Ask a Schizophrenic anything! I may take a while to reply sometimes,

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>>740831699
Hi shinobu watched crump already it was very interesting got anything else like that?

>>740831699
Why arent you sleeping

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>>740831912
>Hi shinobu
Hiya
>got anything else like that?
I don't have any more documentaries. Have you seen Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind?
>>740832006
>Why arent you sleeping
I've only been up a few hours.

>>740831699

Do the meds work pretty well?

What's a positive to having schizophrenic?

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>>740832055
No anyway how have you been doing lately other than posting late at night?

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>>740832088
>Do the meds work pretty well?
I don't take meds, as they are useless and shit.
>What's a positive to having schizophrenic?
Hmmm, being able to understand things normal people won't ever be able to understand under normal circumstances.

Is schizophrenia another term for autism?

>>740832204

>I don't take meds, as they are useless and shit.

Do your doctors or family know you're not taking them? What do they think about that?

>Hmmm, being able to understand things normal people won't ever be able to understand under normal circumstances.

What's an example? Don't care if it's a shit one.

>>740832204
How long have you had schizophrenia? Also what age did you first get it?

>>740831699
How did your schizophrenia "start" and did you know it was "starting"? As in during the prodromal phase, did you know something was off?

>>740831880
every drawing i made turned out to be this when I was younger.... am i crazy?

Do you get mood swings often

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>>740832201
>No
Give that a watch, it's a great movie.
>how have you been doing lately other than posting late at night?
I'm okay, just tired, as usual.
>>740832236
>Is schizophrenia another term for autism?
Is retarded another word for (you)?
>>740832329
>Do your doctors or family know you're not taking them?
Well, I haven't seen my doctor in several years, and the last thing I told her was "I'm not taking those." I would assume she knew. She said it was a bad idea and I should reconsider.
>family
Well, most of them don't know I even have it, and those who do know, also know I don't take medicine.
>What do they think about that?
They don't seem to care.

>What's an example? Don't care if it's a shit one.
Being in touch with the Universe, in a way you can't understand unless you are as well. I can't explain it with words.
Hopefully, that's good enough.
>>740832345
>How long have you had schizophrenia?
I think I've had it my whole life, but I was diagnosed 4 or so years ago.
>Also what age did you first get it?
21ish is when I was diagnosed

>>740831699
How many dicks have you tasted in the name of schizophrenia?

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>>740832589
Do you want to talk about crumb with me shino?

>>740831699
do you watch CowbellyTV at all XD hes got good stuff

>>740832589
Pretty standard for people with schizophrenia most people diagnosed are males in their 20s. Another question- how did you cope pre-diagnosis? Did you even know you had a mental disorder or did you think everyone was the same as you?

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>>740832399
>How did your schizophrenia "start"
I'm guessing you mean what symptoms was I exhibiting?
The main ones were extreme paranoia and hallucinations, both visual and auditory.
>and did you know it was "starting"?
I knew something was up, but I didn't know what.
>As in during the prodromal phase, did you know something was off?
Well, prodromal refers to the beginning stages of a psychotic episode. Which I go through every few months or so (sometimes more sometimes less). I am able to tell now, just because the way it makes me feel.
>>740832457
>am i crazy?
Probably not.
>>740832519
>Do you get mood swings often
Not very often, but I have depressive/manic swings.

>>740832088
Fellow schizophrenic here. I can help answer this. From personal experience I'll add doses they gave me.

Trazadone 250mg (anti-psychotic) Acts more like a tranquilizer. It doesn't really "help." It's just more of a you don't do anything, except stare blankly; mindlessly for about 30-45 minutes. Then want to sleep ALOT. Plus boners, for literally anything.

Seroquil 350mg (anti-psychotic) Almost the exact same, but more potent, but less lasting. only thing different is that it has a muscle relaxer effect.

Ambilify 500mg (mood stabilizer) Just makes you emotionally numb.

To sum it up. Kiiiiiinda. After being on them for about 3 years (when I was a teenager in 2005-08) It literally just made me catatonic 80% of the time. after forcing myself off the meds simply because I had to get a job and take care of myself, a I've noticed came about.

Emotional numbness. This is getting better after nearly ten years, but for about three years after taking myself off the medication I literally just couldn't feel anything emotionally. I don't have as many visual hallucinations as I used to.

To sum it up, I would have rather just hallucinated. They weren't than bad, but I was forced into it.

Thoughts on medication?

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>>740832681
>How many dicks have you tasted in the name of schizophrenia?
Zero, I'm not gae.
>>740832683
>Do you want to talk about crumb with me shino?
I haven't actually seen it. I was going to watch it last night while I posted but never really felt like watching it.
>>740832716
>do you watch CowbellyTV at all XD hes got good stuff
No.
>XD
Reeee
>>740832721
>how did you cope pre-diagnosis?
I didn't, really. I was completely controlled by it, most of the time. As I got older, I got used to it and was able to get more control though.
>Did you even know you had a mental disorder
I didn't know I had a mental disorder, per se. I knew I odd, that's about it.
>did you think everyone was the same as you?
No, I knew people didn't function the same way as me. I've known that my whole life as far as I can remember.

>>740832904
So basically makes you a zombie? (For lack of better terms)

>>740831699
Hey, I'm a guy who's thinking of going into psychology as a minor.

Do you think you got lucky with your severity of schizophrenia?

How is your dating life?

>>740833008
What kind of hallucinations have you experienced the most? Have they been violent, suicide provoking, paranoia, depression, etc.?

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>>740832923
>Thoughts on medication?
I despise them.
>>740833057
>Hey
Hi
>I'm a guy who's thinking of going into psychology as a minor.
Go for it, I'm sure you'll enjoy it.
>Do you think you got lucky with your severity of schizophrenia?
I do regard myself as fairly lucky, yes.
>>740833073
>How is your dating life?
Nonexistent.

>>740833030
Pretty much.

A way to describe it is basically imagine sitting completely still, not even able to blink, only able to breathe thru your mouth, able to hear conversation, unable to process a thought revolving around it, having full memory of it. then about thrity to fourty-five minutes later you finally regain the control to blink, then your fingers can move, then it feels like you're competely hammered without the added "Nice" feeling.

I'd say it's a frightening feeling, but due to the medication, you literally can't process the emotion of fear.

Once you can move, you just want to lay down and sleep. And you will for about eighteen hours, then have to take medication again and the process repeats.

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>>740833008
Its cool the guy Robert was chill and why did you tell me to watch it when you yourself haven't seen it yet?

>>740833136
Thanks for doing this stuff my guy. I took psychology in high school and schizophrenia was probably the most terrifying thing to learn about.

Has this effected your family life in any way?

What are some things you do to try and keep yourself calm if you start to hallucinate?

At what age did you first start to get symptoms of schizophrenia?

>>740833241
That sounds pretty horrible. No wonder every person I've met with schizophrenia never takes meds they make you...not you basically. Seems like the equivalent to having an animal constantly on tranquilizers.

>>740833258
If it helps- most people diagnosed with schizophrenia are males in their early to mid 20s

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>>740833120
>What kind of hallucinations have you experienced the most?
I primarily have auditory hallucinations (voices, random sounds, like birds chirping, people walking through the house, etc)
When I'm psychotic is when I have the visual hallucinations, they're usually a tall shadow-black lumbering figure, he seems completely devoid of light. Wears a really long pitch black trench coat, and where his eyes would be are just emptiness.
>Have they been violent, suicide provoking, paranoia, depression, etc.?
Mostly they induce paranoia and depression or anxiety.
>>740833256
>why did you tell me to watch it when you yourself haven't seen it yet?
It seemed like a good movie.
>>740833258
>Thanks for doing this stuff my guy.
Sure thing, pal.

>Has this effected your family life in any way?
I don't talk to anyone in my family anymore, or anyone for that matter.
>What are some things you do to try and keep yourself calm if you start to hallucinate?
I don't really get panicked from them anymore, I've grown used to it.
>At what age did you first start to get symptoms of schizophrenia?
Around my late teens is when I really started to notice it.

>>740833469
I have a friend with schizophrenia and he has difficulty separating reality from his hallucinations. Any tips you can give?

>>740833136
>I despise them.

Could you explain why?

When did you have your worst episode/experience with what you have?

Also cute girl pic. Where is she from?

what's the weirdest shit you've ever seen?

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>>740833545
>Any tips you can give?
Really, the only thing he can do is to try to notice the recurring patterns in his hallucinations, and use them to determine when he's hallucinating.
This, of course, will not be a "solution" but merely a way to stay more calm.
While we may have no control over what we hallucinate, we do have the ability to control how we react to it.
>>740833810
>Could you explain why? See these:
>>740832904
>>740833030
>>740833241

>>740833057
Fellow schizophrenic anon here again. I actually took up informally studying psychology because of my condition. It's a fascinating subject to get into, but it will depress the shit out of you.

>>740833348
I wouldn't say it was horrible perse. It was just very uncomfortable after awhile. Imagine basically having an 18 hour sleep cycle where during the other 6 hours you are either at school (for my case) or just unable to do anything. I actually had to drop out of high school because I couldn't stay awake, so I just read when I was cognisant. Got my GED and a scholarship for my troubles. Haven't been able to use it granted, but hey that's life.

>>740833545
He needs to set a "reality check" something familiar with his hallucinations are giving him a disconnect from his surroundings. If it's just certain things like he's imagining spiders crawling on his skin or something akin to that. basically you just have to learn to recognize that it's not real. It's literally trial by fire I'm afraid.

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>>740833469
It was sucks that his brother commited suicide but the movie was comfy and I heard he made frizt the cat which is a movie I plan on seeing.

>>740833943
Thanks for answering my questions OP. I wish you the best of luck with your mental state.

>>740833885
eyes forming at the top of my mother's ceiling, doing nothing but blinking endlessly. With random whispering all of around me.

Basically what you imagine lovecraftian horror to be.

I actually quite enjoy the genre for that reason oddly enough, feels famiilar.

>>740831699
How often do you take a shower?
Do schizophrenic ppl glow in the dark?

>>740834040
Fritz the cat is a very odd movie. I remember watching it when I was much younger prowling the late hours for softcore porn. I found that one night, watched the entire movie. Enjoyed it both for the pornography factor, but it was a enjoyably strange story.

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>>740833845
>When did you have your worst episode/experience with what you have?
The worst episode is really hazy. But, I was with a friend on my porch when it got really windy, then I had this feeling that the world was coming to an end.
The worst experience is the never ending negative loop of stress>anxiety>paranoia>stress>anxiety>paranoia etc
>Also cute girl pic. Where is she from?
Monogatari.
>>740833885
>what's the weirdest shit you've ever seen?
A black hole appearing and eating a street light and half of the neighbor's house. I went up to the black hole and stuck my arm in it, and then I was back on the porch and everything was normal.
>>740834057
>Thanks for answering my questions OP
You're welcome
>I wish you the best of luck with your mental state.
Thanks, friend. Best of luck to you, as well.

>>740834136
Actually fun fact: Humans actually do glow. It's brightest at dusk and after you eat bananas.

You can actually see it the easiest with normal "blacklight" bulb.

>>740833975
Thanks anon you've been a big help too I also wish you the best of luck with your mental state. Thanks for your answers as well

>>740834194
He was on lsd when drawing the comics but a porno also neat.

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>>740834136
>How often do you take a shower?
Every two days usually, unless I get really sweaty.
>Do schizophrenic ppl glow in the dark?
Yup.
>>740834040
>I heard he made frizt the cat
Ooh, I'll have to look into that.

>>740834344
Appreciate it. Seems me and OP tend to be on here about the same.

How do people usually react when you say you are a schizo?

>>740834384
I will too do you want to ask me anything?

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>>740834580
>How do people usually react when you say you are a schizo?
Well, I don't really tell people. So..
>>740834621
>do you want to ask me anything?
Is there something you want me to ask you?

>>740834733
Anything really I just want to talk to you and not treat you like a movie source.

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>>740835126
>Anything really I just want to talk to you and not treat you like a movie source.
So, there is something you want me to ask you.
I'm not very good at coming up with questions on the spot though.

I'm schizophrenic and I'm developing violent tendencies. I've never cared about people enough to harm them, so I'll probably commit suicide soon. How often do you think of suicide? What are your reasons for pushing forward? Also, how would you kill yourself if you went through with it?

>>740831699
Im taking a shit rn you know

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>>740835420
Hobbies, interests, and reasons for continuing to live?

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>>740835484
>so I'll probably commit suicide soon.
Why is that?
>How often do you think of suicide?
Every few weeks usually.
>What are your reasons for pushing forward?
Don't feel like dying just yet.
>Also, how would you kill yourself if you went through with it?
Murder suicide
>>740835522
>Im taking a shit rn you know
Oh yea? How's that going for you?

>>740831699
Do you like your life?

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>>740835611
>Hobbies
Other than vidya I don't really have any.
>interests
I don't really have any of those either.
>and reasons for continuing to live?
I don't really have a reason, either.

>>740835484
Direct the thoughts else where. Find distractions in everything and they drown out a lot of the bullshit. Sing a song you can't get out of your head. have a conversation with yourself. Just do something you have to take focus to accomplish. It helps.

About three times a day. I work in a warehouse driving forklifts. Driving the cherry picker I frequently get the urge to clip the harness off the safety line and just lean back off the edge.
Usually I talk myself out of it.

"I'd be bored if I was dead."
>bored to death

I'd like to think I'd take the George Carlin approach and fill my pockets with candy and jump off a tall building.

Most likely I'd either put a gun in my mouth again, just haven't had a strong enough urge.

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>>740835746
>Do you like your life?
Like is a strong word. I don't really dislike, or like it.
>>740835858
>bored to death
mfw

>>740831880
I made worse drawings as a kid. Trust me

>Why is that?
I just don't have the desire or drive to carry on.
>murder suicide
I don't judge you, not that we care, people have their reasons and life happens.

>>740835484
I mean we are all gonna die sometime, and only have one chance to live a live, even if you may think is not worth it, in any moment something amazing could happen to you. After all that your body will desintegrate and travel through the universe for billions of years, so don't throw the only valuable thing the universe has given you.

>>740836123
>>740835858
ty

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>>740835756
Favorite vidya doom was a great game.

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>>740831699
I know this should be obvious but do you have nothing better to do than make this thread over and over?

I know you're schizo but you have to have some sort of a life.

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>>740836022
>I just don't have the desire or drive to carry on.
I know the feeling.
>people have their reasons and life happens.
That it does.
>>740836287
>Favorite vidya doom was a great game.
Dark Souls is my favorite game
>>740836335
>I know this should be obvious but do you have nothing better to do than make this thread over and over?
Nope.
>I know you're schizo but you have to have some sort of a life.
Nope.

>>740836370
You don't have any friends and all?
Not even other schizkids?

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>>740836428
>You don't have any friends and all?
I see my friends every few weeks.
I keep to myself most of the time.

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>>740831699
What music do you listen to?

>>740831699
Post sexier Loli art?

>>740836498
Does anyone truly know you?

>>740836370
Whats good about it?

>>740836504
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TZ5qQLA2NS0

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bitch ass nigga

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>>740836504
>What music do you listen to?
Mostly electronic stuff, here's some of my favorites.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DhHGDOgjie4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UzGFEr9oy14&index=13
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GPrQLqYvRf8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kXF0w8g_TLQ
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EtEOl-xJTg8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sSRLHccN7hU&index=31
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E9x1q-QRg3w
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kj5NFBuVEio&index=29&
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DDgdoPSkPnM&index=27
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c9vpfq82LJ8&index=26
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4XpQI0ztOic&index=17
I can post more if you want.
>>740836565
>Post sexier Loli art?
Pic related
>>740836635
>Does anyone truly know you?
Not really.
>>740836668
>Whats good about it?
Everything.
The combat, the story, the progression, the characters.
10/10 game.>>740836734
>bitch ass nigga
nou

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fucking ass mofo

what do you think about over the garden wall?

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>>740831699
Diagnosed schizo here. Stay away from weed. Dopeamine isn't your friend. I've been experiemnting with microdosing magic mushrooms and meditation. Find what works for you and explore it

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>>740831699

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>>740836898
Meh.
BDO is offline

WWYD to professor OP?

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>>740836796
>fucking ass mofo
Yoooooo
>>740836840
>what do you think about over the garden wall?
Great movie. One of my tops.
>>740836875
>Diagnosed schizo here
Hello, Schizfriend.
>Stay away from weed. Dopeamine isn't your friend.
I know, but I still smoke it. It's just too much fun.
>I've been experiemnting with microdosing magic mushrooms and meditation.
I've been wanting to get into lsd/shrooms but I lack the money for it.
>>740836898

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>>740837008
>BDO is offline
>WWYD to professor OP?
Could go for a wank? a really long wank, since BDO is usually down for a few hours.

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>>740837146
I'm already wanking thinking of you.

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>>740837226
>I'm already wanking thinking of you.
That's lewd!

>>740836792
Most people that talked about it where geeks are you one?

>>740833008
u rlly shoulod watch cowbettytv

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>>740831699
If this alphamale appeared in one of your hallucinations how terrified would you be

>>740837393
kill it with fire!

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>>740837332
>Most people that talked about it where geeks are you one?
I don't think so.
>>740837393
>If this alphamale appeared in one of your hallucinations how terrified would you be
>Alpha
HA

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>>740837323

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>>740836792
Yes! Please post more, anon!!

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>>740837508
Haven't seen that gif in a good minute.
>>740837509
>Yes! Please post more, anon!!
I don't have many lewds.
>>740837615
>facebook memes

>>740836792
I want more music

>>740836792
Good and sexy art. Thank you very much.

>>740837713
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wXFK82TGh7c

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>>740837670
I meant more music. Sorry, my bad!

>>740837440
Your cool so ill let it slide anyway Im going watch frizt the cat later on and tell tell you if it was good or not.

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>>740837878
why'd you think he was asking for lewds and not music?

Another borderline schizophrenic here, diagnosed MCDD so it somewhat lighter on the hallucinations, same or maybe more intense on depression and stress
>>740835484
Don't think of it that often, I push forward because although I do want to die I'll die eventually, so I'll be patient instead of hasty, plus life is finally going uphill. I'd kill myself by shooting myself in public if I ever were to kill myself, leaving a manifesto describing the crooked nature of our society.
>>740836123
What this person said basically.
>>740834091
Lovecraft really does seem familiar
>>740834204
I vaguely remember my worst but I don't remember enough to describe it verbally, most of my memories of that year are lost due to shite medication

Also can confirm that antipsychotics are shit, took Haloperidol for a long time, gave me cramps in the weirdest places, made my hands shake like a junkie, worked as a general tranquillizer and fucked me up mentally while taking it.

I'm solely on antidepressants these days and it's way better for me this way (Xanax and Citalopram)

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>>740837713
>I want more music
Here's some more
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=51K4cUTuvc0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pUaMFwFWAUE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=scmQ6iN8hKM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bripc_g2rCw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X-Mm75vKD94
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WacqEushlAA
>>740837762
>Good and sexy art. Thank you very much.
You're welcome
>>740837878
Oh, whoops.
>>740837910
I look forward to it.
>>740838001
>why'd you think he was asking for lewds and not music?
Because the post he quoted was one where someone asked for some lewds in the same manner

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>>740838107
y u taking over OPs thread? ;P

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>>740838208
Just joining in, not taking over. Also you're supposed to ask OP questions, not me. (Unless you want to or want even more (you) )

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>>740838107
>Another borderline schizophrenic here
Hi there other Schizbro
>I vaguely remember my worst but I don't remember enough to describe it verbally
That's how most of my psychotic breaks go. Everything just feels super fuzzy afterward and I can't really remember a lot of the details.
>>740838208
>y u taking over OPs thread? ;P
More contribution is always welcome.

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>>740838282
He doesn't love me like that.

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>>740838320
>He doesn't love me like that.
I don't even know you though, anon.

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Bimp

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and i'm a schizophrenic too. but the voices keep yelling at me to start fires.

>>740838107
I'd kill myself by shooting myself
I'd hang myself.. dunno why.

>>740838668
>>740838318
>>740838282
>>740838107
let's all be schizophrenic

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>>740838668
>but the voices keep yelling at me to start fires.
You probably shouldn't do that. Fire is dangerous, mkay.
>>740838842
>let's all be schizophrenic
Maybe if we join our hands and believe we can transcend life and become a singular being.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gYOEyzBFYa4

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>>740838888
We could probably do that but we're on the internet and I don't see us covering that much distance

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>>740838951
>We could probably do that but we're on the internet and I don't see us covering that much distance
If you just believe.
>>740838940
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gYOEyzBFYa4
I hate that song. The Wii music does make it a little more bearable.

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>>740838951
id post a pic of where i live but file size

what if the voices schizophrenics hear are actually from other schizophrenics thoughts

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>>740839258
>what if the voices schizophrenics hear are actually from other schizophrenics thoughts
I dunno, what if?

>>740839319
but then you'd all be communicating to one another without knowing it. the actions that you are compelled to do actually contribute to something bigger

Hello OP. No questions here. I want you to know that I wish to convey a feeling of complete, utter, undeniable glee, from my end of the Internet to yours.

Idk who you are. Idc, atm. However, take away with you from these words a feeling of ease and goodness, you'll remember you don't believe in any of this mumbo jumbo while your writing your reply. I wasn't here. No (You) for me please,

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>>740839391
>but then you'd all be communicating to one another without knowing it.
That would be pretty whack. But even more beyond that, everyone says the voices we hear are our own thoughts. The idea that they were just other Schizos thoughts would be crazy upon crazy.
>the actions that you are compelled to do actually contribute to something bigger
That is already the case though.

>>740839586
You get a (you) for fucking with the mentally ill.

>>740839586
uh oh i think someone doesnt want us to talk about this

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>>740831699
I've recently gone into the deepest depression I've ever been in. My dad is a schizo and so is any one of my family members that have ever done meth for any period of time. My question is toward your depressions caused by your hallucinations and/or schizo. How did you cope with the dread and exhaustion? Knowing that you're med-free I'm curious because im trying to go see a specialist to get meds but to even see a therapist i have to pay $30 per visit in a week and i dont have a job. I have logical plans to dig myself out of the holes that have caused my depression and prepare for my career and dreams but i can not muster the drive to go on.

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>>740839586
>Hello OP
Hiya
>I want you to know that I wish to convey a feeling of complete, utter, undeniable glee, from my end of the Internet to yours.
Well, I'm glad you're happy, I don't know why you are, but it's good.
>you'll remember you don't believe in any of this mumbo jumbo while your writing your reply.
What mumbo jumbo?
>No (You) for me please,
too late
>>740839766
>I've recently gone into the deepest depression I've ever been in.
Sorry to hear that, anon. Best of luck.
>How did you cope with the dread and exhaustion?
I've just become so used to it. It's like my natural state of being. I know that's a shitty answer, but that's how it is.

>>740839897
Thanks for the (you). I've really enjoyed your thread and hope you the best in anything you struggle with in the future. Sometimea i think i may be pre-schizo because of odd dreams/day dreams that are a little too immersive and invasive depressive thoughts. I also see things in dark but i think i might have a phobia of the dark. I'll just try to cope and tough it through this life. Sorry for rambling but one of the causes of this depression is losing a girl i used to confide in often.

You're cute! c: I would snuggle :3

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>>740840155
>You're cute! c: I would snuggle :3

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>>740840109
>Thanks for the (you).
Sure thing, anon.
>I've really enjoyed your thread
Glad to hear you enjoy it.
>hope you the best in anything you struggle with in the future.
Thanks, I wish you the best, too anon.
>Sorry for rambling
Don't worry about it.
>one of the causes of this depression is losing a girl i used to confide in often.
I know how that feels, all too well.
>>740840155
>You're cute!
You don't even know tho.
>I would snuggle :3
I only snuggle with grills.

>>740840258
maybe even rub belly...if ..if you would like :3 !

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>>740831699
First of all, thanks for all these Shinobu pics. Saved alot of them.

Now my question: How is your memory in general? Do you tend to forget something easily?

can you see this animated short being in the mind of another schizophrenic? Protagonist's supposed to be a schizophrenic

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vmPvjZKBNYY

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>>740840360
>maybe even rub belly...if ..if you would like :3 !
That isn't me, anon.
>>740840461
You're a little too amused by this. >>740840514
>First of all, thanks for all these Shinobu pics
Sure thing, anon.
>How is your memory in general?
My memory is pretty erratic. Sometimes I can recall nearly every detail of an event, and other times I can't even remember what I said 5 minutes ago.
>Do you tend to forget something easily?
Yes, my short term is pretty shit.

>>740840530
not op, but this is amazing.

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>>740840530
>can you see this animated short being in the mind of another schizophrenic?
Yes.

>Chained demon that tries to force you to unlock him
I can relate to that more than you can even understand.
I love this video, thanks for sharing it.

>>740840607
Its the depressed dude. The thing ive found most interesting about this thread is how much of what you say i relate to, which is a bit terrifying. I knew my dad and uncles had it and was always interested in medical stuff so i researched a bit when i was in my early teens. I was wondering if you ever were more hesitant than others when it came to change? To this day, i struggle finding new music to listen to and this depression is making everything i do stagnate and have no positive effect on me whatsoever (music, games, youtube and movies etc).

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>>740840849
>I was wondering if you ever were more hesitant than others when it came to change?
Yes, I really dislike change. But, at the same time, I adore it. I am just unable to strive for it. "change" is like the finish line to a long race, a race you cannot run. A finish line you'll never reach, always at arm's length, waiting for you to take that first step. A step that can never be taken.
>depression is making everything i do stagnate
I know what you mean. Everything just feels so flat, and boring. That's why I smoke weed, at least for a few minutes everything feels...

hey, it's this thread again! I asked stuff on the last one. how you been doing?

Le bumperino from European Mexico!
How are you holding in this day?
Tbh I feel like shit, but curiously less than yesterday.
>t. Schizoaffective anon.

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>>740841426
>hey
Hiya
>I asked stuff on the last one
Good to see you again.
>how you been doing?
Okay. Not good, not bad.
How are you?
>>740841437
>How are you holding in this day?
I'm alright.
>Tbh I feel like shit
Sorry to hear that, euromexanon.

I wish I was schizophrenic, then I'd have at least one friend.

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>>740841522
>I wish I was schizophrenic,
No you don't.
>then I'd have at least one friend.
Anyone can have imaginary friends, anon.

>>740831699
Would it be theoretically possible that someone else can talk to your voices? Could a stranger ask you to ask your voices a question and you could act as a "medium" between the stranger and the voices? Or is that not how they work?

>>740831699
No?

>>740841585
Yeah I do.

Hell I might be slightly schizo as is, I hear voices but I just ignore them

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>>740841522
>>740841698
You don't need to be schizo for imaginary friends lmao.
And no, you seriously don't want to be schizo. Or at least my type of schizo.
>>740841515
>Sorry to hear that
It's alright my schizo anon, it isn't like I really can feel happiness whenever I want heh. At least I'm still here innit? That's a good sign.

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This is my last post need to get some sleep, goodnight anons
>>740841665
>Would it be theoretically possible that someone else can talk to your voices?
No, it's not really viable. It can happen but it usually winds up just being super hard to convey what they say.
>>740841667
>No?
No?
>>740841698
>Yeah I do.
No, you really don't.

>>740842001
Good night dear, sleep well!
See you later.
>t. Schizoaffective euromexanon(I liked that word lmao!