Hi /b/. I was kidnapped and held for 4 years. AMA. This thread

>>740816290
How big was your kidnapper's cock?

>>740816290
Do you need to get raped to get off?

>>740816640
maybe 6ish inches. it was pretty average.
>>740816796
its the only thing that arouses me. but i dont enjoy it

>>740817039
Been through it with a therapist?

>>740817227
yes i see a therapist twice a week

did you escape?

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>>740816290
How large is his asshole right now in your opinion?

>>740818386
i was rescued by police
>>740818599
i dont understand the question

>>740816290
I'm looking for new fuckmeat. How much?

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>>740818669
He means that was he arrested. And, if so, how often do you think the large inmates are fucking him?

>>740818669
If you were rescued by police, it means that whoever kidnapped you was put in jail right? So how large is his asshole right now desu?

>>740818774
again. i dont understand the question
>>740818951
>>740818958
he's dead

>>740816290
How did the rescue happen?
How did the police find out about you after four years?

>>740819160
I want to buy you. Make you into a trained slave. How much are you. Do I negotiate with your parents, or what?

When did you start enjoy sex with Kidnapper-san?

>>740816290
How were you kidnapped and how old were you?

>>740816290
4 years is a long time desu
I bet you weren't his only victim

>>740819342
my owner commited suicide and called the police
>>740819369
im not for sale
>>740819372
after a few months it became less horrible and more mundane. it was never extremely enjoyable

>>740819404
i was 15, and i was taken from my house while i was sleeping
>>740819560
he had at least one other person before me that he killed

>>740819772
How much do you appreciate freedom nowadays? Any boyfriend currently?

>>740819568
Everyone has their price. Unless you'd rather so it pro-bono.

>>740819568
This is fake you suck

>>740819772
How do you feel about his dead?

>>740819968
>His dead

>>740816290
What makes you want to live?

link to news aritcle

>>740816290
What was it like? Where were you held? How was it kept secret for so long?

This literally gets posted every week newfags.

>>740819865
it's hard for me to fully appreciate freedom. i have really bad anxiety which prevents me from leaving the house most of the time. no boyfriend
>>740819957
its not
>>740819968
it's a weird mixed feeling. my therapist says i had hard stockholm syndrome, and i still kind of feel like i cared about him in a weird way. idk
>>740820082
idk. not really anything right now.
>>740820086
i'm not revealing my name and location. i use this site because i can be anonymous

>>740819568
I wonder what sort of shit would force a psychopath to commit suicide. Do you have any clue why he lost his will to live now? I mean four fucking years is a long time to resist suicidal thoughts. He must've had them recently due to something.

>>740819568
Not "owner," Anon. Kidnapper. No one owns you, and no one ever will.

>>740820278
This

>>740820336
She was getting too old, but he fell in love with her and couldn't bear to kill her.

>>740820313
What about your family?

>>740820360
No, no, he owned her. He fed her and paid for her upkeep.

>>740820145
it was pretty psychologically painful. nothing to do for the majority of most days. the only breaks from the boredom was rape and the occasional beating or cuddling. i was held in his basement. i dont know really. i was down there the whole time
>>740820336
i dont know why exactly
>>740820461
i feel stressed and embarassed around my family now.

>>740820468
A parent feeds a child and pays for their upkeep, yet they are not bought and sold like food in a market. To own something is not to simply feed and pay for something. It's to own it like you would an object, to be able to buy and sell it. A slave is owned, and OP is not a slave.

>>740816290
Fucking cruel world.
Where you from? Im from Chile

>>740820761
She was, and a parent has complete control over their child, so yeah they do own them.

timestamp for proof

>>740820336
>>740820660
His sex partner couldn't satisfy him

>>740820881
Look, right now I'm trying to psychologically help OP, ok? I was trying to stop them from using the word "owner" because it subtly pushes them into a submissive state. OP said they had Stockholm syndrome, which makes using positive vocabulary even more important. I'm only trying to help them recover, not debate philosophical definitions. So how about we agree to disagree?

>>740821154
No, she was owned. Denying reality isn't healthy

>>740821049
>>740820086
all the people who want proof, here's the best i can do without me exposing who i am and where i live. if this isnt enough for you then im sorry, guess you wont ever believe me
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0450lqf4oJP

>>740820360
i was owned though
>>740820849
i dont want to say

>>740821267
>smf
Like I said: Can we agree to disagree?

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>>740816290
whachu do for fun mane?

>>740821382
But your not owned anymore.

>>740821286
Will you do another and say, "Please, not in my ass."

>>740821382
Your therapyst knows that you use 4chan ?

"Everything I've said here is true. If you don't believe me that's fine" Lol we should make that into a meme. Sure convinced me, OP!

Are you a male or a female?

>>740816290
Did he ever want to fuck while you were taking a shit?

>>740821487
i play some video games but mostly watch a lot of tv and movies. i used to play dnd, and i kind of want to get back into it but my anxiety really fucks me up when i'm around other people. it's all i can do to not cry just from being in front of them.
>>740821504
i know

>>740821433
No, you're wrong.

>>740821672
Female. I'm not OP, but I can tell from the typing style and the voice that OP is female.

>>740821286
Gg i kekd

>>740821084
So he killed him. And this thread is simply practice for the cover-up story. He also chose \b\ in particular because he knew there would be newfags who will believe him and other people who would try to discredit him in every way possible.

>>740821734
Good :) So long as you know, then it will be much easier to recover. This too shall pass.

>>740821382
more please, this turns me on

>>740821603
no
>>740821610
no
>>740821672
i'm female
>>740821686
no

how often did he have sex with you? can you describe one time that he did?

>>740821762
DO YOU EVEN KNOW WHAT AGREE TO DISAGREE MEANS!?

>>740821734
wanna play something with me and my friends? its not much but maybe having alittle fun will help you out alittle bit?

>>740816290
how long have you been free now? how was it to get back home?

4 years of pleassure that he grave u , you enjoyed the whole thing disnt you.

>>740821923
Would you like travel to another country?

You don't sound like a native english speaker in your vocaroo recording.

After 4 years captivity how did you avoid pregnancy?

>>740821971
this pls op

Did he force you to orgasm?
Does talking about it turn you on?
Were you in cleveland?

>>740821971
almost every day. some days he would do it for hours.
>>740822043
play what?
>>740822046
almost 7 months now. it's been bitter sweet. a lot of it is just reminding me of how much of my life i missed
>>740822061
no, i didnt enjoy missing out on 4 years of my life never being able to leave a single room.
>>740822068
not really

>>740816290
When did your nightmare end? aka when were you rescued?

>>740822263
>almost every day. some days he would do it for hours.
Describe one encounter. Where did you do it? For how long? What did he do to you / positions /etc..

>>740822263
whatchu play?
we play like ff14, mechwarrior, paragon
stuff like that, but we also play duck game and trappers delight and stuff like that
just have alittle fun

>>740822174
i am a native english speaker. he didnt cum inside me, and he usually wore condoms. he had me take morning after pills sometimes.
>>740822189
i dont understand how you can force someone to orgasm. yes it kind of does but thats not why im here. no i wasnt
>>740822328
almost 7 months ago
>>740822386
idk if i really want to go into that much detail

>>740821999
Yes, and I don't agree with it when one party is clearly wrong. I'm not going to compromise with your dumb ass because you can't defend your point. The lion won't blunt its fangs for the sake of the wildebeast.

>>740822460
Did he ever have you fuck a dog.

>>740822460
>idk if i really want to go into that much detail
try talking about it, start with how he would initiate it

Post pic of self before kidnapping, i need to know what was particularly special to select you.
What kind of personality? Were you quiet, keep to yourself?

>>740821999
obv bait is gay gtfo

>>740822460
Did you watch the movie Split?

>>740822460
you female or male?
Time-stamp or it didn't happen.

>>740822460
> i don't understand how someone can force you to orgasm.

Like did he make you cum even though you didn't want him to touch you?

>>740822460
how long were you taken?

How much did you weigh after being stuck indoors for four years living an (expected) sedentary life?

What did he feed you? Did you have any domestic duties? Were your personal toiletries (tampons, douche, toothbrushes, etc...) provided for you? Did you ever try and escape over those four years? Did you ever get any dental problems requiring a visit to a dentist? Did you ever get badly sick or injured that should have seen a doctor but did not?

Did he gifted or praised you for doing something he likes?
Do you have any good memory of him that is not sex related?

You do wanna go into detail. It's ok to want to understand why you only get aroused by it, share it, own it. Take back your sexuality.

>>740822883
we want to masturbate to your torture

I suppose he committed suicide because his conscious finally caught up to him.
It would explain why he called the cops as well.

>>740823006
Or he felt he could not keep up with the secret/ he thought someone was getting suspicious

Where are you from OP?

>>740816290
Why did you fall in love with him?

>>740822460
What are you looking to find here?
The autism in this place isn't going to help you.
If you're legit then probably no one here will ever be able to relate to your situation.
tl;dr this isn't the kind of help you want.

>>740816290
Was it Miguel's cousin?

>>740822500
no
>>740822604
he would come downstairs, and it depends on the day but sometimes he'd ask me nicely if i wanted to do whatever it was he wanted that day, and i figured out pretty quick to say yes when he asked. sometimes he'd just grab me and force himself on me.
>>740822616
i would like to remain anonymous. i was a little shy. i would joke around a lot, never took anything very seriously.
>>740822717
no what is that
>>740822740
yes i orgasmed
>>740822805
i wieghed 85 lbs. he fed me catfood. no. he gave me tampons and a tootbrush. he would bathe me himself with a bucket of soapy water and a sponge. i tried several times while he wasnt home during the first week but i couldnt get through the door. i never got dental isssues. he beat me bad enough a few times that i probably should have seen a doctor.
>>740822861
no not really. he would sometimes just talk to me which was a really nice change of pace from the usual.

>>740822460
Are you white? Asian? What?

>>740823085
dont want to say.
>>740823095
idk, i dont really think i did
>>740823099
it's just a way to vent and not keep all these memories bottled up in my head. maybe not healthy but idc

>>740823282
i'm white and 1/4 asian

>>740823312
it's totally health to talk about it. it's bad to keep it bottled up. /b/ is the perfect outlet because you are anon.

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>>740816290
what food did you get ?

>>740823186
You realise a 5 year old photograph isnt going to give you away in the crowd of thousands of faces posted to 4chan, and the wider internet

>>740823312
how did he kidnap you in the first place? like how did you get into that situation? how old were you?

>>740823312
It is healthy. Openly talking about them. I don't personally believe you, but just in case legit, the more you get these shit off your chest the better off you will be.

what did you have to spend time in the basement?

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>>740823186

>>740823421
This. The lack of detail apart from "locked in basement and gave me cummies" and this whole anonymous bullshit is deadset giveaway of fake and gay

>Be me
>Come from Ukraine to glorious America
>Get horny one day
>Comrade Vadim suggests i pick up a girl from the streets
>I pick up my proposal sack of potatoes
>See a cute girl
>Ask her how much
>Says she doesn't do it for money
>Holy shit, capitalism has free girls?
>Put her in sack
>She screams and kicks
>Probably has epilepsy or some shit, i must admit, i didn't clean my sack too often
>Bring her home
>Use her for about 4 years
>Be a happy slav
>One day police comes
>tells me picking up girls is illegal
>Capitalism sucks

>>740823186
He fed you cat food? I call bullshit. Cat food would cause gut rot.

I can't place it but wasn't there a movie very similar to this? Except 2 girls were kidnapped?

How old were you when he kidnnaped you and how old are you now?

>>740823312
Every time you remember a memory you strengthen that memory.
Reliving this bull shit won't do you any good.
Set goals, look to the future and find out what it is you want for yourself.
I'm assuming you're still around the age of 20 so go live your life dude.
Plenty of years and experiences to replace the awful times.

>>740823312
were you ever interviewed by a news team?
were there articles about you being taken?

>>740823421
catfood, as ive already said.
>>740823438
that may be so. idk i'll try to find a picture.
>>740823456
he took me while i was asleep in my house. i was 15
>>740823471
nothing

You know, if you show us your tits it will really help to confirm you're not larping. It has the added bonus that it does not tell us who you are or where are from. So how about it, show us your tits and a timestamp?

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>>740819369
This is why I keep coming back.

what was it like the first time he had sex with you? did you struggle?

>>740823620
15 and 19
>>740823652
my therapist says talking about it can help
>>740823693
no and yes

>>740820278
Come on let them iduldge in some online tales for a bit and have some stories to tell there friends when school starts again.

>>740823702

Always assume these are fake until you get time stamps.

>>740823312
>vent the memories

YES GO ON THEN. FUCK. YOU HAVE NOT DESCRIBED A SINGLE SPECIFIC MEMORY

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>>740821154
fuck off, your heavyhanded moralfaggotry is shitting up this thread

>>740823805
They all say that shit.
>it can help
So tell us what you want to talk about.

>>740823805
Do you think you'll ever have a stable relationship? Do you think guys will avoid you because of your past?

Do your parents ever make you feel unwanted now that you're back?

>>740820313
>i use this site because i can be anonymous

I hope you understand that this isn't true. If someone with a tiny bit of technical prowess wanted to know who you are and where you live they could, easily. Sorry to poop on ur parade

Do you like JoJo's Bizarre Adventure?

>>740823992
shes a whore now, I wouldn't want her eiter

ok OP - I was one of your supporters back then
You need to provide proof. I call BS

I am totally in your court if true.

If whore seeking I curse you.

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>>740823702
Faggot

>>740823698
I want to see photograph of a scar from getting beaten. Does not serve as identity, and dont forget the timestamp

>>740823860
i'll tell you the best memory i have of my time there
i was lying on the floor on my back, just staring off into space like most days. here owner come down the stairs, dont look up, waiting for what he's going to do to me today. i wait and nothing happens. i look up and he's just sitting against the wall, looking at me. he then starts to talk. just talk about his day at work. and he starts venting about how shitty his day was. i just nod and give a kind of nervous smile when he cracks a joke or whatever. he asks me a few little questions here and there like "you know how that feels?" or "that ever happen to you?". i would just nod. after like 10 minutes he just gets up and leaves. no rape or beating that whole night. best night i had in those 4 years.

>>740823991
i dont think so. and probably.
>>740823992
they feel like they're forcing their happiness. i feel embarrassed around them
>>740824093
no, idk what that is

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>>740824304
you just outted this as bullshit faggot

Why didn't you just off yourself?

>>740824435

i bet you are the same fag that keeps posting his steam id and pretending to be a girl

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>>740816290
>The stories and information posted here are autistic works of fiction and falsehood.
>Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.

did he ever use toys on you? or put strange things in your holes?

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did you enjoy it

Fuck. I always get late to these threads. You people already asked all the good questions.

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Why are you lying on the internet?

>>740824720
That's ok anon. Post your ass to make up for it.

>>740824739
because i'm bored
>>740824719
obviously
>>740824698
only collars and leashes

>>740824824
Any lasting injuries?

>>740824824
Well good for you for admitting your lying at least. I was getting bored without nudes.

what was his favorite position? what's the worst he ever hurt you?

>>740824824
Did he fuck your ass?
Did that make you cum?

>>740824824
He took you out of your bed right? How did he know you? How did he manage to get into your room at night? Why didn't you just deepthroat his balls and dick one night and while you were doing it bite off his cock and balls in one fell swoop? Why did you give up escaping after just one week and most of all

>Why are you lying on the internet

>>740823698
>he took me while i was asleep in my house. i was 15
How though? Some kind of sack? Were there other people in the house that slept through it? Did you just sleep so heavy he could princess carry your ass out to his rape van?

>>740824903
just a lisp
>>740824926
doggy style so i didnt have to look at him
and he made me watch family guy
>>740824932
only when i was bleeding

you're not good with details op, try to describe these better. feelings, sounds, where you scared? how scared? how did it make you feel?

damm OP, if you're serious, how can you post such a "disturbing(?)" matter to you here on /b/?

like, they only ask about sex and shit like that, almost no one tried to really help you, they mostly want to know how was your life there...
OP is probably fake because hs

>>740825120

This is a mediocre troll job, and I mean that in a good way.

>>740825120
>he made me watch family guy
Sick bastard.

>>740824435
JoJo's Bizarre Adventure (Japanese: ジョジョの奇妙な冒険 Hepburn: JoJo no Kimyō na Bōken) is a Japanese manga series written and illustrated by Hirohiko Araki. It was originally serialized in Weekly Shōnen Jump from 1987 to 2004 before being transferred to the monthly seinen magazine Ultra Jump in 2005. The current story arc, JoJolion, started in 2011. JoJo's Bizarre Adventure is currently Shueisha's second largest manga series with its chapters collected into 118 tankōbon volumes and counting. (Also an anime series that started in 2012, parts 1-4 have been animated)

>>740825120
Is your name Amanda?

>>740825120
>>740824824
this isn't OP

>>740824997
>while you were doing it bite off his cock and balls in one fell swoop
That's honestly very challenging, those are very durable tissues, most people won't be be able to do it.

>>740821382
correction you were powned

>>740825120
So strange. I saw two threads and this being the third one about someone getting kidnapped for 4 years and each with a different story. If this is bait then you made me reply, gg

>>740825302
She's just coming out of a rape dungeon. Don't try to turn her into a weeb girl. Have some decency, dude.

>>740825331
Adam
>>740825298
ikr
>>740825393
not with that attitude they aren't

>>740825524
But it's JoJo so it's ok

>>740825120
you're the dva chick right

>>740824676
OPs pretending.
We're pretending.
Its all for shits and giggles.
also
>regurgitating what everyone already knows
kill yourself

>>740823948
ANCAP
I WANT TO BUY THIS BITCH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOUR BREAKING INTO MY NAP

>>740825656
Anime is never ok. If anything it's for rapists. I asure you the guy who raped her was a big JoJo fan.

Only event I found that sounds somewhat similar to OPs situation is the Cleveland abductions.
Only thing that doesn't add up is the years held captive.

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>>740821154
You're sadder than she is.

>>740825826
I'm the real OP
>>740825699
What the hell is a "Dva"
>>740825987
I don't know what Jojo is

>>740825826
No shit she's pretending

>>740826002
OP could be purposely lying about some details.

>>740820468
If I steal your car and wash it, do I own it?

>>740821382
OP, you weren't owned. Stop using that term. That's a term used in BDSM and sex trafficking, one of which is fantasy and consenting, the other illegal. You cannot "own" a human in any real or legal sense unless you are their parent.

>>740826170
>she

>>740822263
>play what?
A DnD campaign in The Rape Dungeon of G'borgnax the Hung.

>>740816290
Did any sexual encounters with your kidnapper include sphagetti, if so would you please go into detail on how he used this specific pasta in his raping.

>>740825120
>he made me watch family guy
Do you get aroused when you watch Family Guy now?

>>740826203
like the whole kidnapping

>>740823312

I do think that venting about it is probably a great thing to do, but as you can tell a lot of /b/tards fetishize the idea of women as sex objects and probably are more similar to your captor than anybody should/would want to be, so minimizing the type of dialogue you're having with them now would likely be beneficial. I would try to increase the amount of venting you can get off your chest to your therapist or even to family/friends. Along with that, I think keeping a journal that you could use to vent would be really helpful as well, along with for using it to write down goals you would have such as incrementally getting better at easing your anxiety from being in public (i.e. today I'm going to go to the store by myself, etc.). Along with that I think that you could try to maybe find other pursuits (such as things you've felt you've missed out on over the past 4 years) or parts of yourself that you want to improve to track progress with in such a journal, as finding a sense of direction is likely paramount for you right now as you probably are having a sense of culture shock after what you've been through I would think, and with vague goals like that it is probably best to try to track them via a journal to help with taking it one step at a time. Why do you think you experience such anxiety from being out in public?

>>740826294
i kekd
>>740826132
just google it OP you could figure out like 90% of these things pretty easily with google

>>740826385
These white knights aren't rational enough to realize OP is lying. Is laughable, really.

A healthy person, with no major illnesses, could probably last a few months before the lack of proper micronutrients started to play hell with their digestive and immune systems.
There is literally no chance of someone lasting 4 years eating cat food.

>>740826466
Jesus dude...

>>740826466

Look it's a wild autist.

Op here, this thread became shit so I'm abandoning it.

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>>740826466
this is the realist answer you'll get OP
if this is real and im hoping its real, kinda
wholesome /b/ is the /b/ i return for

>>740825302
>>740826132

>>740826733
You're not op, I'm op

>>740826466
I agree with the sentiment on everything you said, but, come on, dude, don't white knight so hard. You're only getting her pussy dry.

>>740826733
>became shit

>became

Get over it you fucking pussy

The idea of having some captive turns me on but I couldn't ever do that to another person. maybe only roleplay wise but yeah sucks hope you find a way to move on.

>>740826219
>You cannot "own" a human in any real or legal sense unless you are their parent.
It wasn't legal, but being held captive in someone's rape basement for 4 years is as real as ownership gets.

>>740826807
Would you say you like bad boys?

>>740826466
>I do think
>I think
>I think
>I would think
Nobody cares what you think, you amateur psychologist white knight omega orbiter. You're not even a beta orbiter. You're trying to orbit a rape slave, over the internet, who is in all likelihood trolling us out of boredom.

>>740826807
No I'm the real op

OP left to watch some Family Guy.