sup anon? junkie fag here. er homeless junkie fag. I'm abt

some basic info: I'm 28, live in south texas, been on brown like a little over a year this run. and I sleep under a train bridge, which is where I am now.

Why are you a worthless piece of shit?

>Is it hard being homeless?
>Where do you shower?
>How do you get the money?
>Do you ever steal from people?

>>740624338
because since I first tried an opiate at the age of like maybe 15, I fucking loved it. then one day I made the decision to stick a needle in my arm.

>>740623899
>homeless druggie
Did you get kicked out because of your drug habits? Or rather, lose your former life to them?

I think you did, tut tut, Allah warned you, but you didn't listen, and now look at you

>>740623899
How addictive is it?
How much does it cost?

>>740623899
how do you pay for it? has your body begun failing in any noticeable way? would you give it up for a job and a home?

>>740624337
Has your life been better or worse since you started drugs? And I mean all factors considered.

>>740624496
Aw that sucks man. You tried quitting?

>>740624448
this

>>740624448
being homeless sucks.. It's solo fucking hot here.
showers consist of cleaning up in a bathroom somewhere.. once in awhile when I get my hands on enough $$ and have enough dope to last me I'll get a hotel room.

I get monies various ways. look for receipts paid for with cash in parking lots then go into the store steal the item and go return it with reciept and various other scams. sometimes I pan handle or fly a sign or if I'm not sick I don't mind doing side jobs or whatever work I can hustle up

I really try and avoid stealing from people. I have in the past but I'd rather not fuck someone else over. unless they're a huge fuckhead, in that case fuck em

How do I find drugs in my city.

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>>740625001
>I try and avoid stealing

Good guy junkie

I hope you find a way out, OP. I was homeless for two weeks last year, during the cold of the winter. It was hard as fuck, and disheartening as hell.

Have you looked into public treatment centers?

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>>740623899
> How often do you eat food?
> Where do you get food?
> What food do you eat?
> Longest you gone because you couldn't get food?

>>740624521
when i was young I was kicked out of home not for heroin tho.

>>740624537
super addictive. I get grams for $25. I do between 3 and 4 grams a day.

>>740624813
I'll just comment on heroin not all drugs, but yes. my life has turned to dogshit. I'm living under a railroad bridge. I've lost my job most of my family, my apartment, all of my belongings.

>>740624840
yes. I've quit in the past and gotten my shit back together. It's hard to quit cold turkey, especially on the street. you get violently ill. It's brutal. another thing is while you're sick out here you know relief is right around the corner. one fix and you can stop the sickness feeling of death.

>>740623899
>>740623899
You know there is still time to turn your self around man ive slowly went down this path and its not easy one bit but anything can really help if your looking for help if you ever consider getting clean and such dont hesitate to call me
these people really changed my life sober 2 years addict of over 9 years with the brown... please dont be like I was 10 years ago. No one needs to live that way. Homeless life is not bad tho its a whole another world out there if money isnt your way of living. Think out side the box

Ever whored yourself out for drugs or drug money?

>>740624667
I posted how I get monies earlier.
fuck yes I would give it up for a home and a job. I'm a heartbeat. I'm fucking worn out anon.. yeah one of my teeth broke off thw other day. I weigh like 137-140 lbs. healthy i weigh 165ish. My veins are shot out and some collapsed and some dvt

Do you have aids ?

>>740623899
How do you charge your phone?

>>740625159
no i steal plenty. I said i avoid stealing from civilians.

>>740625472
I eat what I can. I try to eat at least once a day. I'll get some tacos or something.. longest I've gone this run without eating. Maybe two or three days

>>740626100
Oh ok then fuck you. I hope you overdose you fucking useless waste of existence. Please die under that rail car and do the world some good.

How many times you had to get narcan'd? I'm up to 19. lol.

>>740625692
let a guy suck my sick once for $100. I had experimented when I was younger and know I'm not gay tho.

>>740625779
no aids

>>740625853
fast food joints, bus stations, outside stores.a lot of places have plugs

>>740626228
why do you hate people who steal so much?

>>740623899
What's the difference from Adderall and salt Adderall?

>>740626358
His virginity was stolen. By his father.

>>740626228
because I steal from giant companies who shit on their employee's? fuck them.

I choose not to steal from ordinary folks because ordinary people have been kind to me. some people are complete cuntscunt, but genuine caring and kind people are out there

>>740626313
Hepatitis?

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>>740623899
> Post a picture of where you sleep OP.
> I've never seen a homeless persons sleeping spot.
> Post picture of some of the possessions you have under your bridge.

>>740626417
I do heroin. don't really do uppers, though I did do a goofball(ice and heroin) recently

>>740626639
how was that

Do you ever have those teenage faggots come and try and steal your shit or beat you up?

Ay what's your nearest major city and how sourcable are your connects, ex-user here willing to give you a place to crash if you continue supply and don't steal my shit

>>740626639
I did uppers.
Addy Coco but mainly Meff.
Worked factory job.
Worked on the side.
Made stacks.
Quit meff withdraw was virtually none existent.

>>740626859
Let's put it this way: I woke up on a tractor, in a junkyard, completely naked, with barbecue sauce all over my body, and my asshole hurt.

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>>740626600

>>740626997
/comfythread

>>740626883
I can travel by train. If you're serious how can I contact you about arranging this? I can find dealers almost anywhere I go.

>>740626859
was good. I don't do Crystal often so the ahot have gave me a big rush and the H did to. It's like the euphoria and alertneas and er yeah it was pretty ok

>>740626358
That really so hard to understand?

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>>740626997
> Reverse image search, not found.

Holy shit OP is actually homeless. Damn nigger, I feel bad for you.

>>740627094
Good, making a throwaway email account now, one sec

>>740626883
San Antonio is major city. My connects are solid. I have a few who will ensr up flakes, but also a few who are reliable.

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>>740626997

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We are lurking.

>>740627377
> tats on the leg
whatcha got there

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>>740627377
If you're going to live under a bridge you could at least clean up your needles man.

>>740627403
Eat a dick

>>740627291
[email protected]
Go

>>740627452
Those are veins...

>>740627377
How long was it before you started getting physical withdrawal symptoms?

>>740623899
do you write graffiti?

>>740627508
not veins.. I have lots of tattoos.. think you can prolly see an anchor in that pic

>>740627377
>>740627832
>> anchor
well we can say that you've got your sea legs now!:^)

>>740627812
starts about six hours without fix. 12 hours I have shits suits and cold sweats and bad body aches 24 hours I'm vomiting shutting my body feels like it's ripping apart and always a weird af hollow feeling in stomach

Fellow heroin addict here currently dope sick was homeless in South Florida for about 6 months but I'm in Virginia at the moment

>>740627818
yes. not as much as I used to. still paint though , catch tags etc.

>>740626639
What kind of people are dealers? Ever witnessed someone dying? Why don't become a sicario or work for a cartel?

>>740628167
Lol wow I'm 20 and grew up rich in San Francisco and I've seen and could answer all that. Come on white boi

>>740628083
so many junkies write graffiti but I know of one who lives under a bridge near me in tx. ends with fers.
is that you?

>>740623899
Would you let me fuck your Gf or wife and record it?

What state are you in?

>>740628464
He's legit, he posted proof

>>740627377

What do you do during the day?

lots of homeless near me and i always see their camps and shit but i never see them sleep so you guys must be panhandling and roaming all day?

>>740628523
I just saw Texas. But still, do you still have a GF???

Do you have a phone that can send pictures?

>>740628167
dealers are all sorts of ppl. I've scored dope from old women on social security to 16 year old kids working in a trap house.. the nect I go through most often though is a pretty normal guy, has a family doesnt so drugs. just likes money. but it takes all kinds..

work for a cartel? I'm a junkie, plus I'm wero and my Spanish is barely passable

>>740624840
>Aw that sucks man.

his choice sucks?

dude roams around and gets high all day and if he's in a big city he doesn't have to worry about shit but keeping his drugs out of sight of other junkies

>>740628634
Not Op. If I had a partner you could cuck me

>>740628654
Yeah u get high every night and live off my wealth, silly me.

/coke
/meth
/weed
/wine

>>740628369
Actually I'm 18 from Germany and haven't even tried coffee yet. Very boring and unmanly, I know. Therefore I've never met these people. I'm sorry for you though.

>>740628448
what he writes ends with get a? no that's not me. what part of tx?

>>740628550
during the day I'm out hustling making money for dope.

>>740628790
get a = fers
auto correct

>>740628703
Does your sissy ass send nudes to California :^D

>>740628790
No clinics down there or shelters? Up here in CO mad junkies and homeless but sub clinics and shelters for em

>>740628790
capitol. 3fers. if you're in south texas I didn't think it would be you. might as well paint more. could get you away from your habit and onto another one haha

Any crazy stories about other homeless people you've met?

Best of luck anon

>>740628790
When was the first and last time you had sex and who do you normally fuck?

>>740628989
there are methadone clinics but you need i.d I don't have i.d
It's a fucking ridiculous hoop to jump through to get one.. I have to prove I live here by having a bill sent to an address in my name.. how the fuck? I live under a bridge there's no postal service down here.

>>740628963
I'm only into real men; It can if you're not a manlet or libtard

I got some left over pain meds from a bad tooth. Got something called narco. Has oxy in it but i don't know if its alot or just a pinch to help the asprin in it.

>>740629233
Use cold water extraction

>>740629168
South central tx. San antonio

>>740628703

No need for face,
No distaste.

But for my heart,
To quicken pace,

Post daddy a pic,
Of the little dick,

Alone in place,
That
Your Ex GF,

Had To Replace

>>740629217
Have you ever been afraid when sleeping, or being awoken by someone.

>>740629311
not far away. rack paint and paint all the fucking time. what does it matter? You end up in jail with free rehab or become a serious painter and get some fame. fuck it

>>740629196
about 2 months ago. I have a long term on again off again woman. but yeah long story. I'm a homeless junkie but I'm not an ugly fuck talking to myself wearing socks with my big toe sticking out with shit in my pants and cum and vomit on me. I'm just grimy.

>>740628644
Shit question I know. Ever considered joining the army? I wouldn't like to go there but they guarantee you healtcare and might help you to stay away from drugs.

>>740629223
Under 30 Ex golden gloves boxer, Phd with a earned interest in 3 deferent sectors. Common, wanna see a real Alpha? I'm starting to fill up baby...

>>740629500
yes. I have a blade I keep on me at all times. sleep with it in my hand. I've set up noise traps around my spot so I know if someone's approaching

>>740629223
Do you have a snap? I don't wanna nut alone...

>>740629642
Is she homeless too? One thing that I really need to know: How do you brush your teeth?

>>740629484
>>740629672
>>740629806
Wuh, just to make things clear if you didn't aready know I am a man

>>740629654
no. the fuck would I fight for a country who shits on the poor and under privileged? and allowals corporations to dictate law and policy?fuck capitalism.

Where do you shit and how do you wipe?

>>740623899
Been there, done that. Clean up dude, it's your last hope. I hopped around crackhouses in Philly for a while and you'd be surprised how far quitting dope will get you. Instead of buying a days fix, spend the money on a couple subs to ween yourself down.

>>740629672
If you're legit nice

>>740629299
hows that work?

>>740629820
no she isn't. she's currently staying with her family.

>>740629941
in toilets at fast food places or the mall or bus station or gas stations. i wipe my ass with toilet paper.

>>740629938
Considering that you live in a shithole, have no future and nothing stable in your live except drugs I wouldn't be so fucking picky. You can leave them, when you feel well again, but staying there is more healthy for you than living under a fucking bridge with shit hygene and drugs

>>740630049
https://wiki.tripsit.me/wiki/Cold_Water_Extraction

Might not work with asprin

>>740629820
oh also I brush my teeth usually in a bathroom somewhere or I jus use a water bottle and brush em before I leave here.

>>740630235
Have you considered doing DMT

>>740630170
>https://wiki.tripsit.me/wiki/Cold_Water_Extraction
mmm interesting. thanks

Is heroin really that good?
Explain

>>740630159
I've known junkies who joined military. they jus came back more fucked up usually kicked out. my life is shit rn sure, but at least it's my life and not the government's who acts in the interest of the very people who want to perpetuate rhe cycle of debt and fear.

>>740630329
yes. want to do it baaaadly. but I have an agreement to not do it unless I do it with a certain person who unfortunately is living in California rn

>>740630548
I like that you have your ideals, but you need so see thr your situation is only about ensuring your very own existance. Therefore political opinions must wait untul your back on the track again. Maybe some junkies came back fucked up, but that's them, not you. You might find a passion, and get well again.

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gonna cook a shot. hopefully threads still around after

>>740630421
dont bother. you obviously dont have a tolerance so it wont matter

hey OP. fellow tar fiend here. havent hit the needle yet though. $25 grams? holy shit. you gettin weight for that or just amazing connect? SoCal here and best ive even heard is 50, i get 60. best of luck

>>740631210
if not, start another thread. I like your story so far anon

>>740630448
tar fiend from above here. it really is. Endorphins are known for numbing emotional pain by the same mechanism of numbing the physical. The vast majority of junkies have had some form of serious disconnect with their parents/environment that have rendered us more susceptible to addiction from our childhood. Its really not nearly as much our fault as USA makes it out to be. We represent the scapegoats

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pic with blood in rig. so you know I'm no skin popping faggot dope waster

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went well. even tho this rig is getting dull and hand veins tend to wanna roll. hitnit first try

>>740623899
I was wondering, is your hair and facial hair abnormally long or do you trim it yourself or go to a barber shop?
Best of luck from anon

wish I had a cig now.. all I have is a black and mild. better than nada though.

>>740632119
Nupping?

>>740632233
My hair is pretty long.. like passed my shoulders a few inches. I was letting it grow before I ended up on streets tho.. I do have a shaggy beard at the moment though. been ehhhg maybe a month since I shaved my face..i have one of those beard that comes in on my cheeks n jawline but doesn't connect to moustache if that makes sense

do you ever have to fight off other bums from coming into your territory? ie where you sleep

>>740632552
hey buddy, just wanna let you know I kicked a couple years ago thanks to ibogaine. definitely worth looking into if you wanna leave the lifestyle behind and never look back.

>>740626313
...a guy paid you $100 to suck your dick? how? where can i get my dick sucked for $100? (no homo tho)

Can you describe your feelings before and after the shot?

>>740632796
craigslist

>>740632822
I wasn't sick or anything before this blast.. so I was jus chillin talking to anon nothing major.. right before I fixed I thought 'shit I hope I get this on first stick n not have to fuck around trying to hit. after like a warm wave washed over my body starting midchest n movinmoving up to my head and down my torso into my lower body. an almost tingle.. I dont know a better word, But a fulfilling satisfyi my tingle.. euphoria. the warmth like being hugged by god. I didn't get real noddy I only did like 60 units. I saved the larger amount for the morning.

>>740633203
good, the morning is a better time to get right.. once the it starts to fade you have a day of bliss

>>740633203
ever fear your H is cut with fentanyl

>>740626358
Honestly hate it too but you do it to survive. So i understand. I actually was the guy who catches shoplifters. Its a frustrating job but I've learned a lot of street knowledge and a different perspective.

>>740632119
why tf are you doing this?

drugs drag you down anon
can you go to some place to get clean

>>740633288
oh yea. morning shot is best shot.

>>740633352
nah. haven't had to worry about that around here so far

>>740633722
Hope you have a good sleep when you get there Anon, I love you.

>>740633800
thank you anon. I'll prolly be up another thirty er 45 minutes.. It's already 420am though.. and I need to be up by like 9 at least

>>740623899
Skyler????

>>740634358
nah

stay strong homie. ex cocaine addict here. 1 slip up got me kicked from military. feelsbad.

Good luck anon. Im in a rehab program right now. 51 days clean.. this thread is triggering as fuck lol

>>740626509
underrated post.

>>740632119
can i have some dope anon , ill trade you uhh ciggarattes booze and weed

>>740635017
have weed. don't really drink

Hey you could easily ration that shit. You don't get real widthdrawals in 6 hours. Prolong it to 12 hours and start to gradually lessen the amount you take. Save those benzos for bad day. You need to get clean eventually so why not start now?

>>740623899
Ill pray for you man

>>740633689
>drugs drag you down anon
so, what, do you suppose i kill myself instead?

>>740625018
I'm glad noone answered your basic moronic ass question guy......

Best of luck from anon. I wish you all the best, but please, get your shit together.

>>740626228
>being this shallow in one's worldview
you suck dude, you and all the people you associate with bring society down.

>>740627189
It's not hard to understand at all.
You hate people who steal because you are fucking under educated and stubborn. What is there to understand in that case.

>>740626981
clearly not OP

>>740628644
not wero, guerro
jus sayin

>>740630857
quit trying to help people you haven't actually taken time to get to know and understand anon, it's shit advice otherwise.

>>740629672
you're fucking gay dude.

>>740638148
Wero is fine, güero is the correct way. Dont post without knowing your shit anon

>>740632119
FUCK man how did you ever do that to yourself? Just the thought of a needle in my arm on purpose makes me want to throw up.

>>740634684
Go to sleep Lucas.

>>740638635
Don't be Mexican once that wall is finished.

>>740638690
What do you do, then? Sit in the car waiting for your wife outside Ikea?

>>740623899
I was like you when I was 18-22. Find a salvation army adult rehabilitation center. They are in most big cities. They will house you and feed you for free. All you have to do is give them a 40 hour work week in return. Then join the military. The army is your best bet. Lie about drug use unless you have a criminal record.

>>740627377
Holy shit op, we have the same shoes, nice!

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>>740623899
Suck shit junkie faggot.

I got a house, a wife, a good job and on the weekend I get my kicks from my hobbies.

My endorphins are earned from success not shoveling shit into my arm.

Kys and make the world better

Ever tried iboga op? Thats supposed to get you clean quick. If you want to change and change fast go hit up a iboga treatment centre, there are some located in Mexico. Just save up the cash and catch a bus to one.

>>740639416
ot OP but even if this is 4chan and you are allowed to be edgy, remember about karma, you fucking scum. Watch your words, the life may suddenly fuck your life up.

good luck op i hope i dont end up in that direction, my pain pills, which i legitimately use and need, are starting to work a bit less well i think, and i'm starting to worry that i'm slowly moving towards dependance, there are some days i will take one that i didn't quite need yet because of unpleasant withdrawl - i think i just need to get my dosing down and i'll be okay but then i end up taking more because it doesn't do enough for my pain

i have severe ulcerative colitis and if i take ibuprofen etc it will cause me severe intestine bleeding, tylenol by itself does nothing so my only option is hydrocodone, bless my doctor for understanding this - it's unbearable sometimes and i feel so much better with these pills, i'm waiting on new GI doctor to decide new treatment medicines for my disease and hope for some luck there so i don't need these so much, it's starting to worry me a little sometimes, dont want to get on some path where i could end up like OP

anyways gl OP i hope you can find a way to a better life and GL to others as well

>>740623899
>>740626997
>>740627377
>>740631210
>>740632019
>>740632119
Post timestamp.

>>740639416
Said the edge lord neet

I take heroin in my dreams, its great with no real life consequences!! All of these descriptions of what it feels like have settled in my subconcious and formed an accurate reconstruction in my head, plus I used to be addicted to codiene like some fucking kid lmao

>>740634920
Don't be a piece of garbage like OP. You want to live under a bridge, in filth, without a single thing to live til tomorrow for except the next hit?

>>740623899
Do you wait for men to die and then show up at their house in hopes that there is just a widow left so you can break into their house more easily?

Did op fucking die?!?

>>740641655
Great way to get shot.

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>>740623899
How big is your dick that you get $100 for letting someone suck it?