Feels thread for a quiet and lonely Saturday night. What's

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ive been sick with a bad cough for a few days. How have you been op?

>>740506885
Jokes on you, I've been sick all summer with my allergies.

I know life sucks. And there's no reason to fight. But that's what life is. It's a burden. It's a burden to know what a burden it is unlike every other animal that just unquestioningly goes with the flow. My suggestion is think less and feel more. Reconnect with the primal, unreasoning part of yourself. That's whereany kind of hope lies.

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>>740506728
The fact my mother has crisis of paranoia, I live in a shithole where I can get fired literally anytime then risk being homeless because no jobs avaliable and everything is expensive, that's pretty much this. Thanks for listening, had to get this off my chest

>>740507052
don't be a pussy

>>740507065
pretty much it*

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>>740506885
That sucks. I've been better. I'm just drunk and sad tonight because I've got nobody to see and nothing better to do.

>>740506728
Its my moms birthday and my grandma passed a couple hours ago, all i can hear is her sobbing, its been going on for hours

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>>740507010
sorry to hear that anon. Hope you feel better soon :)

>>740507215
Update: now my sisters crying too

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>>740507207
Thats ok anon no need to be sad im here for you :)

>>740507110
Not being a pussy. Just being pragmatic. The more you fixate on that kind of shit the worse it feels. So stop ruminating. Learn how to go back to theway children perceive and relate to the world which is on a more emotional, instinctive level. The thinking mind is the enemy.

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>>740507052
Feeling is the toughest part for me. It seems I can't connect with anyone when my feelings are out there. I get scared they'll abuse them and take advantage of me. It's happened before, so I need to be conscience. I feel more comfortable when I think things over and reflect.

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>>740507215
>>740507357
Fuck man im really sorry to hear that. I know what its like to lose a close family member, but i think you should go try to comfort your family instead of browsing 4chan. Best wishes

>>740507207
We all have those times. And those times pass. So let it have its time and eventually it'll be over.

>>740507357
I hope everyone can mourn peacefully and can remember the best of her. It's healthy to be upset during this time; things will get better.

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>>740507895
This was a nice comic. I can relate. Thanks.

Regret, I think. I've always been a sorta sad guy and it is what it is, but in order to make friends I've essentially just become a class clown over the course of the past 7 years. Now I'm incredibly well liked, I do well in school, and I hang out with plenty of girls and all that. Only thing is, I've never even been on a date. Hell, out of school I barely converse with everyone, despite plenty of opportunity to. I just sit in my room, read, and chat with strangers online. I've been talking to these same few people for 3 years, but I feel so lonely, and not even they can help. Whenever I talk about my loneliness to irl friends, they think im being ironic and laugh it off. What is wrong with me?

>>740507525
I understand. Me too. I'm a serious misanthropeand I don't trust almost anyone with my feelings. I think that's fine. But you it's necessary to learn to be open with the right people. Sometimes you'll be able to tell who the right people are and sometimes you'll be wrong and get hurt however that's part of life. Not to sound like an emo fag but life is pain. Pain is just a natural part of being alive and going through negative, damaging events. But if you run from it forever you'll never truly be alive. I'm not saying be all YOLO or some dumb shit but don't close yourself off completely. And sometimes you'll be rewarded with meaningful connections when you do take those chances.

Feel like im going nowhere in life. Quit my last job because corporate kept getting in the way. Work with a friend who will probably fuck me over in a company he made and so im sitting here writing up ideas for our next project trying to help get us funding. Worked out for a bit but then my gf got a dog so im now trying to train that.

I am not really sure what I want to do with the rest of my life. I graduated college, and got a job, have been working for 5 years now, bought a house, all the things you are supposed to do. But I don't really have any friends outside of work, and the two people that I actually like at work are going to be gone in a month or so, one is moving away and the other is switching campuses.

I am not sure if I want to keep doing what I am doing, or if I want to try something else. I am not really happy at all right now. Everyone I know is married or engaged, but I don't have anyone, and I have never had anyone, and I can't even imagine a situation where that would change in my current situation. Obviously not everyone that is dating/married is happy, but I can't imagine it makes things worse. I don't have any hobbies, and I don't really do anything in my life other than go to work, watch bullshit videos on youtube, surf 4chan/reddit and repeat.

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>>740508135
Nothing wrong with you anon. You just need to open up to someone that you really trust and feel that would understand. Im going through something kinda similar to you. If you try to keep your emotions to yourself all the time its gonna do some damage to your mental health.

Guys I need to tell someone this. My gf and I are about to move into our own place together, and we've been packing for about a week. But the whole time we've been fighting. Even about the most mundane shit. She even got to the point to where she was shaking, and sobing uncontrollably for about an hour. That was a couple of days ago. But now I can't feel any sort of emotion and idk what to do. I love this girl and I don't want to lose her, but my emotionlessness has made me uncaring and I feel like I'm just making it worse... If any of you have advice it would be much appreciated.

>>740508124
Post more depressing things like this please.

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>>740508537
i gotchu senpai

>>740506728
I feel like my friends don't like me, and that I'm not capable of the depth or quality of feelings as other people

>>740508135
There's nothing wrong with you anon. I'm glad you were able to make a bunch if friends in school, even if you feel distant. You're liked by people. People come to you for humour and you probably make their day sometimes. I hope you're able to work up the courage to ask people to hang out with you outside of school, or on a date. It's really hard to do that, trust me, I know. But you've built a foundation and I'm sure you'll find a few people willing to listen to you.

>>740508436
Maybe talk to her. Explain what you're experiencing and voice that you're afraid of losing her. It might seem obvious to you but she's not a mind reader. So tell her directly and explicitly. Don't over complicate this shit. Just be direct and tell her you want her in your life.
???
Profit!

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>>740508230
I really hope I can find the right people. Thanks anon.

>>740508634
It's sad how accurate this is.

I feel so unsatisfied with my life, already lost two loved ones to death and my ex dumped me half year ago, now i am scared of losing the rest of the people who hold me and my life together, the new feelings inside of me scare me, feelings of weakness and fear, never had that, but the 2 years with my ex made me so fucking weak, i could feel it but didn't want to let go, till she dumped me though, I'm kind of glad she did, i start getting stronger emotionally, but sometimes i have these downtimes where i just doubt everything and where i am scared that more shit is going to happen, pessimistic-like

>>740508436
How long you been together annon and what brought you two together?

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>>740508713
Thanks anon that end bit made me chuckle. I've just been so tired of feeling numb.

>>740508886
That's called functional depression and it's a bitch.

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Yet again I'm in a pit of procrastination. I have a speech due Monday and I still need to write it up. I know all my arguments but I suck at composition. Can't get past the intro. I'm arguing against free will and I need a good intro because apparently my last few speeches didn't reveal the topic well or something. Hjalp

>>740508848
We met in high school about 6 years ago. It's kinda funny, I was originally talking to her just trying to get a bj, and apparently she thought I was an asshole at the time. But I guess we just grew on each other and now 6 years later we're engaged.

>>740509031
I had no idea this was a thing. And I think it's me

>>740509060
Arguing against free will sounds tough. I can't help you directly because I've never written a speech, but I hope you can find the strength to write it.

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this thread is comfy thanks anons :)

Nothing besides the fact that I like my friends gf who is cool as hell, super cute, generally girl next door material but her bf (my friend) is a bit of a dick due to being raised by a hells angel who was very abusive mentally and physically. He also flirts a lot with rando chicks but never let's it go anywhere. Not necessarily terrible but meh. I don't like it. I was raised different tho so idk.

And I'm just here. About to move halfway across the country just so I can get away from her because I can't stop thinking about her.

>>740509007
I can imagine. I get like that too sometimes. But don't let your relationships suffer because of it. Take care of the shit you need to take care of in the meantime and don't force yourself to feel. Just try to relax and let the emotions come naturally. Maybe take some time to be outside in a natural setting if you can and be alone and focus on any thoughts or feelings that arise. You might have to do something like this several times before you notice anything occurring naturally and spontaneously which is fine. You're going to have to retrain yourself to be aware of your internal states. But it can be done. It just takes time and practice.

>>740509267
Shit. I just want someone in my life. Not a boyfriend, just a friend. Someone I can tell everything, who talks to me about his life. Right now I have nobody like that. Everyone I meet is nice to me, and chats with me, they add me on Facebook, but that's it. I feel that they are not interested in becoming "real friends" with me.

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>>740509452
Feel free to stop by anytime. We're here for you, no need to be alone.

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>>740509667
<3 thanks

>>740509638
Holly fuck, I've been feeling the same, bit we're in 4chan and probably don't gonna take this seriously so I guess

>>740509060
Just an idea buyout consider opening with a quick anecdote about that research that showed the neutral activation to do something occurred before the conscious awareness of the decision was reported, thus showing that our brains already decide to do something and then our conscious mind makes us think we were in charge of the decision. Or you could get super metaphysical and use the idea of a materialistic universe in which everything is based on cause and effect to introduce the idea that we are no different and our behaviors and even or thoughts are no more than the products of a chain of events that can be traced back to the big bang.

It's always a struggle whether to care just a little bit or not care at all.

>>740509638
I have quite a few friends. Even I only have two people who I can talk and tell everything to. It's rare in my experience. Hope you find someone like that.

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>>740509977
These feels threads are generally supportive and chill. People are vulnerable so they come here to get help, help others and unload what's on their mind. No judgement.

>>740510080
I meant to say neural activation. That's what I get for typing on a phone. Fuck me right?

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“You can't feel cold if you don't know the warm”
-Anon

How pathetic is it, I'm sitting here almost 31 years old and still don't have anyone else to talk to.

You see those threads every once and a while. That ask what you'd tell your 20 or 15 year old self. Only thing I can say is, it doesn't get any better. I've been struggling with wanting to kill myself since I was 8. I never felt like I was supposed to be here. I'm 30 almost 31 fucking years old. I've wasted my entire fucking life. I've wasted the only parts of my fucking like that makes progress. It's not years that fucking matter in life is when you can make progress. And I fucking wasted all my fucking progress. It's gone, all gone. And I don't know what to do know. But I don't have friends that never text. I don't have that girl I crush on. I have nothing and nobody.

>>740510594
Such is life

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>>740510594

I forgot to post a picture.

>>740509580
Thanks for the talk. I really hope this all ends well I'm getting so stressed about it. I guess since she's been having such a rough time I kind of pushed my own feelings aside to help her, and now I can't get them to come back... It's a very empty feeling.

>>740510594
what kind of job do you have?

>>740508634
what if they think the same thing my dude. don't overthink it. if they answer, they want to talk to you. :D

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My best friend who helped me with my depression and always told me to not kill myself committed suicide yesterday...

>>740510485
Damn that's some real shit right there

>>740510748

I work IT for the government. The politics are in place already, it's different. They can't exactly fire me. But they can tell you they're starting on the path. And they told me.

>>740510080
Yeah I'm using both of those in the speech, but my intro needs to relate to the audience or something. It must be a surprising topic for some, gotta lead them in.

>>740510875
How are you taking it anon that gotta be a real kick in the dick

>>740510594
The truth is that once suicide is cogitated, It will always be at the back of your mind, that's our demon anon. A demon that will always try to sabotage our lives, Boxing has helped me a lot in fighting my demon and making him less loud.

My advice is: find something that truly shuts your bad thoughts up and doesn't make you feel bad after

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>>740506728
I found a cool song today, its a bit old though, its got me feeling good actually, compared to how I normally feel, how are you OP?

>>740510875
Damn brother. Things are going to be rough for a while, no way around that. Try to surround yourself with others, maybe even others who are also grieving for him. He must've really cared about you to give you that kind of advice and fall victim to suicide himself. I'm sure he wanted to tell you but just couldn't bring himself to do it.

Things will get better for you my friend. It's going to hurt, but at some point it won't be so bad, and you'll be able to look back on the good times and smile. Don't forget him, but don't let the pain consume you.

Always reach out for help when you need it. Someone will catch you and give you the support you need.

Best of luck brother.

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Last one for the night guys. Thanks for being cool <3

>>740511178
Only thing that does is drinking. Alcohol is the only thing that keeps my mind from dwelling.

>>740510875
Im that guy that keeps living because i tell others to not kill themselves... Not sure why tho... But i still do

>>740506728
> Listening to Death Grips
> Playing Rust
> Feeling good
What about you?

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>>740510875

Reminded me of this.

I don't get to see my SO for something like 8 months out of the year, as we go to different schools in different states. I was all excited for seeing her this summer, but she got a really awesome study abroad opportunity in France that was gonna last all summer. The time zone change has been rough, we haven't been keeping in all that good of contact, and that's really been bringing me down. She's also been hanging out with a whole new group of friends, including several guys. I'm not the jealous type, and I trust her, but all that has it's limits.

I just want us to get through school and start being together full-time. I'm so sick of missing her and not getting to hold her close at night. I'm in love but I'm alone, and that's tearing me up inside.

For reference, we've been dating over two years, and about half of that has been long distance. We've gotten good at it at this point, but it's definitely not easy.

I guess I'm just kinda feeling a little mopey tonight. I'm sure tomorrow will be better.

>>740511455
hey dude, turn that into something positive :D That's really awesome that you've found something that gives your life meaning. Take it, and run with it. Don't look back.

>>740510594

At least people reply to your posts

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>>740511219
That's great anon. I'm watching Breakfast Club a bit drunk and it's making me nostalgic. I hope things continue to look up for you, and if not, enjoy this happy moment and hope for the next one.

>>740511378
C'mon anon, help me here. Didn't you have any dream when you were a kid? I guarantee you that if you at least try to follow a dream, your life will be less empty

>>740511559
hey lol. wyd.

>>740511703
Thanks man, feels good, want a link to the song?

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>>740506728
Okay if image filename gets though.

>>740512001
Hell yeah

>>740511749

When I was 7 or 8 and they asked what you wanted to do when you grew up. All the other kids were thinking normal things like Doctors or Policeman or things like that. My mind, my thought, was whats the point. I thought I won't live that long anyway so whats the point thinking about what to be when I grew up.

I literally never felt I had a future. I always felt shit sucked so much I'm surprised I haven't killed myself yet. What kind of fucking life is this?! My life sucked ass. There's no recovering now.

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>>740511472
That's awesome. Playing puyo puyo and watching breakfast club. This thread is making me feel better and I'm glad people are helping each other and getting help.

>>740512120
Thats sweet dude, not op here but I hope you have a good time with puyo puyo

>>740511911
Absolutely, that would be nice.

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Do any of you ever get the feeling that you're not supposed to be here? But you can't go anywhere else so you try to make the best of it and forget about that feeling, but it's always there hiding eating away at you till you're just a husk of what you used to be and everyone knows it. You want to go back but you can't it's to late for that. No matter what you do that feeling just gets strong and stronger till it consumes you. It's a very slow and painful process...

>>740512237
https://youtu.be/TN_8D-79BZg

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>>740511703
>Tfw you'll never date Allison Reynolds

>>740510485
Did you fuck up this quote?

>>740512416
Sorry if this is depressing. I was just typing what I felt

>>740512416
I only feel like a husk on bad days

>>740512590
Those days seem to blur together now

>>740512426
It feels energetic and has a nice upbeat feeling to it. This is going in my collection. Appreciate the link.

>>740512660
Such is life. Things can change though

>>740512777
No probs, that entire channel is filled with upbeat good feel music, and its non copyright, so for an editfag it makes me feel better

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You know guys I really appreciate the talking. Even though it hasn't been the most uplifting, I am feeling much better, thanks.

>>740512580
Don't be sorry for putting down what you feel. It's what we're here for. Personally I don't feel like I fit in anywhere I go, and everytime I pursue something that makes me happy it just ends up getting boring or betraying me in the end. I look to the past and generally find small happy things I cling onto, like vidya or John Hughes movies. Those seem to keep me going.

>>740510692
because you are a beautiful lie
and because I am edgy as fuck

- death

>>740513023
Love this gif. Feels like something out of secret of Mana.

>>740512052
I have to admit my situation is a little better than yours, suicidal thoughts are with me since 14 and it fucked me up, but there's always recovery anon. Why don't you become a cop/soldier? You might get to see death everyday and maybe make something useful.


Now I'm curious, what happened in your childhood anon?

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Anyone else here finds anti suicide speeches/quotes cringy as fuck?

>>740513363


I have and I did. I tried to die a hero. But I failed. All I saw was others die heros. Where all I could do is look in envy.

I don't know if it's a chemical thing. Or if I just totally shut off some memory. I don't know.

Im 25 and Ive never had a gf. I have no idea what Im doing wrong

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>>740513106
Yeah I feel like I was put in the wrong place. Don't know why I've just felt that way for so long. But I'll be joining the military soon maybe that will give me purpose. Gonna work on a sub.

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>>740513670
Of course. They all seem to be written by people who may have had a sad once and eventually got over it, not those truly suffering from depression. All this "the world is your oyster" "go work out" bullshit doesn't work for people who can't remember the last time they were happy.

>>740513193
Glad you like it. Actually the first time I've posted it.

>>740513689
Wish I could help you anon, wish I could help me too. Goodbye and good luck brother

>>740513810
It's maybe because you don't go outside a lot? Anyways don't car about it.
All ways set goals for yourself to achieve. And pay more attention to your hobbies and friends. And friends are more fun and helpful than a gf

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I see suicide as a comforting safety net. If it ever really gets too bad, it's always there. I kind of see it as inevitable at this point. I just haven't gotten there yet.

I found out my dog got cancer yesterday... he's the only thing I have in this world. Don't no what I'm gonna do.

>>740506728
listening to rad music on bandcamp, getting my mind of things.
nothing to write home about, but I thought I'd share for reasons
https://eddierascal.bandcamp.com/track/little-johnny-2

>>740510594
also, I'm 21 and my prospects seem the same
what a crazy omen

Grandpa died today. V sad.

The whole family is home, I'm in another state.

He lived the shit out life. RIP papa. You were the best.

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Yesterday I realized how bad it was getting when my 5 year old cousin looked at me and asked me if I was okay.

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>>740513987
Sometimes people say shit that makes you want to kill yourself more and more depressed.

>>740514694
also can we share content?
I wouldn't mind checking what /b/ listens, watches, feels
https://sheherhers.bandcamp.com/track/windmills

>>740514816
Yeah. With that picture specifically, if nobody loves you, then that picture will just remind you of that.

>>740514816
Yet somehow, these family members tend to miraculously survive.

I never understood using guilt as a tactic to discourage suicide.

>>740506728
>went to a party
>met amazing girl
>her taste in everything is 10/10
>she's a 10/10
>we kiss and shit
>some time passed and I send her a friend request on fagbook
>she declines it and blocks me
>i thought we had something special
>feelsbadman

>>740514341
I remember when I lost my dog. He was my best friend and I still cry about it sometimes, but what I did was I got a puppy and he's become my new best friend. I never could imagine the day my doggo died, and I didn't accept it when it happened. But if you get a new one they seem to carry on the love you had for your old friend. I hated his death but it was worth it just to have him in my life, and to grow up with him. And now I have a new friend who brings me as much love as his big heart can. Remember if you ever feel alone or unloved dogs will always be there to remind you that you're not. Love your furry friend anon never forget them.

>>740515185
Oh man I'm sorry to hear that. If you had the courage to go to one party and meet someone during the time there, then maybe you'll meet someone else at another party. I hope you find someone someday.

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I'm having so much distress caused by this one girl... I've been sweet in her for a while and hung out with her every weekday this summer. Few weeks back she finally breaks up with her boyfriend who was only using her for sex, and I thought my chance had finally arisen... I waited a few days to see how she was feeling, and she wouldn't move on from him even after being manipulated. She STILL wants to go back to him after all of this after all of my WARNINGS she doesn't listen... she never listened. And now she s throwing herself right back at him to be abused once more and again and again. I keep telling her to block this cretin and never talk to him again, but she keeps going back and it crushes me to watch this. Sometimes the pain caused is too much. It just hurts so much to know that she is manipulated and keeps going back to an abusive relationship like she has Stockholm syndrome. Oh Anons, I can't handle this shit...

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>>740506728
I hate not having any desire for an outcome or a goal for my life. I hate that the desires that are presented for me by the human race feel shallow, illusionary, and unworthy of my time. More than anything I hate myself, for not being able to create my own desires.

>>740515501
Stop being a cuck

Delete Facebook
Hit gym
Fuck bitches

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>>740513987
You dont change if you dont change your environment, people who dont like hearing it are people who would rather be sad than help themselves.
from me, who was a depressed for 6 years and would act like I was just fine to counselors and psychiatrists because helping myself was too much work.

>>740515173
Because It's impossible to convince a depressed person why he shouldn't kill his self so they use the guilt that depressed people feel a lot for no reason. Which makes depressed people feel more depressed that they don't have any hope, not even death

>>740508815
ouch...

could someone post the "her beautiful smile will never be for you"

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>>740515822
>people who dont like hearing it are people who would rather be sad than help themselves

This is the most ignorant retard shit I've heard in a long time. Most people don't help themselves because:
1. They've already tried and it didn't work. Personally, I've been to see shrinks and tried at least 6 different antidepressants, none of which did shit. I worked out and dieted religiously for over 2 years and became slim and fit. Didn't feel any better.
2. They don't have the energy to change.
3. They don't see the point in changing because they don't see themselves being happy with any change.

What would make me happy? I have no idea. Maybe nothing at this point. Kind of hard to work towards something when you have nothing to work towards.

>>740515812
I know it's beta as fuck but I've fallen too hard for this girl... I care nothing about getting laid; I just want a woman to love and to love me back... I already work out but that gets me nothing. I'm still beta and still have found myself fallen for this girl

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>>740516283

Here little nigga, let me help you with those feels.

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>>740515463
Thanks anon, that's kind of you.
I've been quite depressed lately and some people convinced me to go to that party to cheer me up. It really did, that girl was incredible.
But know my situation doesn't help .
I hope you get to know someone special too that care for you, anon,

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Waiting for the bus at 35, overweight, divorced, my kids are on the other side of the world with my ex wife and her new husband, no woman, no cable, just diagnosed diabetic, feeling down...

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Hodor. Hodor hodor hodor hodor? Hodor hodor hodor hodor hodor. Hodor hodor. Hodor hodor hodor hodor hodor hodor.

>>740516727
Start walking/biking/doing exercise.

You have to beat the beetus. Then you get healthy. Then you can date.

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>>740516455
>I'm offended because you think I can be happy
t. someone who would rather be sad.
>They've already tried and it didn't work
I simply don't believe you
I said the same shit to make excuses for myself.

>>740509638
if they ever ask you to hangout they're probably trying to be your 'real friend' and at least you can talk to others. Some people don't have even fake friends.

>>740516851
Yeah I am trying but it's hard to feel positive on late Saturday night all alone waiting to go to my lonely apartment

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>>740516889
I don't care what you believe. You don't have the answer to everything, you ignorant faggot.

>>740517002
Wake up early tomorrow.

That's the only way

>>740517265
Yeah I have too...I will visit my grandmother before I head to work...I flirt with a woman who I work with but I am not sure if things will go anywhere...love flirting with her and she is Chinese too

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Well guys it's been fun but now I'm able to sleep. Thanks for all the feels, you guys enjoy the rest of the thread/night

>>740517570
Good night anon. Thanks for stopping by.

>>740517476
Stop chasing women. Chase becoming better.

Go and set a time to do exercise tomorrow.

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>>740517027
>deflecting into ad hominem to justify to yourself in being depressed.

A family friend died today at age 76.

I have a girlfriend who treats me like I'm practically an angel, and I love her more than anything

I'm 23

If I die at age 76 that means I only have 53 more years to spend with her

The thought of it all being over had me freaked out so much I actually prayed to God for a long and happy life with her

I wanna marry her and have a family with her, /b/.

What do I do about my death anxiety, guys?

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>>740506728
I came so close to achieving my life's goal, but I fucked up big time and got fucked over because of it and now I don't know if I can get a second chance. If not, my life is once again meaningless and I'll be left with no other choice but to LDAR.

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So tired of being so goddamn lonely. Sometimes I take walks at around 4 am and enact scenes between myself and people that i admire that will absolutely never happen. it makes me happy to be able to escape for a couple of minutes, but the moment i step back into my house i feel the pain again..

Here's a song i listen to when im feeling particularily down, it's really great anons and hits you right in the feels:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iB7E1D_3Na4

My girl...she's always on my mind

>>740518380
Death is the only good thing about life. Why be afraid of it?

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>>740518380
The trick is to live every day like its your last day, never in fear of death because at any moment you could die. Always be ready to die so when it does happen you will have no regrets.
Never forget to tell your loved ones how you feel. Never let a moment pass by without doing what you want with it.
Its all we can do in our short time we do have.

>>740511321
This seems almost too horrible to be true, but then I remember what kind of planet we live on.

I'm holding on to my friends way too desperately and it just drives everybody away, because nobody wants to be with a sad sod like myself. I tell everybody that I'm fine because I know that's all they want to hear. I'm tired of holding on to something that just isn't meant to be, but it's the only chance of me being happy again. I don't know whether to let these friendships die out and find new people, because I'm too scared that if I let go, I won't be able to find anyone else.

>>740519875
It's rough man. But stay strong, nobody likes someone whining. It's better to hold that in and wait until someone can understand, if you don't then people take advantage. I spent high school being a funny guy that always put my friends in too high a place. You are numero uno: remember that.

>>740506728
Resenting my shitty genes. I hate being ugly. Nobody wants to be around me except other ugly people (my family). I snorted half a gram of blow over the past 10 hours or so. Now I'm just jittery as fuck. Lonely and depressed. I want it to end.

>>740516727
PLAY SOME GAMES!
always cheers me up.
helps me not give a fuck about standards and just have a fun time, which is all i need.

>>740518775
This is what I listen to when I'm down.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=89F5fpvwPr0&index=4&list=PLcUM6HNySfpqYRb0TZZgjke_QIkqyNZ3n

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>>740506728
I posted in a feels thread a while ago. This was the response I got

>>740520579
u like movies?

>>740506728
What's up anon? Do like a great grampapy and tell me your story

>>740512416
I don't belong in this world.

I say that logically. Someone like me, who wants to do as much as me, while being so incapable of doing that much, shouldn't be here.

What's a hero without his sword? His armor, his purpose his destiny? I am nothing. My body constantly aches with ever breathe. And if I had to describe how I feel, it would be, "I am death."

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vBI15if8KTc

>>740520983
I do but I've seen so many already. And considering how jittery I am right now, I doubt I could just sit and watch something for 2 hours. I just need social interaction.

>>740516539
Well you can't expect to get better if you keep the tumor in your body, right?

>>740520670
DANNY DEVITO
post more youtube playlists

I want to die so fucking badly but the fear of ending up a vegetable instead keeps me alive. I have no one - friends, family, or anything. I feel I'm so objectively ugly that it's ruined all of my relationships, and I can't imagine anyone would want to be seen with me. I have no job, no way to afford college, no interests, nothing. I'm only 18 and can not begin to picture another 50-60 years of this.

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I had my first ever bf in my life, fell deeply in love with him, but he was a christian who felt insecure about his sexuality so pretended I was a girl and pushed me to be a trap for him. Basically made me feel like in order to be in a relationship with him I had to be a girl. He said it didn't matter if I was biologically a male, he didn't consider me a man.

Then he broke it off with me, realised that I was a guy and it was a sin. I got cucked by god. I was already insecure about my gender identity before meeting him, but I think he especially made it worse.

I'm depressed, my family hasn't spoken to me in months, no one has reached out to support me, I'm constantly sleep deprived and lack any motivation to do anything. Should I go to a doctor or a therapist or something? If you went through a depressed period in your life, how'd you make it out?

Don't know where or how to meet people. Not old enough for bars, Not meeting people at work. Trying everyday not to kill myself from loneliness

>>740522966
I'm lonely too, man. Every time I go to a party I end up getting a panic attack and I'm forced to leave early. After 3 and a half months off of school, I've barely left the house and I haven't talked to many people. My social anxiety is through the roof, and it makes it harder and harder to talk to and reach out to someone. I just turn to alcohol and this place.

>>740523333
I smoke weed to take quell the racing thoughts and recently phenibut to get rid of the social anxiety. I homestay think that I would do well at parties if I were ever invited or even heard of one. I have people around sometimes but none of the connections seem to stick and I get stuck in my head whenever I think about hitting one of them back up

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I'm going to bed, /b/. Good night. I hope everyone sees better days, and thanks.