Ask a Schizophrenic anything. I may take a while to reply sometimes,

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Nomp

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>>743038950
chomp

>>743038653
I don't have a question but I'm schizophrenic as well. Keep on truckin bud

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Does this image give you a hoot?

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Hello again.

Please go 3D

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>>743039304
>I'm schizophrenic as well.
Howdy Schizbro. Hope all is well with you.
>Keep on truckin bud
Thanks, friend.
>>743039306
>Does this image give you a hoot?
Hmm, no.
>>743039376
>Hello again.
How are you tonight?
>>743039468
>Please go 3D
What?

How do you masturbate? What precautions do you take?

>>743038653
My uncle was a schizo, is there any chance that I could be too? I feel like I might have tendencies too.

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>>743038653
I remember this thread from a couple months ago. I asked you to upload all your Shinobu images somewhere and post the link. Have you done anything like that yet?

>>743038653
smh how many more qnas you gonna do

>>743039541
>>Please go 3D
>What?
He means to stop fapping to 2D and go fap to 3D

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>>743039554
>How do you masturbate?
...With my hands..?
>What precautions do you take?
Precautions for....what?
>>743039606
>My uncle was a schizo, is there any chance that I could be too?
There's a chance, but if it's only your uncle it's pretty unlikely.
>>743039627
>I asked you to upload all your Shinobu images somewhere and post the link.
Oh hey, I remember you.
>Have you done anything like that yet?
Of course not.

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>>743039745
>Of course not.
B-but, why anon...? Why must you be so cruel? I just want kawaii Shinobu desu~

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>>743038653
Hiya shino I didn't make sense last time right?

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>>743039704
>smh how many more qnas you gonna do
an infinite amount.
>>743039726
>He means to stop fapping to 2D and go fap to 3D
But I don't fap to 2D.
>>743039863
>B-but, why anon...?
I'm too lazy.
>>743039867
>Hiya shino
Hello
>I didn't make sense last time right?
Yea you were a bit all over the place.

>>743039606
Therapistfag here
There is a strong contribution for genetic factors in determining risk for schizophrenia, although most individuals who have been diagnosed with schizophrenia have no family history of psychosis

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>>743038653
Do you know about the jews?

>>743039965
What specific type of schizophrenia spectrum or psychotic disorder are you diagnosed with?

>>743039965
What did I say hope it wasn't that bad?

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>>743039965
What is your favourite pony?

>>743040267
Fluttershy, bitch

wanna fug? im martin btw

Question: How well does this poem represent your condition?

When I was walking up the stairs
I met a man, who wasn't there
He wasn't there again today
I wish, I wish, he'd go away

what do the voices say?

>>743038653
are you a girl or a boy if a girl how show tits if boy show dick

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>>743040029
>Therapistfag here
Hmm, I'm on to you...
>>743040151
>Do you know about the jews?
I know that they're jews.
>>743040163
>What specific type of schizophrenia spectrum or psychotic disorder are you diagnosed with?
Paranoid Schizophrenia
>>743040253
>What did I say hope it wasn't that bad?
I don't really remember. It wasn't anything bad though.
>>743040267
>What is your favourite pony?
Rainbow is the only good pone.
>>743040315
>Fluttershy, bitch
PLEB
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E
B
>>743040362
>wanna fug?
I'm okay, thanks though.
>im martin btw
Hi, Martin.
>>743040410
>Question: How well does this poem represent your condition?
On a scale of 1-10, I'd say about 7.14

You collecting those autism bux? I'm schizoaffective which sucks but I haven't worked a day in my adult life and will probably never have to which is cool.

>>743038653
Fuck off

>>743040512
Other schizophrenic here, not sure if other anon experiences the same thing but I can't hear distinct words, it just sounds like a group in the distance is barely hearable. When I am about to enter rooms it sounds like the tv is on until I open the door and the illusion disappears.

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>>743040512
>what do the voices say?
A lot of things.
>>743040581
>are you a girl or a boy if a girl
What do you think, anon?
>>743040720
>You collecting those autism bux?
Yes, but it's unrelated.
>>743040767
>Fuck off
No you fuck off

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>>743040676
>I know that they're jews.
Allow me to present an hypothetical scenario...

>>743040676
>paranoid schizophrenia
Sorry, but that has not been used since the DSM-V came out in 2013. You cannot be diagnosed as such because there would be no way to categorically treat a disease that is not in the ICD-9. You tried and lost, thanks for playing.

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>>743040676
Got jokes because I feel like laughing today?

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>>743041074
>Allow me to present an hypothetical scenario...
I'm waiting..

>>743041216
Oh shit! Called out!

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Test posting in your cancer thread...

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>>743039965
>I'm too lazy.
Is it that hard to drag and drop your folder into mega and link it here? Should take like 15 seconds.

Please anon, let me expand my collection. Don't be a faggot.

>>743040943
well you're an attention whore so female also anime pics are a good example you dont label your images however most people here are male so imma be optimistic female and show me them tits i have a desire to know

>>743041216
therapistfag must knows his shit son

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>>743041216
>Sorry, but that has not been used since the DSM-V came out in 2013.
Wow what a coincidence, that's almost exactly the time I was diagnosed. How'd you know that?
>>743041264
>Got jokes because I feel like laughing today?
Hmm, I don't really know any jokes.
>>743041428
>Test posting in your cancer thread...
Test replying to your cancer post.
>>743041491
>Is it that hard to drag and drop your folder into mega and link it here?
It's not that it's hard, I'm just too lazy to do it.
>>743041539
>well you're an attention whore
Said the anon, as he patiently awaited his free (you)

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>>743041728
You have anything interesting to talk about then or should I leave?

>>743041728
Even so, the diagnosis would have to have been changed to match insurance codes for treatment. What medication are you on? I’ll wait while you look up the top meds for schizophrenia...

>>743038653
I think I might be a schizo I have taunting voices somewhere deep in my brain that The volume coincides with the pulse beat in my head

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>>743041963
>You have anything interesting to talk about
What constitutes "interesting".
>>743041993
>Even so, the diagnosis would have to have been changed to match insurance codes for treatment.
I haven't been to a psych since I was diagnosed, so there hasn't been a chance for it to change.
>What medication are you on?
None, I was recommended to be put on Haldol if I remember correctly.
>>743042078
>I think I might be a schizo I have taunting voices somewhere deep in my brain that The volume coincides with the pulse beat in my head
You should get that checked out, anon.

>>743042078
Frequency?
Length of time it’s been happening?
Related to any drug use or TBI?

>>743041993
Seroquel. Twice a day. Small pill in the morning, bigger in evening. I'm part of Easter Seals

why i cant post my thread and everyone only talks about cáncer and alice and all that other threads

How disabling is your schizophrenia? Does it keep you from working or attending school?

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Good luck

>>743042293
Careful with Seroquel. A lot of nasty side effects. Many to do with your heart.

>>743038653
You check out Hellblade yet?

>>743042278
Almost every day for the last 5+ years. Usually comes and goes for a few hours at a time. Also rarely use drugs

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>>743042386
>why i cant post my thread and everyone only talks about cáncer and alice and all that other threads
What?
>>743042415
>How disabling is your schizophrenia?
Most days it's not super bad, so like a 6/10. I can function but it takes a lot of energy to do.
On bad days it's a straight up 10/10 I can't do shit.
>>743042515
>Good luck
Luck is for the weak.

>>743042293
Also, Easter Seals is a great organization depending on which state you’re in. Some are obviously more invested than others.

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>>743042261
Anything that can keep my mind occupied

>>743042527
Yeah and I'm on double dosage. It is commonly referred to around here as the 'dumb-it-down drug'. Rumor is it is given so frequently to psychotic patients to dull their mind enough so they're no longer a danger to society.

What do the voice(s) sound like? Do you struggle being in a crowd or just out at a store?

>>743042679
Michigan, so I'm fucked.

>>743042584
Any delusions, visual or tactile hallucinations, disorganized speech, diminished emotional expression?

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>>743038653
What are your thoughts on the log boy and on log culture in general?

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>>743042579
>You check out Hellblade yet?
I looked at it, but I don't have any money to buy it.
>>743042729
>Anything that can keep my mind occupied
Hmm, I don't know what kind of stuff you like to talk about.
>>743042782
>What do the voice(s) sound like?
Two are females and one is a male.
Of the two females one has a raspy voice, the other speaks very softly.
>Do you struggle being in a crowd or just out at a store?
Yes. But it's not a major struggle. It just makes me very anxious.
>>743042912
>What are your thoughts on the log boy and on log culture in general?
Forced meme

>>743042760
Basically, yes. It’s cheap and effective at lowering possible manic episodes. Not ideal, but again... cheap and effective. I prefer to put my clients on better quality medications when they can afford it.

>>743042527
I had night terrors and restless leg syndrome with Seroquel. I fucking hated that shit. I'm on Risperidone now which seems to work the best for me with the least side effects and drowsiness. I was also on Zyprexa which made me fat and Geodon which made me sleepy.

>>743042818
Sorry bro, Oklahoma here so I feel ya. Mental health is not a priority.

>>743042909
All of the above except visual and tactile hallucinations

>>743039867
What anime? I've tried finding it but can't :c

>>743043035
I am a fraction of the outgoing person I once was, but I cannot be happier for it. If this is what it takes to be functioning then I will do it. I don't want anything to come to fruition. Also weed helps when the episode is too much.

>>743043008

Are the voices constant and how violent can they be? I was with a person who had mental issues and I never really got to ask her since I didn't want to be rude. Thanks for having this thread, OP.

>>743043038
Zyprexa is a good second gen antipsychotic. Easier on the organs and doesn’t cloud the mind as much.

>>743043008
You chose this time but I would prefer anything that is movies or anime

>>743043427
Yeah I was on it for years the only problem was that I never felt full when I was on it so it made me fat. Lost like 60 pounds when I got off of it.

>>743043308
Sounds like either schizophreniform disorder or schizoaffective disorder depending on your amount of depression vs manic stages and frequencies.

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>>743043425
>Are the voices constant
The voices themselves aren't constant 24/7.
But my auditory hallucinations, in general, are basically constant.
>and how violent can they be?
On average, not very violent. They can get extremely violent though. Telling me to kill people, and even showing me images of said person being killed by me.
>>743043562
>You chose this time but I would prefer anything that is movies or anime
Have you seen Mr. Nobody?

>>743038653
what would you experience if you stoped taking your meds?

>>743038653
22 or 23,? Do you even 93,?

>>743043329
The right drug makes a huge difference. Many times DRs give an rx because it’s cheap or because drug reps sent them on a cruise. Doesn’t mean it’s the right one. Don’t be afraid to tell the DR if you feel like it’s not helping you. Everyone’s body chemistry is different. What works for you might not work for the next person. You have the right to be involved in your mental health.

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>>743043724
>what would you experience if you stoped taking your meds?
I don't take meds, so...

>>743043775
>22 or 23,? Do you even 93,?
21. 93 is also okay.

>>743043599
Yeah, geosynchronous has the same effect on appetite. So difficult to find the right drug for everyone. It’s all a guessing game.

are they any early warning signs youre about to have an episode?

are there factors that make an episode more likely? (tired etc)

>>743044011
*Geodon
Autocorrect fucked the hell out of that one

>>743043648
No should I watch it right now

>>743043902
I'm satisfied with the results. I like having a calmer mind and a more relaxed feeling. I don't feel like I get active enough though. Motivation is also hard to muster even if it is urgent. I'm late to work 90% of the time.

What animes do you like this current season

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>>743044113
>are they any early warning signs youre about to have an episode?
Things start feeling weird the day one sets in usually. I can't explain the feeling before it happens.
But when I have an episode, everything feels like a dream. Nothing at all makes sense and I feel really heavy like I'm falling?
>>743044171
>No should I watch it right now
It's a pretty good movie, I would recommend it.
>>743044303
>What animes do you like this current season
I haven't watched anything this season. Nothing seemed that interesting.

>>743044259
Sounds like you’re in a more depressive state. Happens a lot when you suppress the mania. Schizophrenic disorders mimic bipolar disorder in a lot of ways. They might look into adding an antidepressant to help combat those sx’s. I normally prescribe latuda to interact with schizo-depressive sx’s

>>743044473
Depressive is right.. I must admit. It is hard to live a full life while afflicted.

>>743044447
What should I expect shino?

>>743044751
Meds help, but so do other things. I’m sure you’ve heard it all before, eat well, excercise, sleep enough, etc.
mainly, talk to your DR about adding an antidepressant. It could help your motivation a lot.

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>>743044790
>What should I expect shino?
I don't really know how to explain it without spoilers. It's a really good movie though.

>>743044932
Unfortunately I have been slacking as far as exercising and sometimes eating well. A limited budget prevents fine dining. I feel disappointed when telling the doc like telling the dentist I haven't been flossing regularly.

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>>743045020
Seem nice

Do you have any other mental disorders?

>>743045318
Meh, we get it. It’s just something we have to pound into people. Most of us DRs are not pillars of health either.
Just remember to try. Think about if your eating things because it’s easy and cheap, or just easy and your too lazy to make something yourself. I’ve caught myself at McDonald’s just being a lazy fuck after a long day when I could have spent ten minutes at home cooking something halfway decent. Just a matter of perspective.

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>>743045680
>Seem nice
It's one of my top movies. I should rewatch it sometime.
>>743045711
>Do you have any other mental disorders?
I've been said to have traits of ASPD, but I've never been diagnosed with anything other than Schizo.
>>743045733
>Meh, we get it.
Is it just me, or does that seem really condescending?
I know it's not intended to be.

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>>743039627

Does your schizophrenia interfere much with having meaningful friendships and relationships?

>>743046098
How is it condescending to tell someone we get that not everyone eats well and excercises regularly? It’s nothing to be ashamed to tell a DR about because we understand.

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>>743046157
>Does your schizophrenia interfere much with having meaningful friendships and relationships?
A lot, actually. I don't really interact with people at all anymore. And the few friends I had I've pretty much cut off.
>>743046157

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>>743046098
Oh will you look at that is that buddy holly song

>>743045733
I just need to stop making excuses for myself and try harder to make my personal wellbeing priority. I am on a tight budget but I know I can shave bucks all over.

>>743046098
I think it was the use of the word 'meh' that gave that impression.

>>743046449
Sounds rough, do you go outside much?

>>743046481
It was meant as a “no judgement” meh.
Wellness is huge with everyone and even more with people who have mental disorders. It definitely should be a priority.

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>>743046416
>How is it condescending to tell someone we get that not everyone eats well and excercises regularly?
Just your wording, is all.
>It’s nothing to be ashamed to tell a DR about because we understand.
I know what you were intending to say, but that's not what it sounded like.
>>743046467
>Oh will you look at that is that buddy holly song
Do you like that song?
>>743046481
>I think it was the use of the word 'meh' that gave that impression.
I don't think it was the meh + "we get it" that pushed it into sounding like it.
It made it sound like "Meh, we get it, stop going on about it."
>>743046684
>Sounds rough,
Eh, it is what it is.
>do you go outside much?
I go outside pretty much daily to let my doggo outside. But I don't really DO anything.

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>>743038653
you actually seem like a real good anon
i hope you are healthy otherwise anon
hugs
stay safe and well

Favorite food?

terry davis made awhole operating system. where is your operating system?

>>743046770
You seem to know your shit doc. It's weird that a psychiatrist would browse /b/ but I have a question that I'm too embarrassed to ask my own psychiatrist. Are there any lasting negative effects for edging 6 to 9 hours a day every day? I don't know why but my disorder causes me to think about sex all the time and somehow make me be able to last up to 9 hours. It' been a habit of mine for about two years now.

>>743046908
We get it was meant as we as DRs get that not everyone is going to eat right and excercise daily.

>>743046908
No it just funny when you hear it for the wrong reasons

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>>743046949
>you actually seem like a real good anon
I will never understand why people say that.
>i hope you are healthy otherwise anon
Thanks, friend. I hope you're well too.
>hugs
xoxo
>>743046992
>Favorite food?
Chicken Alfredo with some Parmesan cheese.
>>743047064
>We get it was meant as we as DRs get that not everyone is going to eat right and excercise daily.
Oh, I know what was meant by it. Just not what it sounded like.
>>743047095
>No it just funny when you hear it for the wrong reasons
It kind of has become a Cliche, hasn't it?

How long have you been a lurker ? Are the voices entertaining/stimulating or just scary ?

What's your average day like? I'm looking at taking an atypical antipsychotic. I have some delusions and hallucinations with some magic mixed in.

How does it feel to work with? In your day how does it work?

>>743047290
What normal things make you happy

>>743047290
Maybe it has, what songs you listen to that has those fucks ups?

What do you do to pass time daily ? Any job/education ? Also, how's it going?

>>743047043
>>743047043
You’d be surprised how many “socially normal” people browse /b/. Most people that go into psychology go because they want to know more about what is wrong with them psychologically. I’ve got plenty of problems myself, trust me.

There is no real mental issue with what you’re doing unless it’s due to a porn or sex addiction. The medical effects though, I couldn’t say. My specialty is in they “why” of what you do, so I’d need to know what caused the addiction, if anything specific happened, medication changes, etc. and those are things your DR likely knows about already. it’s nothing to be worried about sharing with your DR. Trust me, we have heard a lot worse than that.

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>>743047299
>How long have you been a lurker ?
Something like 7-8 years.
>Are the voices entertaining/stimulating or just scary ?
They have their moments. But, for the most part they're neither scary nor entertaining. They're just... there.
>>743047416
>What's your average day like?
Nothing much happens. I don't really go places. I'm somewhat of a shut in.
>How does it feel to work with?
I don't work
>In your day how does it work?
How does what work?
>>743047418
>What normal things make you happy
Animals make me happy.
>>743047549
>what songs you listen to that has those fucks ups?
I don't really listen to songs that fit that.
>>743047643
>What do you do to pass time daily ?
Post on /b/, play vidya, watch tv, play with my doggo.
>>743047643
>Any job/education ?
No job, I have some college. But not enough to matter.

What age did the voices start?

>>743047644
Okay thanks. I do have an appointment next month so I guess I should just ask. It's only been happening for about two years so it could be due to a change in medication.

>>743047644
You said that you specialize in the why, any theories about the high number of AGPs these days especially on /a/ ?

Have you ever taken any drugs?
If so, what drugs and how did it work with the voices?

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>>743047907
>What age did the voices start?
somewhere around my mid/late teens.

>>743048118
Thanks for the answer, have a good night anon.

>>743048017
Med changes can definitely cause changes in sex drive and erictile functioning. One of the major side effects for most mental health meds.

>>743047750
What are your thoughts on religion?

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i'd pound your anime schizo wag )

>>743048088
Sorry, I’m not familiar with AGP as a term and I only come to /b/. I could only really speculate without interaction, but I would have to know the term.

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>>743048112
>Have you ever taken any drugs?
Yep.
>If so, what drugs
I smoke weed on occasion. I've tried cocaine on like two occasions, didn't like it.
>how did it work with the voices?
Weed just makes everything more "intense" but I feel like I am able to control it more.
Like the voices talk more, but I get them to shut up easier.
But it causes other auditory hallucinations.
>>743048317
>Thanks for the answer
You're welcome.
>have a good night anon.
You too, pal.
>>743048403
>What are your thoughts on religion?
Depends on what exactly you mean by "religion". Organized religion? I despise. Religion should be something you find for yourself, the answers one finds within their own self, that is religion. When someone else tells you what you should believe, that is.... wrong.

>>743048556
autogynephilia

>>743048326
I actually like it so I'm not really complaining I just need to ask my doc if there are any negative effects to what I'm doing that I should be worried about.

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>>743048496
>i'd pound your anime schizo wag )
You wot?

>>743048590
And tell me your definition on being a god

>>743038653
>>743038653
Ive tried creating Tulpas in the past and have listened to a lot of hypnosis porn vids. Its all kinda fucked up, sometimes I pretend to be a 6 year old slave girl to myself.

Anyway, do you think its possible to cause self scizophrenia?

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>>743048807
i'd pound the fuck out of you and love you

Didn't read thread.
Why do you call yourself schizophrenic?
I understand what the criteria are for diagnosis, just don't understand the acceptance of a label given by psychiatrists.
I hear voices in my head, have frequent auditory, visual, and tactile hallucinations, coupled with persistent paranoid delusions.. but I don't subscribe to any diagnosis.

I genuinely believe that diagnoses such as schizophrenia breed complacency and defeatist attitudes.
Most people have these problems. They just aren't real enough with themselves or others to admit it.

I live life as a productive member of society. What is it that makes you subscribe to such a diagnosis. Maybe I'm wrong, but I don't believe you're ill.

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>>743048819
>And tell me your definition on being a god
I define god as the universe and everything that it encompasses.
Without the universe, you wouldn't be alive, I wouldn't be alive. Nothing would be.
>>743048848
>sometimes I pretend to be a 6 year old slave girl to myself.
That's a bit strange.
>Anyway, do you think its possible to cause self scizophrenia?
No. You can cause yourself to have a psychotic break. But that alone isn't enough to be Schizophrenic.
>>743048993
>i'd pound the fuck out of you and love you
But, you don't even know me.

>>743048642
Ahh, sorry, I know that as Blanchard’s.

Quite honestly, society and culture dictate a lot of this. Men are becoming more feminine due to societal norms changing toward a feminine sway. A lot of it is due to persecution from women who believe men are evil and this causes weaker males to conform to female archetypes. Learned behavior is very difficult to change and society pounds female roles into males so hard that they begin to act more feminine. Eventually to the point of transgender. It’s much more prominent now as opposed to 40 years ago because our society has also allowed more safety for those who are trans to come out and be open. In the 50s-70s you’d likely be beaten to death, now you have support groups and rights that protect you.

>>743049111
Explain your reason for existing for me its by pure coincidence

>>743038653
How is my voice waifu doing?

>>743049204
dude your like a fuckin genius!

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>>743049083
>Why do you call yourself schizophrenic?
Because I have Schizophrenia, it's just an easy way to define what I am referring to. It's easier than saying "I'm someone who suffers from psychotic breaks, paranoid delusions, auditory hallucinations" then having to define what each of those mean.

>just don't understand the acceptance of a label given by psychiatrists.
Why do you call a car a car? It's the same premise. The "Label" is just a classification of the symptoms.
>Most people have these problems.
I don't believe that is the case.

>What is it that makes you subscribe to such a diagnosis.
It's just a word..?
>>743049264
>Explain your reason for existing for me its by pure coincidence
There is no "reason" per se.
But "something" made a choice to save "someone" and thus the universe is. Therefore, life is.
>>743049306
>How is my voice waifu doing?
Quiet, as usual.

>>743047043
Oh God.
I'm in love to a guy who has schizo and he is just always edging.

To OP and you: are you able to love somebody? My lover during sex says things like "you're shit, you're worth nothing, i hate you". I suspect these are the things he hear.

He just recently said he has schizo, I suspected it since I'm a physician :x

>>743047644
Why do they like edging?

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>>743049204
The way you speak reminds me of Jordan Peterson. Are you a "fan" of his?
>>743049613
>are you able to love somebody?
What exactly do you mean by that? Sorry, your question is a bit ambiguous.

>>743049613
If you’re a physician then you should know the answer to this question. Also, you should have stopped a guy from fucking you and telling you that your shit...

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>>743049595
What's the thing that interest you most about this topic?

>>743047750
Do you hear voices all day?

>>743049806
Quite honestly, never heard of him. I will look him up.

>>743049613
No I've long given up on the idea I'll end up with anybody and just fap to 2D lolis.

>>743049786
No fucking idea. I just got addicted to it and apparently it was because of a change in my meds. An orgasm after edging for hours just feels really fucking good, like mind altering good.

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>>743049853
>What's the thing that interest you most about this topic?
What topic?

>>743049859
>Do you hear voices all day?
Not all day, every day. But a majority of the day, yes.
>>743049902
>Quite honestly, never heard of him.
He's a Candian psychologist professor. He gained a lot of fame recently over the SJW nonsense. As he stands in opposition to their ideology.

>>743038653
Are you a sissy like the rest of us schizos?

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>>743050103
>Are you a sissy like the rest of us schizos?
No.

>>743050064
Our concepts of reailty

>>743049786
Honestly, I’m unsure as to why. It’s likely a mix of medications and mental ability to stay focused during sexual encounters. Some find it difficult to focus on sex while having delusions and others find the voices help them. It has a lot to do with their internal struggle and how it effects them mentally.

>>743040943
Tell us what the voices say for fuck sakes. Give us 3 example sentences.

Ok thanks for the replies have a good night!

What are the names of the voices in your head? Also what do they say (what kinds of personalities are they)?
Are you prone to auditory and visual hallucinations? What about physical?

>>743049843
I'm in denial mode anon. I just need somebody to tell me.
I just cried a lot when he confirmed me he is schizo.I can relate with the things I see in this thread.

I'm in the internal medicine area, nephrology.

>>743049595
I was the first post responded to in this post. I feel you're being obtuse.

>Why do you call a car a car? It's the same premise.
No it's not. A car is a physical object. Schizophrenia is not. Schizophrenia is something with no physical being. A 4 year old sees a car and knows it to be a car.
>It's just a word
It is not. It is a label which you have chosen to describe yourself with.

On the topic of your not believing most people have these problems, I suppose that's fair enough, but I will tell you I do have a great number of those problems, but live my life as a contributing member of society, real job, no neetbux, etc.

My point is that any diagnosis is given to you by someone who will never hear the voices in your head. They will never knowthe true reason you feel dysfunctional.

I did read through the thread. You sound like you're not doing anything meaningful with yourself.
Why??

I have near constant hallucinations, but a firm grasp on what other people believe to be real. I know that my oddities do not translate into common ground, and posit that many people, if not all, "suffer" hallucinations and paranoid delusions to some degree, but know that the more fantastical elements or their reality are not common to those around them.

Why would you let anyone else define you?
Why would you assume you that the complications of your mental health make you mentally ill?

>>743050064
Ahh, I looked him up and he’s a younger psych, so I haven’t read up on him. My first PhD was in philosophy, so I tend to stay on the major theorists and those that play off of them.

>>743049806
I mean, if you feel that you really like or have affection for somebody. Maybe I'm making a stupid question :3

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>>743050245
>Our concepts of reailty
Well, our concept of reality is... wrong. For lack of a better word. So long as we are conscious we will never see the world as it truely is. To truly have sight, is to be dead.
>>743050315
>Give us 3 example sentences.
"You're typing a sentence"
"Pick up that can. Pick up that can. Pick UP THAT CAN."
"EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE"
Happy?
>>743050333
>Ok thanks for the replies have a good night!
You're welcome. See you around.
>>743050357
>What are the names of the voices in your head?
They don't have names.
>Also what do they say
See above
>(what kinds of personalities are they)?
One is friendly and supportive. One is a bitch, but not always in a bad way, the third is kind of... just there?
>Are you prone to auditory and visual hallucinations?
Primarily auditory, but I have both.
>What about physical?
I don't recall ever having any.

>>743050363
I know ever DR has to get at least some psych training to be able to code diseases in ICD-9, so you know enough to make those assumptions.
You’re a DR, don’t let personal bias get in the way of your life. If he is schizophrenic then it can be helped with meds and therapy if he is willing. No need to break off with someone if they aren’t physically or emotionally abusive and you care about them. The diagnosis is not the person. Only you know if it’s something you can live with.

Can you hear yourself speak to the voices without controlling what you say?

>>743049989
>>743050277
Thanks for your answer, it helps.

>>743050704
He refuses to take meds.


This thing makes me feel bad about myself.

>>743050396
Confirming what I said
>>743050704
The diagnosis is not the person

I’ve seen clients with the same disorder, same delusions, same sx’s, but all handle it differently. Some are shut ins, some are socialites, some are homeless, some are highly educated and highly paid. It’s all in how each person lives with their disorder

would you start a suicide cult and then run away with all the donation money?

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>>743050396
>No it's not. A car is a physical object. Schizophrenia is not.
That doesn't change anything. They embody the same premise. It's just a word defining a set of characteristics for easy explanation.

>It is not. It is a label which you have chosen to describe yourself with.
That's what words do, describe things. I don't get what you're getting at here.

>Why??
Because I have no desire to.

>Why would you let anyone else define you?
I don't.
>Why would you assume you that the complications of your mental health make you mentally ill?
"Mentally ill" is not a thing. I don't subscribe to the notion of mentally ill.
As I have said, Schizophrenic is just a word, to describe a set of characteristics. No different than car, or horse, or house, or seat, or pig. It's all the same.
>>743050428
>so I tend to stay on the major theorists and those that play off of them.
I see, he is fairly new into the "scene", as it were.
>>743050464
>I mean, if you feel that you really like or have affection for somebody.
I do.
>>743050859
>Can you hear yourself speak to the voices without controlling what you say?
Yea, kind of.
>>743051006
>would you start a suicide cult and then run away with all the donation money?
Hell yea dude, free dosh.

>>743050628
Last question for now how do your beliefs affect the way you live?

>>743050914
If he refuses to help himself then how can you be happy? The only person you have complete control over in this life is yourself. Will you be happy with him as he is, or constantly trying to change/fix him or worry about what he might do in a manic rage?
It’s not meant to make you feel bad about yourself. It’s mesnt to make you look at it from another perspective. What is best for you, him, and the relationship?

>>743050994
You said I confirmed what you said. Can you link your other posts? Lil confused. People do live differently with their "disorders".. true. My unpopular opinion is that there is no "neurotypical", that All our "neurotypicalities" just represent the broad scope of human psychology.
If you're going to use me for an example, I'd like to understand where you stand.

>>743051006
Would you donate to a cult, then complain the leader is not telling the truth/really crazy ? It was a fun ARG while it lasted get over it.

>>743051135
How often are you afraid to hurt people?

>>743051243
I’ve posted a lot, far too many to go through. I’m the psychiatristfag. I didn’t say that everything I said matched you, just that portion where I stayed that the diagnosis is not the person.

>>743050428
He's grown massivly in popularity and will almost certainly be a figure people point to in the field 40 or 50 years from now.

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>>743051240
>how do your beliefs affect the way you live?
I'm not really sure how to answer that one.

>>743051326
>How often are you afraid to hurt people?
There's only one person I worry about hurting.

>>743038653
have you ever tried a low carb diet like keto?

My boyfriends life long seizure problem went away overnight after I switched him to keto. he hasnt had a seizure in 8 years since switching.

Ive always wondered whateffect it would have on psychological issues

>>743051241
>Will you be happy with him as he is, or constantly trying to change/fix him or worry about what he might do in a manic rage?
I like the way he is, and I think I understand his suffering.
And yes I do fear what he can do. I want to help him...

>>743051568
>There's only one person I worry about hurting.
Yourself?

>>743051565
I try to read up on newer thoughts and theories. They just aren’t in practice yet. There are several theorists currently all looking to have breakthroughs in therapy. Who knows what we will be teaching 40-50 years from now. If he is good at what he does and follows through with goo research and has good validity then he might be used to teach in the future.

>>743038653
How hard/ easy is it for you to make/ keep friends?

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>>743051595
>have you ever tried a low carb diet like keto?
No, I've never been one to diet.
>My boyfriends life long seizure problem went away overnight after I switched him to keto.
That's good to hear.
>Ive always wondered whateffect it would have on psychological issues
It's been said that having a good diet can help fix basically any problem, including psychological.
>>743051682
>Yourself?
Lol. I don't care about that guy.

>>743038653
A captured mind is a captured state but only free will has it sustained.

>>743051568
Then its good bye for now sorry for prying in your beliefs that much and next time ill try to come up with a better topic to discuss about

>>743051630
But he has to want help. You can’t help someone that refuses your help. Your only real option if you want to stay with him is to show him unconditional positive regard and hope that he is able to see that and want to better himself to stay in the relationship.

>>743038653
What if i said the sound outside your house is not what you thought at first?

>>743051135
Cars and neurological disorders are different. Your response contributes to my belief that you are being purposely obtuse.
>That's what words do, describe things.
Words describe a great many things. Labels, on the other hand, describe and define people. You have chosen to let a psychiatrist ascribe to you something which defines you. "Car" does not alter anyone's self-perception. "Schizophrenic" is a misapplied umbrella term which allows you to view yourself in a light aside from "human being".. the point I make is that your acceptance of a label, a crude label affixed to you by someone who will never be in your head, skews your perspective of yourself. The power of a "label" exceeds the power of a "word."

>Mentally Ill is not a thing
Damn right, but schizophrenia is a feature on a list of "disorders" which the western world uses to describe people as being ill.

"Schizophrenic" is a crude misrepresentation of your mental state used by those who would label you as mentally ill to describe your divergence from the norm. Your acceptance of the label "schizophrenic" is contingent upon your acceptance of that paradigm.
Why accept a broken paradigm? You claim not to let anyone else define you, yet you did not individually conceive of schizophrenia. Do you not see the seg-fault??

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>>743051812
>How hard/ easy is it for you to make/ keep friends?
I can make friends really easily. People seem to be attracted to me for some obscure reason I can't comprehend.
But I never keep friends for very long. As I don't put in the effort to maintain relationships.
>>743051830
>A captured mind is a captured state but only free will has it sustained.
Is that a quote from someone?
>>743051949
>Then its good bye for now
See you around.
>sorry for prying in your beliefs that much
No need to apologise, I enjoy talking about stuff like that.
>>743052071
>What if i said the sound outside your house is not what you thought at first?
I dunno, what if?

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>>743052174

>>743051822
>Lol. I don't care about that guy.
For some reason your answer made me cry.

>>743051963
>>But he has to want help
I know that part... it sucks.

>>743038653
Open the door, please.

>>743052271
You could show us your tits... might make you feel better

>>743052271
If you really love him then just be there the best you can. If it’s supposed to work it will, if not then it can’t be helped.

>>743051555
Understood. Mostly I'm in this thread because I present as classically schizophrenic... And I want to see why such a diagnosis is so definite. I don't feel Ill. I want to hurt people. I want to hurt myself. But I doubt strongly that my explanations of the relationships between myself and the voices in my head which I would describe to someone such as yourself would ever be able to make you understand what I to through.

I don't feel I need help. I'm managing. I have a real job. Less relationships than I'd like, but relationships all the same, based on SOME understanding. I want to know why anyone would subscribe to the notion that they are broken.

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opn bobs and vagnana pls butiful girl

>>743052146
Speaking from a DRs point of view, the diagnosis is only there for insurance purposes. We have to have something coded in the system to treat otherwise insurances won’t cover anything including medications.
I treat the person. I’ve always been very Rogerian in my approach to therapy. The diagnosis is for billing purposes only and I always go with the least damaging/restrictive diagnosis possible, and then I treat the individual, not the disease.

>>743038653
Are you paranoid as well?

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>>743052146
>Cars and neurological disorders are different.
I never said a car and a neurological disorder were the same things.
The words are the same, though. As I've said.

>Labels, on the other hand, describe and define people.
You're imposing your own bias view on what a "label" is. "Apple" is a label, "Human" is a label. Labels are just words to describe things.

I do not subscribe to any "labels". I say I am Schizophrenic. Not because I "identify" as a Schizophrenic, but merely because it's an easy way to describe it without using a bunch of words no one knows the meanings to.
Just like you wouldn't refer to a car as its individual parts.

>>743052271
>For some reason your answer made me cry.
Oh, I'm sorry anon.
>>743052645
>opn bobs and vagnana pls butiful girl
That's lewd anon
>>743052688
>Are you paranoid as well?
Yes

>>743038653
I don't have anything to ask, but I want to thank (You) so much for all these shinobus!
Anyway, I'm sure it's a difficult condition to live with so I wish you luck Anon.

>>743052346
Yes sure.

>>743052422
:3

>>743052513
>I don't feel Ill. I want to hurt people. I want to hurt myself.
>>I don't feel I need help
This scares me.

>>743052513
Most people search for meaning in their life. Logotherapy describes this a lot. They want to know why they are what they are, why they feel how they feel, it’s just like any other medical condition. If your heart hurts you want to know if it’s a heart attack, stroke, panic attack, AAA, etc. same goes for most people with mental disorders. We want to know what it is that’s causing our actions or reactions. I’m Bipolar II; recurrent episode depressed; with psychotic features and I have anxiety and panic attacks. I’m also a psychiatrist. The disorders don’t define me, but I know what I have and how it affects me. This helps me manage it.

>>743052685
A dr's point of view, inseparable as it is from big pharma/insurance pov is disgusting to me. If you're trying to help people, I salute you, but I also want you to know that you've been indoctrinated and trapped into a paradigm which commodofies human beings and looks to profit over social welfare while purporting to do the opposite. All your training is a part of a profit-motive based machine.

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>>743052802
>I don't have anything to ask
That's fine.
>but I want to thank (You) so much for all these shinobus!
You're quite welcome. Glad you like them.
>I wish you luck Anon.
Thanks, and good luck to you in your future endeavors, anon.

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Hi Schizo bro.
Good night Schizo bro.

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>>743053156
>Hi Schizo bro.
Hi.
>Good night Schizo bro.
Goodnight.

>>743053067
Everyone’s training is part of a “profit-motive based machine” would you want to train for 8-10 years and not get paid to do so? Again, diagnose the disorder, treat the person. Without the diagnosis the person can’t be treated. I’m not a part of the insurance or pharmaceutical sector, I just have to code something to bill for.

>>743053403
Goodnight.
Enjoy the OC i left in pic related from earlier this morning.

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hello

>>743052750
Alright neverfuckingmind.
I hope you're ok. I hope you don't hurt yourself or anyone else, but the conversation I want to have clearly has nothing to do with me.

>>743052802
>This scares me
Why? I genuinely don't believe anyone among us never has a desire to cause harm to themselves or others. The fact that my desire to cause harm presents itself more corporeally (to myself and none other) makes me no less likely. Anyone may in a fit of rage or another intense emotion decide to cause harm. I'm not scared, and I literally have voices screaming through my conciousness on a near daily basis that I'm not worth it, that you're not worth it, that I'm worthless unless I remove from the earth the scourge of heartless, unfeeling automatons which surround me. I'm sorry you're scared, but I've no intention of listening to the voices. The threats. The pain. The fear. I don't care how bad it hurts, my pain cannot compare to the pain caused by the damage I could do. It's not worth it.
If you want anything badly enough, as I want humanity to matter more than the sick voices inside my head, then you will sacrifice your all.
Be not afraid slash go fuck yourself.

>>743053697
Hello

>>743053029
Really well put. I appreciate you. Haven't helped me feel any differently, but the analysis was poignant.

>>743053850
That’s all I strive for. I’d never try to change anyone’s opinion, but I do try to make sure they understand other sides. You handle things differently and you’re happy with that. I applaud you. Others can’t and need help. I just do my best to give them that help. I appreciate your points as well. I’m an ideal world we wouldn’t have to label people to treat them. Unfortunately, we are far from ideal.

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>>743053599
>Enjoy the OC i left in pic related from earlier this morning
It was quite amusing.
>>743053697
>hello
Hiya.
>>743053733
>Alright neverfuckingmind.
What are you getting frustrated about? You asked a question, and I answered it. Then for some reason, that answer wasn't good enough. Then you're going on about telling me how I view myself. You're doing the very thing you oppose in telling me how I should view myself.

>>743053424
>Everyone's training is part of a "profit-motive based machine"
>I'm not a part of the -machine-, I just have something to code for.

I'm not implying you don't understand your role, but I have to point out that coding any of it makes you into a tool of oppression.

I'm sure you help people not die. Congrats. But any treatment you can offer forward the bottom line of an individual who understands their detriment to society, but regardless, lives as a pig frolicking in mud, where the mud is the misery of those too ignorant to realize they have been trampled underfoot.

>>743054116
Thank you love. Unreligiously and ironically, I pray you are real. If I could confirm beyond doubt that someone in the profession you purport to be a part of legitimately feels this way, I wouldn't want them to die. Melodramatic, sorry. But thanks. I choose to believe you.>>743054116

i remember you :D ok so my question is, do you have a favourite or more preffered voice in your head?

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>>743053788

hello! sup anon hows the night going

>>743054170

hello schizo, how's the night going!

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>>743054579
>do you have a favourite or more preffered voice in your head?
The bitchy female voice is the one I talk to the most. I guess she'd be my favorite.
>>743054617
>hello schizo
Hiya
>how's the night going!
Not bad, kinda empty though

>>743054170
You don't answer questions. You don't strive to understand what people are trying to say. It isn't just your responses to me, it's nearly all of them. They're too brief. Perhaps it's a byproduct of your attempt to respond to all those who have a question...

I dont feel you are listening. You read and respond, but you don't consider. You read waiting to shoot down. I wish you would put more thought into your responses.

Legitimately, I'm sorry if I've sold you short, but it IS how I feel.

>>743054524
I am real, no reason to lie in this thread. Mental health is the path I chose for a reason. I’m fucked in the head and I know it sucks. I love helping others see that it’s ok to feel that way. It’s easier to relate to someone that you know has been through a lot of the same things you have. I’m not a suit and tie that’s never had a problem in their life. I’m a real person and my clients know that. I hope you continue to do well.

>>743054724
I feel like you're being very accusatory, try explaining more what you "feel" op is doing and not what "op is doing". Common cutesy.

>>743054617
be better if there were some tits in here

>>743054754
There are myriad reasons to lie. Voices. Belief in the greater good. Vanity. To name a few. But I uh.. no I don't really digress. Mad on-topic, but I have something else to say..

If you're looking to help people, ignore me and get it in, but I really want to know, reaching back to my initial questions, why so you think you're fucked in the head??

I don't understand that feeling. I thought I was fucked in the head until the age of 24. Then I realized the only part of my head that was fucked was the part that thought it was fucked.

You can talk about your mental problems because you studied them, looked at them in depth. Really exacerbates the problem of other people labeling you.

Sorry if I'm projecting. Tell me I'm wrong. Id love it.

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>>743054724
>You don't strive to understand what people are trying to say.
But, I do. There's a reason it takes me on average 10 minutes to reply. I understand what you were trying to say, I was telling you that you were wrong in assuming that is how I thought.
It almost seems as if you're projecting some sort of bias onto me. I don't like that. I spend quite a fair amount of time trying to understand exactly what someone is asking me. If I answer, in short, it's because someone asked in short. If someone asks "do you hallucinate" My answer will be "yes". I only answer what is asked. To answer more would be to assume, I'm not about that.

>Legitimately, I'm sorry if I've sold you short
You don't need to apologize to me. You've done me no wrong, other than your assumptions. Which I don't appreciate, but nonetheless, do no harm.
>but it IS how I feel.
Maybe you should reconsider how you view things. Because everything you accused me of doing is exactly what you've been doing.

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>>743054674

i played some 7 days to die tonigt, doing a underground base! i'm enjoying it a lot.

well atleast you have the thread to talk, i'll be around for long than yesterday

>>743054910

sorry, cant help you with that. but i can help you if you want to talk

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>>743055222
>i played some 7 days to die tonigt, doing a underground base!
Oh man I love me an underground base.
>well atleast you have the thread to talk
That is true. Still feels like something is missing.
>>743054910
>be better if there were some tits in here
You could try posting your own tits.

>>743054907
"I don't feel you are listening"...

I talked about the way I felt about it. Aside from that, I believe OP understands that my post is entirely about my feelings, that I'm not some higher power presenting objective facts.

How about you do OP the common courtesy of believing they won't get butthurt about what Anon has to say about them.

>>743055162
I wasn’t diagnosed with anything officially until I was 30. I knew I was fucked in the head because I was constantly either way up wanting to do crazy things and acting wild, or way down not wanting to leave my bed. The anxiety made me constantly go to emergency rooms thinking I was having heart attacks even though I knew I wasn’t, mentally it just snowballed until I had no other option but to go get checked out, at least in my mind. This caused major distress in my social/family/school/work life. That’s the definition of a disorder, so I knew I needed help. I was misdiagnosed for years and put on meds that made my sx’s worse, made me suicidal, made me homicidal, killed my sex drive, gain weight, etc. it wasn’t until I educated myself and found a DR willing to take the time to listen and process what was going on and get me on the right meds.

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>>743055453
mb anon, AMA stands for accuse me of anything

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>>743055765
>AMA stands for accuse me of anything

>>743038653
Did u know by urself u were skyzo ? or u needed someone for that ?

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>>743055388
>

this is the first room so far nothing fancy, about to add electricity and other stuff

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>>743055871
>this is the first room so far nothing fancy, about to add electricity and other stuff
>90hp
>dying
>ever
reeee
>>743055867
>Did u know by urself u were skyzo ?
No, you can't know that by yourself.

>>743056098Why can't u know by urself ? (I feel like skyzo is not a real disease.)

>>743055182
Ok. Fair response overall... Though I still don't think you have really grasped my point that your acceptance of the label "schizophrenic" begets a resignation to a paradigm which would label you to be ill, I do see that you MAY have been trying to understand peoples' feelings and questions.

Perhaps what I perceive as your lack of ambition is unrelated to your 'schizophrenia.'

Even so, I question your subscription to any diagnosis. Your willingness to affix to yourself a label...

Concisely, what do you gain from calling yourself schizophrenic, as opposed to describing your neurological state with respect to that which you deem neuroatypicalities in detail?

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>>743056098

this is the first map i do in the A16 so, its experimental for now, will do a hardcore map later

the new hordes man 20 zombies in a hole fuked me up

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>>743056234
>Why can't u know by urself ?
It requires a level of introspection that isn't possible. You need someone else to diagnose you.

>>743056289
>my point that your acceptance of the label "schizophrenic"
As I said previously, I don't accept the label of "schizophrenic". That would mean I subscribe to the notion of "normal", or neurotypical as you might say. Which I don't.
Like I've been trying to say "Schizophrenic" is just a word to me, no different than "car". I do not "identify" as Schizophrenic. I use it as a word to describe the set of symptoms so people know what I'm talking about.

>which would label you to be ill,
As I said earlier, I do not subscribe to the notion of "mental illness". So, I cannot label myself ill, as I do not believe such a thing exists.

>Concisely, what do you gain from calling yourself schizophrenic
It's just an easier way to do it.
>>743056304
>the new hordes man 20 zombies in a hole fuked me up
Yea, the new hordes can get crazy in the early stages.

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>>743056913
while i was digging the hole for the base, the fucking horde spawned and traped me there so annoying

>>743055765
At least I know you're memeing based off the picture.

>>743055680
Good description. Describes well my mental state from 17 (when I moved out) to 24.. still, I question whether that makes you "fucked in the head."

Perhaps my neuroatypicalities are really neuroatypicalities which skew my perspective to such magnitude that I really don't understand the concept of a disorder, but the slim part of me that loves me doesn't want to see it that way. That part believes that we are all 'fucked in the head', and that it is only acceptance of such a label which holds any individual back from their potential.

>>743038653
do you smoke weed?

>>743056913
Ok..fuck it nvm then. Just know that the basis of our misunderstandings lies with your initial post, which said "ask a schizophrenic anything", belying your ascription to such a label. Good luck. Stay strong. Fuck meds.

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>>743057101
>while i was digging the hole for the base, the fucking horde spawned and traped me there so annoying
I can see how that'd be annoying.
I wound up driving my minibike into a hole that went to bedrock on my Hardcore world and dying. That pissed me off so much.
>>743057306
>do you smoke weed?
I do on occasion.

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>>743057470
>Just know that the basis of our misunderstandings lies with your initial post, which said "ask a schizophrenic anything"
I know that's where the misunderstanding lies. I don't really have any other words to use in place of Schizophrenic though.
>Good luck. Stay strong.
You too, friend.
>Fuck meds
Agree'd

>>743056913
Please can u explain more about why u can't diagnose it urself ? Cause i may be skyzo too, but in my view, i am not.

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>>743057682
>Please can u explain more about why u can't diagnose it urself ?
There isn't really much to explain. You need a doctor to do it.

>>743043648
Mr nobody was a great movie

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>>743057887
>Mr nobody was a great movie
Glad you enjoyed it.

>>743057885
But why ? I don't understand why

if you want to cure schizophrenia just fast for like a week dude it isn;t that hard don;t be fucking retarded

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>>743058179
>But why ? I don't understand why
Because you cannot look at yourself in that way. Your own biases will cloud your opinion of yourself. It would require a level of introspection that is not possible.
>>743058217
>if you want to cure schizophrenia just fast for like a week dude it isn;t that hard don;t be fucking retarded
Sounds like a lot of fun, I'll try this next week anon!

>>743058258
But, i am the one on earth who do instrospection everyday, i am better than a doctor, i want to know what do they see that i can't ?

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>>743057478

ouch i would be mad if that happens to me, i used to have a base with a whole to the bedrock all around it, it was really cool everything died by falling no fights with that base

>>743058371
hole*

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>>743058370
>i want to know what do they see that i can't ?
No one is capable of that level of introspection. Ones own biases will always cloud the judgment of one's self.
>>743058371
>ouch i would be mad if that happens to me
The worst part is it was just some random hole along a road that I couldn't react to quick enough.
>it was really cool everything died by falling no fights with that base
Sounds like a really cheesy strat. lol

>>743058521
Tell me how it was diagnose for u ?

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>>743058521

it was a really slow process but the base was one of the best i've ever had, i also had a hole from the navezgane desert to the farm in the middle that was fucking hardcore

>>743038653
do you live in the US?

Show feets or do some femdom things with me, por favor.

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>>743058655
>Tell me how it was diagnose for u ?
What?
>>743058658
>it was a really slow process
I can only imagine. I've never managed to dig that deep. Just takes way too much time.
>had a hole from the navezgane desert to the farm in the middle
Jesus christ, that's insane.
>>743058685
>do you live in the US?
Yup, Florida to be specific.
>>743058744
>Show feets or do some femdom things with me, por favor.
Ew, no.

>>743058851
>>Tell me how it was diagnose for u ?
>What?

Tell me how u were diagnose skyzo, like what made u wonder? what does the doctor said ?

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>>743058992
>Tell me how u were diagnose skyzo, like what made u wonder?
Well, I didn't wonder if I was schizo. I just went in because I was having a lot of sleep issues, and just kind of got diagnosed with it.

So... My theory about skyzo is just bullshit can still be true.. Tell me what are the symtom plz

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>>743058851

i dont want to tell you that that hole was covered in cement from top to bottom and top tier spikes around it haha.

yeeeah it was usefull tho i had 1 minibike down there and was full of corn

>>743038653
What do you hallucinate? What's some freaky stuff

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>>743059255
>So... My theory about skyzo is just bullshit can still be true..
I guess so.
>Tell me what are the symtom plz
You should google it. That's what I'd be doing and just copy pasting it here.
Unless you're asking for my specific symptoms.
>>743059311
>i dont want to tell you that that hole was covered in cement from top to bottom
That's some dedication I would have got bored with it.
>>743059472
>What do you hallucinate?
My visuals are:
Tall black shadow figure that wears a black trench coat
Disembodied faces/heads
bugs/spiders/etc(rare)

Auditories are:
Voices, animal sounds, people walking in my house, doors opening, etc.

>What's some freaky stuff
I can't think of anything right off hand.

>>743059661
I am asking for ur specific symptom, i want to be at ur place, for a second, so i can understand trully
so give the more detail u can

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>>743059793
>I am asking for ur specific symptom
The ones I experience the most are:
Visual and auditory hallucinations, attacks of paranoia and anxiety, catatonia and the occasional delusions.

>>743059661

>people walking in my house, doors opening

How do you cope with this? Do you just ignore almost every strange noise, or do you just check everything out when you hear it? If you check and you see something, how can you tell it's real or not? Can you differentiate these visual hallucinations from reality? Obviously you know the voices aren't real. Did you used to believe these voices were real?

>>743059661
Did u ever try to stop drug, and fix the things in ur life suck? Like being on 4chan is not very heatly for the mind. You could change ur environnement maybee it could be fix this way, no? Cause right now, we live in a society were mind problem are ordinary thing, it must be cause of this shitty society.

>>743059883
>>743059963
But most mean ? 1 per day ? How it is exaclty, give me exemple, how do u feel it, every detail u can give

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>>743059661
90 hours on that map or so i want to do that in the a16

>>743058851
>Ew, no.

Ew, yes.

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>>743059914
>How do you cope with this?
I pretty much ignore everything. If my dog doesn't acknowledge the sound then it probably didn't happen.

>If you check and you see something, how can you tell it's real or not?
It's pretty uncommon for me to have visual hallucinations. But the ones I do have, I have very often so I'm familiar with what they are.
>Can you differentiate these visual hallucinations from reality?
Most of the time.
>Did you used to believe these voices were real?
Real is a strong word. I think they're "real" but not in the same sense as in "real" the way you or I are real.

>>743059963
>Did u ever try to stop drug, and fix the things in ur life suck?
I have.
>You could change ur environnement maybee it could be fix this way, no?
It wouldn't really fix much.
>>743060073
>But most mean ? 1 per day ?
They don't really have "Set amounts" that they happen. Sometimes it can be a few a day, sometimes none at all.
>how do u feel it
I'm not sure exactly what you mean?
>>743060158
>90 hours on that map or so i want to do that in the a16
Good luck with that. That's a lot of work.
>>743060446
>Ew, yes.
Nope

>>743060475
When did you start to experience hallucinations, and what was your first one?
You describe quite a few types of hallucination, did they come all at once or were there long gaps between 'new' hallucinations?

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>>743060773
>When did you start to experience hallucinations
I believe I've had them my entire life. I had all kinds of weird experiences as a child I can't explain.
But I really started to notice them in my late teens.
>and what was your first one?
The first one I can recall is having a giant cow laying on my bed when I was like 10, maybe?

>did they come all at once or were there long gaps between 'new' hallucinations?
There's usually a decent gap in between new ones.

>>743038653
Would you tell me why I'm still alive?

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>>743061031
>Would you tell me why I'm still alive?
Because you're not dead?

>>743061078
But I don't want life?
I didn't ask for life?
I didn't...

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are you a pretty lady

>>743060990
Have you ever had, if you can still call them this, hallucinations when your eyes were closed?
You say there's usually a deep gap, could you give any examples?

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>>743061120
>I didn't ask for life?
How can you be so sure of that?
>>743061141
>are you a pretty lady
Nope.
>>743061171
>Have you ever had, if you can still call them this, hallucinations when your eyes were closed?
Yes, but they're not conventional hallucinations. It's usually just like lights and colors with moving pieces just floating around.
It's quite odd.

>You say there's usually a deep gap, could you give any examples?
Examples of the gap?
One of my first recurring hallucinations was the black figure, he came after my first psychotic break I think. Then a few months later is when the faces started to show up.
Does that answer your question?

If you could change the personality of your voices, what kind of personality would you want to give them? Or would you make them disappear completely?

>>743061372
Nobody asks to be alone.
Nobody asks to be an addict(vidya and weed in my case)
Nobody asks to develop schizoaffective disorder because of it
Nobody asks to be unable to get a job(I even haven't worked in my life, and it isn't because I haven't tried...)
I could go on for days... damn how much does my life suck.
Anyway... 6 days remaining for my bday, who knows maybe I'll kms for once.

>>743038653
Would you describe yourself as insane?
Or at least crazy?
Did you get diagnosed with the subcategory catatonic or did you give that to yourself?

>>743060990
Tell us about your sex drive, as you're not on meds.

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>>743061471
>If you could change the personality of your voices, what kind of personality would you want to give them?
I wouldn't change them.
>Or would you make them disappear completely?
Nah, I have no problems with them.
>>743061591
>Nobody asks to be alone.
That isn't exactly true.

But I was referring to asking to be alive. How can you be so sure you didn't ask to be alive?

>Anyway... 6 days remaining for my bday
Happy early birthday. Hopefully it's a decent one for you.

>who knows maybe I'll kms for once.
I'm not going to tell you what to do, because I'm not that kind of person. But, you should consider all of your options.
>>743061603
>Would you describe yourself as insane?
Yea probably.
>Did you get diagnosed with the subcategory catatonic or did you give that to yourself?
Technically I was diagnosed paranoid schizo. But I gave myself the catatonic category because I feel it better suits me.

i was promised a (you)