Good evening, Anonymous. What's wrong? Something got you

Just a bit down because I haven't moved much today and have to quit weed

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>>743622399
Ah, I know that feeling Anon. You can get over the weed though, I know you can.

If today sucked, make tomorrow a better one. Get moving early, shower and go for a walk if you can. It'll help.

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hello hello

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Other than shins hurting, nothing much. Yourself?

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>>743622502
Hey, how've you been?

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>>743622563
Ouch, what happened? I've been fine. Rainy today.

>>743622489
Thanks, the worst part is just the boredom though, now I just smoke a lot of cigarettes instead

Yeah I know but I'm so damn tired for hours after I wake up every day

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>>743622314
Helloo!!

>>743622314
>posts some faggot anime girl
>is really just a fat degenerate faggot like every other /b/tard

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>>743622748
Do you play vidya or watch movies? If you're too tired in the morning, you may not be getting enough sleep. How many hours would you say you're sleeping each night, on average?

>>743622761
Hi Mantis. How's things?

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Ngiggers lem me sleep.!

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>>743622925
So, I'm a fat degenerate faggot posting some faggot anime girl. And?

>>743622968
Henlo Neppu. How much longer are you going to be conscious?

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>>743622933
Chek'd
Doing good here. Having some tacos.. hehe!

Hey op, just celebrating my 6 hr. Anniversary of my mother not making me want to kill myself

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>>743622567
i'm alright playing some VA_11 HALL-A i'm loving the game. how are things for you


>>743622968

neppy nep

>>743622563

i hope it gets better senpai
>>743622761

hello mantis!.

>>743622933
Both and make music, I sleep around 8-10 hours every night

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>>743622968
Hi Nau, Hi Nep, Hi Mantis.

Plotting suicide, kinda hoping what comes after is blissful nothingness instead of Hell, apparently everyone I know is taunting me into suicide anyway

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>>743622314
Has anyone ever lost a friend or lover and wondered what went wrong?

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>>743623108
HI!
>>743622748
Have you tried a cup of coffee....or two, when you get up?

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>>743623079
Hah! I love me some tacos. I hope they're good.

>>743623105
Finally gotten away, eh? How much longer can you keep things this way?

>>743623108
Oh, nice. I might buy that one sometime, I've heard good things about it.

>>743623186
You're doing good on sleep and things to do then, better than I am. What else could be causing this tiredness? Do you know? Could it be lack of nourishment?

>>743623322
Regardless of what comes after, dying hurts. A lot. I can't recommend it. I won't taunt you into suicide Anon. What's been going wrong?

>>743623324
Yeah. Nothing has objective meaning, nothing really gets better. The happiness is a lie, anything can be wrenched away from you without apparent cause at any time. It sucks.

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I am in physical agony, I feel bitter because it was through ignorance and half assedness that a doctor has crippled me at 26 years of age.

Military service is over
Working stood up is over
Working sat down at a desk is over

Fuckin FUCK

>>743623324
I have. Tell me about what happened to you.

>>743623489
Story?

>>743623324
Yup, don't torture yourself. They left because of their own mental gymnastics
Be kinder to yourself

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>>743623489
A friend of mine is in a similar state Anon, but his situation wasn't brought on him by any individual. Shit sucks. I'm sorry things have boiled down to this. Is there a chance for it to get better?

>>743623413
Yeah it's about the only thing that helps lol Unless I want to do speed or something but fuck that shit. Guess I should excercise more too

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>>743623324
Oh wait. It suddenly struck me that perhaps you weren't referring to death as the cause of loss. I'm sorry, my previous answer didn't make much sense.

I don't know what goes wrong Anon, I don't know why things happen the way they do. But it's up to us to bear through them, regardless of what happens.

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I think I need a hug today. Not gonna lie.
I'll settle on smoking a blunt and petting my cat instead

>>743623600
I had an injury which required surgery on one leg, this left me with a leg length difference. The botched the rehab and orthepedic support so bad it's malformed the bones in my feet causing irreparable damage, I can't stand up fir more then 20 mins without agonising pain.

I'm currently awake at 01:45am because the pain is so severe I can't sleep.

>>743623482
I'm not necessarily expecting you to, but people will naturally say woah no don't do that.
I've lost basically everything that mattered to me, friend turned into a despicable piece of shit and snagged my ex a month after we broke up, then literally everyone I knew became a grotesque, snarling monsters solely out to filet me unexpectedly
They all flaunt their desire to see harm come to me behind my back and whatnot, and will be genuinely glad if not apathetic to see me pass cuz I'm a shitty human being anyway
My only regret is just that I don't have access to a firearm and couldn't kill them too
Oh well I guess

>>743623622
Never it FUCKIN SUCKS
sorry to hear about your m8

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>>743623482

its a cool visual novel with gameplay

>>743623413

hello mantis how are you? i hope you are alright

>>743623324

i learned not to torture myself for this, learn to forget and suppress your feelings

>>743623814

what's wrong levy want to talk?

>>743623602
>>743623560
Female friend wanted to talk to me every night and spend time with me. Eventually I told her that I wanted something more, since we spent so much time together. She told me that it's better we remain friends. I accepted but I told her that I.might not be available every night due to other girls. She started getting upset telling me I that I didnt care about her. I told her to calm down and that I would accept. Maybe I should greentext

>>743623626
A shower, a good breakfast, and a nice cup of coffee might help get you going in the morning.

>>743623838
Fuck man that sucks but you'll get through it and come out stronger, don't worry about it. Just try to keep your spirits up

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my my... why hello there

>>743624006
Yeah I'll try to try it out tomorrow if I'm not too tired then >.>

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>>743622658
I walked way longer than I really should've

>>743623108
It should soon.

>>743622761
I don't believe I've talked to you any.
Mantis, correct? Hello.

>>743623324
Everyone I have left was a justifiable reason.

>>743623814
I would hug you but I would think you'd stab me.

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This thread needs more touhous

>>743624117
Hi guy

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>>743623838
That's the worst. Do you need to use a wheelchair now? You need some kind of painkillers, what's the strongest stuff you've got?

>>743623877
You'll have to start over, Anon. From scratch. You can make a new life for yourself. You'll need a job first if you haven't got one, and then some people you can rely on. It's a difficult road, but it's navigable. Don't give up now, this could just be the beginning.

>>743623914
He's doing pretty well, all things considered. Maybe eventually you'll settle into a rhythm and learn to work around these problems that have been heaped upon you.

>>743624165
Where were you walking?

>>743624022
Hope... yup
This piece really sums up my mood
https://youtu.be/oM9c_MleWYY

Hopefully my mood brightens after I sleep

>>743623926
I'm good! I'm getting ready for work here.
>>743623994
So, she friend zoned you, then got upset with you when you told her you're not on call 24/7..

>>743623994
>We started talking every day again
>I felt stuck like we werent going anywhere
>She starts talking about some guy
>I started feeling frustrated so I kinda stopped calling her
>She gets upset and we have a huge fight
>I apologize but she starts ignoring me, a month passes
>I move on, she calls me like nothing happened
>She tells me that I forgot about her and that I don't care about her
>I tell her I love her
>She starts ignoring me again, I get pissed and block her forever, the end

>>743624288
Strongest right now is strong Navy rum
No wheelchair I'm too proud to sit in a chair, I promised myself I wouldn't end up in one and I don't intend to back track

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>>743623926
I'll probably be fine. I've just got a lot on my mind. If anything I need a distraction. How are you?
>>743624165
Do I really seem that violent?

>>743624288
Nah, you really don't understand and I suppose it's pointless seeking advice from people online.
Man my eyes hurt though.
A lot.
Oh well, just have to wait

>>743624491
I feel you, for some reason I cant fix my shitty life. Its like I always have a fucking anchor holding me back

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>>743624165
Yep, that's me. And you must be Rem! Nice to meet you.
>>743624465
To me, it sounds like she enjoys yanking your chain around. You don't deserve that, anon. You did the right thing, by ending it.

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>>743624484
Have you looked into getting a brace or extension for your leg? You might be able to get by with a cane.

>>743624631
I'm sorry Anon, I wish I could do more to help you... Good luck.

>>743622314
how many dick have you sucked in the name of jill?

>>743624375
I know I got friendzoned but I didnt mind. The problem is we couldnt have a normal friendship without feelings and drama flying around. I just dont get it

>>743624811
It's okay, once you've hit a point where you can't even sleep without your skin and mind burning there's really not much that can be done

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huzzah

>>743623838
Holy fuck how do you botch a rehab? Unbelievable

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>>743624858
Zero. How many have you?

>>743624891
Yeah, that's weird how she suddenly got all bitchy about it.

Well, if she was going to manipulate that without treating you well, she's not worth it.

>>743624982
Is there something you want, or do you just want to get it out?

>>743625033
Kill the thread.

>>743622314
i need a hug. i put all of my info in a scam website.

>>743625091
808 i always say in the name of jill before

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>>743625091
o

why? ill do my best but thats a lot of posts left

>>743624794
Yeah but thats some psychopath level.of manipulation

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>>743624375

i hope you have a good day at work!

>>743624491

>*(hugs)*

i'm alright, playing VA_11 HALL-A i really like it

>>743625091
I want words to have texture again, I hate the tiny, searing little pricks that took their place instead
Can you supply that kind of ease?
Even doctor's can't

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>>743625188
Here you go.
How bad was it?

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>>743625188
*hugs you tightly*

Damn, you may or may not be screwed. Maybe they don't use everything they take in. Change your email and phone number if you can, and cancel any credit cards or checking accounts.

>>743625260
Glorious. Does Jill know?

>>743625284
It's gone bad already.

>>743625383
Do you prefer longer words with softer, rounder sounds, or words with kindness and warm feelings? I don't understand what you mean.

Never wanted a kid. Wife convinces me to have a kid. Find out I'm sterile (which means sperm bank donor; can't even have my own kid). FML.

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H-Hello, everyone!
How's everything going?

>>743625540
i hope so

>>743625540
Anything, honestly.
Anything is better than this.

>>743622314
god damn
they're really coming outta the woodwork now

>>743624811
Were exploring options now but I'm not thrilled with the outlook

>>743625062
Not correctly identifying the correct leg that required a shoe raise, they got the wrong foot and the wrong height out by 3 cm. they measured it using a catalogue/paper thickness to guesstimate the amount.

>>743625569
I'm sorry to hear that.
But you can adopt.

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>>743624117
Hello there

>>743624288
Home, which was a 3 mile walk

>>743624491
I don't know you all too well, and I don't know people that well either

>>743624794
That is me, good to meet you too.
How are you today?

>>743625033
Oh hey prophet

>>743625666
I'm doing okay. You?

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>>743624858
please stop pretending I'm popular.

>>743625666
Pretty comfy, I love Autumn weather. How about yourself?

>>743625731
Was this in the USA?
>>743625318
Thank you!

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>>743625569
Well, now at least you've got an excuse to not do the thing you didn't want to do. Hopefully she won't push it.

That's kind of horrible though, I'm sorry to hear it.

>>743625677
There isn't much you can do at this point, unless you can change what your information really is.

>>743625693
Alright, let's talk. What do you do to entertain yourself? Can you do anything? I've been playing a couple of roguelikes and watching Fritz Lang movies lately.

>>743625726
Yeah, I didn't expect it to be this bad.

>>743625731
Well, you can still hope. There's a slight chance of a good solution, right?

>>743625792
You kinda are. How you been Jill?

Parents got rid of the family dog. All I can think about is her worrying or wanting to come back. ;-;

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>>743625792

jill senpai i'm playing VA_11 HALL-A

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>>743625953
tolerable enough. I was planning to hop on and run a thread, but it looks like I can take tonight off. how are you?
>>743625998
shit, I'm really sorry. that's never fun. hopefully she'll end up with a family that loves her just as much as you do, yeah?

>>743625908
United Kingdom
>>743625947
Yeah if anything my Korean sweetheart is doing the hope and positivity thing for us both whilst I'm a contancerous bastard

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>>743625792
WOOOOOoooooo!
>>743625772
I'm good Rem! Gonna work my 8 hours shortly.
>>743625998
Why did they do this?

>>743623324
I've lost a lover. I didn't find out about it 'till I found the obituary online, almost a year later. It fucked me up and still does. I try not to care about it, even though we knew mutual people that went to the viewing. I didn't hear anything, had to find out myself.

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>>743625772
>>743625863
Well, I'm... uh... scared and feeling a little nervous... but after all, I'm feeling great!

>>743626140
Pretty good. Enjoying the Autumn weather. Although winters are always kinda lonely

>>743626151
In the US, you'd have grounds for a juicy malpractice suit against these butchers. I'm unfamiliar with UK law, and applying it to victims of horrifying medical mistakes.

>>743626396
My father wants to sue (his son and successor in the navy now crippled, family honour in peril)

I don't want to get caught up in anything yet. It's only been 48 hours since I was told

>>743626260
Damn I'm sorry to hear that. Losing someone can really fuck you up. I was never really the same. It kinda reminds me of the Cowboy Bebop anime. Life leaves you scars
>>743626301
Nervous why?

>>743626260
That fucking sucks, anon. That's a he'll Uvalde way to find out something like that.

>>743625947
I can't do anything to entertain myself.
I'm in a completely irredeemable position, Elliot Rodger kinda shit.
Fuck I even laughed because I thought he was a shadow chasing me, and due to certain circumstances, I don't doubt it.
So I really can't do anything, my head is clumped up with voices whispering hideous, cruel shit to me, pinning me in every corner it can, and trying to clear it only searing heat and dryness to pan across my scalp
There's nothing I can do to occupy myself and everyone knows this, and thrilled to see it happening
They deeply enjoy watching me snap inch by fucking inch and I can hear them laugh every time it happens
They prick and pry and sap and take EVERYTHING THEY FUCKING CAN FROM ME
It's Hellish, easily.
I don't feel I deserve it but I can not wait to see what happens to them.

>>743626586
I see. Take it one day at a time.

>>743622314
My ex is sitting on my couch acting like she didn't break up with me the day I got laid off. She's watching the last airbender on my Xbox and my tv. She's preparing to move out and had already told me she isn't passing her half of the rent this month. That's fine, it's a regular thing that I carry her through the month. I don't know where she's going and I do not care. What bothers me is that she is trying to be halfway friendly in spite of how thoroughly fucked I am. And she's taking her cat, which sucks because I love that little furry shit. I'm out of money following a work injury, and she is making it worse. And again she has the audacity to be nice.

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I need a cock hug, thanks.

>>743626657
I had tried to call her for months, finally googled it and broke. Still working on getting it to the back of my mind, but I don't want to forget. Just hurt less.

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Heya Fenn

Homelessness is looming and I'm deathly afraid of it.

There is this girl I like want to talk to her but I am having a hard time advice?

>>743627051
open your mouth and speak.
what's she gonna say, "don't talk to me"?

>>743627027
not fenn, but I'm right there with you. Shit sucks and everyone thinks they have an answer, but the ones who offer advice have usually never really been there.

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>>743627011
Chek'd
No, you never want to forget. Keep those memories in your heart, where they belong. And where no one can take them away

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>>743626140
Run a thread.

>>743626151
Well, if she can keep up with you then the net mood is positive, right?

>>743626740
You don't deserve it Anon. Nobody deserves that. That's awful.

>>743626896
Get her out now. Why does she deserve your kindness and good will?

>>743627027
Is the money not adding up, or do you not have a job?

>>743627051
Well, why can't you talk to her? Are you too anxious? Are you unable to get in contact with her?

>>743626740
Are you schizophrenic or something?

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>>743626596
Well, I'm studying and I don't understand it so much but... eh...
I don't want to have bad grades, I never did...

Hello op
Love these threads.
Kinda miserable due to the shit weather today and one of my favourite comic book series of recent times has ended, also kinda pissed off at the lackluster ending on a comic book series that's apparently finished.
Can I get a hug? I might need to go soon to make up for the sleep I lost last night.

>i salute you, keep up the threads.

>>743626740
I've been there. You need to get laid man

>>743627184
Thing is I have a hard time talking to anybody when it comes to girls my body just stops

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>>743627311
*hugs you close*

Of course you can have a hug, Anon. There might be fan spinoffs, unless the fanbase is tiny. I'm sorry to hear that though. I hate it when a good series ends badly.

>>743627366
You need some practice, Anon. Start small, start trying to make small talk with a girl you're not in love with. Get used to it. It can get better, but you'll have to work for it.

>>743627311
Which comic?
>>743627297
What subjects? Maybe a tutor could help?

>>743627262
No I see her almost every day when I talk I only say small words

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>>743627208
Yeah. I'm sick of the "I wish I could help" from the people who actually can.
>>743627262
I lost my job and am getting kicked to the curb by parents who "love me"

>>743626740
Brother, don't let things eat at you. There's something for all of us, you just have to find it. Stewing about people, or things, or life in general will eat you up. Make you bitter. Push people away. I can't tell you what to do, I don't know your situation. Know people aren't all bad and some care. Don't let this take over, there's a lot of friends feeling the same.

>>743627448
Thanks man well do

>>743627027
Regular b-tardy here.
It happened to me. I slept in my car. I had enough money for a cheap hotel once or twice a week, so I could shower and stuff. I used a voltage inverter in the car's power point to plug in an electric razor and other devices. Eventually, I was able to move in with a friend of mine for a while. Now I got my own place.
It's shifty, but if I can survive, you can too,

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I need an internet hug from the cutest anime girl you have anon. I met an amazing girl and blew it off the bat.

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>>743622314
I actually really need a hug right now, OP.

>>743627262
Ehhhh, I've done some pretty foul shit but to be ostracized and damned is pretty disheartening
It gets worse though
It gets so much fucking worse it's fucking indescribable
These last few months have been an absolute fucking nightmare
It'll close soon though, somehow someway
Fuck I even pissed in the face of a miracle in favor of this

>>743627286
No

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>>743627521
Why?

>>743627541
What do your prospects of getting a new job look like?

>>743627600
Good luck.

>>743627677
*hugs you tightly*

This is not the end, Anon. You messed up one. There will be others.

>>743627729
I wish I could give you a real one, Anon. Will this do?

*hugs you*

>>743627506
>clean room was the good one
>cryptocracy was the shit one. Good comic real piss weak ending.

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>>743626174
Ah, well I hope your work day is as nice to you it can be.

>>743626301
Nervous about the new environment? No worries, nothing to fear out of me really

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>>743627448
O-OKAY, BUT JUST ONE DIGITAL LOVE, OKAY???
-hugs-

>>743627506
Uuuh, chemistry...?
I don't want to disturb anyone and not pay or something ... And I don't have time, just one day, but I don't really care...

>>743627262
she doesn't, but I gain nothing from her being gone sooner, and I really like having the cat around. I'm in the process of obtaining welfare assistance and I had a job interview today, but the long and short is that I can't pay the rent. Not on time at least.

>>743627541
Is there a homeless shelter near you?

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>>743627729
>>743627677

>*(hugs)*

i hope you two feel better i have a hug

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Not doing so well, only other gay guy at school is with someone else.

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>>743627778
I'm sorry Anon. I'm sorry this has happened, and that there's nothing anybody can do about it.

>>743627840
REEEEEEEEEE

>>743627857
REEEEEEEEEE

>>743627859
Damn. Well, have you talked to your landlord about it? Could you get an extension on the payment?

Or have you considered asking her to pay what she should be paying?

>>743627644
Im glad you got out of that situation. I think I have a plan but it's super sketchy.
>>743627798
Good hopefully. Lots of places are hiring. So I'm applying everywhere.
>>743627926
Not one that I trust for safety.

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>>743627857
Ha I hated chemistry, never cared for it. I had to go to Youtube to understand it

>>743627541
It's a very polite way of your friends and family saying go fuck yourself. In my case my dad was a Ford man since about 68. He's been in good financial shape since he was 25. He has the audacity to Lord saving money over me, but that simply hasn't been possible. Some people just can't or won't accept that you are not them.

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>>743628083
EEEEEH?

>>743628183
Looks like a good option, hehe

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>>743628058
Are you sure there aren't any secret gays there? You might consider other outlets, outside the school.

>>743628097
Good. You've got a good shot at landing something then. I hope it works.

>>743628058
The only other one...that you know of right now.

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>>743628247
REEEEEE

>>743627339
I don't think you've been anywhere fucking remotely close.

>>743627559
If I had some semblance of control and privacy over my mind that would be well and good, I could modify my outlook, contemplate action, even fucking read a book for fuck's sake, but I can't, there's no fucking option here anymore

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>>743628083
What? You're the one who missed my reply if you're screeching over that.

>>743628247
Guess I'm ignored

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>>743628058
Isnt everyone gay or bisexual nowadays?

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>>743628425
REEEEEEEEE

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I'm depressed about my new job. It keeps me away from the wife and starting family yet the pay is -too- good to pass up. It's not where I thought I would end up but I have a feeling this job won't be forever. I'm not passionate about it yet it pays the bills. wut do...

GF is having personal issues.
I live a ways away, and feel generally powerless and useless in helping her.
I hate that feeling. It irks me, and never goes away.

>>743628378
I'm serious, once you have a girlfriend or some friends the voices get quiet. Alone, the voices will eat you away

>>743628083
Meeeee too man
Me fucking too

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>>743628371
STOP ACTING WEIRD!

>>743628425
S-Sorry! But I was talking about this...
I don't understaaaaand!
>>743627297

Well I fucked up with the girl I like so thats why my day was shit

>>743628573
What kind of job?

>>743628205
Yeah pretty much. And then they expect me to come over and do stuff for them or with them. My stepfather has this thing where he thinks everyone without a physical labor job is worthless to society. I'm small and can barely lift 50lb much less heavier stuff.
I don't even know why I'm friends with the people who call me one. They're all guys and I don't have a thing in common with them.
>>743628253
I hope so too. I'm hoping for the book store job.

>>743628083
The landlord had been super cool in the past when I broke my knee he allowed us to break the lease on our town house and got us into a more affordable apartment with no stairs. The last time I was late though, there was a letter from the owners lawyer threatening eviction. Either my ex has the money to pay and refuses, or she doesn't have the money and it's moot. I know she sucks and I'll be glad to be rid of her but I fear the loneliness I know will follow if I don't get kicked out.

>>743627778
Nobody is stuck being judged. Move away, or make amends. You don't have to live with what other people think, you just have to live with yourself. Don't assume things are at their worst. Work, improve, apologize. Or don't. These are decisions you have to make. Avoiding it all, and already deciding the worst is foolish. Weigh your chances, living with guilt is terrible.

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>>743628614
what kinda trouble, if you don't mind me asking? sometimes the best you can do is support from where you are. just be there for her emotionally now, and physically when you're able.

>>743628650
Doesn't work like that, otherwise I would have done that by now

>>743628253
>>743628446
>>743628290
At this point, I'm sure. Small school with a bunch of nerds, and anyone who his active is with a girl. Every guy I know there is straight.

>>743627798
>>743627993

Thanks for the hugs, gents. I'm feeling down for multiple reasons, both practical and impractical.

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>>743628573
Stick with it for now, Anon. Start saving up so you can shift to something you love, and spend more time with your family. This can be temporary.

Don't let it absorb you.

>>743628614
There isn't anything you can do but listen to her. The powerless feeling is terrible, but it's unavoidable. I'm sorry.

>>743628690
How much longer do you think you've got left?

>>743628693
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>743628700
It might be salvageable, Anon. How badly did you fuck up?

>>743628714
Ooh, those are nice. Good luck.

>>743628721
Do you have other friends who could hang out with you?

>>743628778
There is truth to that. Distance does not much matter.
She has depression, and it keeps getting worse. A bunch of her friends abandoned her after she left a sports team, and Im pretty sure shes not over it. For this reason, she keeps everyone, including me sometimes, at a distance.

>>743628714
Maybe you're like me and you only have one or two real true friends. Maybe I can be one of those.

>>743627448
Well from what I saw, clean room (the one I liked) could be making a return.
>there would be a pic related with actual quote about "what's more horrifying, the sudden emptiness or the realization that more lurks around the corner" if I wasn't told that a 336 kb image was too large a file to attach.

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>>743628693
Fair.
Would you like me to help?

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>>743628947
that's understandable, and there's gonna be times where she'll want that space. there... isn't a lot you can do during those times, other than letting her know you'll be right there when she feels better.
is she seeking any kind of treatment so far?

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>>743628919
Huh, please stop, senpai...

>>743628729
I really wished it worked like that friend-o, really I do
>>743628919
No idea, but unless something changes soon then not very

>>743628919
only one, and he's been great, but he does have his own life. I hate to impose myself on other people.

>>743628903
Arent there any gay pride conventions or lgbt groups? Must be a small town

>>743628573
That sounds a lot like the railroad. The long distance guys spend 12 hours working a train, then 20 hours or more in the hotel, away from their home. But they are providing. Their wives and children have a nice place to live, good food to eat, nice clothes to wear. They can see a doctor when they need to. And when Dad comes home, they don't waste the time. They make every moment count. Because Daddy will hit the road again, soon.

>>743628919
Thanks.
>>743628949
I don't think I have any true friends tbh.
Are you asking to be my friend?

guys do you need sum potassium >.<?

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>>743628903
Time to start looking outside, then. Is there a town nearby?

>>743628917
They're reason enough. Sometimes you're just sad, and there's nothing to be done for it. Sometimes it passes. Sometimes it doesn't.

>>743628964
Well, that sure would be nice. Maybe it'll be even better this time.

>>743629081
REEEEEEEEEE

>>743629093
Well, it can't last forever. Something will change, or you'll die. So you've got that to look forward to, at least.

>>743629111
You can still ask him though. Don't push on him, just ask casually if he wants to come hang out sometime.

>>743629078
Yeah, she's been seeing a therapist.

I am fine I am just not happy

>>743629228
I certainly do, thank you

>>743629078
It's a step in the right direction, but from what she tells me, it hasnt been working very much.

>>743629225
Yes. I have a mole that I want to get rid of

>>743629074
N-No... I appreciate it, but thank you, anyways!


>>743629228
;;
I'm gonna cry...

>>743628813
Don't add what you've already tried to future failures. So what if a gf didn't help the situation. You have a foolhardy outlook that only ends in what you already decided. This will take work, but you need to be open to possibilities. You could find your future. You could find your past. Don't let your experiences drive you, rather let them a map of where you've been.

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>>743629225
Yeah, give me all the motherfucking potassium you've got. Blow the thread out of the water.

>>743629257
It's going to be this way for a while Anon, and it might hurt. Maybe it'll change on its own. Maybe it won't.

*Hugs you tightly*

I'm sorry things are the way they are.

>>743629358
REEEEEEEEEE

>>743629224
I'm always trying to make new friends. I only really have one i can count on. I want more.

>>743629257
I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad.
I got sunshine, in a bag.

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>>743629249
then that's good. she's seeking treatment, and you can ask how she's doing, how she think it's going, how you can properly support her...
it's a bit of a hard situation to work with, but if you love her, it's just one of the things we do.
>>743629301
...oh. has she considered medication therapy or transferring to another therapist? a lot of people actually end up doing that, really. just don't click with one, and you ask for a new therapist.

>>743628919
>743628700
Well to a normal person it is definitely 'recoverable' but I am such an awkward piece of shit and plus I am a college freshman so I have that to keep on my plate of stress

>>743629438
I'm useless, but not for long.

>>743629370
I'm already set on the horrific outcome than forcing myself to be complacent with a miserable lie
I'd basically rather burn in Hell for eternity by my own doing than live a life enslaved to the will of other people

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>>743629403
O-Okay! I'm never coming back if you don't want me here...!

>>743628712

I work in the oil fields.

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>>743629463
Look, chances are nobody else is even going to remember it. Don't tear yourself down over it like this, it's not worth it.

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>>743629358
*hug*
No cry
Are you sure? I'm pretty okay with chemistry

>>743629520
The future is coming on...

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>>743629128
I've never really thought to go to one of those since I'm pretty introverted. Not a bad idea though, I might meet someone's I like.
>>743629228
I will eventually, I've just invested a lot of time in thinking about that one guy. Still sort of feeling that pain and denial.

>>743629455
She was on medication, but it wasn't working, so they placed her on higher dosage. However, her parents said they didnt want her dosage any higher (understandable).

I'll mention switching therapists to her. I never had to think of that, thankfully, Ive had a great one.

Today I Just wanna cry.
Alone.
Just Like every day.
And when my friend text me
Just say
"Hey, i'm fine, and you?"

>>743629577
Chemical engineer? Or grunt work? I heard that shit is gruesome. I would quit in a heartbeat

>>743629228
I know you're right and in the days that come i know i will. I've been over at his place a lot lately, and his girl is awesome and I like her, she likes me, she doesn't ask him to choose between us, and that's great, but dude works 60 plus hours a week. I've been there. I know all he wants some days is to go home and go to bed.

http://anon.pcriot.com

If you see this anon, say hi and well wish him well

>>743629438
Hahah thanks man you did an impossible thing you made me laugh

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>>743629627

>>743629139

Yea even the wife says now she appreciates any bit of time we have together. It has been non-stop since last month but while in training I have the weekends off. Not the same when I spend one day just resting.

>>743629093
It does you just aren't willing to try. A man set in his ways is on a path to destruction, and hate, and pain. Work through your situation, or seek professional help. This is only advice.

>>743629406
Do you have discord, Anon?

>>743629774
He made a thread a few days ago. Whats his story???

>>743629403
Here's hoping

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>>743629708
Hello anon
Hope you're well

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>>743629664
it's possible raising the dosage could help, but switching to another medication could work as well. some people will react to MAOIs but not an SSRI, and some people are the opposite, then some people react to some SSRIs positively and negatively to others. it's worth considering.
>>743629708
nothing's wrong with crying at all.

>>743622314
Need dem tiddays in mah face.

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>>743629570
REEEEEE

>>743629626
REEEEEEEEEEEE

>>743629635
Ah, I see. It'll pass Anon, but it'll take time, and it'll hurt. Keep on moving, keep plodding through it. This pain will pass.

>>743629708
You could say tomorrow "Well, I'm feeling down. Can we talk?" If you don't tell him, he'll never know. If you do tell him, maybe he can help.

I'm sorry you feel so bad Anon.

>>743629765
It's good that you know his limits, Anon. But if he can make time for you and still get by okay, that's fine too.

>>743629936
Good luck.

>>743629907
I don't. I've never really interacted with anon outside of /b/.i don't really know how to go about it.

>>743629846
I'm glad your wife appreciates the sacrifice you make. I'm glad you appreciate her. Not everybody has that...

>>743630074
Alright. Do you have Skype or steam?

>>743629760

Grunt work. I am seeing where this will take me in a year or two. Last job I spent seven fuckin years in only to have my job taken by me. It was okay to do with the union, but I am happy to be out of that for now. As for the gruesome parts. I have yet to see anything. The company I work for seems to take safety somewhat seriously. Even the people I work with say they would be surprised if we saw the same shit they did, and it's been five years or so for them.

>>743630144
yea, toddmansilver on both.

>>743629952
Thanks. I'll be sure to let her know. She doesnt hold herself in the highest regard, so I don't know if shell try for it, but I'll tell her about it.

I love you all, specially Jill.

>>743629944
I'm just sad.

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>>743629626
No, thanks~

>>743629812
I'M GOING TO SEE GORILLAZ IN DECEMBER! I LOVE THEM

I'l not sad. I'm never sad. I'm just sad when other people are sad.

And i want a hug. from my gf who are sad. and who are far away. meh.

>>743630017
you're right. I just don't want to come off clingy.

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>>743630074
Discord is easy to set up. Even I could do it. It's anonymous, secure, and fun. I recommend it.

>>743629797
Hehe, no problem!

>>743629910
His website explains it pretty much.
He's just a nice anon that deserves love pretty much

>>743629708
little cry bby

>>743630281
It's it something I could do quickly?

>>743630245
Oooh, that should be a great show!

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>>743630017
Hopefully it will. Thanks anon

>>743629544
Don't ever let yourself be complacent, or to the will of another person. You have one chance here. It's all about taking chances and being burned. Nobody ever made it through without being burned. You've got fire, you just need help seeing you're a lot like everyone else. Stay strong, it's only the first wave. More will come

>>743630193
I was thinking about becoming an electrician but I heard they have the highest suicide rates. Either way I will find something I dont hate
>>743630233
Why is Jill so popular?

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>>743630238
It's fine to be sad.
Any reason for it?

>>743630252
You'll make it anon!
Just keep on having fun

>>743630313
His site is hard to read. I dont understand anything. So basically he wants a site all by himself, away from 4chan? Is he suicidal or something

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>>743630233
I love you too, Anon.

>>743630245
REEEEEEE

>>743630252
Well, I can't give you that. Are you sure you're never sad? Are you just denying it for the sake of others, and yourself?

>>743630277
Well, that's understandable. But I think there's a non-clingy way to do it. May take some figuring out.

>>743630399
Good luck, I hope it does too.

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>>743629993
>>743630233
I love you too!


>>743630345
I know it will be! I'm so excited... It's my first concert ever!


>>743630579
okay.

I'm in hell. A hell I put myself in.

I was suicidal. Taking a lot of drugs. Drinking. I bought a gun to end it. I was isolated. Alone. I turned to the internet for anything to comfort me. I spent hours playing games. I soon turned to porn and a lot of it. Soon it turned dark. I found myself seeing things that were illegal.

My daughter was born. I wasn't with the mother, she was my ex, but I soon had a girlfriend. Things were looking up. I was becoming a father and co-parent. My girlfriend loved me and lifted me up. I spent less and less time on the net..

Then I was raided for illegal images. I had totally forgotten about it. At first I didn't know why they were there then it hit me. They took my computer. Cps was called. I became labeled a sexual threat to my daughter.

I sit and wait for them to review my computers and arrest me. Since the raid I have lost my daughter, my home I was evicted, my cat, my friends. When I'm arrested I'll lose my job and the rest of my friends. My family that knows doesn't talk to me anymore. I'll be a felon for life. A sex offender for 15 years but it might was well be for life because of the felony which follows you everywhere. And a sexual threat to kids for life through cps.

Thinking that gun might be my only way out.

>>743630342
Totally.
Go to the website, follow the prompts.
And you're in.
I set up a separate email for this thing. I suggest to do that too.

>>743630495
I'm happy just every time, im pretty sure i was born a smyle on my face, hard to understand how people can be sad.. world is sooooo beautifull !

Whats your problems anon ?

>>743630448
jill is trendy

>>743630637
Oh, wow! Gorillaz as your first ever show! That's really gonna be something special!

>>743630196
I can't find you, Anon. Here's my steam.
https://steamcommunity.com/id/simplym

>>743630495
Walking with him
"Hey, you are such a great guy :) I think i like you"
...
"Yeah, you're a nice girl... but you are my friend"
...
He has not spoken to me in three days

This is my second week of college, and it's fucking terrible. My normal procrastination habits are weighing me down so much, but I find it borderline impossible to quit. I've written so much shit that I don't care about these past few days, I barely got any sleep last night, I'm probably not gonna get much tonight, and then after all these essays to get through, I have some other small shit to do. I honestly have no fucking clue how to stay on top of this while having time for hobbies or a social life, I'm scared everything will be focused on school.

>>743630705
Teens or real CP?

>>743630945
I feel you. Procrastination really fucked me up last year. I'm not quite sure what to do

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>>743630637
Good.

>>743630705
Damn. What a wonderful system, eh? Destroying people like you who have done hardly anything that could be considered wrong. You're screwed, Anon. If there's a way out of that, I don't know it. I'm sorry.

>>743630945
You need to get off your computer and sleep now, Anon. It's not going to get better if you don't sleep and start doing better in school. If you can get on top of things, and understand the material so that you can pass tests and assignments more easily, then it'll be much easier to have hobbies and a social life.

>>743630705
No. Fight this.

>>743630448

Jesus never heard of that! Well, I have to go to bed Have to be up at 3am, but thanks Anon for replying.

>>743630945
Welcome to college it fucking sucks

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>>743630725
I just have a hard time letting of things that's all

>>743630914
I don't know much about these things to say much or help, but doing other things to take your mind off it could help

>>743630552
I think he likes 4chan, but is a fragile one.
Does seem a little suicidal

Yesterday I got scammed trying to buy some gold on a forum. I've now figured out who the scammer is and I'm considering sending him a physical letter asking him to right his wrongs. It's 4am and the rage is keeping me from sleeping. I hope I don't do something I will regret

>>743630945
Take a shower and relax a little bit
Get some sleep.

>>743631192
That would be a good idea...
Thanks :)

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been having mad anxiety and nothing has been really feeling right, feel like im spacing out a ton
probably just gonna eat and take some valerian root to try and get me to sleep

>>743631192
His website is hard to read though, no idea where to start or how to contact him. He seems very suicidal, wish I could help him

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>>743631277
Leave it until morning, Anon. Sleep on it. Don't do anything now.

>>743631388
Try those first Anon, and if it doesn't get better call up a therapist and schedule an appointment.

>>743630893
I created a discord under the same user id.

>>743630705
How bad is it? What are they going to find?

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>>743631192
>letting of things
What kind of things ?

>>743631511
There's a number after it as well that I'll need. An example is
Bob#1528 (this isn't me)

>>743630893
My internet is shut off and I'm on mobile. You might also try toddmansilver1.

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Goodnight, everyone...

I've got a lot of things to do tomorrow, and just in one day...
AAAAAAAAAAGH...
Have a great night and an excellent day tomorrow!

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>>743622399

This thread started out well but became shit. Fuck this site.

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>>743631502
i've been using stuff like kava to try and help with panic attacks and just general anxiety and only recently started taking valerian root, it helps it just sedates the hell out of me, definitely wanting to get with a therapist or at least see a doctor though

>>743631642
Toddmansilver8873

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>>743631394
There's an email near the top of the page, but it seems he rarely uses it
I wish the same too

>>743631364
Np anon <3

>>743631617
Oops!
I meant letting go

Things like my family, my friends, things I won't be able to keep later

Someone says they are ''crazy'' you do something actually crazy.. they wont even talk anymore.

>>743631542
Bad enough to be arrested. I know the severity of this and I wish I had just OD or shot myself.

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>>743630245
Ah, alright then.

You reminded me, Lady Gaga and Katy Perry are coming to my state soon.

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>>743631789
Yup.

>>743631803
Do it soon, Anon. Don't let this wait.

>>743631860
Hmm. Elaborate, I'm not following you.

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>>743631502
OK, going to work! Thanks for another great thread!

(((Sips coffee)))

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>>743631749
Night and sweet dreams!

>>743631860
Can't be that bad anon

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>>743629225
Where are my bananas? Post some.

>>743631987
Thanks for coming, Mantis. Take care, I'll see you around.

>>743631895
Are you going?