Can we have a thread about mental illness that has nothing to

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You bros are letting me sit in the rain right here...

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It could be a feels thread if you want.
Depression is a mental illness after all.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p4zluA60hjs

>>742446263
depression is not a mental illness you fucking retard, that's like saying a broken bone or cancer is a mental illness

i literally always think about killing myself...always talking to myself about wanting to go home..always think people are talking about me..

>>742446498
if depression isn't a mental illness then what is it

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Thing is: I'm not physically ill. I'll have to endue this for another 50 years or such. Fuck that.
>>742446498
>retard alert
>Major depressive disorder (MDD), also known simply as depression, is a mental disorder characterized by at least two weeks of low mood [...]
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Major_depressive_disorder

>>742446792
*endure

>>742445576
My ex had really bad anxiety and depression and shit like that
(The real stuff not like the edgy 15 year olds)

She thought I was using her for sex and that I didn't love her
She cut cause of me
I miss her sometimes
I never meant to hurt her

Fuck mental illnesses for making shit difficult

That was my rant

ASPD here

>>742446890
I see, I see.

>>742446713
symptom usually caused by a mental illness, although not exclusively.

>>742446792
>I'm not physically ill
you're lucky, some people have munchowsins (idk how to fucking spell it) which their brain convinces them as having something wrong with their body.
imagine being sick but incapable of curing it because it's all in your head
or worse imagine actually being sick
and being too sick in the head to acknowledge/remember it, and suffer the symptoms/ailments your life

this existence is cruel, and every parent is nothing more than an inconsiderate sadist danming us to this miserable existence.

>>742445576
Brother is mentally ill. Trapped inside an all encompassing paranoid story about how the world wants to grind him to dust because he won't fuck a girl he doesn't want. He gets messages from basically every single detail in every single situation he is. Its like hearing voices but with letters (printed or initials from e.g. clothes, colours, etc.).

Has become worse over the past couple of months, cut off all social contacts but still works.

He doesn't recognise it as an illness. In Germany, you cannot treat a person against his will so we basically wait and watch until he is so much fucked that he agrees to treatment.

Fucking brutal.

>>742447204
>you cannot treat a person against his will
that's very sad. what if their illness is incapable of allowing them to realize they're sick?
like in your brothers case he immediately thinks treatment doctors are out to kill him rather than treat him, thus he'll always refuse treatment

>>742447166
Ya well. You don't know me, obviously.
>imagine being sick but incapable of curing it because it's all in your head
That's how I feel all day.
I've had deliriums from all the alcohol. You can not have an idea how thy felt. Gruesome.
>this existence is cruel, and every parent is nothing more than an inconsiderate sadist danming us to this miserable existence.
word

Samething with my ex..she used to do heavy drugs and would blame it on me(still does)made me turn to cocaine as well..made us worse mentally..lost alot of weight,friends and time with that girl...i let her go last year and ive been 3 or 4 months sober :/...i still feel like shit everyday...i feel like i could fall back again eny moment

>>742446713
its a mood that some people get when there sad, its advanced extended sadness emotion
>>742446792
>this retard believes everything he reads on the internet
my mom does that exact thing, you both are ignorant fools who think you know shit but actually are clueless

>>742447405
>I've had deliriums from all the alcohol.
alcohol is bottom tier drug anyway, why bother with the poison?

Is there a word for wanting to die out of curiosity? I dont think im depressed...i hate myself but not to the point where i wanna commit suicide...i just really want to know what it feels like not to be me

>>742447204
>>742447388
OP here.
I've wandered around for two years with HPPD/paranoid schizophrenia before getting treatment. Treatment = antipsychotics= not an easy step.

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>>742447666
Because of low self worth, depression and all that stuff. Wanting to die and such.

>>742447708
what hallucinations do you have?

>>742447676
dissociative drugs are really good at giving you out of body experiences
or just watch a movie, that can easily put you into a different mindset.

technically with every fleeting moment in time you're a different person

>>742447792
yea but it's a painful way to kill yourself.
there's much better highs with much less risk of suffering on the way out

>>742447515
I mean... That's what the DSM-5 defines it as. Are you really acting high and fucking mighty because that was a link to Wikipedia?

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>>742447941
>keep talking out of your ass

>>742447834
You don't want to know and I can not tell you.
Imma try:
Imagine a thousand murders, demons, flesh, bones, cancer, parasites on the one site and A space station, a massively erupting volcano and a giant Spaceshuttle on the other site.
I tried.
There was my jacket levitating above my chair, playing guitar, a policeman arresting me for killing my grandma. The sixth sense irl.

>>742447676
"Suicidal ideation" is the term you're looking for, I believe.

>>742446792
Depression is a mental illness when last way longer than any "mood" would. Borderline stupid maybe.

>>742447939
Not legal here. Always laced and overpriced.

>>742448038
>talking out of my ass
>my psychologist literally went point by point on the symptoms to confirm my diagnosis with me
K. Whatever you say, bud.

>>742448226
>Calls Wikipedia borderline stupid
Okay, mate. You know better.

>>742447388
That's exactly his problem. He can't realize he is ill. He is incapable of escaping his nightmare world.

> sad
Yes. I think it is harsh but also I think it is a good way to avoid abuse of treatment.
A doc once said: You have a right to treatment but also there is a right to be ill.

>>742447708
At what point did you accept treatment/your illness and how are you today?

>>742445576
All your illnesses are related to your use of crystalmethamphetamines other peoples prescription pills and your inability to accept the truth. Oh and your homosexuality thing too.

>>742448129
when shizos claim visions, do they mean vivid dreams they end up believing were real?
or are they concious throughout the ordeal?

>>742448437
I've noticed it one day after the bad trip, which is unusual.
I felt it every time I smoked a spliff (I was/am a fool, I know)
I went to the ward when I was on the verge of doing something very very stupid.

>>742448285
what? i didn't mention any drugs in peticular :/

>>742448729
Mixed.
Sometimes I can't tell the difference, but it's rare.
>>742448789
C'mon
What fun drugs are not illegal?

>>742448437
>Yes. I think it is harsh but also I think it is a good way to avoid abuse of treatment.
indeed, but do the authorities not treat people who are suicidal or a threat to society?
if they don't believe in treatment because they don't believe they're sickness is the cause for their suicidal tendancies..

>>742448881
>What fun drugs are not illegal?
plenty depending on which country you visit.

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>>742445576

>>742448405
OP says he has borderline personality disorder. wasn't talking anything about Wikipedia.

>>742448976
I don't have the money to travel to farther India
I'm gonna see Egypt soon. Are there opiates available in the pharmacies?

>>742448736
So you didn't experience it when you were sober?
>>742448938
True. If he would threaten/hurt others or himself we could force treatment.
But he still works and superficially functions well in society.

alcoholism
substance abuse
depression
generalized anxiety
panic

Been too compromised to be diagnosed by psych with anymore more exotic. I suspect I just have OCD that explains away that shopping list of disorders above.

>Baclofen 30mg/day
>Lyrica 300mg/day
>Mirtazapine never/it makes me fat

I just want benzos ffs. Anyone here got a lifetime benzo script? what's that experience like?

>>742449314
I did, just not as much.

>>742449412
>lifetime benzo script
Things like this exist?
Holy bro!
Wanna have much!

>>742445576
Mental illness is spiritual illness unless its neurological.

>>742449646
OP here. Gaslighting has brought me here. You can't deny the existence of PTSD.

>>742449618
I don't even know myself. That's why I'm asking what's the deal with benzos?

I got lyrica for nerve pain a year back, no one has ever told me 'this is your last script'. It's great for anxiety and my nerve pain is for life so I'm assuming it's life long?

>>742449412
>alcoholism
>substance abuse
addiction is the same thing, no need to specify which drug you're dependent on

>>742449795
he wasn't denying their existance, just claiming it's an issue which rellies outside that of physical brain problems

>>742449910
Maybe we should order some "research chemicals" acrylfentanyl or whatever.

>>742449970
>he wasn't denying their existance, just claiming it's an issue which rellies outside that of physical brain problems
I'm fine with that because it says it's not my fault.

>>742445576
I'm gay.

My dad is not pleased with this fact. Completely homophobic.

Half the time his homophobia doesn't even make sense.

>Fishing show on TV in the living room
>Watching it with mom and dad
>Mom: "I don't have the patience for that kind of stuff"
>Me:"It doesn't feel like too long when you're out there"
>Dad:"Time flies when you're a faggot."
>Go to my room

It's getting ridiculous. He goes out of his way to respond to everything I do by calling me a fag.

What do I do?

>>742450263
I tell you: SAME!
Thing is funny. He always hangs around with someone of my age. Everyone knows that he likes 20 y/o boys but him.

>>742450263
Maybe move out?

Or stop being a faggot?

Or quit being a whiny faggot?

Or kill him after raping him?

Or make it worse by leaving a folder of pics of you and your boitoi on your family computer titled, bottom2bottom

>>742450137
>I'm fine with that because it says it's not my fault.
well it's kind of implied, considering you can fix spiritual problems with the right habits and beliefs.

think of it think way, one experience brainwashed you into your current sick state of mind, thus brainwashing yourself to become "healthy" or to simply counter the harmful brainwashing, is required.
regardless it wont be easy to fix.

>>742450263
homosexuals aren't mentally ill anon. unless you have a scat fetish or enjoy dipping your dick into shit it/having your asshole destroyed (falls under self harm) it really isn't an issue.

>>742446498
There are different types of depression but major depressive disorder is indeed a mental illness caused by the imbalance of chemicals in the brain and a lack of serotonin. Other types of depression can be temporary like your broken bone analogy, but others are genuine disorders

>>742450263
wait a minute this is copy pasta
fucker.

>>742450538
Maybe stop having a simple personality. Become sensitive for peoples problems.

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>>742445576
would u fuck a qt trap after drinking too much? or would u do it without drinking at all regardless?

>>742450745
I'm not gonna be sensitive for any fag.

You/him know that society mocks faggots. Yet chose to come out of the closet anyway. Wanna be a faggot, then deal with the mockery.

Or move out and live on own.

>>742447515
>my mom does that exact thing, you both are ignorant fools who think you know shit but actually are clueless
>speaking to yourself

>>742450922
Ya okay.
>et chose to come out of the closet
>implying I have a choice

>>742450538
>falling for copy pasta
>being this mad
shiggydiggy

>>742451188
nobody comes out and tells the world they're straight
stop being a special snowflake.

also that was copy pasta and fuckoff with your faggot derailment

>>742450889
Id'd do that every time! I'm not ugly but very, very shy.

>>742451245
>knowing it's copypasta
>no life outside 4chin
Roodypoo

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>>742451250
Everytime someone calls me a special snowflake Imma gonna post this picture.

>>742450263
LOL dude. get over yourself. that shits funny. Maybe not his worst joke but just start rating them, when they're shit be like do better dad

>>742451624
>being a faggot who posts copypasta
>complains about people using word of the month insults
top kek. as if your dumbass ever conjured up an original thought in your entire life. stupid 12 year old shitbird can only parrot memes he's read on here countless time

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Derealization and major depression.
I'm not here, ever. Just watching myself from across the street. Sucks dick.

I was almost completing in at a state level surfing semi professionally and anxiety caused me to not leave the house for 2 years.

>>742446890
whats your Attack Speed?

>>742452199
wat wat wat?
I didn't post any copypasta.
You are being confused.
>The picture is nearly twelve years old. You think I downloaded it by the age of 5 or what.
>Obviously a newfag for not remembering the motivational poster era.

>>742447485
you dont need that shit man. keep at it. you are doing very good

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>>742446498

>self diagnosed retards wearing mental illness like a badge of honor.
stfu

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I'm so fucking ill i can't go to school and get an education, everybody supports me, Family and friends. I should be happy.
I have 2 options.

>Flip burgers my entire life.
>Do crime.

Only reason i don't do the second is because i don't want to hurt them. Sometimes i wish i didn't have them, they're too kind. fuck me, help me

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>>742452775
This

>>742452775
You won't belief it but my mental illness is real and diagnosed by a doctor.

>>742445576
Milptsdfaghere ama

>>742452835
Flip burgers

>>742453092
You serious? How man, how? my entire life.

>>742453211
I'd say it's the best option you can have.
It'd be a relatively stable life.

>>742452438
Extremely underrated post

PTSD from abusive childhood. nothing compared to the milfags but still keeps me from sleeping decently most nights and I'll go into fight-or-flight mode with certain sounds. Only person that knows is my wife, honestly pretty ashamed to still be suffering over shit that happened 10 years ago but I guess it's normal

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>>742453331
Yeah you're properly right.
fuck me

>>742453441
Dw anon you and I are one in the same. Im >>742452938 child abuse is what the ptsd is about but it was uncovered and went full blown because of my military service. Mortuary affairs really fucking blows.

>>742453211
Guys I've known in those kinda jobs long-term that stayed sane/happy with their lives it was all about their hobbies and such. Welding, painting, water skiing, whatever it is, just find something you're good at and be the best you can even if it doesn't mean shit in the scheme of things.

>>742453441
>PTSD from abusive childhood
>10 years ago
>my wife
You are doing great.

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>>742445576
narcolepsy and "idiopathic hypersomnia" (AKA "there's something wrong that makes you tired but we're not positive what it is")

>>742453582
Thanks man

major depressive disorder reporting in.

any schizophrenics here every try lsd or any other sort of hallucinogens? genuinely curious what the experience would be.

>>742453740
I ripped apart a piece of paper because I thought a camera was hidden in it. Satisfied?

>>742453567
Yea I feel like the military would be a fucking terrible idea for me. The whole drill sergeant thing would be a little too close to home, best case scenario I'd go apeshit and wash out, worst case I'd break down and get carried out. Either way not my best day ever.

What made mortuary affairs such a problem, beyond the obvious?

>>742453998
Tell me again that mental illness isn't real.

>>742453998
doesn't schizophrenia alone trigger episodes like that? i'm not too knowledgeable about the mental illness.

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>>742454242
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>>742445576
Bpd alcoholic here.
Just recently found out the bpd. I think it makes me exciting but I also fucking hate myself.
Any tips for overcoming the shit feeling?

>>742454626
It was a 20 hour period of being completely nuts.
I questioned my insanity afterward, but came to doubt every time I smoked a spliff.
>Doesn't make sense, sums it up

>>742454738
borderline or bipolar?

>>742454904
Borderline personality disorder

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>>742455042
>Any tips for overcoming the shit feeling?
Same here. I feel you.
Endure.
You'll either get into paradise or into hell.
In that case you can still kys.

>>742455236
I thought I was bipolar for a long time
I'm almost pissed I'm not because medicine could help THAT.
I guess I'll just live my life thinking I'm a piece of shit that's also fucking awesome but not but is

>>742455362
Therapy looks like a joke doesn't it?

>>742455530
I've tried it. I need family therapy, but all 4 of my parents/step refuse
So it really is a fucking joke

>>742455783
>So it really is a fucking joke
As I stated.
You are not the reason for your mental problems.
An abusive family can fuck you up bad.
That's how I think.

>>742455980
Sucks because they still blame me for everything
>Everything is always my fault

>>742456134
You are either doing the wrong thing or you are doing the right thing wrong.
Every day.

>>742448437
As a person who handles being mentally ill, but cant handle anti psychotics, I agree with this. I

>>742456233
>The right thing wrong
Never will i ever do shit right
This is decent talk therapy tbh
Sc? Cinnamintbun
Or not.

>>742456134
Have a friend that thinks that way, everything always someone elses fault, everything.
I know as a fact it's not true, he makes so things up and then It's someone elses fault.

Dunno about your situation, but i think you should be critical with your thoughts.

>>742454738
fellow borderline. i find one of the weirdest things about being a man with borderline is that it is seen almost exclusively as a woman's disorder. I know its like a 75/25 ratio, but shit
>>742455980
no abusive family here. sometimes I wish they had abused me, because shit, then I could offload the guilt.

kill yourself retards, keep wasting parents money on that fake "anti-deppresant shit". deppresion isn't real, you're a retard that self-diagnosed and is looking for attention.

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>>742456465
>then I could offload the guilt.
That only applies if you don't grow out of that.
Come over the ill feelings of loss and separation.
Life-long-punishment. for nothing.

>>742456566
I'd get medication for free because I don't live in a 3th world shithole country.

>>742456566
What if I was diagnosed by an actual doctor?

>>742456802
>3th
Lmao, macedonia isn't a 1st world country, dima.

>>742456858
he's trying to suck money out of you with those "anti-deppresants", then.

>>742456885
>macedonia
Did you just assume my nationality?
You were wrong.

>>742456465
Do you know why you feel that way?
I wouldn't wish being abused on anyone

>>742456989
You're still an illiterate 3rd worlder.

>>742456923
you definitely need some antipsychotics. kek

>>742457014
I'm a symptom of the decadence of the western world.
The downfall of Occident has been initiated.

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>>742457014

ITT: a bunch of cucks argue about who has the worst self diagnosed mental disease.

>>742457158
> self diagnosed
Just because your shithole america country requires 10.000$ dollars for a simple diagnosis, this doesn't apply to everyone.

>>742457158
ITT: a bunch of self loathing anons try to make themselves feel better about how shitty they are for no reason at all

>>742457265
I'm drunk. My grammar is broke.
>>742457302
Speaking to yourself again, anon?

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>>742457004
probably because I'm fucked. I know that is a fucked up thought, but, like, yeah. I'm fucked.

>18
>schizotypal personality disorder
>have violent urges and sadistic tendencies
>vivid murderous fantasies
>literally want to kill people
> its just like thinking about sex: comes in waves, I can relieve it for awhile, and nothings like the real thing
>therapist tells me to find ways to supress it
>I chop wood now, alot of it
>still can't help but think about killing people

>>742457848
Hory shiet.
Google Siegfried Gipper. He reminds me of you. He killed. I knew him. Now he's in jail.

>>742445576
how about you go back to school and learn stuff instead of reading shit on the internet and believing it resulting in attention seeking syndrome.

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>>742457848
Ask yourself:
What would I get out of killing? What sense, emotion, feeling?
And what would I get out of that?
Keep chaining the question - you might get to the source.

>>742457987
I would go to school (I tried) but I'm not able to socialize because of my mental illness.

>>742447166
münchhausen* you illiterate cuck

>>742457965
I'll read up on him thanks, it's just so frustrating because I just want a normal life, and I'm not like a "bad guy'

>>742458059
And what are the benefits of your sickness? What`s genuinely good about it?

>>742458106
>benefits of your sickness
wtf did you get that from?

>>742458106
>>742458241
It's the drug rush obviously. Cocaine, alcohol, cannabis. And I have no problem with smoking tobacco even if it's deadly.

>>742458241
It`s ok if you don`t want to say. Just think about it. Maybe you`ll learn something about yourself.
Something interesting.

>>742458408
>your mental illness makes you interesting.
You might be right...

>>742446343
Love this song

wait what if im a trap and have a bunch of other mental illnesses

>>742458765
Then you don't belong in this thread. There should be plenty of others.

I find beauty in destruction.

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>>742458060
sorry i don't speak freaky deaky dutch okay?

>>742458408
>>742458.106
You are challenging. Most people are straight up boring.
I like you.

Hello peeps. Jesus healed my depression and anxiety

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I have type 2 bipolar disorder. I used meds from 5-15 years old. I am 28 now. I can mimic social behavior in public without raising alarms. I work but I do not keep a social life. I go to work acting happy and then I come home, pound 2-6 beers, sometimes smoke weed and talk to my gf who lives with me. The highs are high and the lows are low. I've come to grips with the fact I will die by my own hand one day, I just do not know when. I have felt this way since age 5. I don't understand how people don't find this existence tiring or a drain.

>>742459977
was it jesus, or was it the catholic whores?

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>>742458902
>I find beauty in destruction.
like this?

what does everyone use to cut themselves?
I just stick to straight razors because I'm boring

>>742460206
howdy. you just paraphrased my last text to my ex gf because i am dead on the inside. i never took meds, still dont. just drink and smoke weed. once every 6 months ill do someone elses cocaine. i cannot bare to be alone with my thoughts, even now there are cartoons playing (never anything dramatic) on my 2nd monitor as is write this. i am accomplishing great things in my life, finally, but will always prefer just being a slob with said ex gf.
>no were not hambeasts, just two depressed people

Well since you mentioned traps, I would be lying if I were to say it wouldn't be hot if a girl were to magically able to grow a penis and let me jerk her off then it disappears when she cums. I'm not gay but I feel that an erect penis is the best sign someone is aroused, how hot would it be to meet her or a girl you have a crush on and she blushes and pops a huge boner and has to cover it up with her purse and you can tell the pressure of holding it down with her purse is making her even more aroused.

>>742460440
Jagged knife.

I like that it hurts so much I almost pass out.

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>>742460237
yup

>>742450263
>Time flies when you're a faggot

>>742460550
time flies when you are ignorant

>>742445576
Alcoholism here, and maybe depression idk. My bedroom is filled with empty beer cans and I drink roughly 10-16 beers every arvo/night. Been doing a lot of LSD this year and it's helped me stop being so angry, but the drinking thing is hard.

>be me
>grow up being told that there's always an ulterior motive in everything
>pick up behavior of suspicion from mom
>feels like there's always something out there trying to fuck me over
>be 35
>estranged from parents
>realize I am schizophrenic
>realize how difficult it is to trust
>realize mom is schizophrenic
>I became aware, she hasn't
>slowly teach myself there are no creatures watching, no ulterior motives, learn to trust
>getting better. Feeling better.

Fucking parents are worthless.

>>742460442
samefag here

You ever talk to her about it in person? When smoking weed with mine the topic has come up. She understands somewhat but cant wrap her head around why id end my life (be in 1 week or 20 years from now). I'm surprised ive made it this long. I just see it as a punch clock, I know ill get off work eventually but i have no idea when I will punch out. I wouldn't label myself depressed, I've just come to the conclusion this is life and one day I will simply opt out.

>>742460692
It's hard to stay not angry.
I believe that it is suppressed anger that gives you cancer. I try to be free of it.
Indifference and hate is hard to mix and it will give you cancer.

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>>742460440
razor works well, i wanted to cut myself an hour ago but there was way too much energy in my skinny wrists that i knew i cut too deep.

>>742460440
I really like butter knives

>>742460871
I think justified anger is OK, but probably 6 months ago I was an extremely angry person.
Angry at anything and everything. I put it down to rough beginnings and I've just been slowly working through them while tripping.

>>742447515
flat earther detected.

>>742447515
You are being a tinfoil head, not believing what scientists (way more intelligent than me and you) say.

I was diagnosed bpd at 17. I was embarrassed of it because what I read after given that diagnosis. Didn't want to believe I was fucked up. Never speak of it. I w as diagnosed while living a group home. Emancipated at 18, was set out to prove the world wrong. And almost had them convinced. Got my shit together. The almost the whole 9 yards.. Probably had 8.25 yards. Got a steady job, dated a normie for the first time ever, sobered up, moved
in with him, had a baby, bought a house, went back to school taking about 9-10 units a semester while still working 40+ hours.. Never speak about my death sentence diagnosis it except for twice. Once around 28-29 was told they can't diagnose a teen. Never mentioned it to anyone until my last psych hold a few months ago. have never met another borderline in real life. Guess /b/ is where I belong then? Cuz damn theres a shit ton.

look at me look at me !
i am autism too
look at me

>>742461572
>being an actual autist

>>742461569
tits or gtfo

>>742460440
I like blades cuz it cuts deep and slides easy across skin. Second Broken glass. you have to get a good piece that has a side thin enough its sharp enough to cut but not too thin it breaks and is stick into you.

>>742461569
Met one other person with bpd
Ended up dating them
That shit doesn't work
B is the only other place I've met them
We suck but we dont

>>742461852
nice poem

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>>742462206
Simple mind detected.

>>742445576
I always say I'm not going to addicted then I do every time alcohol cigs cough syrup benadryl Dramamine good highs tho

>>742462206
go sit on a bbc

>>742445576
And technically DMDD disruptive mood somthing disorder but thats bc I got my school on like 3 lockdowns first one because of a fight then i acted like a cunt second one I was being a dick to staff and running around school fucking with shit and third time I got so high of benadryl like 72 25mg pills (a lot) fell down the stairs and couldn't stand bc I thought the floor was slippery i went to the hospital for the third one and started talking to a trash can bc i thought it was my brother

>>742449646
there is no such thing as spirit or soul. no.

>>742450263
you just ruined this for me. so much cringe.
try harder some other time you worthless piece of shit