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>Advice
>Conversation
>Happy Thoughts
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>>743524352
hello jill, howsitgoin
>>743524352
Evenin' Jill. Good to see you again.
>>743524833
hey darling! I'm just finally settling in and getting dinner. how are you tonight?
>>743525246
good to see you too <3 I'm planning on being here at least nightly through thursday this week.
>>743525573
today was a hard day of spam :s
what you eatting
>>743526003
please don't judge me... I found taquitos in the freezer, so I'm heating them up in the oven. it's been a long day and they looked easy enough.
>>743524352
>>743526420
hey there, anon! how are you doing tonight?
>>743525573
You sure you can handle every day? Aren't there supposed to be other people who do these? They haven't been posting much lately.
yo!
how are ya this eve?
>>743526502
I sure as heck can! I may need to get a little drunk at some point to survive, but I'm nothing if not resilient!
>>743526536
other than a little high from paint, I'm doing alright! how are you?
>>743524352
Hello Jill, I'll be helping you out tonight.
>>743526746
welcome welcome, darling sister. you need anything tonight?
>>743526700
yea, you probably shouldn't smoke that shit (lol)
I had a pretty chill thread just now. finishing my beer and thinking if I should watch some Rick and Morty for a change
Hey Jill, ill take a whiskey on the rocks
>>743526203
ok, that sounds kinda sad you know?
>>743526915
I think Jill meant the fumes of paint. Have you watched any season yet?
>>743526896
Nope, just decided yo be useful again.
>>743526915
oh, I'm not... smoking paint. it was just a little old and strong, and went right to my head.
>>743527012
coming up. you having a nice night, anon?
>>743527022
it probably is a little sad, but I also haven't eaten today and I don't care enough about making something nice tonight.
>>743527042
well, I'll appreciate it then.
>>743527042
yeaa I know what Jill meant. just tried to make a shitty joke.
haven't watched any. a friend is trying to make me watch it, but I kinda keep finding excuses not to procrastinate
>>743524352
Hello Jill. Let me just give you a quick bump here...
>>743526746
Discord later?
>>743526915
And did you still want to talk? I'll be on tonight, if needed.
>>743526700
You're the best.
I can smell the Cheetos dust from here
Hello amigos,
What's a good drink to combine vodka?
>>743527485
You might want to clean that up, Anon. Funny stuff will grow in it if you don't.
>>743527274
weeew that imageswap.
>>743527325
thanks, doll. I sent you a message, don't know if you saw it yet.
>>743527338
I definitely am not, but thank you.
>>743527485
hey now, I resent that. we eat cheddar popcorn in this household.
>>743527513
lemon/lime juice and cranberry juice.
H-Hello! It's nice to see you again, I... uh... saw your thread and... THAT ISN'T TRUE, I WAS WAITING FOR YO------- Oh, ehem... How are you doing?
>>743527012
What brand of whiskey?
>>743527274
Watch it, that or watch JoJo.
>>743527325
Do you even need to ask?
>>743527485
Wash your crusty cheeto hands.
>>743527513
Alloha! The most basic thing, orange juice, but you could try different kind of juices, just don't buy flavored vodka, no bueno.
>>743527660
How about second best?
>>743527325
I messaged you too, notice me.
>>743527694
Jack Daniels
>>743524352
I went to the doctors today and found out that I had a sinus infection
>>743527822
Daaaamn that sucks. Did he give you something for it?
>>743527774
Which one?
>>743527822
Fucking rip.
>>743527691
Hello Snek.
>>743527691
need anything tonight?
>>743527746
that depends on who you're putting ahead of me.
>>743527822
I told you to go. medication, then?
>returned from a 2 week trip in Europe
>loved every bit of of the experience
>while there I lived how I want to live
>ate well
>went out
>chatted with strangers
>hit on women
Now that I am back home I can't help but feel bitter. I'm back to my normal life eating fastfood, being a wagecuck, being drunk whenever I'm not working and just lying around letting life pass with no motivation. I really don't know what to do, my antidepressants have never done more than make it so I don't sleep all day.
>>743527918
I'M NOT A SNAKE, I'M A TSUCHINOKO!
>>743527822
I probably have that, too... I'm just scared that I don't even want to think about it...
>>743528033
No, I just... missed you...
>>743527885
He reccomend me some antibiotics and a brether.
>>743527918
I won't die yet neptuna
>>743528033
Im alitte bit better now though
>>743527660
that imageswap actually fooled me too at first. I completely forgot about it
>>743528169
Sorry it's not quite the light mood the thread seemed to intend but I wanted to let it out.
>>743528033
I won't tell you.
>>743528239
Well, I hope they work. Rest and eat.
>>743528169
Do you live on a tight budget, anon?
>>743528279
The threads are or were often made for people to express as you just did, no worries.
>>743528236
Tsuchinoko?
>>743528239
What a shame :^)
>>743528169
that tends to happen with trips. you get on a bit of an emotional high, and once you get back, it all crashes back down.
re:medication, if your antidepressants aren't working, you should talk to your doctor to try a different medication or alter your dosage. please make an appointment.
>>743528236
oh. hi then!
>>743528323
fair enough.
>>743527660
>>743527694
Thanks famalam, cheers Vodka good
>>743528236
I feel okay but is it really that bad?
>>743528323
Okay I guess
>>743528447
I know right
>>743528447
>Do you live on a tight budget, anon
No, far from. I live alone and only really buy food, alcohol and gas.
>>743524352
I love you Jill.
>>743528612
Not really, it's just that my sister and my father had it, but that of dad was more serious and underwent surgery ... Maybe I'm confused, but ... N-NO, I don't want to scare you!
And I... I'm afraid...
>>743528874
right, I forgot to mention: drinking excessively can hamper the efficacy of your antidepressants. that may also be something to consider.
>>743528942
I love you too, anon.
jill, why are you such a faggot?
>>743528606
Hey, hey, do you know the technique to drink vodka properly??
>>743528612
Yee.
>>743528874
Then why not simply saving money to move out of the country? That's what I intend to do myself, save enough money to move out to Germany and take an apprenticeship.
>>743529084
because I love every single person I come in contact with, and that includes you.
>>743529181
Jesus, Jill, what a fag.
>>743529285
can't help it, sorry.
>>743529037
Just tell me what will happen I want to know more about my condition?
>>743529133
What did you do to my drink!
>>743529181
Ehhm that's mmm ehhh cool, I guess
>>743529133
>save enough money to move out to Germany
A lot of the southern Germany towns were nice and really comfy. Language would be a problem but I could manage. I hope you do manage to move someday.
>>743529537
Ehehe... I don't really know...
YOU ARE OK, I-I GUESS...
And... what did the doc tell you?
>>743529537
it'll probably keep aching and you'll be coughing and/or sneezing for a while, but if you take what the doc gave you, it should clear up.
>>743529661
also I suck a mean dick, if that's what you wanted to hear.
>>743529885
I know I will, because I want to, and I always get everything I want because I can get it by my own means. But it is not me who we are talking about here. Why not consider moving abroad, anon?
>>743530071
> I suck a mean dick
Goodness, Jill, have some grace...
>>743530071
Is Jill a man or a woman?
>>743530459
a faggot
>>743530338
I have all the grace I need.
>>743530459
just someone posting pictures and trying to help people.
Jill the character's a lady.
>>743530039
That i should take the medicine and get some rest.
>>743530071
Can you reccomend me some music to feel better?
>>743530581
hey there, darling. you okay?
>>743530718
Bill Evans/Jim Hall, if you like jazz. one of my favorite duos.
>>743530718
Portishead.
>>743530803
Yeah I'm alright for the most part. Was in the mental hospital earlier this month though for 6 days.
>>743530919
Why?
>>743530770
hey there, darling. is this my friend who says "hi"? how are you tonight?
>>743530919
that's pretty rough. did they just release you, or offer continued treatment via therapy or medications?
>>743529181
prove it
>>743531111
how do you expect me to quantify that? that I love and care about people? it's not something I can just go "yup here I'm a card-carrying member of the love police."
I can say that I do my best to let go of things, and not hold grudges or hate in my hearts, and try my hardest to help people where I can.
Well, it's time for me to go...
Goodnight, everyone, have a great night and a great day tomorrow...!
S-See you!
>>743531070
yes
depressed as usual.
how are you?
>>743531004
Eh I just checked myself in because life had been stressing me out. I'm disabled from schizophrenia and went to the mental hospital many times when I was first diagnosed (21) and knew if I just went to the mental hospital I'd get a chance to examine myself in a safe environment. Doesn't hurt that the same company that ran my mental hospital in California also runs here in my new home of Phoenix, AZ.
Was pretty good trip there. They had 2 horses come in for one of the therapy sessions and we could brush and feed them.
>>743531070
I got out on the 10th of this months I think. So i've been doing some thinking at home, but overall I feel better. The reason I was stressed is because my apartment has gotten really expensive and I'm not gonna be able to afford it, but my mom was able to help me find a new apartment that was for low income only, since I'm on SSI.
It wasn't really that rough though. It was more like this image honestly. I slept very well and they made some pretty decent meals for me (vegan).
>>743530803
Jazz is nice to listen to
>>743530841
I check it out but what song do you want me to listen to?
>>743531377
Night
>>743531309
I mean... everyone can SAY that.
You've told me that before. But I didn't take it serious since everyone can say that and you say it to everyone.
I think it's not something you can easily prove until you really get to know them.
Replenished on booze, now I would like to stay here and drink for a bit in good company.
>>743524352
Hi Jill. Tonight I received lewd pictures from a friend of mine in another state. She's younger than I and I really don't know how I should feel about it. Never particularly thought about online dating until now, what do?
>>743531377
have a good night, hon.
>>743531389
I'm holding up, I guess. need to do laundry at some point tonight, but if that's the worst of my problems then I don't have much to complain about.
>>743531492
well, that's good enough then. glad you're at least getting back onto your feet. I'd still suggest you look to see if there's a way you could pursue some follow-up care, just to try and prevent another breakdown.
>2 horses came in
color me jealous. that sounds like an amazing way to feel better.
>>743531686
I'd get someone in to vouch for me, but most of 'em have left by now, I think.
>>743531773
hey there, need anything?
>>743531841
I've got doctors I speak to all the time since I'm schizophrenic/bipolar so I have to take anti-psychotics. I appreciate it though. It's good advice.
>>743531841
Just whiskey on the rocks, you helped enough last night. Just here for comf thread, and drink whiskey.
>>743531309
That is a great pick-up line tho.
>>743531377
See ya!
>>743531492
Well, it is great to hear that you got your condition under control, that is more than I can say about myself, proud of you, anon!
>>743531773
Buddy!
>>743531836
Why did she send l00ds?
>>743531589
I don't really want you to listen to Portishead lol. shit's way too depressing.
but, ofc, if you want that sweet melancholy,
Glory Box, Sour Times and Wandering Star being the best of them
>>743531836
I mean... it's up to you, ultimately. some people can make it work, plan trips to visit, have scheduled skype dates, all that kinda stuff. but other people can find it really hard to do. I'd suggest you just... think about it, really.
>>743531935
aight, that's all I was worried about. I'll keep you in my thoughts, alright? I hope it improves soon.
>>743532014
fair enough.
>>743532030
I'll get one printed up, then.
>>743532030
>Why did she send l00ds?
I honestly don't know. I was in a discord voice call with her and all I heard was "turtles can flyyyyy" and she was holding a plush turtle making it "fly" while revealing herself to only be wearing panties (only saw from belly button down). I don't know if it was intentionally lewd or not, just confused.
>>743531841
Then make me feel loved
>>743532014
Will I come off as a tryhad when I order it neat?
>>743531841
that doesn't sound too bothersome
>>743532030
>>743532195
Thanks you guys. Much love, and God bless.
>>743532030
Buddy!
>>743532237
Did I come off that way?
>>743532038
Okay
>>743532308
You're welcome! Please take care!
>>743532229
Mmh... it can be a bit ambigous. Why not ask her about it? Or hit on her a bit to confirm your suspicions!
>>743532237
b-but I don't know anything about you yet, I don't know how to effectively love you.
I will say, you won't be too much of a tryhard ordering it neat. a lot of people are opposed to seeming like ice would water down whiskey, but a bit of water can actually help open up the flavor profiles.
>>743532250
it shouldn't be! but what about you? you seem to always be kinda low, and I don't... really know how I can help. can I?
Finally got an Apprenticeship at a very nice international company, after 1 year of getting denied by companies. Feeling good and its also a beautiful night for vodka.
its bell, testing some posts real quick, not spamming
eh, haven't actually talked much, but this thread has been comfy.
good night everyone, cya on thursday!
>>743532680
just keep doing what you do, I guess.
>>743532771
hey, congrats! that's gotta be a nice step in the right direction. here's hoping it all works out great, okay?
>>743532919
no worries at all. any reason we're testing... seals? coats of arms? I'm not 100% sure what they are...
>>743532961
night, hon.
>>743532030
>>743532237
>>743532386
Forgot image...Replys in last post.
>>743533150
Air wing emblems, each wing would have one
>>743524352
What do you think of this?
>>743524044
>>743532386
>>743533162
I don't know, I don't really go to bars... I don't think you did. Also see below
>>743532680
Then I doubt you can know that you love me if you don't even know anything about me.
And I've tried a whiskey multiple times with ice, during which I noticed that it starts out great and after a few minutes the taste gets worse and worse until it's just disgusting.
I googled about it and found the same line as you just said, after which I tried it without ice and it was good the entire time from start to finish.
From then on I concluded that ice, or the melting water from it, make whiskey horrible for me, and I greatly prefer it without water.
But I have also noticed that apparently there is a social stigma against people who drink neat whiskey - that they're trying to be manly or impress someone and do it just for the attention and appearance.
So I was wondering whether it would be socially acceptable - in a bar with friends - to order a neat whiskey.
I'm always late.
Anyway, how's everybody doing? How can I help you?
If you want to talk, I'll be here drinking beer.
>>743533334
It is socially acceptable, I rarely go into bars anymore. But it all depends on the whiskey im drinking. Most of the ones I like go good on the rocks so I stick with that most of the time. Nothing wrong with ordering neat, thought you were poiking fun at first to be honest haha.
>>743533132
that I can manage! I hope things turn around soon, though, okay?
>>743533240
gotcha, that makes sense. I'm not all that familiar with plane stuff, honestly.
>>743533245
I... don't know what I'm supposed to think about it.
>>743533334
yeah, nothing wrong with ordering a neat whiskey. I'm not big on it getting too watered down, but I do like a chaser. no one's going to judge you, and if they do, it's their fault for not knowing how to drink spirits.
>>743533442
no such thing as late. how can I help?
>>743533334
So close to quints.
>>743532386
Rawr XD
>>743532771
Nice one mate, proud of ya.
>>743533442
Cheers.
Just stumbled into this here bar, figured I'd take a seat.
I'm tired, though I guess weary is more accurate.
I'm a tradesman in a field that I genuinely enjoy, but I haven't gotten a job yet. I've been spending the last year making friends and trying new things to get a feel for who I really am inside, but I can't motivate myself into applying and following through consistently.
There is a whole host of things that I think contribute to this, but realistically I just don't feel like I'm doing the correct thing regardless of what I do.
>>743529133
I'dnever heard of it, Wich Techinique?
>>743533612
I don't know either...
>>743533612
some of them look pretty sweet
>>743533710
sometimes when you can't find the motivation, you just... gotta force it. you gotta take a day, sit down, and do it.
why don't you feel like you're doing the right thing?
>>743533880
oh nice, they totally do.
>>743533612
I lost hope of that.
I don't even know how things should be if I wanted them to be fine
>>743533738
First, you take a glass shot, pour vodka, then, take the glass, breathe out, drink in, and then breathe again.
>>743533710
Could you elaborate a bit more? What do you do?
>>743534020
that's... pretty tough, then. not even knowing what you want?
have you, uh... talked to anyone about this, before?
>>743533612
Wow, thx.
And well, you can be my company. Tell me 'bout yourself, Jill.
>>743533647
You too, sweetie. How are you?
>>743534139
Alright, I have to drink it complete in one shot?
>>743534360
there's nothing really interesting about me, really. nothing that I can think of as a standout, anyway.
Sorry I'm late!
-SouthPaw
>>743534013
my personal favorite
>>743534410
Yup! Breathe out, drink the shot, and breathe in!
>>743534360
I'm doing fine waiting for someone.
>>743524352
HeyHey
>>743526746
Halloo
>>743534534
This alone seems to be very interesting!
>>743534605
I hope this person arrives!
>>743534551
>>743534710
evening, darlings. doing alright tonight?
>>743534586
yeah, that's pretty neat.
>>743534756
Nep's waiting for big sis, who should be arriving soon enough.
>>743534311
not with my family or even friends irl, so I guess that's a no..
I hide it from them but they can tell im not doing really good.
when I open up to people here, I can as easily cut everything off if things go bad, like now pretty much
>>743534710
Yo.
>>743534756
Hopefully.
>>743534839
I love big sis <3
>>743534839
I'm decent enough, thanks, how are you?
>>743534605
Totally thanks man, cheer, hope your person arrives
>>743534855
>back befor the stores were packed full of pop culture tat
man, those were the days.
need anything?
>>743534890
have you considered seeing a therapist or something similar? I say this to a lot of people, but it's a lot less scary than people think it is. after making the appointment and going to the first session, it feels a lot more relaxed than you'd expect.
>>743535052
I love dommy mommy too.
>>743535055
I'm holding up so far. got some things to do tonight, but hopefully won't be too bad.
went to make some soup, I'm back now
>>743533579
No no, don't worry. I've just been asking things I wondered about. I mean this IS a bar thread after all, right?
>>743533612
If I'd order one, then how much can I expect, and for what price? Bar drinks are always much more expensive than just buying the bottle in a supermarket, right?
I always cringe internally when I see how a shot costs like 2 euro or something even though it's so tiny, there's no way the liquid is that expensive!
>>743534013
Perpetual cycle of people looking down on me and insulting me even in my youngest memorable childhood. I don't mean other kids either, I mean adults talking down or outright insulting me in no uncertain terms. I've been improving myself but it still feels like every small mistep is much larger than it really is, and though I can recognize this I can't just turn my emotions off and power through it.
>>743534139
I'm a trained and certified welder, and I love the work, the job market is plentiful enough to find work, but I just can't find it in myself to buckle up and apply for anything. I tried last month, and never got a phonecall or text back even though it was through an agency.
>>743535279
Not really. I just feel at home in this thread.
>>743535298
Did you deserve the bullying?
>>743535280
oh man, I can't do conversions all that well in my head, so I'm sorry for burgerland units.
when I was over in bourbon country, a 2oz glass of good stuff could be anywhere from 7 to 19 dollars.
>>743535298
that's entirely natural. you've had the negativity beat into you over the years, and it's hard to break out of that cycle. what matters now, is realizing that you aren't that kid anymore. if there are things in your life you want to change and are capable of, you can. you don't need to be who those adults said you'd wind up as.
I don't know how to help all that much, but I hope it works out okay, okay?
>>743535393
that's okay! I hope you're having a nice night, hon.
>>743535279
it's scaring me a lot.
also there's general laziness and lack of motivation that prevents me from doing things, even really important ones.
>>743535591
Even if I said "No, I didn't", would it matter?
People are naturally biased to favour themselves, barring any mental illness.
But no, I only ever tried making friends with people and still do. But my friends up until grade six were being told by their parents to avoid me, and they said as much to my face. Even some parents calling me names after school as I would leave for home. "Devil child" was the most creative one.
>>743535902
it's okay to be scared. do you think it would help you, though?
Hey Jill. I start working with a long time friend of mine next week and I've always fancied her. I don't know how I should approach it, I haven't seen her in a year. Advice?
>>743535801
>$19
I-I can get a 700ml bottle for that... which would be 12 times 2oz.
Therefore a 700ml bottle of the bar drink would cost $240... what kinda whiskey is that?
Even if it was $7 for 2 oz, it would still be $84 a bottle...
I swear, these prices, I really don't want to order there.
>>743536031
Why did the parents say that?
>>743535801
I appreciate the sentiment, I'm not sure what purpose I had in spilling my issues here, but it helps a bit (I think) to read something positive about me. Thank you.
>>743536240
You're asking me as if I'd have any idea.
If I knew that I was doing something wrong, I wouldn't be nearly as surprised at that, would I?
I'm not retarded, and I didn't go around causing trouble.
>>743536124
I don't know..
nothing seems worth it
>>743536138
just try and be friends, really. try and work well together, and see where it goes from there.
>>743536240
it was some of the more top-shelf, "we aged this for 30 years" kind of stuff. and like I said, I was in bourbon country, so I wasn't surprised they wanted my kidney for a shot.
>>743536280
that's entirely okay, darling. I'm sorry I can't offer more to you than words, but I hope they find you well.
I haven't been doing too good, recently... I don't want to get too specific, but in general, I hate myself. I try to act upbeat and happy online, but some people from the servers I'm in have been messaging me, asking if I'm okay, asking how I'm feeling, and I don't know why, but I lie and say I'm fine, I get nervous when I talk to people about these things...
I'll take my leave for now.
>>743536435
How do people outside of your school circle treat you? The ones that are unlikely to have contact with the bullies and are pure from their influence?
>>743536492
Yeah, but that's still a lot, even for 30 years I think.
How was it? Good at least and worth it?