Well I've finally had enough /b/ros. I've already written

Kys yourself figgit

>>740794637
Im already doing that mate but thanks for the encouragement

>>740794637
this but with less summerfaggery.

No dont do it, etc.

ig my real story begins where most do. With my mother. She's a dope whore who had 5 sons and 4 abortions. Im the second oldest. We all have different dads read dope whore. She had me at 16 almost 2 and a half months early. She was strung out when she gave birth and dipped from the hospital before the doctors could check her system

>>740794542
I hope you'll be at peace my dude

For about 4 years i lived with my great grandmother. May she be at peace. And finally met the mother that abandoned me when my great grandmother passed. She was doing better, met a new guy turned her life around had a happy little family with my older brother (black) and younger brother(white) we'll call them such for the remainder.

>>740794542
Ur cute~

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OP is a fag if he wants to kill himself. Don't kill yourself because it's the pussy way to deal with your problems. Life is worth living and it'll get better.

She took me from the my grandmothers old house in lubbock texas and moved me in with her in dallas texas. This was probably the best time in my life. Had the usual family, 2 story house parents and 3 kids and a dog. Then things changed out of the blue. We moved from the suburbs to some shitty trailer park called mockingbird hill. I found out later that my mother got back on meth and got my stepdad hooked too. They started arguing more and more. Then my step dad lost his mechanic job and had to start driving semis. This is where things start to get really bad

Bumperino

>>740795474
>Then my step dad lost his mechanic job and had to start driving semis. This is where things start to get really bad
But I thought truck drivers make good money?
Or was it all spent on drugs...?

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>>740794542
Are you killing yourself or writing a novel? you faggot

>>740795211
Thanks i get that alot, i actually look just like my mother. Sadly

My mom starts stripping to support her habit and her family as my step dads always gone and doesn't know about it. She starts bringing dudes home, openly chaeting on him in front of me, black and white. Makes us call them uncle (insert name here). She even starts smoking ice in front of us. Me and black don't really know its a bad thing and whites still a baby. Eventually step dad finds out about everything, turns out our neighbors told him. Super pissed, first time i see a woman get beat by a man, not the last. He moves in my moms younger sister to help watch the kids while my moms sent to a forced rehabilitation center. Shes out in a month convinced the center she was a child of god now. Things go back to normal for about 2 weeks

Take someone witchu

>>740795977
Little bit of both actually i want some account of my life to survive.

Then my mom gets her 15 year old sister hooked on dope too. Most nights they spend gone, later found out they were both stripping. This goes on for about 6 months till one night my aunt has an overdose and ends up in the hospital. Step dad is furious, has had enough, gets clean and takes white with him. My mom decides she needs time to herself and dumps me my aunt and black with he mother my grandmother.

Livestream it faggot.

>>740796346
How old r u?

>>740794542
So, broh... before you kill yourself. Could you take away my virginity? You looks pretty and I would love to fill your ass with cum...

Literally the worst place for a child to grow up. Both my grandparents literally crack head alcoholics, rarely have power or food, never knew there was a such thing as showering or clean clothes. Aunt fended for me and black most of the time. Grandparents fight alot usually gets physical. Fast forward about 3 years aunt moves out with her boyfriend that got her pregnant. Just me and black. He's 13 and im 11. Hes always gone with friends just me alone with fighting grandparents. That summer i found out what work is. Grandfather forces me to do roofing, which fyi is one of the most physically debilitating labor jobs out there. Don't get paid literally have to work just to eat.

>>740795362
That's just your opinion bro

>>740794927
nobody asked

>>740796656
Currently 19 birthdays in September,

After 3 years of living like this, and working every summer. Mother comes back into life. Says she wants her kids back, grandparents refuse as they get government benefits on our behalf and free labor. She ends up fist fighting my grandma and the police come and break it up. Mom broke entire right hand on her face she's sent to prison. The police see the conditions me and black are living in and send us to a shelter. Hate it there, always picked on by all the niggers, because im so small from being a premature baby. Balck doesn't help in fact hes the one leading them. Get in alot fights, more like ass kickings. Got my nose broken at least once a month. Hate my life and my brother. Then one day our case worker shows up. Says our moms out and has turned her life around turns out she was pregnant when she was sent to prison so she got an early release and we got a new brother. Hes asian so hes gonna be yellow from now one.

>>740797416
You're 19, why can't you just leave, get a job and support yourself and live your own life?

Things go from semi normal to alright, turns out moms not clean and is now a certified dope dealer. Lifes pretty gpod actually im about 13 now and i finally made some friends. Never forgive black for what happened in shelter tho. Fast forward about 6 months cops are kicking in the door and moms arrested again, black was helping her sell dope and attempted to shoot an officer, haven't seen him or mom since. Asians sent to my aunt and i end up with my uncle I've never met. Treats me like family, turns out hes the one that took me home from the hospital and gave me to his mom my great grandmother. Everythings alright but i just feel like i don't belong there.

>>740797924
Exactly.

OP do that.

If you don´t do that you are just a faggot. That people that you call family don´t give a shit about you. You think that kill yourself is something? They will whore a lot about you insignificant death. Fuck that people, OP. Go away and live your life. Stole what you can from you pieces of shit grandparents and run away with the money.

>>740797924
Ive been on my own since 15

Then my uncle gets cancer, its terminal. I stay with him through the whole 6 months about 14 at the time. I was there when he passes, last words to me were you're gonna do great things. Now its just me his wife and his daughter lii. His wife hates me, blames me for his death, and him not being able to afford treatment. Kicks me out on my 15th birthday in front of thier daughter who begs her to let me stay. I have no where to go and end up on the streets for the about 6 months. Run from every shelter and group home. Always dodging the cops. I eventually meet this girl we'll name her sophia. Shes older than about 18. Has her own house with her boyfriend. They let me move in with them as long as i help out with the business. Refuse to tell me before i accept. Say fuck and just agree

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Might want to consider not only killing yourself, but taking the family along for the ride with you.

Pretty sure the world would be a better place should you accomplish that mission.

>>740798548
Keep going

>>740798548
Men, you family is a fucking piece of shit...

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ATTENTION FAGGOT! IF YOU WANT PEOPLE TO READ/SCREENCAP THIS IT NEEDS TO BE GREENTEXT. ffs.

Turns out the business is suprise selling drugs. Learn how to sell cocaine and meth from these 2. Jay actually a pretty good dude but sophias is the worst female I've met in my life. Always accuse jay of cheating and wanting other women while she sells herslef to all sorts of men. Jay has a really bad speech impermanent and can't defend himself in an argument. When ever he takes to long to sound out a word sophia will hit and call him retarted. They fight almost every day woth sophia always taking the victim stance. I start experimenting with drugs mainly coke and get addicted. I can't take thier shit anymore bit i can't leave becaus of my addiction.

>>740794542
stream it faggot

>>740796444
the trips must be fulfilled.

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>>740795211
uwu

>>740794927
Don't care. Just do it

>>740796034
She's ugly as shit then for looking like a 14 year old boy

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>>740799090
>uwu
fucking drop dead

>>740799237
Haha, agreed friend. If only we could thin the whole herd of b

just fucking do it already ffs

>>740794542
OP looks like a teenage faggot who would actually try and regret it half way through
Teenagers are stupid

Also those are fag eyes

>>740795362
Go to bed Billy. And take your shitty GIF with you.

>>740798957
Typing from mobile and really dont have tome for all that.

Around this time i meet the love of my life. I'll just refer to her as marie, her middle name. Meet her when her mom comes in to buy some blow. Im about 16 at the time and already know the mom. Also named marie. The first time i met her i was infatuated. She had hers mother good looks but with a twist that suggested her dad was of Arabic descent. I offer her mom some product to try and break off 2 lines. She says wait break one off for my daughter and i. Confused as she's clearly not older than 14 and say fuck it ive seen worse. We do a line together and i ask them to stay a bit longer and have a drink or two. Marie says yes and her mom says they're on a time limit. She begs her mom to stay and finally the mom just says she can stay by herself and leaves without another word. Haven't seen her mother since that night

Where do you live? So I can read about it in the news in coming days.

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>>740796346
>i want some account of my life to survive
On 4c

>>740798548
Seriously don't you know how to greentext. These walls of text are fucking painful to read.

>>740799015
>>740799655
For real though dude
I'm more than twice your age, so let that be a preface.
What you're feeling is like what a 4 year old feels when their toy is taken away
It's literally the worst feeling they've had in their life.
I'm not belittling you. It's true, what you're feeling now is the worst you've ever felt.
But as you get older you'll find that it's just part of the quilt. Just another part of life.

You're obviously well off if you can score coke as a teeny dicked teenager.
So yeah life sucks, so check out and jack off a bunch and go on cruises and shit or whatever rich people do.
Just chill for a while and you'll find that life goes on

Atm we didn't know she wasn't coming back and decide to get to know each other. Apparently her this isn't the first time her moms done this and says its only a matter of time before she comes back. I learn that her lifes been pretty rough too. Moms a prostitute and she would get hit on by alot of her clients some even go for a grope, and one tried to full on rape her. Her mother kept most of them at bay with a pistol. Turns out shes been doing coke since she was 12 and has been hooked ever since. After about 2 hours she gets worried and calls her mom. Straight to voice mail. She asks if she can just stay the night i say yes as jay and sophia are gone and im in charge of the trap.

>>740798957
THIS

>>740799015
Dude, you will be locked up and assfucked in prison if you still like this. Stole your fucking parents and go get a job.

>>740799655
yeah, okay im going to bed because tbh i dont care.
your life will be forgotten because none on /b/ cares about your life, just your death.
and no one screencaps stories that aren't greentext.

>>740799090
Gtfo of this board you summershit

>>740800253
You know coke isn't physically addictive, right?

>>740800739
Yeah it is
As much as caffeine is

It just doesn't kill you like alcohol would

>>740800896
No, it's not. It's psychologically addictive. If it were physically addictive the prisons would be exploding with inmates having witdrawl symptoms.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cocaine_dependence

Is op kill yet? This is taking forever.

>>740794542
Stream it you silly bitch.

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>>740800240
Actually i sell coke and keep 0 profit just a fridge full of food and free coke.
And it gets worse.


After 2 weeks and still no sign of maries mother, i tell her that her moms probably not coming back. And now i gotta think of something to do with her. As sophia doesn't allow females to stay in the house because of how insecure she is. They're gonna get back any day now with the new shipment. I've slowly come to care foe this girl. I decided i had enough of this lifestyle and sophia and take what profit i have, about 2 grand or so and dip. Ask her marie to come with me and we leave the trap. End up in a small town called andrews out in west texas. I got a fake i.d from jays friend and use it to rent a hotel. That night i finally made love to marie. She's not my first but im hers and i think she falls in love with me. Although she would never admit it.

Pic is me and her

you look like an underaged faggot who doesnt know what a real problem is stop attention whoreing and neck yourself already

>>740794542
Find a hobby, clown.

>>740801363
If you pose like that for pictures...yeah KYS.

>>740801363
So this clearly isn't at a hotel. Was this before or after you dipped?

>>740801363
She bretty thicc

Y'all look like such fucking kids though.
Maybe your circumstances are fucked, but you can get past it
It sounds a lot, but you can really go and do better things

Real men commit suicide by sword evisceration, by the way.

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>>740801699

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>>740801363
You looks like a porn actress...

And you looks so much like a brazilian trap i met.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8xeAstdzSvs

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>>740801363
Double sudoku, OP! Make us proud.

Things are going pretty good, i was able to sell coke long enough to find a new connection. And marie starts helping. Have a prett good life for about a year until the past cathes up. Had almost forgot about jay and sophia until my door get kicked in at 3 am. I go for my gun but i wasn't fast enough and they grab me and marie. Hold us at gunpoint. Its jay and 2 of his friends. The next part is pretty graphic you don't have to read if you can't take it just skip to the next post. They hold me down as the lick marie up off the ground and throw her on the bed. Most of you already know whats gonna happen. Carlos jays second in command rips her shirt off and stuffs most of it in her mouth. Im struggling as hard as i can but the gun aimed at her and the one at me make things clear that we're not getting away. Im forced to watch as they had there way with her all three of them and they just laugh every time she screams. I can't go into detail without my hands shaking.

>>740801699
Wasted dubs on a retard.

>>740801363
Just told lilliannerose you're bitching on 4chan
Douche

>>740802155
Are you narcking on OP you piece of shit?!? Btfo or we're coming for you you fucking asshole. Don't fuck with us.

>>740802093
Make an effort.

>>740802093
they fucked your ass tho? You poop? You bleed?

>>740802155
LILLIAN ROSE SMITH: 58, of the 100 block of Newshire Drive, Broussard. She was booked on two counts of warrant/bench warrant.

>>740802286
>Btfo
You tried.

>>740802797
>>740802788
3 minutes.

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>>740794542

Cont op

Interesting story

You are 19 tho and literally have a whole fucking life ahead of you. It will get better.

>>740803013
Fuck outta here paedo cunt

>>740794542
>>740794542
you still here, OP?

>>740801363
>manlet

yeah, id kill myself too

Over 15 mins

Is op kill????

>>740803398
Killed himself out of sheer faggotry.

>>8/1/2017 nevar forget the day op was still a faggot

Dude if this is real would you please email me at [email protected] asap

Damm didn't think this thread would live this long, but and i dont actually have an ending for this stroy sorry not sorry

can u at least stream it, why not

>>740803687
you OP?

>>740803687
prove your op faggot

>>740803687
Then write an end faggot. If you do put that shit on live stream.

>>740803687
Dude just send me an email. Let's have a chat... cool?

But uh yeah this whole story was just made up for fun. Well most of it

>>740794542
Op, you should live stream

>>740803810
I thought it was pretty clear that OP was straight and not into homo.

>>740803848
Fucking cocksucker

>>740803885
Yeah then you come suck my dick faggot

Because i was seeing how long you faggots would fall for this shit

>>740794542
What is in your head when you know you will die? And dont say theres nothing

>>740803687
OP suck cocks as usual.

>>740803965
>Implying anyone believed you to begin with

>>740803965
Wow I bet you're pretty proud of spending hours on a board waiting for a bunch of autists to go for bait just so you can post your stupid fucking comment to solve your god complex you fucking shill

People like you piss me off

Fucking edge lord

>>740804039
>impying i give a fuck

>>740804139
Gaaaaaay

>>740804139
You really should kill yourself anon

>>740804116
Hey it was for my creative writing class so yeah time well spent

>>740803963
You just really want some gay shit in your life. It's cool. No judgement. Check out the numerous trap threads. Hey, maybe you'll get lucky. Wink, wink. Nudge, nudge.

>>740804139
Not too late to go back on those promises eh?

>>740804237
>Is in school
Underage much ?

Wish i would of done the dinosaur

>>740804250
No lies I'm actually bi.

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>>740803687
>>740803848
>>740803965
>>740804139
>>740804237

>>740804237
are you circumcised?

>>740804401
Meh. Then I would have prob let you suck mine.

>>740804401
Send nudes

>>740804500
Oh, Thank you CNN for the recap. Now Go fys.

>>740794542
My parents were abusive so I ran away from home and fucked around with some guys for the better part of a year. And I'm still not as gay as OP.

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>>740802445
jesus man this made me kek so hard.
never change 4chan

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>>740794542
If there are still people you consider "important", then you are just a fucking selfish cunt. I don't care what circumstances led to your decision of killing yourself. If your life is shit, then change something and stop whining about everything that's not okay. Almost everyone experienced at least some fucked up shit that made them think of suicide.
Don't post all this shit on /b/. What good is it for?
If you can't carry the burden, then get some help.
Stop talking about all the misery in your life and start creating a better future. Even if it is on your own. It's worth it and there are always opportunities. Always.
I won't say: "Don't do it, pls."
But I will say that if you are willing to fight, you will be happy one day. Fuck family. Fuck people at all. Fuck everything. The most important thing in life is yourself. Nothing else.

>>740804401
So how much of this story is actually true? The being born premature and getting raped for coke?

>>740805124
How retarded are you that you come into a thread all high and mighty and don't bother to read any of the posts? Answer: Very retarded.
Put down your iphone, and put on your jammies. It's late and you have "friendship bracelet" class tomorrow.

>>740805277
How about you read the posts you lazy summershit?

"Oh my gosh I made it up lol I'm such a good writer" Nigger you had nobody in this god-damn universe convinced you would actually do it. You're a shit writer and a shit story teller. The story is so generic and bland that only the faggots of this board would believe you, and even they can see behind this thinly veiled excuse for a story. The whole ending it thing? Maybe you should consider it.

>>740805443
I read it you stupid fuck. I'm trying to insult OP by implying he got the motivation for this story from actually being a degenerate cokehead

>>740794542
Why don't you go on a rampage and fuck every hooker you can until you get aids, then milk yourself or draw your own blood and inject it into assholes. Literally or figuratively

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>>740805625
Yeah, asking how much was true is a real kick in the balls. You sure taught him lesson.

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>>740802788
>>740802965
Not the same person unless OP has a gilf fetish
>http://www.arre.st/Mugshots/Louisiana/Lafayette/Lillian+Smith/1000123909/mugshot.html

Going to greentext this for OP

>be me
>i have written sucicde letters for everyone
>mom was a dope head and has 4 kids from different men
>sent to live with grandparents that use me for labor
>grandparents also are addicted to dope
>new man in moms life
>things look promising
>he get addicted to dope too
>i was sent to a shelter
>mom was sent to prison for selling dope
>mom gets out and gives birth to another child
>cops kick down door again
>bye mom
>live with my uncle now that has cancer
>ends up dying
>his wife hates me and kicks me out
>meet another dope head and her boyfriend
>live with them and help sell dope
>meet pretty girl with a dope addicted mom
>pretty girls mom just dumped pretty girl off with me
>we run away with some of the dope money that i made
>people i stole money from come and kick down motel door
>i watch being held at gunpoint as they rape pretty girl

>>740805831
I mean he told a story of being a pathetic cokehead fuck, so yeah

>austism
>weebshit

I'd like to show you irony.

>>740805860
Jesus! Your're a sperg! This isn't supposed to be the gf you dingus.

Theres no point in killing yourself. Death is sternal, you only have this one chance to do virtually anything you want to do. I'm currently suffering from chronic suicidal thougnts, but i'm not letting my depression take me over.

It takes a tremendous amount of seemingly pointless work to feel better. Ive come to terms with these thougnts amd realized that its actually wortn it to stay alive.

By commiting suicide you are going to devastate anyone who knew you, and thus spreading the pain. I know it seems too daunting to try, but its really worth it.

Try looking at the bigger picture. You are one of billions of humans on a wet rock floating through the endless void that is the universe.

If none of this has changed your mind, i can relate. I know how hopeless you feel. So if you decide to go through with your plan to AnHero just knkw that i tried to save your life. Just think about for a bit.

>>740805922
OP is a liar AND a fag don't do this

>>740805985
>he told a story
^^^^^^^^^^

>>740806015
i know but people keep bitching about greentext so fuck it

>>740805387
"High and mighty"?
When you think that whining about everything, posting on /b/ and commiting suicide afterwards are better options, then go for it. Maybe that's natural selection.

>>740805922
Wow! You've not read anything in this thread. You deserve to blow your time.