Hey Anon, what's on your mind? Something got you down? Need

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>>742517944
Whats with all the Nausicaa imagery on /b lately?

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>>742518989
I've been making threads for the past few evenings. What's up with you?

>>742517944
i want to fuck my cat

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>>742519154
What does your cat think of that?

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>>742517944
Chek'd
Heyheyhey

I have anxiety and depression.


I don't want to kill myself, and I'm probably not going to.

I do hate feeling this way though.


Feels like I have a 45lb plate on my chest and it's only gotten worse as I've gotten older.


I am not living up to expectations from others or myself.


I don't even know why I'm posting this.

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>>742519070
im fine I guess.

Do you like the manga or movie?

>>742519070
that looks familiar

is this that comic about that girl who fucks bugs lol

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>>742519404
you posted because we are all Anonymous here. And we can use an annuity to be honest, and to get at the truth.how long has this been going on? Does it come and go in Cycles? Is it worse now that it was before?

>>742519070
drop your notvotw r34 on us, I've been jonesing for cute red ever since I saw you in a thread a few days ago

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>>742519324
Ahoy, Mantis. How's your evening going?

>>742519404
Thanks for stopping by, Anon. Maybe you'll start feeling better eventually, but it's going to be difficult to be happy again. It's good that you recognize you're in a bad place and you don't want to be here.

Have you talked to a therapist? They might be able to help you work through this, make it a little easier.

>>742519485
I far preferred the manga. Haven't read the last few volumes in a long time though. I mean to acquire the full set someday.

>>742519527
Something like that. This character is Princess Nausicaa from the manga and film Nausicaa of the Valley of the Wind.

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>>742519617
I don't have any porn Anon, but you could poke about on Danbooru. I'm sure there's some there.

>At my gfs moms house 3 states away
>mom is legit sociopath
>step dad is legit cuck
>mom was on pills/H most of her adult life and it shows
>trump voters, coal town, PA
>gf is not blind to this, we bitch to each other constantly but its her mom and she'd lil to pretend she has a family so I try to play ball
>they drink constantly
>I don't much care to
>got a fresh ounce at home waiting for me
>counting the hours till we get back on a plane
>too many to count
>i just want a bowl soooo bad
>3 days in
>4 to go
>i fucking hate pill heads and alcoholics
>yes, I need a hug

>>742519807
ree
ok anon

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>>742520015
>i fucking hate pill heads and alcoholics
>i just want a bowl soooo bad

Pot, kettle

absolute faggot

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>>742520015
*hugs you tightly*

Keep moving, Anon. Sit tight and wait it out. It'll be hard, but you can make it. The sweet greens get closer every day.

>>742517944
What should i do with my life?
I feel like im just a burden towards my family
Im starting to think about suicide

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>>742520015

>>742519222
its claws are stronk

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>>742520231
what do you like to do?

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>>742520231
*hugs*

Don't die, Anon. In death you will become more of a burden than you ever could be in life. But you're no burden now, you're a child and perhaps a sibling. I think you feel like more of a burden to yourself.

What would make you feel like your life is worthwhile? A job? A hobby? More friends?

>>742520360
Best leave him be Anon, despite your baser urges. Save your skin and diddle something else.

>talk to girl for 3 months
>she's my type - not perfect but close enough
>we ease up to each other easily at the start
>suddenly she starts to drift off, won't answer texts for days at a time
>messages me out of the blue now, used to be everyday
>talks for about 5 minutes then leaves for days again

I think i fucked something up here

>>742517944
>be me
>be depressed
>no freinds
>overweight
>sitting in parents basement
>life sucks

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>>742520474
no, it sounds like her. I have no idea what she's doing or why but this is her not you.

>>742520561
This.

And of course everyone's answer will be "lift" or "be active" as if it's that easy to get motivated

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>>742520474
Hm. It might not be you, Anon. It could be that she's just lost interest.

If she's no longer receptive, it may be time to move on. Cut your losses and wander off for pastures greener.

>>742520561
*hugs you close*

Life can always get better, Anon. Sometimes you can to make it better, but that's always difficult. What could you do to start making your life better?

>>742520402
Im still a student.
I study at a school for computer science/ engineering/coding
Dk wtf you should call it
Study most of my time
Grades are decent (7/10-8/10)
Dont really have a social life
Play vidya for almost all of my free time
Yes my english is horrible cuz i aint from yhe UK or USA
No i aint a nigger

Hey, I'm just bored and a lil lonely.
Okay so are these threads just like a way for anons to vent and feel like someone's listening?

Also can I get a hug?

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>>742519527
the one with genetic altered post Apocalypse earth. and themes of mortality finite existence, with some mother/son dynamics.

>>742520561
yeah, but you reached out here. so you're not totally alone. We are just anonymous here on the internet. But we have each other.

My gf of 7 months left me a couple days ago. She started telling a guy (One who I clearly expressed my disliking of) all her problems instead of me. been in a bad state of mind since and it's only gotten worse. I've been trying to browse 4chan to take my mind off it but i'm newfag and don't know how to do most things yet, like green texts and such. friends are worrying bout me because i hardly eat and my story on snapchat every day is just a 4 second clip of jontron with a gun (you know, the one where he says "come on baby i just want out" after and before trying to shoot the gun but it wont work) and i feel so miserable and empty. i need more than a hug. i need a cuddle and a bag of chocolate covered almonds. (sc is thephantom29 if you want proof.)

>>742520685
>be litteraly autistic
>have aspbergers
>try tohang out with people
>have tried everythng
>i want to get out and DO shit
>i cant
>bc no one likes me. same poster as >>742520561

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I like this kind of advice thread, doesn't have a trap linking it's Twitch and Patreon for attention. Good job OP


I also like Nausicaa :-)

>>742520813
rule 1 of 4chan, never give social media out to anons

>>742520744
Yeah pretty much
Here you go, hug

You're not a Nazi, right?

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>>742520744
The nice thing about being anonymous is that you can always vent your feelings and entertain the possibility of someone being about to empathize

>>742520655
Yeah I think it's her too. But I'm way too soft on people when I get involved; so I always assume it's me who is in the wrong.

>>742520719
so, you're still a student. That gives you time to think and plan. And of course you don't have to make a decision here tonight about what you want to do. But you'll be okay. Give it time. Think about it here in there. And the answers will come.

>>742517944
Oh fuck it, might as well.
My problem at the moment is that I'm starting to forget, and I mean, I'm starting to forget everything. I've forgotten most of my old memories and I'm starting to lose the thing for writing sentences and the usage of the right words. I've forgotten my name and age already a couple of times, but luckily that hasn't happened recently. Besides that, I'm also starting to lose touch with reality. Nothing feels real and sometimes I'm wondering if something occurred or why I'm here. I've been trying to avoid facing it but it's getting worse lately. I'm not sure what to do

>>742520472
I dont like going out with friends
Im akward
Hate my voice
And i aint funny
I do have a "job",i make SFM posters for random fags
Im still a student with decent grades
Play vidya for most of my spare time
Dont even like playing videogames anymore
Though im young, i dont feel shit sometimes
Im not depressed
I dont feel like im depressed,probably dony even know how real depression feels like
I just feel empty

>>742521251
Similar problems here, Anon.

I'm planning to kill myself. I don't recommend that.

>>742520943
What made you think I was a nazi?


Also thanks for hug, feeling slightly less lonely.

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>>742520744
Pretty much, yeah. Or engage in conversation.

*hugs you tightly*

Of course you can have a hug, Anon.

>>742520765
There's a bit of environmentalism in there too.

>>742520813
If I had Snapchat I'd add you, Anon. I'm sorry, but I don't. Eating is good, I strongly recommend it. A bit of protein can make a shitty day okay. I can't cuddle you, but if you want chocolate covered almonds, go out and buy some! Who's going to stop you? Grab a big bag and eat them all.

>>742520873
Well, you can always do things on your own, but that's really not the same. I think you're cool Anon, and I'd hang out with you if I could. What sorts of things do you think you'd like to do? You might buy a drone and teach yourself how to fly it. I found that a lot of fun.

>>742520900
Thank you Anon. I like Nausicaa too.

>>742521251
Goddamn Anon, I've been starting to forget vital things too, but it hasn't been that bad. You need professional help here, a psychiatrist might be able to prescribe you something to keep you from going and further downhill, and a therapist might help you recall some of the things you've lost. But don't delay, find them and call them as soon as you can. Call your insurance provider too, they might cover all or some of the cost.

Write this down, don't forget it. You need help for this, Anon.

>>742521313
You're not doing too bad Anon, but you are depressed. You're self-deprecating and you're losing interest in things you love. I don't know what to suggest, but keep doing the things you enjoy and keep talking to people, no matter how difficult it is.

>>742521194
From what i read you probably thought that "something" happened
Nothing happened
I started feeling like this since i was 14
I realized that my friends didnt like me
My father didnt like me
And i kind of hated myself
I just feel like i could do better
I feel like my parents wasted years of their life helping me grow

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havent been in one of these threads in a while

how's it going?

>>742521386
I probably won't kill myself, well, I'm not planning to. I'm still scared of death, so that's an obstacle. However, I can probably overcome it. Why don't you recommend it?

>>742521486
Nothing, just a reflex
And good, that's what I'm here for, makes me feel better too :)

>>742520293
Thank you

>>742521644
Well, there are probably better, healthier ways to deal with it and you might even be able to stop losing your memories and mind.

I'm just really self-destructive and give up a lot. Plus, I don't have anything to live for even if this wasn't happening to me.

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>>742521590
Do I know you?

It's going pretty well. How's yourself?

>>742521386
There are people whose job it is to help with problems like this. Have you talked to any of them? You may be surprised.

>>742521550
Know this is a weird question
But i never understood why people lkke you genuinely want to help people
Same thing with my grandparents
I dont get ehy you would waste time on someone whos ptobably lying
Dont you ever feel like you are wasting your time talking to someone like me?
Or any of these people?

>>742521819
I know I could probably be helped.

I just feel like this life of mine has already reached a satisfying conclusion, I just kept living after that.

Narratively speaking, there's nowhere for me to go.

>>742521550
I've been to a therapist but that didn't do shit, psychiatrist I don't think I have? Maybe a few times as a kid. It wouldn't surprise me if I had some weird thing, I already am a weird abomination of my family. Could it have something to do with my awful sleep schedule?

>>742521819
probably not, but im sure i saw you post in the afterhours bar with all the other advice-anons

been going well, enjoying my time off

>>742521795
I don't really think I have anything to live for too, I mostly just watch everything happen. There probably are some ways, but I don't think it'd would really work. As much as I hope it would, I don't see myself as any other way besides how I am now and dead. How far are you down the rabbit hole?

>>742521564
Negativity canby have it for me. It can start out small like a little snowball. Once it starts rolling, it gets bigger and bigger. you have to break the cycle of negativity somehow.

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>>742521955
Well, I've been thinking that it's just another form of hedonism. Doing good makes the soul feel good, and that's the only reason to do it.

At least somebody else gets something out of it too.

I enjoy talking to all of you, Anon. Sometimes it cheers me up.

>>742521958
Maybe it's the end of an act, and you're waiting for the next part to begin. You need to figure out where to go next. Where could you go? What could happen? Perhaps the people and things around you will dictate some of that for you.

>>742522004
Sleep schedule can be a huge part of it. Take a week to improve it, start going to bed at the same time every evening and waking up at exactly the same time every morning. It's hard at first, but its' easier if you exhaust yourself throughout the day.

>>742522129
I did post there a lot, back when they were common. There's one up right now, actually: >>742520142

>>742520873
again, same poster. I wanna talk even if no one is listening

>be at school
>wouldnt say im popular
>but still have freinds
>femanon, who was my best freind
>Lets call her Eve
>i was best freinds with eve
>me and eve would hang out
>pretty good freinds.
>im more feminine than others
>wanna hang out with eves group
>get shunned for being male
>me and eve grow apart
>but we make up
>then eve hit me with a bombshell:
> Eve was avioding me bc she was dating my brother, lets call him Chad
>chad and eve are happy
>kinda want her back from him
>instigate shit
>mfw when it actually happens
>Chad is devestated
>wtfdidijustdo.png
>chad doesnt blame me
>shun my best freind for a while
Part 2:

>>742522345
>How far are you down the rabbit hole?

The way I think of myself is that I'm dead already.

Been that way for roughly 5 years now. I have no actively relationships and I isolated myself from the world. As far as the outside world is concerned, I might as well be dead so that's how I think of myself. A living corpse just waiting until the day that my body stops moving and joins the rest of me that has already died.

I am nothing and no one.

>>742522723
>chad and eve get back together
>good.jpg
>realize she was sorry
>forgive her
>chad and eve break up again
>fuckthis.mp4
>bros b4 hoes kicks in
>block her on everything
>really sad for a while
>chad drops a bombshell on me:
>eve never fucking liked me
>SHE NEVER FUCKING LIKED ME
>and im not talking about crush like, like freind llike
>None of her freinds wanna talk to me
>electiontime.mp3
>live in a super lib state
>get trump hat
>people throw it out of windows
>Lose all my freinds
>school system hated me
>i woulda killed myself if it wasnt for 2 teachers, i loved them so much
>different school
>really sad
>no oe talks to me
>been like this for months
>fml

Thanks for making a thread like this, OP. Tbh, I feel like my whole life has been varying shades of grey. Like, I never have any of the highs and lows other people seem have, just one long stream of mediocre. I don't think it's any form of depression or anything, I just don't know if I just live a boring life or if I just expect too much from it.

It always feels like I never do anything for amusement or begrudgingly; I only do the things I do to stave off boredom.

I honestly can't remember the last time I've felt happy or sad.

Not complaining, I've just never talk to anyone about this feeling so I don't know how to put it in words

>>742522434
Dont even know that i even want to
Thats the only thing interesting about me
>inb4 omg ur so edgy

>>742521313
Holy shit, I know exactly what you mean. I have that exact same feeling. Sometimes I wonder if it's depression because I've heard depression isn't outright sadness but rather a feeling of "nothing", but it doesn't seem like that

>>742522509
why aren't they common anymore?

rather off the wall question/scenario i got going on:

so i've been trying to set up a work mentorship for my final semester of my respiratory therapy program. So far not many RTs have called me back and those that have are denying my mentorship request.

So far it has all been over the phone, do you think it would rude, or crass to show up in person to try and one up?

>>742522796
Holy Shit!
That's rough. To find out she never liked you. I hate to say it, but you have to move on. I know you've heard that before.and you're probably going to hear it again a few times. But that's what you have to do. Do not live in the past. Keep looking for new people.

>>742522509
Well, currently it's 3:37 AM, so sleeping today won't do. I don't really sleep anymore and keep myself awake with coffee. I know that I've tried to improve it once with exhaustion, but it didn't really work. Going to bed and waking up at exactly the same time isn't really a good option, since sleeping hours normally are horrible. I've saved some time thing from when I went to bed - when I feel like I'm going to collapse - and when I wake up if I've slept. Most of the time I go to bed at a good 1 AM and feel tired at 3, but sleeping is really chaotic it seems

>>742522859
if you do not break the cycle, you'll be stuck in it. The willingness comes from you.you have admitted there's a problem, and that is a very big step. But the next step is starting to dig your way back to the surface.

>>742523191
i am over it, thats the problem.
i feel nothing
>only freind i have is my dog and some online people

Two of my best friends are moving out of the country soon, one for his girlfriend and one for school. I'm selfish and I don't want them to leave, but I'm also scared that they're all moving up and doing things and I'm just stuck.

I wish my waifu was real

>>742523304
>>742523191
and trust me, I have. like i said in my earliest post,
i WANT to do shit. i just have no one to do it with

>>742523098
What i am experiencing isnt depression
Depression is much worse
And honestly i cant think that i have depression
I would just be lying to myself
I just feel empty
I dont know what to do with my life

>>742523304
they don't call dogs man's best friend for nothing. Do not discount the fact that a dog can be a wonderful companion. A dog can be the best companion that you have in your life. And that is something you can really appreciate. In a few online friends? That's fine. That's a good place to start.

>>742522735
My situation is different. While I do go outside every 4? days, I'm well known where I live. I rarely talk to strangers and so with friends, and most of the time I just agree. As for the inside I am the same. While I did have hope once for a miracle to happen I've given it up since monday, since it died. Now I'm just sitting at my desk writing and typing

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>>742522796
Damn. What a ride, Anon. You stood up for what you believed in though, and that's admirable. I'm proud of you for making it this far. Keep going. After all, things can only get better, right?

>>742522852
What you describe is depression, Anon. Lack of feeling, never happy? You're depressed. It's shitty, and it could last for a long time. I've never been great at dealing with it, so I'm not going to have the best advice. You might schedule an appointment with a therapist to talk about it with though. They might be able to help you with things you don't even realize are problems.

>>742523171
I don't know why they've started disappearing. Ask Jill.

Yeah, show up in person. It's normal when applying for jobs, this doesn't seem too much different. Go for it. Maybe you'll get better results if you display enough commitment to actually travel out to their location.

>>742523202
It takes a lot of time and effort to get yourself onto a regular sleep schedule. If you work hard at it for a week or two it'll get easier, but don't expect immediate results. Staying up that late and drinking that much coffee really isn't good for you.

>>742523382
You're doing things too Anon; they may not be as big or tangible, but they're real and important. Don't beat yourself up over stuff that other people do.

>>742523383
She'll always be real in your screen, Anon.

>>742523550
>>742523304
same poster
i just want to do shit.
i CANT
like its wierd
i dont know what to do.
im gonna go get some White Supreacy Milk and come back with a clear head.

>>742523614
Thanks anon.
Thank you.

>>742523296
What im saying is:
Do i really want to break this cycle?
Most of my friends approached me because they thought i was depressed and wanted to help me
But if i get over this
What do i have that is interesting to others?
My jokes are either about insulting myself or some shitty joke i heard on the radio
I aint funny
I aint useful
I aint atrractive
I aint nothing

>>742523770
what is white supremacy milk?

>>742523914
oh people were calling milk racist bc its white kek

>>742523552
I don't know, I still think you should try to get help but I can't really argue too hard about it.

I just don't think anyone should ever end up like me. If I have a wish, I guess it's to prevent that from happening if I can. So yeah, get help. For me if not for yourself, Anon.

>>742523614
Well, I've tried everything from time and effort, and none seem to be working. I've had meds, I've tried exhaustion, I've literally tried to knock myself out to sleep, I've tried to go to bed early, I've tried doing nothing, I've tried forcing, and some more. I know it's not good for me but I really can't help it anymore. I'm addicted to coffee and only in the night do I feel motivated or energetic.

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>>742523894
if the status quo is good enough for you, then it's good enough.you will change when you are ready to change.

>>742520902
Rule #2
I don't care much as I'm switching accounts soon anyways. pictures of ex in the memories and im too beta to get rid of them (:

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>>742523770
Have a drink, get some rest. Perhaps you'll be able to see clearly what comes next in the morning.

>>742523870
Sometimes I try.

>>742523894
It'll be worth it to get out, Anon. As you break free of this feeling you'll become someone better, and you'll gain some more interesting qualities on the way. Don't get yourself thinking that depression is an attractive trait and should be held on to.

>>742524135
Well, if there's nothing to be done for it you'll just have to keep dealing with it. Seems like you're pretty good at working around the problems that come with it already.

>>742523383
>>742523614

My waifu is from my imagination. Her attitude is different in every world I make up. Her key features are the same: Dark gradient green long hair with eyes that of Nadeko's and a face type that of GUMI's. Her body type is loli and she loves me because I need her to. Whenever I listen to a story, read a book/LN, watch anime/manga and I don't like the ending/story, I make up my own version of it and add myself in the story. I think of it as a defence mechanism against bad endings and a way out of reality. I am always in control. I express/recreate events to match my current state in real life (fucked up) so that I can relate and dive even more into that world. I know I will be fine, because in the end I have control over the world and my waifu is there for me. Pain, joy, power, control, weakeness, strength.. All of those, I can have it anytime and change it anytime.

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>>742523977
okay, I get it now!

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>>742524271>>742523870
>>742523304
>>742522796
>>742522723

The only thing i want to do and can is drawings. Thats where i put my energy. idk y thoo

>>742521550
I just might. I have some money and although i never have an appetite I'm feeling the effects of not eating kinda harsh. if you ever do, please add me! or if you have kik, then add me (alt i have to prvent random anons from doing stuff. just send some kind of proof it's you) TheLunarOctopus. if you don't, just tell me!

>>742524124
I'll try to get help, but it's a lost cause for me. I know that I've even tried to drag people down with me, with almost succeeding. Everything I do feels unreal for me, like it's a script or a movie. If I were to be dying or someone else, it'd feel like it was just another scene from the movie, perhaps the ending. I can't get myself fully out of here, but I can at least try to stop it or regain a bit of happiness. So anon, if you were to kill yourself or get better, bring me down with you

>>742524271
Thank you OP
Hate talking about my feelings
Hope that something good happens to you
*hugs you*

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>>742524381
enjoy the fantasy, Anon. but don't let it consume your life.

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>>742524381
You have the power of God.

Do you feel good about yourself when you're with your waifu?

>>742524583
Drawing is a good thing to do, far better than many other things you could be wasting time on. Keep it up, Anon. Don't stop. I used to love drawing too, but I stopped and didn't start again.

>>742524689
I've never been big into social media. Don't have a kik either, sorry. You get those almonds and you eat all of them. It'll feel good.

>>742524757
Thank you, Anon. *hugs back* I hope everything turns out well for you. Good luck.

>>742524271
I've been mostly avoiding everything to be fair. I just don't want to get myself or someone else deeper in trouble. I'll try to look deeper into it, I've made a note of it, so thank you anyways. I hope I can see you here once again

>>742524939
Bless you Anon, you can rest tonight knowing youve lifted many Anons up tonight

>>742525092
god i sound like a middle aged christain woman

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>>742525009
Best of luck, Anon. I hope things work out.

I'll be around, I think.

>>742525092
Sometimes I try.

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>>742525233
Chekked and Kekked.
No you don't. you sound like you have a little bit of peace of mind.

>>742525240
Thankyou. Also, can paranoia be caused by sleep deprivation? Can these things also be caused by a trauma?

>>742524774
I am the one consuming my imagination. I've been off 4chin for 3 months now, but I am feeling so fucking awful lately so I came back.

>>742524939
In some of my worlds, I have defeated gods (personification of control over my own destiny)

It is not just the looks that I love about my waifu. I love her because she is a yandere. I love the feeling of being loved/wanted. Pathetic or not I fucking love it more than fapping.

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I need nausicaa r34 NOW

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>>742525638
Paranoia can be caused by sleep deprivation and trauma can cause both, yes.

>>742525713
Well, I'm glad your relationship with your waifu is so strong, Anon. You take care of yourself, alright?

>>742525733
Hit Danbooru Anon. There's sure to be some on there.

>>742525733
Try Deviantart.
>>742525713
you know the old saying: once you're on /b/ you never really go away.

>>742519623
favorite ost from film?
mine is
https://youtu.be/lt_RAjcbViA
the Mehve and Corvette battle

>>742523171
why would you want after-hour threads, anyway? Jill's a cunt.

>>742525827
Well I sure got myself the deluxe package it seems. I remember that when I was very young there were gas masks and they put one on me. I remember that moment untill I slowly fall away crying. I don't think that's the reason for my problems, but it could be why I hate sleeping. I mean, I don't feel anything with the memory

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>>742526180
No she is not.

>>742526412
he kinda is, though.

>>742524939
awww, damn. Very well then, and I will. It's the only thing i've been willing to eat lately... is there any other small snack like that you would recommend? I plan on going out on monday and stocking up on pop vinyls and snacks i probably shouldnt make the only part of my diet but will anyways. I'm thinking gummy candy but they sicken me quickly despite my love of them.

>>742525827
I feel a lot better talking about this, thanks.

>>742525984
I knew I would come back eventually.

>>742517944
Anxiety, depression, always been shy as fuck and easily scared, eight months of being limp-dicked after an accident masturbating that didn't even have any blood. Never had a girlfriend, tired of the "average" woman who expects the guy to lead, I want a woman who can lead, who can bring me out of my shell, but I can't fucking stand the average feminist either. And I get along better with guys, but I just don't "feel it" with them, as much as I've tried.

Also I'm tired of all the cuck shit on /b/.

>>742526563
So did I.

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>>742526479
Rice pudding makes a good snack. So does antipasto.

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>>742526108
I haven't listened to the soundtrack outside of watching the movie, actually. It was good, but I can't remember which parts of it I liked best.

>>742526180
Hey, Jill's pretty cool. Don't be talking shit about Jill in my thread.

>>742526286
Damn. I know a couple of people with similar pasts, but they remember more. It sucks, Anon. I hope it doesn't bother you consciously. But it could be the source of the problem. If something's traumatic enough it can engrave itself on your subconscious and reflexes for a long time.

>>742526479
I really like honey wheat pretzel sticks, but I don't have them often. Usually I just have a spoon of peanut butter. If you eat protein and drink water alongside the sugar it won't make you as sick.

>>742526563
Well, I hope you continue to feel better. Good luck, Anon.

>>742526599
There are strong women out there, but they're harder to come by. Our current culture, or lack thereof, certainly isn't contributing. Good luck in finding the right woman, Anon. She's out there somewhere.

>>742526779
if you like Jill so much why don't you marry him

>>742526762
Never heard of that second one and rice pudding turns my stomach. any other ideas?

>>742526779
I had them before and liked them but i've had trouble finding them since... and i didn't know either of those! Thank you!!

Should I just make a thread about snacks?

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>>742526925
Go ahead; why not? You might get some more interesting suggestions.

>>742526108
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V9-ApJG9kis

>>742526925
Nature Valley granola bars
Reese's Pieces
Lifesavers Wint o green
Fig Newtons
White Castle Sliders.
that's just a few off the top of my head.

>>742526779
I don't really think about it too much. If it's the problem then fuck. I do have another "trauma" but I know more and less about it. I don't really see how it would affect my memories

>>742526841
tbh that sounds pretty gay though
I didn't think Jill was gay

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>>742526841
That's gay.

>>742527163
Have you talked to a therapist about any of this trauma? It can be a horrible thing to deal with without help.

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>>742526449
No.
Stop it.

>>742526779

I can still cum my usual amount, but penetration isn't exactly an option right now. My cock hasn't fully healed and it's easily irritable at times. I'd need a woman who's willing to use a strap-on, and I don't know how to begin to ask a woman about that.

>>742517944
Am I fucking things up

was there some kind of drama going on?

>>742527425
No.

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>>742527415
Well, once you've gotten close enough with a woman you'll either know or you'll be comfortable enough with each other that it'll be easy to ask.

>>742527425
Probably not. Do you think you are?

>>742527487
Not that I know of.

>>742517944
just thought a little more realisticslly about my chances of dying a virgin.
turns out they're even higher than i thought, and that's saying something.

>>742527336
I have, but it didn't really work. I don't get bothered by them too much tho, since I never see gas masks nowadays. However my second one does haunt me daily, so I guess I'd should seek more help

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>>742527336
okay, I'm going into work now. so there may be a delay in my replies. have a good Friday night, anonymous!

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>>742527662
It's not so bad, Anon. Have a little more faith in yourself. It's easier to get places if you're not second-guessing yourself and deciding you'll fail at every turn.

>>742527704
You could try again, talk more about the second one. Who knows, maybe it'll be just what you need. I don't have much more to suggest, I'm sorry...

>>742527720
Take care, Mantis. I'll see you around.

>>742527371
what makes you so eager to defend him?
>>742527487
there's always drama.

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>cough cough
jew

>>742527881
Meh, I'd love to just burn it down or barricade it. It's okay, I'm probably gonna go eat breakfast soon

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>>742528088
No, jew are.

>>742528107
Well, you do what works for you. Everything will seem better after you've got some food in you. Eat well, Anon.

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>>742526925
Did somebody say Snacks?
I recommend cheeseburgers. And more than a few..

>>742528225
Thank you. Have a great night eh

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>>742528225
Somehow judes can even control /b/. How gullible are we?

>>742526990
I did it. freshly posted to /b/.

>>742527133
I'd forgotten about nature valley granola bars! Only problem is they are costly but for just like 5 bars... Lifesavers sound good though

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>>742528332
I came.

I'm tired. I hate my job. My mom has a brain tumor.

I wish I was dead but I'm too much of a pussy to kill myself.

What do?

>>742528332
Snack thread is up now, so go to it if you want. And cheese burgers are too much for me, i can't hold much at the one time at the moment because I haven't eaten much

>>742528582
You're not a pussy. You have hope. I have hope too. That's why i'm still here.
Life is shit. Life is pointless. But while you're still here, things can change. You're going to die anyway. Might as well keep going and see where it ends.

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>>742528456
You too, Anon. Remember to eat regularly. Good luck... with everything. I hope you can work things out.

>>742528457
Pretty gullible.

>>742528495
Good! I hope you get some decent suggestions.

>>742528565
1. sleep, eat something high in protein like meat or fish in the morning
2. Apply for other jobs at reputable local institutions. Submit as many as you can, and either get a definite date for an interview or a definite "no" from each one. Or sit tight and power through the job you've got.
3. Dunno that much can be done about that, I'm sorry Anon. Some things never get better.

>>742528582
Look for meaning in your life. Get a dog, or open up more to a friend, or take up a new hobby. If nothing means anything, create meaning.

Don't just end it. Make it better.

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I want to get with this girl. Short, black hair and freckles. I think I've ruined the possibility of getting with her, but I'm still hoping that she can kick it with me.

>>742528704
Work up to cheeseburgers. Take your time. They also sell generic granola bars that are much cheaper.

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>>742528891

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For the first time in my life I'm happy with my job and have a clear direction of how things are going. Quit smoking entirely. Cut down on drinking to a healthy level. (IE: a beer and sip of whiskey, if anything a night as opposed to drinking until I forget the rest of the night every night) Doing what I love.

All I can think about is cheating and/or abandoning the gf thats stuck with me through some of the darkest years of my life, including two suicidal episodes while working at a fast food joint. Its an interesting taste of disgust and excitement.

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>>742529179
What seems to be the problem?

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>>742529179
I'm sure you haven't completely ruined your chances. Start talking to her regularly, and ask her. What's stopping you?

>>742529341
Well, you're doing great in one way and not so good in another. To quit both smoking and drinking is an admirable feat indeed.

Have you talked to her about these thoughts? Do they come on their own against your will, or do you think them purposely?

>>742529515
>Have you talked to her about these thoughts? Do they come on their own against your will, or do you think them purposely?

Its more whenever I'm around other girls of any variety, provided they're within my age group. More or less a reflexive response. I would say I didn't entertain the thought, but I'd be lying.

Hug Server discord/ eBAh6gE

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>>742529341
appreciate her, and on Sometimes You Don't Know What You Got Till It's Gone. Don't let this happen to you.

I'm lovesick
I've been talking to a girl for about a month online and I can't stop thinking about her. I don't want to tell her how I feel because I don't want to scare her off. My worst fear tho is well never meet. We are on the opposite sides of the country and neither of us can afford to fly. What do I do? I can barely function anymore

>>742530199
Only reason I haven't started flirting yet, really.
>>742530229
Get a job, get gud, get the fuck over there or make some "real life" friends. Sitting there is doing neither of you any good.

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>>742530023
Well, it really doesn't seem healthy. I think you should try to wean yourself off of thinking like that regularly, until it no longer feels natural.

>>742530079
What is that?

>>742530229
You seem a little over-invested in this girl. Are you sure this is wise?

Go ahead and tell her. If she's scared away, it wouldn't have worked anyway. >>742530334
This anon has a good point.

>>742530392
>wean yourself off of thinking like that regularly, until it no longer feels natural.
Sounds good boss. Didn't think I'd actually find good advice here. Not worth burning what I have over greener grass syndrome.

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>>742530532
Good luck, Anon. I hope it works.

I'm running out of avatar pictures...

>>742529271
But they don't have that vanilla stuff on the bottom that I like

>>742530861
get a jar of vanilla cake frosting and spread it on them

problem solved

>>742530944
Have you had the nature valley ones before? It's not quite icing. It's like a white chocolate hardened to the bottom.

>>742531048
buy cheap white chocolate chunks and melt em
dip bar
profit

>>742531142
Thats... thats actually pretty genius...

>>742531330
i am a genius

go do it and tell me how good it is

my genius will taste good in your mouth

>>742531442

>my genius will taste good in your mouth You just lost all you genius points.

>>742531622
well u can suck my genius

>>742531699
20 is 20 i guess. and at least I'll finally be eating something

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>>742530861
A cheeseburger with vanilla stuff??
Explain pls

I'm a 25 year old who has never drawn before and I want to become a mangaka. It seems silly to believe I'll ever make a living that way, though it's nice to think about. I drew a coffee cup today that looked bad, but I'll draw some more stuff tomorrow. Maybe I'll make it.

I've also been having heart palpitations at night for the last month. All my tests have come back normal thus far, so I'm hoping the cause is benign, like a chest muscle sprain or something. Been better lately.

Thanks for making these threads. Nausicaa pictures are relaxing.

>>742530334
I'm getting a job soon. I don't know where to meet people irl I moved away from my home town and I literally don't know anyone
>>742530392
>You seem a little over-invested in this girl. Are you sure this is wise?
I'm actually pretty sure it's unwise. She's had a rough past and still has problems but even tho I can see that it might not be a good idea my heart still goes crazy when I think about her sometimes I can barely breathe. I feel like a teenager but I'm a 20 year old man.

HAHAHAHA
JILL'S THREAD DIED AND THIS ONE IS STILL UP
NAUSICAA IS SUPERIOR

>>742531869
no not a cheese burger!! A granola bar! I think cheese burger with vanilla just ruined any chance of me eating

I'm in a dark place where I feel like I'm a loser with no social life. I invited my friends over tomorrow that I only see like once every two months, hopefully we can find some stuff to do

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>>742531869
Didn't you hear? White Castle came out with a new vanilla frosted cheeseburger.

From what I hear they taste outstanding.

>>742531886
Start drawing now Anon, and do it every day. But don't just draw, you need someone to guide you, or a book to learn from. Mark Kistler's Draw Squad is good, and so are the Andrew Loomis books from what I hear. DrawABox is another good resource.

I hope your heart trouble is nothing serious. Best of luck on that front; I don't know of anything else that would help you there.

Sometimes I try.

>>742531927
Perhaps you're taking things a little too seriously. I think you should lighten up some about this girl and this relationship; I'm starting to get worried about you.

>>742532003
Hey, be nice. Jill's thread was good too.

>>742532153
It'll be good Anon, worst comes to worst you'll end up just mucking around town. That's not so bad. Try inviting your friends over more often; you might get closer and find more things to do together.

>>742532235
both your threads are bad but Jill is an actual bad person and should leave.

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>>742532280
Your opinion is very meaningful and will inform the decisions of myself, Jill, and many others. Thank you for your contribution.

>>742532235
That sounds really fuckin terrible, not gonna lie. I know i can't eat but like... really?

>>742532383
no problem at all. let me know if you ever need me to drop more hard facts on y'all.

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>>742532414
Vanilla frosted cheeseburgers are going to be the next big thing. This is a discovery akin to the pairing of peanut butter and chocolate. Prepare to be amazed.

>>742532450
I'll be sure to ask you when I need to be reminded of things about which I am already aware.

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>>742517944
Me and my ex of 4 years broke up 8 months ago. I've moved on and she hasn't, which she likes to remind me by crying every time she gets drunk. Recently she hooked up with one of my friends, not a best friend or anything, but still someone I considered one. I dont feel betrayed or like a cuck or anything, just fucking annoyed.

Pic related

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>>742532280
>>742532450
ayyyy you're fuckin retarded

>>742532670
so are you, flaggot. are you gonna disagree when you make a point of spamming his threads?

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>>742532752
>post flag
>trigger people
my life is so much fun

>>742532553
I really really think that is a terrible decision and will cause so many health problems. Not that I'm one to talk about health tho

>>742532816
I'm not triggered, kiddo, I just find it funny you'd disagree on Jill being a worthless person when you do your best to sink his threads.

>>742532235
>Perhaps you're taking things a little too seriously. I think you should lighten up some about this girl and this relationship; I'm starting to get worried about you.
Idk anon what if she the one? What if I miss out on the perfect girl for me because I didn't want to talk things to far? Help me anon I've never felt so strongly for someone before

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>>742532913
you're triggered kiddo

i sink threads because its fun

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>>742532889
Nah, the vanilla frosted cheeseburger only has around 1400 calories and its saturated fat content is below 20%. It's really not that unhealthy.

>>742532913
>kiddo
Triggered anon detected

>>742532939
Take things as far as you think you can Anon, and then a little farther than that. But don't get yourself thinking that there is a "one". You'll be tripping over yourself at every turn and too self-conscious to move. And she'll notice that you don't treat her normally.

>>742533226
Wait, really? Do you know how sweet it is? (I don't but I'm wondering) Also, my snack thread died );

I want to join the Air Force,and travel and shit but I dont want to leave my GF behind :/

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>>742533341
It is extremely sweet. I felt sick to my stomach for a couple of hours afterward. Totally worth it though, it was delicious.

>>742533370
What does she think? Have you talked to her about it?

>>742533444
Wow... I might try it when I feel okay to eat again

>>742517944
how many dicks have you sucked in the name of alice?

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>>742533516
They're on the pricey side, but I thought they were well worth it.

>>742533555
Zero. I have nothing to do with Alice or dicks.

>>742533555
(nice trips)
they don't, they left Alice's gang and Jill's autistic discord

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>>742533603
Hey, you have a steam?

>>742533603
How much were they?

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>>742533608
What is with all the hate for Jill?

>>742533656
Yeah, but I hardly ever use it. Why do you ask?

>>742533608
why? did alice kick them out cus they were taking some of her attention? thats so alice

>>742533226
>Take things as far as you think you can Anon, and then a little farther than that. But don't get yourself thinking that there is a "one". You'll be tripping over yourself at every turn and too self-conscious to move. And she'll notice that you don't treat her normally.
I appreciate the advice anon I just don't know how to deal with these feelings.

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>>742533748
dunno, been trying to find people to play games with

playing siege and GWYF alone gets boring