Ask a Schizophrenic anything! I may take a while to reply sometimes, be patient.
Free (you)s for all posters!
when you are thirsty, do you drink water?
>>740930197
>when you are thirsty, do you drink water?
Either water or a soda.
I came for the (you)s, where do you have them?
Do you jerk it to shinobu?
>>740930334
>I came for the (you)s, where do you have them?
I keep them in a hidden stash.
>>740930371
>Do you jerk it to shinobu?
Nope.
>>740930402
Bimp
>>740930402
Neat. These (you)s are of passable quality, can I get one for the road?
>>740930161
Why arent you sleeping
>>740930889
>can I get one for the road?
Here (you) go bud
>>740930974
>Why arent you sleeping
Because I just got up a few hour ago.
>>740930161
Would you kiss Shinobu's shoes if she told you to?
>>740931010
>Would you kiss Shinobu's shoes if she told you to?
Bomp
>>740930402
Why do you have so many pictures that feature her in cute footwear if you don't want to lick them?
>>740931125
You didn't answer the question, m8
>>740930161
What are you still doing here?
>>740931551
>Why do you have so many pictures that feature her in cute footwear if you don't want to lick them?
Why would anyone lick shoes? Just disgusting.
>>740931655
>You didn't answer the question, m8
Sure it does.
>>740931674
>What are you still doing here?
What do you mean?
>>740931779
>Why would anyone lick shoes?
You answered your own question:
>Just disgusting.
I want her to humiliate me like that.
Why do you save pictures of her if you don't waifu her?
>>740931967
>I want her to humiliate me like that.
BETA CUCK
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>>740932112
Fuck that shit. I may be a masochist, but I've still got self-respect.
Do you waifu her or not?
>>740932112
Being a cuck doesnt mean being beta
>>740932304
>masochist
>still got self-respect.
Hmmmm
HMMMMMMM
>Do you waifu her or not?
That isn't even a question
Why are you still alive?
>>740930161
Why do you make this thread everyday.
Also what do you do all day besides make this thread?
>>740932519
>Why are you still alive?
Because I'm not dead.
>>740932521
>Why do you make this thread everyday.
I don't.
>Also what do you do all day besides make this thread?
Nothing.
>>740932373
gtfo cuck don't you have your wife's bull to prep?
>waifus Shinobu
>doesn't fap to her
hmmmm
HMMMMMMMM
>>740930161
Do you have hobbies?
What do you enjoy in your life?
>>740932669
Fucked up my quote but whatever
How does your schizo manifest?
>>740932373
>Being a cuck doesnt mean being beta
No, that's exactly what it means.
>>740932715
>Do you have hobbies?
Mostly vidya
>What do you enjoy in your life?
Nothing.
>>740932778
>How does your schizo manifest?
Can you be more specific?
>>740930161
Are you taking any meds?
>>740932951
>Are you taking any meds?
No, I avoid all medications.
>>740932851
>Can you be more specific?
What caused you to originally confront your doctor about it and get the diagnosis? How does it affect you?
How many donuts would you feed to Shinobu?
>>740930161
Long time no see you seen kizu3 yet
>>740932995
Kek did you stop posting ones with foot emphasis because you don't want me getting off to her?
>>740933089
>What caused you to originally confront your doctor about it and get the diagnosis?
I saw a doctor because of sleeping problems. (my sleeping schedule flip flops every few days) turns out it's because of the Schizo.
>>740933127
>How many donuts would you feed to Shinobu?
As many as she wanted to eat.
>>740933156
>Long time no see
Heya, how's it?
>you seen kizu3 yet
Nope not yet.
>>740933234
>Kek did you stop posting ones with foot emphasis because you don't want me getting off to her?
No, I just pick a random picture most of the time.
>>740933234
>shinobu
Would worship
How does your condition generally affect you from day-to-day? Does medication mostly stop the condition?
>>740933309
>I saw a doctor because of sleeping problems. (my sleeping schedule flip flops every few days) turns out it's because of the Schizo.
So you're not the kind that hears voices and shit?
>>740933565
Not him, but >>740932995
>>740933633
Inferior feet
>>740930161
Do you ever feel like you'll regret spending so much time online not doing anything productive and basically wasting your life?
I'm not one to judge, but I already feel bad about not doing shit back in highschool, imagine being 50 something and looking back..
>>740933565
>How does your condition generally affect you from day-to-day?
It primarily just makes me feel... empty, lacking in any desire, lack of all emotions.
>Does medication mostly stop the condition?
No, it just makes it "easier" to cope with.
>>740933577
>So you're not the kind that hears voices and shit?
I do, but that wasn't the reason I saw the doctor. I never really thought of that as "bad" per se.
>>740933633
(you)
>>740933682
>>740930161
Did you finish school?
>>740934066
>Did you finish school?
I dropped out in like the 10th grade and got my GED then did a year of college.
>>740933729
>I do, but that wasn't the reason I saw the doctor. I never really thought of that as "bad" per se.
Wew lad that's a good image. I know what I'm doing once I've finished conversing with you.
So what kinds of things do you hear? Is it just auditory or do you get visual hallucinations as well?
>>740934188
>I know what I'm doing once I've finished conversing with you.
That's lewd anon
>So what kinds of things do you hear?
Voices, animal sounds, footsteps all kinds of stuff.
>Is it just auditory or do you get visual hallucinations as well?
Mostly auditory, the visuals are really only around when I'm psychotic.
>>740935067
>That's lewd anon
She loves it
>when I'm psychotic
Examples? Any specific causes for psychotic episodes?
>select all images with shoes
Get out of my head (((Google)))
do you realize you're repeating these threads?
this isn't even the first few times i've seen you.
>>740935434
>Examples?
Examples of what?
>Any specific causes for psychotic episodes?
Mostly stress, but the wind blowing the wrong way can cause them.
>Get out of my head (((Google)))
wat
>>740935610
>do you realize you're repeating these threads?
Nope, I had no idea.
:^)
>>740935737
>Examples of what?
Episodes you've had. What the experience was like.
>wat
What, you thought that masofag just left the thread? You've been talking to him this entire time, silly.
>>740936075
>Episodes you've had.
It's extremely difficult to recall episodes. They're always super fuzzy to remember.
>What the experience was like.
It's like a mix of paranoia and confusion mixed with random thoughts that make no sense.
>What, you thought that masofag just left the thread?
No, I know it's you. But I don't know what you were trying to say. kek
wuts your stance on traps?
>>740936348
>wuts your stance on traps?
G
A
Y
>>740936501
How is this gay? You're gay.
>>740936240
>It's extremely difficult to recall episodes. They're always super fuzzy to remember.
>It's like a mix of paranoia and confusion mixed with random thoughts that make no sense.
...aaaand you didn't think your condition was 'bad'?
>But I don't know what you were trying to say. kek
I started off talking about wanting to worship her shoes, then get asked to pick shoe pictures. It's clear that (((they))) are trying to condition me for something.
okay how many schizophrenics do we have in this thread today?
>>740936633
Not even passing, goddamn
>>740936633
>How is this gay?
>how is a guy pretending to be a girl gay
gee anon I dunno
>>740936857
No, I never said that. I said I never thought of the voices as bad. I've always kind of had them, and never regarded this as "something wrong with me"
>>740936907
>okay how many schizophrenics do we have in this thread today?
Looks like it's just me.
>>740936996
You're telling me you wouldn't lick her shoes while she plays her DS?
>>740936907
I'm not op. I just find experiences like his fascinating.
>>740936857
On second thought, it's probably conditioning to even worse degeneracy.
>>7409369961
that's no good how are we gonna activate our joint schizophrenic powers now?
>>740930161
Post shinobu with her femine penor pics pls
>>740937230
>Post shinobu with her femine penor pics pls
>Her
>Penor
Pick one.
>>740937290
But shinobu has a femenine dick
>>740936996
>No, I never said that.
You're right, my bad.
>I've always kind of had them, and never regarded this as "something wrong with me"
Did you think it was something everyone experienced?
>>740937052
Fuck yeah I would. What do you think I am, a beta cuck?
>>740937357
>But shinobu has a femenine dick
nope
>>740937290
let it go. there's no point arguing with closet homos
Are you able to talk to the voices in your head? As in, they respond when you say something? If so, how do I give myself schizophrenia?
>>740937052
>>her
Kek
my boyfriend is schizophrenic and massively paranoid. what am i supposed to do when he freaks out and starts crying because i left him for twenty minutes to make food. like id get fed up in an argument and hang up and go make dinner for myself and then when id turn my phone back on {bc hed be constantly calling me} hed have had a panic attack and be sobbing.
>>740937530
paranoid schizocuck
>>740937530
this sortve stuff happens a lot bc im a reformed drug addict. i relapsed a month or two ago and since then anytime he doesnt know where i am he figures im finding something to shoot up. i love him more than ive ever loved anyone, but eing with him is really hard sometimes when he is super paranoid/has schizotypal breaks. Hes getting back on meds soon but its really hard. idk
>>740937530
If u dont like it, then leave him. You knew what you were getting into when you started a relationship with someone like him.
My rule 4 ever: Dont stick your dick/pussy in crazy
>>740937658
also his current psychiatrist thinks he might also have bipolar disorder which makes sense.
>>740936633
If he wanted his comeback he'd wipe it off your mouth, or more likely your asshole if you like traps
>>740930161
Did a girl break ur heart and u had a mental ephinay and emotional awakening now u secretelt hate urself and drive urself crazy
>>740937421
>You're right, my bad.
No worries, just gotta hit you with the fact-checks. :^)
>Did you think it was something everyone experienced?
No, I knew it was weird and something that not everyone else did.
>>740937052
>You're telling me you wouldn't lick her shoes while she plays her DS?
No, I would not.
>>740937454
>let it go. there's no point arguing with closet homos
You're probably right, but it can't hurt.
>>740937504
>Are you able to talk to the voices in your head?
Yes.
>As in, they respond when you say something?
Yup, I often have conversations with them.
>If so, how do I give myself schizophrenia?
You could smoke dabs every few hours for about 6 months (maybe less) and you'd give yourself drug induced psychosis. (I don't recommend)
>>740937530
>what am i supposed to do when he freaks out and starts crying because i left him for twenty minutes to make food
Maybe don't be a massive cunt? Try using your words instead of just hanging up. "Hey, I'm tired of this argument. We can change topics, or I'm hanging up and going to go make some food."
Alternatively, you could leave him since you clearly don't have the capacity to handle someone who is suffering from a mental illness. Unless you're just dragging him along for the ride.
>>740937763
This. Is. A. Good. Fucking. Question.
>>740937808
i DO say that. Exactly those words almost. I saw that three or four times before getting fed up.
>>740937808
>>Maybe don't be a massive cunt? Try using your words instead of just hanging up. "Hey, I'm tired of this argument. We can change topics, or I'm hanging up and going to go make some food."
Alternatively, you could leave him since you clearly don't have the capacity to handle someone who is suffering from a mental illness. Unless you're just dragging him along for the ride.
Someone give him a medal.
Your doctor is an idiot, you actually have autism.
>>740937931
And u can diagnose someone through the internet, without seeing and talking with him/her?
Seems solid.
>>740937808
I even make sure before I hang up to say that I love him, I need a break, and that I'll call him back soon, and that I love him. I dont know what more to do. sometimes i just need a break. maybe that means im not cut out for dating him. idk
hi!! sorry for not sticking to the base topic of this thread, but I've seen a bunch of your threads and I'm just wondering how many you've done :33
>>740937763
>Did a girl break ur heart
Kind of.
>and u had a mental ephinay and emotional awakening
No
>now u secretelt hate urself and drive urself crazy
No.
>>740937872
>i DO say that. Exactly those words almost.
Then maybe if something that simple can bother you that much, you two aren't meant for each other.
>>740937831
>This. Is. A. Good. Fucking. Question.
Written by a two year old.
>>740937919
>Someone give him a medal.
I require no medals, anon.
>>740937931
>Your doctor is an idiot,
Probably.
>you actually have autism.
No, I actually don't.
>>740938037
>> maybe that means im not cut out for dating him.
YES. She evolves to a logical thinking being. Finally!
>>740938181
Do you think he deserves someone better, or I deserve someone better?
>>740933703
bump
>>740938157
>>Written by a two year old.
>>I require no medals, anon
Well, this kinda confusing, cause I am the same anon. Its somehow... schizophrenic.
>>740937763
That kind of thing doesn't happen irl. In the first place, if you have the brain chemistry for this kind of condition, you're going to have known about it since childhood. It doesn't just appear out of nowhere.
>>740937808
>No, I knew it was weird and something that not everyone else did.
But not weird enough to talk to a doc about?
Also,
>that massive btfo
You are a schizophrenic god amongst men
>>740930161
A Paranoid-Schizophrenic walks into a bar...
>>740938250
Not better, just different.
>>740938250
I dont konw u and him good enough, to give u a answer for this question.
If u want a honest advice: think what u need in a relationship to be happy and if he can be passable for for this kind of relationship.
Sorry for my english ;D
>>740938501
I know that if I break up with him he will go into a suicidal state of thinking. Should I call his mom or dad so they can keep an eye on him after I break the news/if I break the news? that'd be an awkward convo lol
>>740938149
>hi!!
Hello
>sorry for not sticking to the base topic of this thread
There is no real topic, so you're okay.
>I'm just wondering how many you've done :33
How many threads? I dunno.
>>740938250
>Do you think he deserves someone better, or I deserve someone better?
I don't think it's a matter of either of you deserving "someone better". It's simply a matter of the two of you are incompatible. You know when you hang up, he's going to call you back panicked and crying. I'm sure he's done it more than once. Yet it still bothers you. He knows that you hung up because you were annoyed with the conversation (and not at him), and yet he still gets upset and thinks himself into a corner and becomes paranoid to the point of tears.
The two of you just aren't meant for each other, you don't know how to deal with each other. You each probably love the idea of the other person, not the person themselves.
The only thing that is likely to come out of the relationship at this point is bitterness and resentment.
>>740938370
>Its somehow... schizophrenic.
What is?
>>740938397
>But not weird enough to talk to a doc about?
No, even now I don't think of it as something weird enough to talk to a doctor about.
>You are a schizophrenic god amongst men
I speak my mind, sometimes there are casualties.
>>740938590
we are really really happy 4 days of the week most weeks and horrible the other 3.
>>740938690
aaa ok then, sorry for wasting your time
>>740938656
>>Should I call his mom or dad so they can keep an eye on him after I break the news/if I break the news?
YES, cause of law & shit and your conscience.
(Unless you are a psycho, you can forget it right away)
>>740938493
>A Paranoid-Schizophrenic walks into a bar...
And the bar is in his imagination.
>>740938694
>we are really really happy 4 days of the week most weeks and horrible the other 3.
Eventually, it'll turn into 4 bad days, then 5 bad days. Until there are no good days.
>>740938793
>aaa ok then, sorry for wasting your time
I'm here to waste time, you've no reason to apologize to me.
>>740938694
Aha and what should I do with this kind of information. I have to know u guys personally, only then can I form an opinion. People nowadays ...
>>740932373
That is 100% what it means you fucking retard
>>740938656
Most definitely. But I will say that you not letting fear of that happening make you stay with him is a very good thing. Respect from me for that.
>>740938694
That... doesn't sound like it's worth it, and this is coming from someone who's last relationship had me happy maybe two out of the seven days, if I was lucky.
>>740938690
I think I'm about out of things to ask. Thanks for the conversation. By the way, my vampire bitches could totally kick your vampire bitch's ass.
thanks for words op. BF is probably gonna call me soon to talk before he goes to work + i need to get ready for my job.
i hope things get better when hes on meds so the days go 5 good days, 6 etc..
Hes the only man Ive ever loved. sigh
>>740939019
>I think I'm about out of things to ask.
No worries, you can just chat if you'd like.
>By the way, my vampire bitches could totally kick your vampire bitch's ass.
This is untrue.
>>740939022
>thanks for words op.
You're welcome, best of luck.
>Hes the only man Ive ever loved. sigh
If you really want to make it work you're going to have to put yourself in his shoes and try to understand what he's going through. Lest you want to break up. Every problem has a solution that works for the better, it's just not always easy to do.
No more questions, the floor is looking at me strangely
>>740939022
Well, you know, it's never a good idea to get relationship advice from /b/. That said, as far as relationship advice from /b/ goes, what's been posted seems unexpectedly reasonable.
>>740939022
Ahhhhh the-fist-love-shit. True story: The first love is usually not the only, real love. Proof: Pretty much every adult who was already in some relationships
>>740939285
There are some rare gems under this shit. Sometimes.
>>740937658
>>740937530
Holy fucking shit you both sound like absolute degenerates
>>740939252
Nice
>>740939398
I KNOW! How could we get so far as humanity, with genius like them?
>>740938338
no free (you)s today, eh?
>>740938338
>>740939506
i missed you. sorry anon
>>740939250
>No worries, you can just chat if you'd like.
I'm actually feeling tired enough that I may be able to sleep. Since it sounds like this is a regular thing, I'll keep an eye out for you if I'm ever up this late again.
Btw ogito is good art. Pic unrelated.
>>740939022
you're a dumb bitch
>>740939565
it's bittersweet how much this reply made me feel better
>>740939682
>I'm actually feeling tired enough that I may be able to sleep.
Good luck getting some sleep.
>Since it sounds like this is a regular thing
Semi-regular. I usually make them around this time if I do make them.
>>740939750
>it's bittersweet how much this reply made me feel better
Why is that?
>>740930161
>ask me anything you want
>provides little to no detail about anything
boring af
>>740930161
You are the perfect kind of cozy that makes /b/ great again.
Even if you stop posting here, I want you to know that you have been a tiny light in my life (and very probably those of others) no matter what.
>>740939747
And u are a dumb subhuman creature, who can not justify his opinion = Kill yourself
PS: I am not her, I am just an anon, who hates dumb whores with low self-esteem like u.
>>740930161
Can you ask your voices any question you want?
>>740939954
what i mean specifically is, if you're not gonna put any effort into answering questions why make a whole thread dedicated to you answering questions
>>740939954
>provides little to no detail about anything
No one is asking questions that warrant in depth detail.
>boring af
Then ask a good question, anon.
>>740939957
>You are the perfect kind of cozy that makes /b/ great again.
You would be surprised a number of times someone has said that to me.
>Even if you stop posting here, I want you to know that you have been a tiny light in my life (and very probably those of others) no matter what.
Well, I'm glad you've enjoyed it.
>>740940036
>Can you ask your voices any question you want?
Yes, I talk to them pretty much daily.
>>740930161
Are there good ones?
>>740930161
link me your steam account babe
>>740940127
>link me your steam account babe
http://steamcommunity.com/profiles/76561198039678589
>>740940081
>Are there good ones?
Good ones what?
>>740930161
will you be my cutiepie boyfriend?
>>740940488
>will you be my cutiepie boyfriend?
I'm not gay, and I don't even know you, anon.
If you make these threads often, maybe you should make a small FAQ so people don't keep asking the same questions
>>740930161
I find myself in possession of a variety of technology that promises to change the world in unpredictable ways when released upon it.
This has been the result of years of research into rarely mentioned fields of which some are only coming to light recently.
I'd think myself insane were it not for that I have an incredibly strong record of predictions that has allowed me to amass a small fortune playing markets after starting off in poverty. That and many other expectations that while I can't measure in financial objective ways, nevertheless consistently pan out.
So since I can rarely get an honest and worthwhile ear for such things without going forward to the point of making them available, I ask you what your general thoughts are on how to approach such endeavors? Having given them endless thought myself, I value your likely unique perspectives in pointing out angles I may have missed considering.
>>740940554
>maybe you should make a small FAQ
You're probably right. Although I don't really mind answering the same questions.
>implying people would read the FAQ
>>740930161
Have you made much effort towards curing whatever negative symptoms you have?
If so, what have you tried?
Also, what are they if any?
>>740940643
I'd read the FAQ, you're one of the most interesting anons I've seen since I started using 4chan 11 years ago.
>>740940643
>>implying people would read the FAQ
This is so sad, I have almost recovered my empathy. Oh, nope, it's gone again.
>>740940728
Shut up ugly nigger
>>740940804
He/her could also be asian. I mean, china has a population of more or less 1 billion people. Just saying.
>>740940804
I'm white and/or a dog.
Proof: Roth IRAs charge tax up front and are advisable for individuals who expect their tax bracket to increase leading into their retirement years.
>>740940602
>I find myself in possession of a variety of technology that promises to change the world in unpredictable ways when released upon it.
Then why not do it?
>I ask you what your general thoughts are on how to approach such endeavors?
What endeavors? I don't know if my reading comprehension is just shit, but you didn't mention any. I'm not entirely sure what you're trying to ask me here.
>>740940681
>Have you made much effort towards curing whatever negative symptoms you have?
>>740940681
>Have you made much effort towards curing whatever negative symptoms you have?
There is no cure for them. All I can do is to cope with them.
>Also, what are they if any?
When you say negative symptoms you're referring to the technical term of "negative" with regard to Schizophrenia, right?
The ones I have are:
Complete loss of interest in basically everything.
Apathy.
Social withdrawal.
>>740940728
>I'd read the FAQ
I guess it'd be worth it even if only one or two people read it.
>>740940749
>This is so sad
It is?
Would you be my gay boyfriend, OP?
I know you're fucking gay, dont lie to me boo.
Also, are you a top or a bottom?
>>740941034
Ugly nigger kys
Here is me cumming :>
You can deny watching if you want <3
How do I get a girl to like me online (asking for a friend)
>>740941114
Relax milometer peter he's mine.
>>740941155
You can have him, I just want to mark my territory.
>>740930161
What was the most noticeable symptom and how old were you when it first happened?
>>740941057
>Would you be my gay boyfriend, OP?
Nope.
>I know you're fucking gay, dont lie to me boo.
But, I'm not
>Also, are you a top or a bottom?
Neither, I'm not gay.
>>740941114
>Here is me cumming :>
Shit quality.
>Cumming in your belly button
Gross.
>>740941128
>How do I get a girl to like me online (asking for a friend)
talk to girls..?
>>740930161
What do you do for a job, if you have one?
>>740941278
He dont have one.
>>740941246
>What was the most noticeable symptom
The visual hallucinations, and the extreme paranoia.
>how old were you when it first happened?
I've had both pretty much all my life, but they got worse around my late teens early 20s
>>740941278
>What do you do for a job, if you have one?
I'ma neet.
>>740941250
Anon cmon she's about to reject me
Hey, OP, I thought you were straight.
>>740941362
>Anon cmon she's about to reject me
I don't know what you're trying to ask me anon.
You have a girl you want to like you? talk to her more...?
>>740941374
>Hey, OP, I thought you were straight.
I am. the gaybois want what they can't have.
>>740941362
Well.... u are fucked, m8.
Make the "Suicide-Move": Be honest and say everything you think about her.
But only use the "Suicide-Move"-Card, if you can not do anything else. Maybe it works.
>>740941042
Those symptoms sound more schizoid than schizophrenic to be honest.
Also sound pretty relatable as I'm sure is the case for many others who frequent this here mongolian knitting forum.
>>740941358
Now there's the other mental abnormality I know and love in an extremely ambiguous way.
>>740941479
Hahah greatest shit I've read all day but yeah she hit me with a one word reply, guess I'll just ignore her and let he initiate the next convo.
>>740941480
>Those symptoms sound more schizoid than schizophrenic to be honest.
That's because they're only the negative symptoms. Which are very common in schizoid, since schizoid doesn't have the positive symptoms.
>Now there's the other mental abnormality I know and love in an extremely ambiguous way.
Huh?
>>740941480
Is there even a difference between the negative symptoms of schizophrenia and the symptoms of schizoid?
>>740941645
>Is there even a difference between the negative symptoms of schizophrenia and the symptoms of schizoid?
Not really. Schizoid only has the negative symptoms of Schizophrenia. They don't have hallucinations, or any of the positive symptoms.
>>740941626
>>Hahah greatest shit I've read all day
I know, cause u are posting a reply on 4chan about how to confince a gril to like u. Ur day was not great at all, m8.
>>740941250
Since I can't have you, no one will.
>>740930161
Ronja?
>>740941633
>Huh?
Talking about the non-schizoid symptoms
>>740941739
What are your positive symptoms?
Or are you using that in the technical professional sense and not in the sense of "beneficial"?
>>740941882
>Since I can't have you, no one will.
You can't kill me, I have already transcended mortal life.
>>740941928
>Ronja?
Ronja?
>>740941882
She is not sleep walking. Go and watch some Black Lagoon, dude.
A question for all the gays in this thread:
Why does OP get hit on by so many gays every thread? Or is it always the same few people?
>>740941975
nou
Let's talk on discord OP I have to hear your sexy voice before I die.
>>740941948
>Talking about the non-schizoid symptoms
Oh, I see.
>What are your positive symptoms?
Psychosis, (almost all of my positives are when I am psychotic.) Delusions, massive confusion, anxiety, paranoia and catatonia.
>>740942007
>Why does OP get hit on by so many gays every thread?
Because I'm so loveable, and /b/ is full of gays.
>>740942110
>Let's talk on discord OP
>Dickscord.
ha, you're not stealing my identity that easily.
>>740942158
Ok Skype is always an option.
>>740942007
I do it to fool around. I feel that he's cold hearted and smart so it would be nice for him to beta up to me, but I've found out it's not going to happen. :(
>>740942158
B is also filled with pedos u faggot!
>>740942047
cheeto?
>>740942211
>Ok Skype is always an option.
Add me on steam and I'll give you my skype, but I don't don't really do voice chat.
>>740942216
>B is also filled with pedos
Shit, they've found us.
>u faggot!
Nou
dubs and I go on a killing spree tonight.
>>740942417
>dubs and I go on a killing spree tonight.
>Can't even roll dubs
>>740942457
Dubs and OP becomes my bottom bitch.
>>740942485
noooooooooooooo. K going to sleep.
>>740942331
Video games are gay lol
my skype is obnoxiousaol dw I don't bite
>>740942508
>Video games are gay lol
nou
>my skype is obnoxiousaol
added
>dw I don't bite
I still don't really do voicechat.
>>740942639
bump
>>740943426
>>740930161
oh hey are you the one unfortunate in love with an anime girl? how u holding up?
>>740943693
>oh hey
Hi
>are you the one unfortunate in love with an anime girl?
No.
>how u holding up?
Alright, how are you?
when did you first notice symptoms? what were they like? do you know if there was a cause for your illness? stay strong bro
Dear schizfaggot, I am just a poor boy nobody loves me.
>picture familiar It's me.
>>740943872
>>740943597
Howdy
>>740943820
>when did you first notice symptoms?
Around my late teens.
>what were they like?
It was pretty spoopy, I was paranoid a lot saw a lot of random shit, like spiders or snakes crawling on me.
>do you know if there was a cause for your illness?
I believe I've had it since birth.
>>740943872
>Dear schizfaggot, I am just a poor boy nobody loves me.
Okay.
is my dick small?
>>740944037
>is my dick small?
What do you think?
>>740943930
what are clinically diagnosed with
>>740930161
>>740943930
i often see what i think are cats walking by in the sidelines of my vision, could just be because of lack of sleep tho. you have many visual bugs?
>>740944191
My mom says it's normal size.
>>740944210
>what are clinically diagnosed with
Paranoid Schizophrenia.
>>740944248
What's going on here?
>>740944341
>could just be because of lack of sleep tho
It's probably just a lack of sleep. Even mild sleep deprivation can cause hallucinations.
>you have many visual bugs?
Yea, I see things like bugs on the walls, or I'll see a shadow standing behind me stuff like that.>>740944389
>My mom says it's normal size.
That isn't what I asked, though.
Do I deserve love?
>>740944473
>That isn't what I asked, though.
Holy shit, stop alpha dogging me. I'm sorry.
>>740944473
really appreciate these threads man, very interesting. whats your relationship with drugs? i have a friend who smoked a lot of weed and then abruptly stopped. he ended up in a phycosis (not really sure it's the right term) where he'd feel paranoid and have a sence of unrealism, he's fine now though.
>>740944473
have you found ways of deal with it when it get worse
>>740944653
>Do I deserve love?
Everyone does.
>>740944663
>Holy shit, stop alpha dogging me. I'm sorry.
I can't.
>>740944741
>really appreciate these threads man
No problem anon.
>whats your relationship with drugs?
I smoke weed on and off.
>he ended up in a phycosis (not really sure it's the right term)
that's the right term.
>he's fine now though.
Weed does have a tendency of causing psychosis over prolonged use.
Do you go to therapy? Does your psychologist know you're a pedophile?
>>740944847
>I can't.
I forgive you.
>>740944826
>have you found ways of deal with it when it get worse
No, not really.
>>740944911
>Do you go to therapy?
No, I haven't in a few years.
>Does your psychologist know you're a pedophile?
Seeing as I've not talked to her in like 3 years, no.
>>740945068
>I forgive you.
Okay.
>>740932995
>No, I avoid all medications.
How can you function without it? I can barely function without my schizophrenia meds.
>>740945210
>Okay.
Thanks, master.
>>740930161
What's your area code and can I buy you lunch to hang out and talk life and business if you're anywhere nearby?
>>740945272
>How can you function without it?
Well, I just kind of ignore it? I don't act on the impulses I get, or when I hallucinate I just don't acknowledge it.
I'm only really bad when I'm psychotic, and I'm not psychotic a huge amount of time. And even when I am psychotic the only thing that "Bleeds through" as it were, is my rambling thoughts.
I'm also not in any real scenarios where I need to function. As I am a neet and live by myself.
>>740945658
Damn, you're lucky dude. I lose touch if I don't take my meds for a few days.
>>740945365
>Thanks, master.
You're welcome?
>>740945612
>What's your area code
Are you trying to hack me?
>>740945852
*hacks OP affectionately only to take a single dogecoin*
No, I'm just curious what area you live in and that seemed like a decent way to ask.
I would honestly like to buy you lunch and just chat.
>>740945852
>You're welcome?
Why are you so off putting? I ask you a simple question and you've been aggressive towards me with every response. Please just say something nice?
>>740945210
>Scizophrenic NEET pedo off his meds
This sounds like the synopsis to a law and order plot
>>740946041
>*hacks OP affectionately only to take a single dogecoin*
NOOOOOOOOOOO
>I would honestly like to buy you lunch and just chat.
I don't really do social interaction..
>>740946074
>Why are you so off putting?
I dunno.
>>740946082
>This sounds like the synopsis to a law and order plot
Maybe it is. This is the part before the episode and we're just waiting for it to start.
Is the whole life expantancy shit freaking you out? 30-40 years earlier then the rest of the population. Do you smoke?
>>740946391
you like cats?
>>740946405
>Is the whole life expantancy shit freaking you out?
No..?
>Do you smoke?
weed on occasion, not cigs.
>>740946459
>you like cats?
I prefer dogs.
>>740946391
>I dunno.
Well, have a good day. Have love in ur heart.
>>740947161
>Well, have a good day.
You too, anon.
>>740946640
Seems like you're conquering hearts around here.
>And guess who's behind Jill
Basically the only other one that was avatarfagging around here.
>>740947284
>Seems like you're conquering hearts around here
It seems to happen a lot on here.
>And guess who's behind Jill
Hu?
That picture seems familiar.
>>740947564
I've just been posting as Noire all the times I've been here.
>It seems to happen a lot on here
Maybe it's your charm? Who knows.
>That picture seems familiar
Mmh...Not sure what you're talking about, though I've been here before quite a few times..Also guess, you already knew that..Maybe.
Long story short, can't waifu Noire anymore.
>>740947803
>I've just been posting as Noire
Ooh, heya.
>Maybe it's your charm?
Maybe, I haven't figured out why yet.
>Mmh...Not sure what you're talking about
The picture you posted looked really familiar, that's all.
>can't waifu Noire anymore.
Why not?
is feeling fuzzy headed and confused a symptom you experience?
>>740948131
.bump
>>740948131
Not a bad thing being liked by others.
>Really looked familiar
Maybe some timeline dejá/Jamais vú.
>Why not?
Noire was pretty much related to my ex bf story, now it just crumbled down and getting more feels than I already have because of it isn't that great of an idea..But it's getting better little by little.
>>740948780
>is feeling fuzzy headed and confused a symptom you experience?
Yes, it's very common with psychosis.
>>740948813
>Not a bad thing being liked by others.
No, it's not a bad thing. I just don't get it.
>Noire was pretty much related to my ex bf story
Yea, I can see how that would cause a lot of problems.
looks like this thread is singing on last verse
bump
yoyo check out these aesthetics
- Black
>>740949532
>looks like this thread is singing on last verse
It's getting close to my bed time.
>>740949548
>yoyo check out these aesthetics
Nice and edgy.
>>740936240
>It's like a mix of paranoia and confusion mixed with random thoughts that make no sense.
so you're a paranoiac?
>>740949638
>It's getting close to my bed time.
Yup, the suns out here in TX, butt fuck it.
I get el chico today if I make it till 12 - Special occassion.
>>740949685
>so you're a paranoiac?
Yup.>>740949754
>Yup, the suns out here in TX, butt fuck it.
Suns coming up here too
>>740950016
>Suns coming up here too
The loli vamp suits you. It seems the neet night life is ordinary with us schizos.
>>740950016
one last thing, of all games on your wishlist, wich do you want the most?
Sorry OP, you mixed up schizophrenic and fag. They are not the same thing.
>>740950138
>The loli vamp suits you
I am really nocturnal.
>>740950784
>one last thing, of all games on your wishlist, wich do you want the most?
There was a game I added a few days ago, I can't remember what it was
>>740950916
>Sorry OP, you mixed up schizophrenic and fag
It's okay anon
>>740951025
That came across as really friendly in my eyes.
>>740951203
errrr.. >>740950916
It looks like I've came towards the end of the thread. gg
>>740951538
>It looks like I've came towards the end of the thread. gg
rip u
>>740950784
>one last thing, of all games on your wishlist, wich do you want the most?
I had to look at my wishlist, "Torment x Punisher" was the game I was referring to.
>>740951916
so it would seem.
it would also seem i have to add you as a friend.
>>740952014
>it would also seem i have to add you as a friend.
You're welcome to add me, I'm usually on steam it's also one of the better ways to communicate with me.
How long have you been on 4chan and are you a wizard, harry?
>>740930161
what is a dab op
Did you choose shinobu as your main loli because you can explain to people that she is older than old if youre caught?
>>740953251
>How long have you been on 4chan
Like 7 or 8 years
>and are you a wizard, harry?
I'm not 30 so, no.
>>740953643
>what is a dab op
concetrated THC
>>740953700
>Did you choose shinobu as your main loli because you can explain to people that she is older than old if youre caught?
Nope, I just like her.
>>740954338
>Nope, I just like her.
I get the vibe you wouldn't mind being her?
Do you feel like a lesbian in a man's body? You're so well versed it's hard to see you as a male and that's maybe why you get hit on so much.
I like to assume things. Constantly.
>>740954529
>I get the vibe you wouldn't mind being her?
I wouldn't dislike it. I don't think I "want" it though. But to be her would be pretty cool.
>Do you feel like a lesbian in a man's body?
Nope.
>You're so well versed it's hard to see you as a male and that's maybe why you get hit on so much.
I tend to speak in a feminine way by habit.
Fellow schizo here. I wish I was less paranoid.
>>740955074
>Fellow schizo here
Howdy Schizbro.
>I wish I was less paranoid.
Don't we all.
>>740955146
At least, I'm damn sure I am. Never been diagnosed, but I'm not going to a psychiatrist. They'd figure out the worst parts of me. I like to keep that to myself. I also wish my words were less mixed up. Ever had a moment where you totally fuck up your sentence structure while talking for no reason?
>>740955292
>not op
That's not abnormal, but I'm also schiz'd (diagnosed) and that happens to me all of the time.
>>740955292
>Ever had a moment where you totally fuck up your sentence structure while talking for no reason?
All the time.
The worst is when I'll start saying a word then it'll get jumbled up with all the other words in the sentence and the entire sentence comes out in a single word all mixed up.
>>740955405
It scares me a bit. I'm still young, and I heard the symptoms get worse over time. I haven't hallucinated except on really rare and stressful occasions (maybe three times), but they were small things. I'm worried I'll go screaming off the deep end of my psyche into madness sometimes.
>>740955592
>notOP
Every experience is different, and it's scary at first, but through the years you learn to cope to the point where it doesn't even bother you. Like I said every case is different, but I was able to get off my meds after the psychiatrists said I was a lost cause. (a few years later ofc)
See you later, OP. Have a good sleep.
-black
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kZqSv27i_qk&list=PL8PY9TPAhmaMT0Lqw15ewIqsvDxLOX5Cb
Good stuff. Meditation makes the mind go away for a while. Makes the seas calm. Makes the suffering lessen.
>>740955901
>See you later, OP. Have a good sleep.
catch you around.
>>740956188
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kZqSv27i_qk&list=PL8PY9TPAhmaMT0Lqw15ewIqsvDxLOX5Cb
Too lyrical, not my thing.
>Meditation makes the mind go away for a while.
You have to make the mind go away to meditate, I have a hard time doing that these days.
>>740956349
Sit and focus on breathing. Don't count them, or even worry about them, but just focus on the breath. Then let that go, and focus on the ocean of the mind. Then it will be calm. That's how I go about it. I rarely meditate either, but that's because I lack focus in life, and find it hard to concentrate. Copious consumption of cannabis doesn't help either, and probably makes the problem much worse.
>>740956513
>Sit and focus on breathing
I know how to meditate, I used to be able to. Can't anymore.
>Copious consumption of cannabis doesn't help either
on the contrary, it's the only time I can actually meditate.
>>740957364
Consumption of cannabis destroys my mind. Makes it impossible for me to focus. I use it too much, I think, and not ritualistically. I do dishonor to the gods and spirits this way.
>>740957456
>Consumption of cannabis destroys my mind.
It does the opposite for me, I become more outwardly crazy. But I am able to actually have more control over my mind.
>>740958050
>>>>/s4s/
What about it?
Eh. I need to get some stuff. Be back, I guess.
>>740958511
>Be back, I guess.
Well, I'm going to bed anyways. So I'll catch you later.
If I'd rape you would I be charged as many of you's there are? Or will the one trying to fuck you over and giving me consent do?
I'd still be brutally raping and you will probably die....
Im here for my (you)
>>740930161
How's it going fellow schizo
>>740930161
Hey OP, I'm the Jung lover artist, just stopping by to say hi.