Good evening, Anonymous. How's it going? Something got you

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R8 me

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>>743025383
6/10 nice fishnets, little tubby.

Which board did that one come from?

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every day alive is another day I wish I wasn't.

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>>743025517
I'll have the nerve to take care of myself someday. But what of you? Will this cycle end? I think something's going to change eventually. It may not be what you expect.

I wish more threads on /b/ were like this ;_;

I'm feeling great!

im lonely and emotionally unstable please hug me

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>>743026129
I'm glad you're feeling great, Anon. Don't let this feeling go, hang onto it and enjoy it as much as you can.

>>743026226
*hugs you tightly* Stability can be achieved in time. You can handle this, Anon.

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this seems even more automated than your normal circlejerky responses.

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>>743026433
Quality has degraded faster than I thought it would. I've never known when to stop.

>>743025204
Do you like the banana meme?

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>>743026666
I fuckin' love it, post some

>>743026341
*clings* thanks

>>743026552
don't you stop :(

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>>743026800
Why not? I don't have a good reason to do it anymore, and the reasons to stop are stacking up pretty high.

I think I will. I shouldn't have started this.

Thinking of getting an exit bag for a while now. Apparently the least painful way to go if it does work

>>743026735
Check the waifu bread kek

>>743025204
Heyy another one of these threads! I love these, sadly I'll have to leave soon could I get a hug tho?

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>>743027038
thanks fam, love me some hot banans

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>>743027028
Are you afraid?

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>>743026998
Every frown makes me want to quit, every smile keeps me going.

Kind of jerks you around, doesn't it?

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>>743027283
oh hey 2booty is back

>>743027154
I don't really feel afraid of dying. Just kind of disappointed. The possibility of burning for all eternity and being forgotten about by everybody after a day/week/month/year sucks though

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>>743027404
Never left. Spectator mode.

Hiding out here, Jill?

>>743026998
because i like the idea that i at least feel like someone can bother to act like they remotely care about me

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>>743027565
fuck you faggot

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>>743027283
Frowns can be erased, or ignored.
Although it can be the same for smiles.

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>>743027283
Perhaps you're being too sensitive.

For too long I got stuck on trying to fulfill the expectations of the people around me, to please them and to do things the way they thought they ought to be done, in order to make them happy. It made me feel good, to make the people around me happy.

Well, that doesn't matter. If you don't care, then you don't need them. You don't get jerked around when things don't go to the liking of your friends.

>>743027460
We'll all be forgotten eventually Anon, no matter how great we are. Time destroys everything. Does it matter whether you are forgotten after a week, or a hundred years? You won't know anything when you're dead, you'll never find out how long you're really remembered for.

>>743027585
Best find someone else, Anon. Alice posts pretty regularly. The waifu threads were once pretty friendly, but have started to go downhill. There are plenty of places out there where you can find some love, and some genuine care. They can just be hard to find sometimes.

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henlo

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>>743027803
thanks anon

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>>743027977
Hey Bell. Kill the thread.

>>743028005
Yeah, have a good one.

i dont know what to do after highschool

help me, oh great magic conch shell

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>>743027977
OH HEY EVERYONE
FLAGCUNT MADE IT OUT
EVERYONE LOOKAT HIM

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>>743027460
That's why we leave legacies in our stead, isn't it anonymous? So that you won't ever be forgotten. And it doesn't necessarily need to be grand; change one life, be effectual enough in one person's life and you're essentially immortalized.

>>743027622
The mission doesn't allow for it; but I signed up for this, so it must be endured.

>>743027803
I do care, but it's a worthwhile trade-off, I think. The sentiment comes and goes, but it's ever-persistent.

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>>743028085
Get a job, save money, get bitches.

>>743028198
how do i get a job

i live in a small town and I've never made a resume

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>>743028088
what's wrong with Jill today?

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>>743028310
oh fuck there's two Jill posters now, what do we do

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>>743028085
Get a job. Practice the SAT until your scores are at the max. Apply to colleges. Take a year off from school while you work, if you get accepted into college apply for a break year. Then go to college.

Be a bad-ass. Or something.

>>743028166
Well, then there's nothing wrong, is there? You're handling things pretty well.

>>743028293
Walk into a bar. Ask for an application. Fill it out, ask 'em when you can come back for an interview. Get a date or a no.

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>>743026735
>>743027108
Check out my hot new banana memes

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>>743028536

>>743028397
how get job

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>tfw been single for over a year and lonely as fucking hell
Fuck it, life is good. Been working out, losing weight. Having good feels like working out to counter the bad feels has been indescribably helpful

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NOGMQ-ySqOY

Just thought I'd pop off in here a little.

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>>743028536
Oh n-nice, can i s-save it?

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>>743028293
Walk into any place that has any kind of cashier or waiter and ask if you can apply for a job, basically what Op said here >>743028397
>>743028166
Lets talk in a while.

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>>743028562
Spoopy.

>>743028582
I will reiterate. For most small jobs, fill out an application and interview with the manager or owner of the institution. Do you need a more precise guide on the interviewing process?

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>>743028684
Save it, it's all yours my friend :)

>>743028702
Yes sir

how to win interview

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>>743028070
why? what is whong with it?

>>743028088
yay everyone look at me

>>743028536
>>30931309

Green tea faggot checking in
Hai *hug*

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>>743028678
You got this, Anon. You're taking life head-on, and you're winning. Good job.

>>743028724
First step is an income. Do you have a job?

>>743028849
Hold your head up straight, wear clothing appropriate to the tone of the establishment (e.g. don't wear a suit and tie to McD's, but wear something nice if you're applying to a nicer pub). Speak out loud, like you know what you're saying and you're proud of it. Don't mumble. Look the interviewer in the eye, don't dodge away from them. Let me give this some more thought, this is not complete yet.

>>743028959
It needs to die.

>>743029011
Hello there. How've things been since I saw you last?

>>743029082
Better I suppose. I saw a bunch of my friends today that was a great pick me up, still single, been on my feet for 7 hours. Hbu?

>>743028959
post best korea you faggot

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>>743029258
fine you faggot

>>743029082
Thanks bud. Ran ~5 miles this morning and I'm fuckin exhausted, but it feels good.

I'm really insecure about my penis size, my last gf was okay with it but now I'm single, I'm afraid of being humiliated :-(

>>743025484
Seen him around here. Tumblr is timbypup.

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>>743028397
For the most part, yes. Could I say the same for you?

>>743028696
*nods* In a while.

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>>743029242
Didn't do much today. Talked to a couple people, took care of some things I should've finished long ago.

>>743029394
Nice. That reminds me, I should start running in the mornings.

>>743029485
Nothing for it but to keep trying, Anon. The problem is in your head, not your body. You're telling yourself that you're not good enough. In reality, you are you, and there isn't a strict metric by which your adequacy is measured. You're fine Anon, if she liked you well enough the next one will too. Just be careful, alright? Don't do anything rash and give someone you don't know well enough leverage over you.

>>743029535
... thank you?

>>743029574
Yeah. Everything is fine.

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>>743025204
Hi!!
>>743025517
Halloo

>>743029706
I certainly would. My self-confidence fucking skyrocketed when I started working out again.

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>>743029082
i would but im mid War Thunder match

gotta get my spaghetti jetti

>>743029706
can we do job interview roleplay

you be the interviewer

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>>743029759
Hi Mantis. I hope you're doing well.

>>743029805
That's exactly what I need. Thank you, Anon.

>>743029879
Can you get a spaghetti bugatti in GTA? Or a zucchini lamborghini? I would choke up copious sums for such vehicles.

Good luck with the match.

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>>743029574
Omg! How are you??!

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>>743030046
A Pats fan in Atlanta is rooting for you!

>>743029706
Ah I have a terrible procrastination problem, what you up to now chilling?

>>743029574
Where is the 2b fan club when we need it

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>>743029574
why don't you fucking talk to me in a while bitch

>>743030046
I'm good here! I'm outside this Italian Deli, using their WiFi. Just watching the intermodal trucks driving by..
Beautiful night here.
Mantis

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>>743030043
No. We're not going to do that. I will impart upon you my limited knowledge of job interviews, and that is all.

You need the interviewer to think that you're a good fit for the job, and a worthwhile employee. Remember that. Don't go off on too many tangents, try not to get distracted.

Your application should communicate to the fullest extent possible a willingness to work and a personality suited to the working environment.

Don't give them a reason to not hire you.

I don't have much else, I'm sorry Anon. My experience with job interviews is limited.

>>743030173
Muh home city! I haven't been back in a long time, how's it going down there? Thanks Anon, I appreciate your support.

>>743030230
Just chillin'. Yah. I'd tell you a story about how endless procrastination has screwed me over, but I won't.

>>743030484
Aw, sweet. Think you'll get a bite to eat there? I could go for a fresh ham sandwich right now.

>>743030696
Oh wow! Going great, been pretty humid the last few weeks but that's Georgia.

Where do you live now?

How do I blow off a lunchdate that's tomorrow?

>>743030804
you should atleast take them to dinner first mate.

>>743030696
Hehe!
I had a Cotto Salami and Provolone sandwich, and some antipasto. And a Dr. Pepper.

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>>743030798
I live up in western Maryland. It's different. A lot different.

>>743030804
Reschedule.

>>743030877
Oooooh, ooh. I bet that tasted beautiful.

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>>743030976
Oh neat, then you're deep in Pats Nation, I envy you in a way.

Great thread, gonna take off.
Laters!

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>>743031346
Aight, have a good one my steadfast Patriot. I'll see you around.

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>>743030046
I want to get a Purrari in GTA, my dream

matches are going well, getting a new bomber this match :DDDDDDD

>>743030696
Although that story might help me ill find out tomorrow how screwed I am because of my self destructive ways

>>743025204
This seems like an okay thread to shill this in. Come join the stream everyone.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pE21JEaILY8

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>>743031458
Awww yisss. My friend has the Duke o' Death, that's fun to smash around in.

>>743031471
It's the story of every paper turned in too late, every application I forgot to submit, every friend who got upset because I left too late and missed them.

Don't procrastinate, Anon. Don't let yourself forget things. If it's important, write it down immediately and do it. Don't let it wait any longer than it needs to.

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>>743032239
i just have a good ol bifta. my favorite vehicle

>>743032239
I get some exam results tomorrow, the worst part is I'm expecting trash

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>>743025204
Hey fenn why are you such a faggot?

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>>743032508
It's cute. Not much coverage though.

>>743032590
Just wait, Anon. Don't try to guess at what it'll be. Think about something else until they come in. You won't do yourself any favors by forming all sorts of notions as to what your scores may be. Wait until you know what they really are to feel bad.

>>743032859
I dunno. You tell me.

>>743025204

How does one deal with anger/frustration? Roughly around the beginning of this year i've found myself getting more and more irritated over petty things, especially other people. I wake up feeling pretty good, but as soon as i head out the door, sit in shitty ass traffic and go be around the incredibly stupid people at work, i can't help but find myself being a tremendous thundercunt to everyone. All the little things people do just build up and build up every day, and i can't just not be around anyone. Just wondering you or anyone else around here has any advice to at least deal with it. I'm worried i'm starting to push the people i actually do like away.

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>>743032941
no, i usually dont shoot at people. and people usually dont shoot at me :DDDDDD

i try and play nice

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>>743025204
You white madboi?

>>743033273
Kek

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>>743033119
I don't know how to deal with it, Anon. I wish I did. When it gets to be too much I try to get away from other people, and take it out silently in some way. A punching bag helps, but you can't exactly work out during the day if you're not at home.

>>743033170
Whoa, you do it the right way. Good on you. I crushed another player's tricked out ride with a pickup truck just for the hell of it.

>>743033273
I'm always mad. And white.

Give this bitch and her kid a ride a million places today. Kid cries constantly hes only like 8 weeks old. She keeps changing plans so we drive a 1000x days. I dont ask for gas money, just trying to get laid. End of day i pull up to her house to drop her off. I ask if she wants to chill for a little bit and she says no, but she will chill in the car for a minute. Without me asking she unzips my pants leans over and starts sucking. She starts to go to town on my dick, finally i cum in her mouth, just assuming and almost immediately she throws up in my lap, promptly gets out, grabs her kid and goes inside. I zip up my pants with my legs and dick all covered in puke and drive home.

its 3:28am and im browsing 4chan, theres alot wrong, gimme a hug man

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>>743033749
...

Damn brother.

Just run. Don't look back. She's not worth it. Especially not with the kid.

>>743033764
*hugs* You need your sleep Anon, you know that. What's keeping you up?

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>>743033764
Here you go

>>743033893
jobless, friends starting to forget about me, no money for weed and can only buy cheap booze and cigarettes if im lucky, never thought my life could end up this shit

>>743033764
Nah thx

>>743033893
It's 3.32 and I'm drinking green tea and contimplating what makes me a Fag

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>>743033749
You can, and will do better than her.
>>743033893
Ok going to work now. And that also means I must disconnect from this wonderful wifi system here at the deli. So have a good night to Op! talk to you tomorrow!

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>>743034212
Shit sucks now, Anon. But this is not your final form. This is not where you end.

>>743034224
Don't worry man, you'll never be as much of a fag as I am. You're pretty cool.

>>743034286
Alright, thanks Mantis. You too. Take care.

>>743034572
No I mean I thinking about what makes me actually gay like I'm bi and well bi people are just indecisive bitches

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>>743034841
Oh, literally gay. Well, I can't beat that. I'm sorry, I don't even know what to say to that. Good luck.

I can't use my imagination anymore, it's very frustrating. I miss being able to clearly imagine oceans, forests, and rain for comfort, but now it's physically uncomfortable for me to have a coherent thought.
There's no fixing it, or explanation as to why, but I'm deeply miserable because of it and have no idea what to do :(

>>743035122
Damn. That's the best advice coloum I've seen
But seriously that cracked me up. Thanks you too I guess?

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>>743033675
i try and play nice, but i love going onto the maze bank building and sniping people on the streets. that and robbing convenience stores

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>>743035244
I don't get it Anon, I don't know what it could be that's suddenly stopping you. But that's scary, how suddenly you can't do it anymore. Do you have a friend who knows you well that you might talk to about it?

>>743035344
I'm so kind and helpful. Thank you Anon, I hope you can sort things out. I'm beyond my range of experience there though.

>>743035350
Last time I played I drove a cement mixer through a few cop cars, and just plowed along the highway with four stars. Got trapped in a corner on a dock after a long chase, and a giant fuel tank nearby got blown up.

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On a different note to me being a Fag, the stars are out and beautiful today

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>>743025204
I turned 18 today and I have no idea what to do.
Then again it's probably just my autism

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>>743036041
That sounds kind of wonderful, Anon. I can't see any stars from here. It's too cloudy. Are there many tonight?

>>743036183
Do you have a job? What do you enjoy? Where can you hang out with people you like?

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>>743036183
Also. Happy birthday!

>>743036041
you're beautiuful today
fag

>>743036238
There are more then normal tonight which is a nice change for me since this is the UK and its normally cloudy I count about 13 in my veiw

Worst month of my life fam

>>743036335
Oh well thanks I'm sure your stunning to babe.

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Hello

>>743036493
nah, I'm not. probably gonna kill myself in the next week or so.

>>743036556
Sell your self to me you get a free virgin

>>743036651
why do I need a free virgin when I already am one

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>>743036411
That's really nice. Normally out here in the country I can see more than I can count. But lately there have been too many clouds.

>>743036465
Why? Did something specific go wrong, or was it a train wreck? Or are you feeling miserable for no apparent reason?

>>743036545
Hello. How are you this evening?

>>743025204
I'm in love with a girl who shares the exact same interests as me and either she can't see it or she doesn't want to but she's dating a guy who IMO and most other people's, isn't right for her. It hurts, every day that I see or talk to her I want to tell her but I can't because it might make things between us awkward and knowing that she's seeing someone else just cripples my heart. Most of my friends hate me for no reason also and I'm worried the 4 or 5 friends I have left are eventually gonna leave me behind and forget about me, because it's happened before. Apart from that, I'm great, how are you?

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>>743036718
Big sad

>>743036693
Hmm lemme think
Virgin + virgin carry the one
= two non- virgin

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>always tired as hell even after sleeping for hours and having caffeine
>feel like fucking garbage 24/7, bones feel like theyre being slowly eaten from inside out
>have a wicked ass migraine, eyes strained so bad that I can barely look at my phone light
>typing this is excruciating
>for the past 2 weeks have done nothing but lay in my bed and stare at the ceiling until I fall asleep
>have zero interest in doing pretty much anything anymore, even playing vidya which is my favorite hobby
>hate myself for doing fuckall and having no motivation to do anything
>getting more and more retarded every day day and I don't know how to stop, I want to make something of myself but I have nothing I'm good at and nothing I want to do in life
help

>>743025204
im stuck between 2 women. one who is great to hang with generally a joy to be around, but is asexual and another who is kinda boring get kind of tired of talking to, but excites me sexually and is good at it. its depressing me every day more and more

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>>743036756
Well, she's going to make her own decisions, because she's her own woman. No matter how bad those decisions seem, they're still hers to make. You can't decide what's best for her, even if you think you know. It's hard, but it's how the world works.

I think your friends will be less likely to leave you if you don't worry too much about them leaving. I'm glad everything else is going well for you.

I'm doing fine Anon, thank you for asking. Today was a little slow.

>>743036780
What for?

>>743036879
You'll need to force things to happen at first, Anon. Force yourself to read a book. Force yourself to talk to someone. Force yourself to get out and do something different.

If anyone's going to make things better, it's going to be you. And it's going to be hard. These things are never easy.

>>743036929
Well, what's to stop you from being close friends with the one and dating the other? Are they mortal enemies or something?

>>743036756
Well, guess they aren't friends anymore if they hate me. I started going to the gym more often too, and I've been gaining muscle at an awfully high rate so I look better than ever but that doesn't seem to help with girls that aren't the one I'm in love with. I try to avoid her and talk to as many others as I can to maybe move on but unfortunately it doesn't seem to be working and I don't know what to do.

I feel sad and hurt :c

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>>743037240
Why would they hate you, Anon? I don't think you're doing them justice by assuming that they do.

Perhaps because you can't get over her you seem sad and desperate. If you're this upset about it, it has to be showing through.

>>743037419
*hugs* Why, Anon?

>>743037188
Good night, keep up the great work anon. Also have a cup of green tea and relax for me you deserve to.

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>>743037683
I don't know if I have any green tea, it's been a long time since I've had tea of any kind. I might pick some up tomorrow though, thanks for the suggestion.

Take care, and sleep well. I'll see you around.

>>743037556
Because I can't do anything right :c

>>743037854
get your bartender friend to get it for you or some shit.

>>743037188
each of them offer aspects of a relationship that i value. companionship and sexual gratification. at this point in my life they seem equal in importance,but in2 or 3 years? who knows

>>743037556
It's not just assuming. I've been around when they think I'm not while they're calling me a bum and saying I'm not gonna be shit in life. You don't say those things about someone unless you hate them. Even worse that I believe them. I spend most of my money on drugs and whatever I have left over I just save until maybe I can buy something that could help me, but even then I end up buying more drugs. I'm not even an addict.

>>743037188
thanks for the reply anon. I just don't know if I can or have the willpower to go outside and do something different or how to develop such a thing

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>>743037986
You know how to spell, you solved the captcha without an issue, and now you're looking for help because you know you have a problem. I'd say you're doing pretty good, all things considered.

>>743037993
I can walk down to the store and get some on my own.

>>743038155
Indeed, who can say what will happen in two or three years? Don't let what might happen rule your decisions now. If it's not a certainty, it shouldn't disrupt your plans in a big way. Just go with it, see how things unfold with them. Worst comes to worst, you have to leave them both and find someone else. But the best-case scenario far outweighs that.

>>743038323
Anon. Do not assign any value to the things people like that say behind your back. It means nothing. They'll do it to anyone.

But you do need to fix your spending habits, too. Do you write a monthly budget for yourself? I strongly recommend it. Plan out all big spending ahead of time, including savings.

>>743038430
Willpower can be built up. Start with something small. Do the laundry, or finish some small project that's been waiting for too long. Clean up a room.

Force yourself to do little necessary things that you'd rather not do. It'll get a little easier with time.

>>743038663
Thanks OP now I don't feel so sad and hurt c:

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>>743039459
Sometimes you need to look for the good things, and forget about the bad things. Don't drag yourself down too far, Anon. You'll be fine.

>>743038663
thank you friend. I'll do my best to get things done

I'm intending to ghost the only contact who ever initiates conversations with me. An internet friend, I guess.
They annoy me in some ways. They have something I want, but won't give it to me for whatever reason. I don't seem to have anything they want; sometimes I wonder why they bother talking to me. I've known them for several months.

what's the easiest way to kill myself, and how can I make sure my friend from the internet that I don't have the address for gets my guitar?

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>>743039713
Good luck, Anon. I'm sure you can.

>>743039743
Well, nobody's stopping you. Do it, move on, find better friends. Sorry it doesn't seem to be working.

>>743039815
You can't have it both ways, Anon. Postpone it until you can get his address out of him, then mail the guitar yourself.

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I did laundry today. So much. Hmm.... tomorrow is better than yesterday...?

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>>743040095
Good! That's out of the way for now, so you can take care of other things without worrying about it. What will you do next, Anon? What else needs to be done?

Every day can be better than the last if you improve every time, bar catastrophe.

>>743039985
they don't want to talk to me anymore, I don't think.

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>>743040403
What makes you think that? Do they ignore you completely or tell you to shut up when you try to talk to them?

I just need some company, im nervous and i need a friend tonight

>>743040623
we had a fight. but they wanted to learn and don't have one, they've been talking about it as something they wanted to try for months. I figure it's better than just having it donated or some shit.

>>743039815
You can't make sure of anything after you're dead.
The easiest way depends on what resources you have available. But I'd say a way that is very easy overall is a "charcoal-burning suicide", as described in the Wikipedia article with that title.

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>>743040402
My bike has been sitting broken in my room since June. So... probably figure out how to fix it...

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>>743040917
duct tape

duct tape can fix anything

>>743040787
this sounds solid. thanks, anon.

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>>743040746
*hugs you close* I'll do my best to keep you from feeling alone Anon, but I'm afraid it's a far cry from the real thing. Is there something specific that's making you nervous?

>>743040747
Hm. Have you talked to them about it since then?

>>743040917
Sounds like a good project to me, Anon. It could end up being more complicated than you expect. Figure out what's broken, then figure out how to fix it. Don't try to do anything until you're certain of what's really wrong with it.

>>743041156
I... don't think she wants to talk to me, no. I'm debating reaching out to another friend that wouldn't be happy to hear about the plans, but has enough conviction to follow through on a dead man's wish.

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>>743041156
Haha, yeah, being extremely overly cautious and paranoid is just my kind of thing, so I'll be careful. Thank you... good night.

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>>743041297
I'm sorry, my last response didn't make much sense. I thought you were someone else.

Tell this other friend. Do it now, see what happens.

>>743041522
Good luck, I hope you can get it working soon. Sleep well.

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Another night I can barely sleep, hello again anon

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>>743041774
Same here. I need it, but I can't. Doesn't feel so good. How was your day?

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>>743041888
Work still stressful, making me want to pull what's left of my hair out....but pretty good, spent a majority of the day trying to be more sociable

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>>743042237
Things are hard, but you're taking them well. Good job Anon, I'm proud. Who could ask more of you?

>>743041610
other friend went to sleep.

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>>743042406
Shoot. In the morning then, as early as is reasonable.

>>743042483
thanks for the help, Fenn.

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>>743042581
Well, I tried. Good luck, I hope you can make it work. I'll miss you.

>>743042684
you shouldn't.

>>743042369
Thanks, talking here last night really helped a lot. I'm still my own worst enemy but I'm trying to get better....even though I'm still fighting through my depression trying to suck every ounce of joy out of my life right now

>>743041156
>*hugs you close* I'll do my best to keep you from feeling alone Anon, but I'm afraid it's a far cry from the real thing.

Not so much as you think, i grew up with Internet Chats and things like that so i feel very close to people online

>Is there something specific that's making you nervous?

A couple of problems, i dont really want to talk about them, i just want some company.

Ahm... i should say some of my hobbies to help continue the conversation or something like that?

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Hello

>>743025204
Yes motherfucker i just dropped 56 kills in my uprank match to global, but my fucking team managed to loose 14-16. I need to ragefuck a butthole right now!

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>>743042753
Why not?

>>743042781
It'll be a hard-fought battle, with little hope and a small reward. But in the end it will prove well worth the cost. Keep fighting.

>>743042844
Sure, go ahead. I'd love to hear about them.

>>743042895
Hello. What's up?

>>743042959
That's pretty sad, Anon. But what a jump, eh? At least you're kicking ass. So what if the team sucked?

>>743043149
because you don't even know me. you shouldn't miss random people.

>>743026666
Calm down Satan

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>>743043202
Well, I tend to get attached to things and people I shouldn't. I think you're kind of cool, and I'll be sad to see you go.

I'm breaking up with my girlfriend tomorrow. Our relationship has been shitty and I don't know why we haven't broken up before or why it's been so hard getting here and why I know that phonecall tomorrow is really gunna suck

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>>743043149
Trying to wrap my head around a few things but other than that not too bad. Yourself?

>>743043304
I'm literally just any other anon, you fucking dolt.

>>743041774
have you ever tried melatonin?

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>>743043366
Wouldn't it be better to break up in person? Or is that impossible?

If it really isn't working, then this has to happen. Best resolve it as soon as you can, regardless of how difficult it is.

>>743043369
I'm doing fine. Didn't do much today.

>>743043375
But you're a human being too, there's someone real behind the mask. You can't deny that. It shows through more than everyone thinks.

>>743043587
She really doesn't want it to happen. We lived together for a few years and we've been on hard times. Recently an argument lead to her moving out. She's on a family trip to Texas tomorrow. I would do it in person if I didn't know that meant she would be crying and begging in front of me. At least I can hang up and block her number if she doesn't stop after I've told her its over- I'm not going to be harsh about it but I am and have been emotionally disconnected, anything from developing psuedo relationship's to outright cheating on her. This has to end and I'm just weighing the best way to get out of it :/

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>>743043851
Well, I hope you can break away clean without too much trouble. Good luck getting away and moving on, Anon.

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Alright, I need some sleep. Goodnight everyone, I hope you all sleep well and have a nice day tomorrow. I'm sorry to leave you so abruptly, but I can't do this anymore. I don't know when I'll be back.

she told me she didn't like me anymore after about 6 months, and i've told everyone that i'm over her, so she wants to be friends again. i can't keep this up for much longer, because i still love her so fucking much

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>>743044554
Get some sleep friendo

>>743044555
Why would you try and be friends with the girl you love? If you aren't over her. Protip: be fucking honest, dishonesty will get you nowhere you jerkoff. Are you a fat insane faggot who managed to get trips? Yes.

Hey. I'm the anon from last night who's trying to get their job back. It looks like it might not be going back to my old job as soon I would like. Even if it turns out my termination was out of milicious intent, it's still not a 100% guarantee that I'm going to go back to work. I've taken some time to think, and reflect on this matter. If things don't go my way, I'll look elsewhere to work for the few months I need to wait before going back to my former employer.

>>743044881
Not op
Sounds like a good plan

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Physics degree here, stuck in a shit job and trying to find a new one. what kind of jobs/field would you recommend to apply for ( I usually go for entry level engineering, but no luck so far)? Anyone have a similar background and have some tips?

Also if I go back to school, should I go for ME, EE, CompSci, etc?

[spoiler] inb4 I know people say it all depends what you want to do with your life; some people know and some don't, and unfortunately I'm in the "don't know" camp.
I've tried so many things; I just don't fucking know anymore[/spoiler]

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>>743045330
Aviation is always lucrative but your going back to school. Having engineering behind an Airframe and Powerplant cert would be money especially with Bowing or Sikorskey.

>Works in aviation

>>743045330
>>743045597
I read wrong, but physics will help as well as engineering. Im mildly an alchoholic and will proceed to blame that and now go to bed.

My fuck buddy caught feelings so I had to cut it off. She was my first and now it's been almost as long without sex as we were having it (a month). Not the worst thing but I got used to it almost every other day. No prospects on another girl either so I'm just kinda frustrated.

>>743046147
Why did you break up?

>>743046561
We weren't dating; it was like a friends with benefits thing. We still talk occasionally. She said she had developed feelings and I don't have them for her so I figured I wouldn't be a dick and string her along.

>>743046980
>so I figured I wouldn't be a dick and string her along.
youre a good guy anon