her though!

>>743653955

What do you think about settling down at 29? I'm torn between having a stable relationship and fucking tons of bitches until I'm 40 or when my dick doesn't work.

I'm not an ugly autistic faggot, but I still get overly emotional and attached to some of the girls I stick my dick into.

The last girl I fucked was this chubby Chinese girl that catfished me with a beer gut and big hairy pussy. I still fucked her though. Her bed was literally a piece of timber with pillows on top of it. My skinny legs couldn't pound her for too long without hurting. I knew by the way she moved that she was a straight up ho, yet she denied this. 'You're my first guy in 3 years, anon' she had the audacity to say. Later she would ask me if we wanted to get MARRIED after 2 dates. Fucking Asians, man.

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>>743669421
>which shows that those who believe such things are actually mentally ill themselves.
No one is mentally ill. Such a... what's the word for it.. paradigm? I think that's the right word.
Such a paradigm does not exist. No one is mentally ill. For that to happen there must be a "normal" mentality. Which does not exist.

Think of it like this; if you become physically ill, let's say you have a cold. There's a clear "normal" here. (people who don't have a cold).
It's easy to figure out that the people without the cold ARE normal, too.

Just comparing the two, you can find that mental illness (in its current form) does not exist.
>>743669581
>you could really help by rubbing it on her though!
I don't have any way of doing that whilst taking a picture.
Also, only specific people are allowed to see my dick.

>>743653955
Does mental illness make you hotter? If so how can I get one?

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>>743669747
>What do you think about settling down at 29?
That's the prime age. 27-33 is when you want to settle down. If you wait past that, you're not going to be satisfied. Any sooner and you're going to throw away your youth, and later and you throw away your later days.

>I'm torn between having a stable relationship and fucking tons of bitches until I'm 40 or when my dick doesn't work.
I mean a stable relationship now would be your best bet, for both you and your partner.

>Her bed was literally a piece of timber with pillows on top of it.
mfw

>Fucking Asians, man.
She was desperate. She wanted to lock you down and make babies with you. I'm guessing she was probably older than you? (My guess would be like 35)
>You're my first guy in 3 years, anon' she had the audacity to say
I think she was being honest.
>>743669861
>Does mental illness make you hotter?
Some people think so.
>If so how can I get one?
Lots of dedication and hard work!

>>743669990
Well I dont have one myself but if it makes you hotter can we fuck?

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>>743670119
>but if it makes you hotter can we fuck?
I don't even know you, anon.

>>743669990
She was younger than me, 27.

I got the impression that she was trying to reform her slutty ways by locking down some hot white cock. Plus from my experience, most Asian girls want to get married at 25, and if they don't, it's assumed there's something funny about them.

I've put my cock inside enough sloots to know a good girl from a bad one trying to bamboozle me into thinking she's a princess. Although the way she kissed was fucking awkward.

The thing the makes it hard for me to settle down is that women have a shelf life of between 18 and 30 years of age. Anything older than that and no one wants them, yet a 40-year-old guy can still bang girls who are in their late 20s and 30s.

Women get worse with every year thanks to their ticking biological clock, while a good dude gets better.

If I get married soon, then I'm going to end up with some fat old bitch when I could be partying with chicks half my age.

I don't really see any girl as special enough to throw that kind of abundance away.

>>743670320
Yet the beta inside me is saying get married, settle down, be a parent, take it slow.

I'm not the biggest chad in the world, but I've had sex with more than my share. Maybe i'll just keep going until my testosterone runs out.

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>>743670320
>She was younger than me, 27.
Interesting, I would have never guessed.

>I got the impression that she was trying to reform her slutty ways by locking down some hot white cock.
The way you describe her doesn't fit that at all.

>most Asian girls want to get married at 25
That's just biology, the longer you wait the harder it is for women.


>The thing the makes it hard for me to settle down is that women have a shelf life of between 18 and 30 years of age. Anything older than that and no one wants them, yet a 40-year-old guy can still bang girls who are in their late 20s and 30s.
There are so many things wrong with that entire statement.

>Women get worse with every year thanks to their ticking biological clock, while a good dude gets better.
Women can't have kids, they are still perfectly capable of having, and enjoying sex.

>If I get married soon, then I'm going to end up with some fat old bitch when I could be partying with chicks half my age.

Or you could wait until you're 40, and no one wants you and you have to actually settle for some old fat woman no one else wants.

>>743669796
Do you not see the world for what it is? It is actually about ninety percent of the planet that has some form of "cold" or virus. So, it does exist, it is just the majority are sick, then project that unto the fewer percent that are immune, or have gotten better.

Doesn't matter what it is called, there is a difference between what we currently refer to as Homo sapiens, and it is whoever gives into what is the popular opinion of things at any given time that seem to be an issue. You know what lemmings are?

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>>743670735
>Do you not see the world for what it is?
I do.

>It is actually about ninety percent of the planet that has some form of "cold" or virus.
No, that is untrue. They just need someone to follow. Just sheep waiting for someone to bark an order. "Those people are all sick!". That does not make those who are the 90% ill. It just makes them "normal" humans. Of course to someone who does not believe in such notions. They will seem ill to us, just as we seem ill to them.
The argument is, that neither they nor we are ill. For such an occurrence as "mental illness" to exist, there must be a streamline of unbias "normality". Which cannot exist in the current organization of things.

>there is a difference between what we currently refer to as Homo sapiens, and it is whoever gives into what is the popular opinion of things at any given time that seem to be an issue.
Again, you're wrong. That's exactly what human nature is. Do you not know how societies work?

>You know what lemmings are?
Yes, but I don't see the relevance.

>>743669747
Not OP, but I think if you are asking that question at twenty nine, you are fine. The issue is not with you, it is with your/our environment.

I would say no, not because I believe that to be true, but only because unless you find some diamond in this ruff, might as well.

At this point it is about the math. Do you really think you are finding in who you meet someone who has a proper priority list? Or do you think you will have to worry about cheating and paternity fraud anyway?

Hi OP!

>>743669796
>normal mindset
being a human capable of adapting to enviroment.

I have serious bouts of depression and OCD,

A question for ya What are your existencial troubles?

>>743670700
You wouldn't think so but I get a lot of attention from girls who are 18-21. It's cos all women are fucked in the head with daddy and self-esteem issues, so you become a source of validation and approval for them (that their fathers never gave).

>Or you could wait until you're 40, and no one wants you and you have to actually settle for some old fat woman no one else wants.

That's an interesting point, and I would be worried about that if I didn't have enough going for me --
but I'm not.

Besides not being an efficient decision to make since I have other options, I also feel that committing to one person now wouldn't be an honest or sustainable decision.

I've had 5 different girls ask me or suggest marriage in some way, some were serious relationships. I even loved one of the girls and I still do. I just can't sacrifice that much of my independence because the question of 'what if?' would kill me inside.

I also look at my friends who did go down that route and they are living lives of silent desperation. Not soley because they got married, but because they never ran around being boys.

Hey OP
Do you find it difficult finding / applying for / getting accepted for jobs? Would being diagnosed with schizophrenia greatly affect the amount of job opportunities available to you?

>>743671188
Yeah fair enough.

To be honest a part of me is looking for that 1 in 10,000 chance of meeting someone amazing. But I've spent a lot of time on this Earth already and it hasn't happened yet. I've fucked perhaps 100 or so women, some hot, some not so, and maybe only 20 of them I really felt a connection with. But not enough to say that they're in any way 'special'.

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>>743671194
>Hi OP!
Hello.

>being a human capable of adapting to enviroment.
All humans are capable of that, it is part of the grand scheme that one would refer to as "normality". But does not make it up in its entirety.

>I have serious bouts of depression and OCD,
Sorry to hear that anon. Hopefully it's not too rough for you.

>A question for ya What are your existencial troubles?
I don't really have any existential troubles. I ponder existential thoughts quite often. But I am never troubled by the question at hand, or the answer I may get.

>>743671329
>It's cos all women are fucked in the head with daddy and self-esteem issues, so you become a source of validation and approval for them (that their fathers never gave).
Hey, guess what. That's exactly how men are too. You are a prime example. (that's not an insult, by the way.)

>That's an interesting point, and I would be worried about that if I didn't have enough going for me
>going for me
>going
You're speaking about the present. I'm speaking about the future. 40 is 11 years away from your current age. That's a long time for all those things "going" for you, to cease going.

>I also feel that committing to one person now wouldn't be an honest or sustainable decision.
That's why we have invented dating to serve as the prelude to marriage. You can begin settling down whilst you are still dating, moving in, all that shit. And if shit hits the fan you're not obligated to stay. Marriage is something you should talk about with someone after you've been together at least, AT LEAST one year.

>I just can't sacrifice that much of my independence because the question of 'what if?' would kill me inside.
Don't take this the wrong way, anon. But, you have some major issues.

>Be in serious relationship
>girl asks if marriage is a chance
>"Well, I do love you girl, but I don't know if I want to marry you right now. But it's something that we could work towards in the future"

Cont.

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Pt 2.
>>743671329
>Not soley because they got married
I'm guessing you're talking about friends that got married in their early 20s/late teens. Which can work, but doesn't most of the time.
The marriage isn't what causes the unhappiness. It's to whom they are married, and at what age they are married, and their ability to actually sustain a healthy relationship.
Children (people "roughly" under the age of 25) DO not know how to make these choices. A 25-year-old does not know how to properly manage a relationship, they don't know what they want, they don't know how to convey what they "think" they want. It's a recipe for disaster.

>but because they never ran around being boys.
You mean running around having vapid sex with anyone that will let them?
That's not being a boy. That's being something between a child, and an animal.
>>743671493
>Hey OP
Hiya.
>Do you find it difficult finding / applying for / getting accepted for jobs?
Of the few jobs I've applied for, no. But I'm a neet so that doesn't really affect me.

>Would being diagnosed with schizophrenia greatly affect the amount of job opportunities available to you?
Nah.

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>>743653955
bomp

This is fun.

>Hey, guess what. That's exactly how men are too. You are a prime example. (that's not an insult, by the way.)

Hmmm not everyone. Most women are though.

>You're speaking about the present. I'm speaking about the future. 40 is 11 years away from your current age. That's a long time for all those things "going" for you, to cease going.

I agree that anything could happen, certainly. This is kind of a pointless thing to worry about though; anything is possible.

>Don't take this the wrong way, anon. But, you have some major issues.

I dunno what you think I meant by sacrificing independence. That's part of monogamy, isn't it? Don't slut around and be committed.

Another way of looking at it is that if I was a 100% sure on somebody, then I wouldn't have feelings of doubt or believe that the grass is greener. If those feelings are there, then something's wrong, or at least in my experience.

>Not soley because they got married
Actually, most of my friends are my age, some are a little older. I tell them about my experiences, and they're pretty envious and jealous.

It's easy to not appreciate what you have, but there was some legit regret in our talks about how their relationships and lives are going.

I don't know how you feel about this, but in my opinion settling down is just that: settling. And I absolutely agree that younger people don't know themselves or enough about what they want for a relationship to work.

Most relationships I see aren't the healthy, loving, open partnerships that they should be, mostly due to a lack of chemistry and compatibility in the first place. That's just what I've seen, not saying I'm right or anything.

>>743672994
>You mean running around having vapid sex with anyone that will let them? That's not being a boy. That's being something between a child, and an animal.

Haha this was funny to me. You are right in your own way.

I do find it amusing though that being in a relationship, abstinent, or monogamous is somehow more moral or high-minded than having casual sex. For random (attractive) girls to have sex with you they have plenty of options, so you do actually need to be bringing something real to the table.

To get a girlfriend you just need to buy her breakfast in the morning.

And I really doubt that those fat old pricks with their ugly wives don't fantasize about someone younger and tighter. Or that guys sincerely go for the fatties and ugly girls by choice. It just doesn't work that way.

>>743671587
Yeah, this life is probably a scrub, best ride it out. Maybe in some form of reincarnation, if there is such a thing, it will be better next time.

Like I conveyed before to OP, it's a "Sick, sad world". Good luck.

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>>743672994
>Hmmm not everyone. Most women are though.
Coincidentally most women will say the same thing about men. Both are equally fucked up.

>This is kind of a pointless thing to worry about though; anything is possible.
If it's pointless to worry about, it's pointless to rely on. As you said yourself, anything could happen. That's the whole point I was trying to make.

>I dunno what you think I meant by sacrificing independence.
What makes you think that's specifically what I was referring to? You shouldn't divulge your closely held secrets so easily..

>That's part of monogamy, isn't it?
Yes, anon, it is. Sacrifices are part of everything, relationships included.

>Another way of looking at it is that if I was a 100% sure on somebody
You will never be 100% sure on somebody, anon. You will always be waiting, looking for that person, using that as an excuse to fuck around.

>If those feelings are there, then something's wrong
Have you yet to find the common thing in these scenarios?

>but there was some legit regret in our talks about how their relationships and lives are going.
That is to be expected because they do not know how to manifest their "wants" to their partner. Or their partner is not willing to aid them (or both), in which case they should be dumped. But, too late for that, they got married now they have to stay together because they have kids or some bullshit.

>I don't know how you feel about this
My opinion on it is quite the contrary to yours.
Settling is finding a person that is not close to what you desire.
Settling down is finding the person that is as close to "your perfect" person and then crafting them into that person you want, whilst letting them craft you.
You sacrifice parts of your personality to make them happy, and they sacrifice parts of theirs to make you happy. That's called love, and it's the opposite of "settling".

>but in my opinion settling down is just that: settling.
You might have the wrong idea about it, then.

>>743671793
Not all humans are capable to adapt. Specially mentally ill people.

Thanks for the hope, cheers

>>743673844
Do you work or do you study?

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>>743673024
>I do find it amusing though that being in a relationship, abstinent, or monogamous is somehow more moral or high-minded than having casual sex.
It is pretty amusing, I have to agree. I see no issues with any of the aforementioned lifestyles, they each have their own ups and down. I think it's rather petty for someone to claim the higher moral ground based on their sexual actives.

>To get a girlfriend you just need to buy her breakfast in the morning.
It's a little more than that, but it's a good start. kek

>Or that guys sincerely go for the fatties and ugly girls by choice.
Plenty of people do this.
>>743671587
>To be honest a part of me is looking for that 1 in 10,000 chance of meeting someone amazing.
It's closer to 1/1,000,000. "That perfect person" will never be met, or you've already met them and they're gone never to be seen again.

>>743673989
>Not all humans are capable to adapt. Specially mentally ill people.
That's where you're wrong. All humans can adapt. Those who are mentally ill have maladapted and "created" issues for themselves.
>>743674077
>Do you work or do you study?
Nope.

>>743674127
Be honest,if you hadn't scizophrenia you'd just find another excuse to be a leech to your parents...

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>>743674323
>Be honest,if you hadn't scizophrenia you'd just find another excuse to be a leech to your parents...
What makes you think that's what I'm doing?

>>743673294
My opinion on it is quite the contrary to yours.
Settling is finding a person that is not close to what you desire.
Settling down is finding the person that is as close to "your perfect" person and then crafting them into that person you want, whilst letting them craft you.
You sacrifice parts of your personality to make them happy, and they sacrifice parts of theirs to make you happy. That's called love, and it's the opposite of "settling".

That's beautiful, explains why there's not a lot of people actually 'in love' with each other.

>To get a girlfriend you just need to buy her breakfast in the morning.

This is the #1 seduction method for scoring quality baes if they don't annoy me too much.

>Or that guys sincerely go for the fatties and ugly girls by choice.

Yes. Plenty of people go for people who they don't really want but are they happy? Satisfied? Feel good about themselves? Mmmm get to come home every day and see my fat wife who I won't be having sex with. But I guess that's reality for some people.

>It's closer to 1/1,000,000. "That perfect person" will never be met, or you've already met them and they're gone never to be seen again.

Not looking for a perfect person anon, just someone who doesn't annoy me in some way.

>>743674481
If 80% of this site is already that wich I just described than I would easily prejudicate an attention seeking schizo to be the same.And you just said you didn't work nor studied lol what a spoiled little prince

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>>743674500
>That's beautiful
Glad you think so, anon.
>explains why there's not a lot of people actually 'in love' with each other.
That's actually exactly why. Almost nobody knows how to actually maintain a relationship in a healthy way. Nobody knows how to let their significant other to train them, nor do they know how to train their significant other. Everyone just runs around like chickens with their heads chopped off hoping that they'll stumble across happiness.

Spoiler alert, that's not how it works, you need to create your own happiness. But, to do that, you must know what you want, then you must be able to convey that in a meaningful way, then you must convince the other person to allow you to obtain that want. Here's an example (this ties in with >Not looking for a perfect person anon, just someone who doesn't annoy me in some way.)

Let's say, your significant other does a thing to annoy you. We'll say they don't greet you at the door when you come home from a hard day at work, and that makes you annoyed or whatever.
Let's look back to the steps.
>1. Identify what you want
You want to not be annoyed; the cause of the annoyance is not being greeted.
>2. Convey your wants meaningfully without belittling the other party (bonus tip, use "I" language, not "you" language. You language is persecutory)

"I would like it if you would greet me at the door when I get off work."

>3. Convince the other party to partake in this adventure (protip, reward them when they do the thing you want, never punish them or you'll fuck yourself.)

>You come home
>Your partner greets you at the door gives you a hug a kiss, or whatever
>You give them some sort of reward that they want from you

Congratulations, you're now in a functioning relationship! Now just maintain that until you die.

>Plenty of people go for people who they don't really want but are they happy? Satisfied?
I would say a fair amount of them are happy with the fatties they get. Not all, but most.

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>>743674500
>Mmmm get to come home every day and see my fat wife who I won't be having sex with.
Why would you not have sex with your wife? Fat people can have sex, you know that, right?

>>743675189
>what a spoiled little prince
Nope, I live by myself. If bumming a ride to town off my mother every 2 weeks constitutes leeching, then sure.

>>743675658
Why would you not have sex with your wife? Fat people can have sex, you know that, right?

Because she's fat and disgusting, but so is the guy so i guess everything works out.

Would you want your dick sucked by many hot girls on the regular OP? Be honest.

>>743653955
Hey Schiz anon.

Great, now I am out of things to say. I feel so lonely :(

Hey man, how are you doing? I've seen your threads up here a lot, how long have you been posting these?

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>>743676238
>Because she's fat and disgusting
You're only thinking of it from your point of view. I was not actually referring to yourself. But, to the guy that would be having sex with his fat wife.
>but so is the guy so i guess everything works out.
Generally, that isn't the case.

>Would you want your dick sucked by many hot girls on the regular OP? Be honest.
No, I have no desire to engage in such behavior. I'd rather have one girl that I actually enjoy spending time with to suck my dick.
>>743676303
>Hey Schiz anon.
Hiya.
>Great, now I am out of things to say.
Well, you tried, right?

>I feel so lonely :(
Maybe try to change that then.
>>743676436
>Hey man,
Hiya
>how are you doing?
Not bad, how about yourself?
>how long have you been posting these?
One year, twenty-four days if memory serves.

>>743676654
I wish I could have a normal conversation, but I can't, and so I feel vapid but yet also lonely so I keep talking.

How do I change it?

>>743676654
I'm doing good as well. Have you made any friends online by doing these threads? Or anyone else you've been keeping in contact with?

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>>743677036
>I wish I could have a normal conversation
First step complete.

>How do I change it?
Isn't that something you should ask yourself? I cannot tell you how to change you, only you can do that.
>>743677062
>I'm doing good as well
Good to hear.
>Have you made any friends online by doing these threads?
A fair few, I was considering making a discord channel. But that's something I'd have to look into, and see if people actually would be interested in it.

>>743676654
>Would you want your dick sucked by many hot girls on the regular OP? Be honest.
No, I have no desire to engage in such behavior. I'd rather have one girl that I actually enjoy spending time with to suck my dick.

You missing the point bro.

It's fun as hell, not just the sex, but the whole experience of meeting and connecting with different women on a genuine level.

Most chicks know what's up. They don't think ur gonna be their next boyfriend if you don't act like a pussy. U gotta be their daddy.

>>743677389
A discord channel could work, depends on how many people regularly visit the threads I'd say. Do you check out anything else on /b/ besides your own threads?

>>743677540
Sorry, but the whole paradigm of monogamy is largely bullshit and awful. Kind of like working in a JOB when people are perfectly able to dominate and thrive in the world on their own.

It exists just because it's easy and the status quo. People are simple peasants and it's the accepted thing to do. No one is gonna hate you for having a safe reliable job and an average girlfriend. Step outside that and you get people you want to fuck with your shit.

>>743677389
>First step complete
I just don't know where to go from here and that makes me feel worse.

>I cannot tell you
Depressing indeed. I suffer from dyspraxia while also needing the constant attention of others. I have zero idea how to function on my own, how to have independence.

Just telling me that means I have already lost as I can't do anything on my own and seem to just be great at making my own life worse, probably because I am too incompetent to do anything properly or follow instructions correctly so that instead I make bigger disasters.

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>>743677540
>You missing the point bro.
I could say the same to you.
>>743677588
>depends on how many people regularly visit the threads I'd say.
There are probably around 30 people that I would say are "regulars". So it's a fair amount.
>Do you check out anything else on /b/ besides your own threads?
If I can find something worth checking out. Which I usually don't.
>>743677735
>Kind of like working in a JOB when people are perfectly able to dominate and thrive in the world on their own.
Some people don't want to hop from job to job, they want to have a stable career.
Some people don't want to hop from hoe to hoe, they want someone to actually connect with on more than a superficial level for a few days.
I literally couldn't care less about the sex. I have basically no sexual desire at all. I want to meet someone I can have REAL mental connection with. Can't do that with one night stands.
>>743677844
>I just don't know where to go from here and that makes me feel worse.
That's understandable, the unknown is scary. But the only way to make it known is to tread the path of darkness and feel your way around until you find the answer.

>Just telling me that means I have already lost
That is indeed false. The more you lie to yourself the worse you will feel.

I'm not going to sugarcoat anything, if you want any control in your life you need to take it yourself.

>>743678456
Yeah, the discord channel may be a good idea then. Well, I've got to go. Have a nice day man.

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>>743678623
>Well, I've got to go. Have a nice day man.
Take it easy anon. See you around.

>>743678456
>Tread the path
Understandable to that where you can return to the door when a monster appears. But when the door locks behind you, you are pretty much doomed, and who knows what doors will trip it.

>The more you lie to yourself
I appreciate the honesty. I like directness. But I doubt my capabilities to get any control in life. I am too afraid. It would require fighting against those that have control and risking my life, a life of an incompetent person that cannot do anything properly, to hopefully make it. Too much of a gamble.

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>>743678993
>But when the door locks behind you
The only time the door will close is if you close it yourself. The only person stopping you, is you.

>I am too afraid.
Naturally, but isn't fear something to overcome?

>>743678456
Girls love sex tho. They like it more than you. They love being fucked by someone dominant.

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>>743679425
>Girls love sex tho. They like it more than you.
I'm aware, but I have no interest in just seeking out a relationship for the sole purpose of sex.

>>743679312
>The only person stopping you, is you
Not necessarily. I would need to fight those wishing to take care of me due to seeing my incompetence, saying I can be better on my own, and hope somehow to prove them right.

>Fear something to overcome
I am terrible at overcoming it. Usually it is self-fulfilling and further justifies why I should be afraid. I have dyspraxia, I am amazing at failing things, and no amount of effort can fix it.

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>>743679611
>I would need to fight those wishing to take care of me due to seeing my incompetence
If you're of legal age, there is nothing to fight. But, it's easier to say there's a fight you cannot win, and never have to try, than to actually try to win.

>Usually it is self-fulfilling and further justifies why I should be afraid.
That's terrible reasoning.
It's self-fulfilling because you're making it do it.

>If I light that house on fire, it'll burn down!
>Lights house on fire
>House burns down
>See I told you this would happen! :(
>Now I'm justified in not leaving THIS house, because some other house may or may not burn down.

>I have dyspraxia, I am amazing at failing things, and no amount of effort can fix it.
The longer you tell yourself that, the harder it will be to actually make any change.

>>743680297
I don't even know what to do anon :(

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>>743681042
>I don't even know what to do anon :(
You do know what to do, you're just too afraid to do it. These are your words, not mine.
Sure, there may be parts along the way you don't know how to do, but it's not hard to figure anything out these days.

>>743681155
But people have told me the exact opposite, that I shouldn't do this :(

tell us about your voices and their personalities

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>>743681307
>But people have told me the exact opposite, that I shouldn't do this :(
If you want to do it, then do it.
If you don't, then don't.
The opinions of other people are irrelevant on your goal to happiness.

>>743681358
>tell us about your voices and their personalities
I have three recurring ones, two females one male. One of the females is bitchy, but in a nice way. The other one is really nice and supportive. The male is just kind of there.

>>743681614
>I have three recurring ones, two females one male. One of the females is bitchy, but in a nice way. The other one is really nice and supportive. The male is just kind of there.

What do they talk about? Do they comment a lot on your daily life? Can they see your thoughts?


Also, I talked to schitzo on /mu/kpg and eightchan a while ago, we wrote long blogposts to eachother. It didnt last long but I miss him, I wonder where he is.

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>>743681843
>What do they talk about?
That question is for all intensive purposes impossible to answer in any sort of meaningful way.
But, to give a nutshell answer. They talk about stuff that I'm doing, and a lot of jumbled up nonsense.
Have you ever heard of word salad? That's how they talk a lot of the time. Just strings of words that have no connection.
"I'm yes the store and we are okay the end of when does that no I'm gravy aliens can't be tomato sauce if tomorrow doesn't explode purposely but when does it?"
>Do they comment a lot on your daily life?
Yep. They narrate a lot of stuff.
>Can they see your thoughts?
No, I'm the only one who can see my thoughts. But, they can hear them.
>It didnt last long
That tends to happen a lot.
>I wonder where he is.
I'm sure you could find him if you looked hard enough

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>>743682179
b ump